There are all kinds of examinations, CT needs to be made by appointment, and it can only be done the next day, and it took more than 700 before and after. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info hang the water before taking the CT tomorrow.

The whole family was in the hospital, and I went to the store to buy some food, bread, drinks, eight-treasure porridge, corn on the cob and something. Things are really expensive now, just such things, it costs more than 30 yuan. Think about it for less than eating fast food for the whole family, so let's balance it. I have to save a little now, even if I already have 40,000 yuan in my account, but I have spent more than 1,000 yuan today, and I will spend money tomorrow, basically 1,000 a day, and I don't know when Lele will get better. Pneumonia can range from a week to half a month or even longer. I have to save some money, I don't have a job now, even if I don't think about the New Year, I want a little extra money, just in case.

When I opened my wallet, I saw the black card that the number three gave me, and I used another card to swipe the card. When I went out with my things, I heard my phone vibrate in my bag, and there was a faint ringtone.

I was carrying a bag of food in one hand and my mobile phone in the other, and it was the fourth who came.

"Where are you?" Number Four asked briefly.

"In the hospital, Lele was sick and probably had pneumonia. What's the matter? I asked.

Number Four asked rhetorically, "Do you want to help?" ”

"No, tell me what's going on today." My own business, No. 4 is not related to me, there is no need to help me.

"You'll find out about this later, so be it." Number Four hung up the phone.

I rolled my eyes, okay, it's important to do your own thing.

When I went back with what I ate, I hung a small bottle on the hanging bottle, and a small bottle and a bag.

"Lele, what do you want to eat?" I asked.

Lele looked at the contents of the plastic bag and shook his head. I sighed slightly, "So what do you want to eat?" ”

Lele hesitated, but still said: "I want to eat cherries." ”

Cherry? Oh my God, it's winter, what do cherries cost?

My mother whispered to me: "Just now, an acquaintance also brought the child to see a doctor and gave her two cherries. ”

The old man pampers the child, and it is given by an acquaintance... I only sighed slightly: "Lele is good, now is not the time for cherries to go on the market, I'll help you take a look, if there is, I'll buy some for you." ”

"Uh-huh~" Lele was happy.

I walked out, and it was already dark, where to get cherries? By the way, there are fruit shops near the hospital, so let's check it out.

Sure enough, there was one diagonally across the road, but I didn't buy it, I just looked at the price, 45 yuan a catty. I kept walking, because I was sure that there must be a fruit shop nearby, because there was a large residential area right next to the hospital.

Sure enough, after walking down the street again, I saw two fruit shops, and there were all kinds of food shops.

The price of cherries here is 35 yuan a catty, which is a full ten yuan less. I don't know if it's the guy or the boss in the store who greeted me: "What do you want to buy?" ”

I looked at the cherries for 35 yuan a catty, and the small cherries were so expensive, and when I turned my eyes, I saw some leftovers in the basket next to me: "How to sell this?" ”

"What's this?" The other party looked at the cherries in three or four baskets: "Forget it, five yuan a basket." ”

As soon as I heard this, I immediately picked a basket and paid for it. When I arrived at the hospital, I selected the best and reddest cherries in the plastic bag, although I picked the leftovers, most of them were flawed or even rotten, but there were still fish that slipped through the net. Lele doesn't have a big appetite, just to be fresh, as long as a dozen are enough.

I chose a small pile of good ones, washed them, put them in the small plastic I asked for in the fruit store, and sent them to Lele excitedly.

When I went, I was stunned, and Number Four and Number One came, and they were buying toys and some snacks: "Why are you here?" ”

"Just drop by to take a look." Number One smiled.

The ghost believes that by the way, this is a suburb, needless to say, it must be the fourth tracking to the location of my mobile phone, with the first one.

"Lele, let's eat." I gave Lele a small bag of cherries. The rest was stuffed into another plastic bag, and these were of poor quality, so I washed them and ate them after I went back.

Lele happily opened the plastic bag, but frowned after eating one: "It's not delicious." ”

"Why doesn't it taste good?" Mom stretched out her hand and took a bite of it: "It's not very delicious." It's just that the color is lighter than just now, don't be so picky. ”

It's all chosen.,It should be about the same quality as a good cherry.,But the color is lighter than just now.。。。 I understood: "That's supposed to be Cheerilee." "I saw imported cherries in the fruit shop, they looked like cherries, but they were darker and bigger.

There is definitely a difference in taste between the 68 yuan cherries and the 35 yuan domestic greenhouse cherries.

"Cheerilee, I'll buy it." Number One said.

"No, I'll go." I turned and left.

"Don't go, it's so expensive." My mother shouted from behind, of course she couldn't shout me, so she blamed Lele: "You know how to eat, do you know how expensive fruits are now?" Especially these ... ”

I walked in front, with number one and number four following me. Although I walked fast, it was impossible to get rid of the number one and four.

I quickly walked to the store where I had bought cherries, pulled down my pocket, and went to the cherry basket marked with the brand of 68 yuan a catty to choose.

"I'll buy it." No. 1 pointed to the 180 yuan gift box next to him: "Give me a box." ”

"Don't buy it!" I chose calmly, although my fingers trembled slightly: "If you buy it, I won't accept it." ”

"Why?" Number One whispered softly: "Are you angry with me?" ”

"It's good to know!" I picked about 10 grains and took them to the weighing place.

The guy quoted the price: "Twenty-three yuan a cent, give twenty-three yuan." "It's equivalent to two yuan a grain, enough to eat meat steamed buns.

I pulled out the money: "Give!" "Take the plastic bag and go back.

"I'm sorry to make you lose your job, but you can go and work with me." Number One followed and apologized, and finally said, "You know, I can afford to raise you." ”

"No need!" I stopped and took a deep breath. I didn't even look at No. 1: "I don't know what you're making trouble about, but I'm sure of myself, don't do anything for me in the future, I can't afford it." ”

"But I do!" No. 1 was puzzled: "Why do you have to choose so hard, it's completely okay... ”

"It's very comfortable, isn't it?" I struggled to control myself: "No, I don't want to, comfort is reserved for the dead, I don't need to be comfortable." ”

"What the hell do you want?" Seeing that I was leaving, Number One grabbed me: "I want to know." ”

At this time, my whole body couldn't help but tremble slightly: "Be dignified." ”

Yes, I don't want to rely on men to eat, I don't want to be looked down upon anymore, I don't want a normal man to say what my ex said "I look down on you", I can go to the toilet and sweep the streets, it doesn't matter, but I definitely won't rely on men to eat, never!

Feeling One's hand slowly loosen up, I continued walking without looking back. Although there are two men behind him, both of them have high incomes, the income of No. 4 is lower than that of No. 1, and it is 200,000 yuan per month, which is enough for me to earn for seven or eight years. But I don't want to go back and accept their help, because that help comes at a cost, and even if they don't need it, I don't want to eat and drink for nothing. But in return, it's just me.

The night was darker, and I walked alone, feeling helpless and lonely, but this was the path I chose, and I would not regret it. People will have an invisible line, once they cross this bottom line, they will never turn back, and there may be more and more crossings of the line. Yes, I won't regret it, there are no difficulties in the world that can't be overcome, and now it's not exhaustive.

When I got to the hospital, I washed the cherries and took them to Lele. Lele picked up one and ate it, didn't say anything, just smiled, and then took another one.

Nothing can compare to Lele's smile, I don't have anything to ask for in this life, as long as Lele can grow up healthy and healthy, with few disasters and fewer difficulties.

My mother nagged beside me: "How much is such an expensive thing?" ”

I laughed and leaned back in my chair, feeling so tired: "Mom, if you want to eat, you can buy it, you can still make money, as long as you live, money will be earned." ”

"Then you have to save some words, this kid, your mouth is so mouthful." The old mother continued to mutter: "Just now Xiao He also said that let your ex-husband come, I said, I didn't come back after calling, and I thought I asked him for medical expenses." ”

"Mom~" I feel so tired and tired: "Don't say it, you should be tired too, take a good rest, Lele has a fever again at night, and you have to toss." ”

"Rabbit, rabbit~" Lele finished eating the cherry and wanted to send the toy.

It was a pink rabbit, and I sighed, "Not like there was one before." "That's the one that won the prize on console four, it's twice as big as this one.

"That's just mom, it's just bunny." Lele likes it very much.

"It's such a big person, and I still like these." I said something against my will, in fact, I also like it, since I was a child, I didn't have many toys, so that big rabbit, sometimes I also hug.

Sometimes, what I didn't get when I was a child, I always feel missing when I grow up, and since Lele likes it, then hold it. Usually, I also don't dare to buy genuine plush toys because they are expensive, and roadside stalls are afraid of quality problems.

After hanging the water, it was already past eleven o'clock, and I was able to catch the last subway, but fortunately the subway here was very late. Lele hugged her rabbit, and at this time I found that Lele had grown taller again, and the child was the same as a month.

"Screening for tuberculosis, that's what is needed. Eight hundred at his own expense, and others, a total of one thousand three. "The doctor makes the bill.

"Tuberculosis?" I laughed angrily: "Does her face look like tuberculosis?" ”

"I haven't checked it before, it should be bad, and the advanced tuberculosis is pale." The doctor's face pulled down.

The doctor has the final say, Lele will have to see a doctor in the future, and he really hasn't checked for tuberculosis before. I was a little helpless: "Okay, check!" ”

One thousand three, plus the medical expenses of hanging water, two thousand are gone. The CT report is not out yet, and it will take another day.

I have been hanging water for five days, and the money has been used for nearly 5,000, and I accompany Lele to hang water every day, and my mother and father sometimes follow me, and sometimes cook at home. After all, they are also old, and some things are only known when they are older, such as frequent urination, and sometimes they have to come down to find a toilet halfway through the subway, which is really unbearable. So I can go alone, so I won't let them go.

Today, my mother went, looked at the CT film, and the doctor spoke: "There is indeed a shadow, the possibility of a cyst cannot be ruled out, it is best to do a biopsy." ”

A biopsy is a puncture, and although I haven't done it, my whole family hasn't done it, but I've heard about the pain of having a puncture. I suddenly felt the fire rush to the soles of my feet to the top of my head, and after taking a few deep breaths, I tried to keep my mind calm and questioned: "The shadow shown on the film is light, if it is a cyst and edema, I will not let my daughter do a biopsy!" ”

The doctor lowered his face again: "The examination is also to confirm the diagnosis, otherwise what if it is really a cyst?" ”

It's completely hot, but life has taught me not to get angry at will, it's not necessary. But the tone of his voice was obviously aggravated: "I'm not afraid of spending money, I can still earn money when I spend it, I know that there is no tuberculosis, and I spent eight hundred to do it, and there are other tests that are not needed at all." Of course, all for peace of mind. But what is a biopsy, it is a minor operation, and the child will suffer! I reserve the opinion of the examination, continue to hang the needle, take a film in three days, and if the shadow does not disappear within half a month, I will consider doing a biopsy again. Trouble prescribing medicine! ”

My mother came back to her senses at this time: "I can't operate, how can I operate, and there is no serious illness, just pneumonia." Anyway, there is no way to make the cyst long, so I will check it when I am sure that it is a cyst. ”

The doctor knew what had happened, and without saying a word, he prescribed the medicine, and I took it and left.

Walking out of the consultation room, I scolded indignantly as I walked: "What the hell, I finally know why the doctor is cutting people." Fortunately, I checked what pneumonia was on the Internet, but I didn't agree, if I fully believed the doctor's words and knew the situation, I would have cut people. "It's so unbearable for a big hospital, let alone a small hospital.

"Spending money vigorously, checking this and that, do you think that the people's money is falling from the sky? Try your best to toss money, even children. "Mom understood what was going on, she should have remembered what a biopsy was, it was the needle, a piece of flesh that was pierced alive from the flesh and examined, it was meat, human flesh, and it was the lungs.

After Lele hung up the water, I said to my mother, "Change the hospital tomorrow and go back to the original branch." If the branch does not accept, then go to other hospitals, Western medicine is not good, Chinese medicine, fortunately, there is no shortage of hospitals in this city. ”

I went to get the CT film report, and when I looked at the small print below, I was even more angry, what was written "basic diagnosis is pneumonia". It's all written with pneumonia, and a fart is pierced, what a suspected cyst!

The next day, my mother and I accompanied Lele to the branch hospital, and the branch doctor looked at the case: "Have you been to the main hospital?" ”

"Yes, it's time to check everything, tuberculosis has also been checked, it's all fine, it's pneumonia." I pointed to the CT report and said, "So I came to the branch to see it." ”

"That's it!" The doctor believed it and typed on the keyboard: "Let's go take a film first, the needles have been hanging for five days, and then prescribe medicine after seeing the effect." ”

I took the list to shoot a film, and after a while, it was confirmed, and the report said "The shadow part has basically disappeared, and the pneumonia has been diagnosed and cured". The doctor read the report: "I will reduce the dosage and hang it for another two days to consolidate it." If you don't have a cough, you won't use it, and if you don't worry, come back and take a film in a month. (To be continued.) )