Chapter 293: Greed
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"I didn't leave you in my previous life because I loved you, and I didn't love you in this life because I hated you."
She said quietly.
Having said that, she really doesn't vomit or feel unhappy.
Zhou An raised the corners of his lips, "You finally understand my words, but I can't understand your words anymore." β
Shen Yueran sighed.
"In my previous life, I didn't agree to divorce, I waited for you to come home every day, I even put down my pride and begged you to go home, at that time I naively thought that I loved you, and I was so humble because I loved you. But after these seven years, I have come to understand that true love will only make me stubbornly raise my head, not bow my head pitifully. What can humble me is not noble love, but my unbearable cowardice. β
"Cong Hao, I have to thank you, you have taken care of me for five years. We have been married for five years, and I have not worried about my livelihood for a single day, have not suffered once, and have not been tired once. Although I have also paid a lot for the Cong family, I am happier than most women. β
"I thought there was a foundation for this happiness, but then I learned that there is a price to be paid for this happiness. And the price of it is my wings. I used to have wings to fly and attack, but five years of 'happy' life caused them to degrade unconsciously, until finally I forgot that I had such wings. β
"So, when you betrayed me, I was terrified. Not the fear of losing you, but the fear of losing the kind of life you have given meβabundance, peace and ease. β
"I don't leave you, I want to be reconciled with you, just because I'm afraid of change, and I don't have the strength to face it. I thought that as long as I pretended not to know, I could act as if nothing had happened, and I thought that as long as I didn't agree to the divorce, you would continue to whitewash peace with me, and then I could continue to live the rich life I used to have, numbing myself again and again in material comforts. β
"Maybe it's providence, we who have crossed over, and we have nothing. When I see you again, you have become the well-known concubine of the Zhou family, and you have suffered a lot of shame. You ask me if I hate you, and of course I do. Why not hate? You have hurt me, and even intended to kill me, how can I not hate you? I am not a virgin who can repay grievances with virtue. β
"But I'm more afraid of you than hate. Cong Hao, I'm afraid of you, do you feel it? You must feel it, don't you? You once asked me why I kept avoiding you. Because you're terrible. I don't know which of your words is true and which is false, I don't know who you're going to hurt next, just like you're sitting in front of me right now, and I don't know what you're thinking. β
"What was I thinking?"
Zhou An's always calm and self-contained complexion finally fluctuated, and one hand slapped on the table.
"What am I thinking, others don't know, how can you Yuan Xiaonuo not know?"
"I was originally the proud son of the sky, the only son of Cong Dasheng, and the legal heir of Jin Sheng. What have I been trying to do for so many years, others don't know, will you not know? β
Shen Yueran didn't seem to understand.
"You mean what you want is Jin Mantang?"
Zhou Anze's eyes suddenly had a hint of playfulness.
"What do you say? It was originally mine, so why do you want to say it. β
He picked up his glass and took a sip.
Shen Yueran was stunned.
Greedy people are probably like this, thinking that everything is originally his, so he will keep "taking".
"Since what you want is Jin Mantang, why do you want to kill the Chen family?"
"If I heard the secret between you and Song Ting in my previous life, then what is the Chen family hindering you in this life?"
Shen Yueran asked the question in her heart.
Zhou An looked at her, as if he was looking at her, and as if he was looking at another person.
"Chen is not sick, how can I go back to the capital?"
"If the Chen family doesn't die, how can I marry you into the door?"
He said it lightly.
Shen Yueran's face was like ashes.
Zhou An hooked his lips and sneered, and continued, "This is the difference between me and you. When you open your eyes and find that you have passed through despair and poverty, you will only go along with it, and live one day at a time. And I'm different. I am not reconciled, I am a man, and my fate can only be in my own hands. β
"For the sake of your so-called own fate, can you hurt the fate of the Chen family?" Shen Yueran reprimanded.
Zhou An raised his eyebrows, "You can't blame me entirely, if it weren't for the mutual restraint that you often taught me those foods in my previous life, how could I have thought of such an invisible way to kill people." β
"Brute!"
Shen Yueran scolded, "Since you want to get Jin Mantang, why do you want to marry me and Caiyu?" β
"Haven't you been in contact with He Xurong, the daughter of Superintendent He? If you marry her, wouldn't it be more conducive to your foothold in the Zhou family? β
Zhou An smiled and said, "Yes, He Xurong, this is another thing that you have impressed me." β
"You are a smart person, you can actually understand my relationship with He Xurong from a few words, and you don't know how to make her snub me. Now, Cai Yu annoys me, Xu Rong suspects me, I am not a human being. β
Shen Yueran secretly thought that He Xurong's attitude was afraid that it had something to do with Wang Yaxin. Wang Yaxin is willing to confess to her, and it is estimated that she will also confess to He Xurong. Wang Yaxin has always won He Xurong's trust, so He Xurong will not listen to her words.
"Hmph."
Shen Yueran snorted coldly, "If you don't know, you can't do it unless you don't do it." Step on two boats, and sooner or later the boat will capsize. β
Zhou An didn't think so, one left and one right, picked up the chopsticks and soup spoon on the table.
"Chopsticks are used to pick up vegetables, if you use chopsticks to drink soup, can you make it?"
"The soup spoon is used to hold the soup, if you use the soup spoon to pick up the vegetables, will you be able to make it?"
"Women are tools to men. Caiyu is just a cake girl, in terms of origin, talent, naturally not worthy of the lintel of the Zhou family, but first, she knows my details, and secondly, she does have some brains, with her help, I have benefited a lot for the Zhou family. Therefore, jade mining is like an abacus in my hand, which is useful at some time and useless at other times. Since she has always been in love with me, I will give her a name. A concubine's room is enough. β
Shen Yueran couldn't hold it back, and took the case.
"Abacus?"
"The stupid woman next door has loved you for two lifetimes, but you compare her to an abacus?!"
"Now that she's pregnant with your child again, she's a calculus in your eyes?!"
"Cong Hao, do you have a heart, do you have a heart?!"
Zhou An laughed.
"I have."
"She wants to marry me, so I will marry, she is pregnant, then give birth, she is angry, I will coax, I do everything according to her wishes, how can I be considered unintentional to her."
(To be continued.) )