Chapter 115: Bitterness (II)
"I actually... I misunderstood that she married Liang Yinhao because she was greedy for glory and wealth, and I even hated her! ”
Cheng Zijun has never talked about Mu Qing's collapse like this, since the great change happened, the Mu Qing she has seen has always been indifferent, and there is always a penetrating and unfathomable smile between her eyebrows, even if she was reborn after the catastrophe and her family died, Changyan has never cried so heartbreakingly.
It turns out that she has never changed, she has always been Changyan's best friend Shen Zhen. The one who has changed is me, it's me! Tears blinded Mu Qing's eyes, and because of guilt and sadness, her facial features were almost twisted, "When her mother and son were in danger, I was still thinking about standing by, and I was still thinking about taking revenge on Shen Zhen!" ”
At this moment, Mu Qing knew why Shen Zhen had been cold and indifferent to Liang Yinhao and everyone in the palace since she entered the palace, why she didn't want to get involved in the battle between right and wrong, and why she didn't want her son to compete for the throne that others coveted.
Cheng Zijun couldn't help but burst into tears when he saw Mu Qing crying like that, but he still insisted on comforting: "Those who don't know are not guilty, I believe that Sister Shen will not blame you." ”
"Sister Cheng, after that incident, I have never resented God, I have never complained about the injustice of fate, I just want the person who framed my father to be punished for the cause, and give me a justice and justice, and give me the innocence of the world. But... But today, when I saw Xi'er's face, a face similar to my brother, I suddenly hated it, hated God's injustice, hated God's cruelty, why did my Yun clan bear this qiē?! Why do those damn people live well all the time? Why is my innocent family being murdered?! The more Mu Qing said, the colder his eyes became, and there was a little confusion in his fierceness.
Cheng Zijun saw that Mu Qing's expression was becoming more and more ruthless and crazy, and he couldn't help but panic. Mu Qing also hated in the past, but she hated Huo Pei'an and Liang Yinhao, and her hatred was rational, and she didn't care about the consequences for revenge. It is precisely because of the situation in the court and the safety of the people that she needs to make a good layout, otherwise she would have taken a sharp sword and plunged it directly into the chest of the two of them, so why would she have to exhaust her mind and go to great lengths like now?
But Mu Qing at this moment is crazy, the pain has accumulated too much for too long, and Liang Xi's true identity has become the last straw that crushes the camel, once it erupts, it will be like a flood beast, unstoppable. In order to prevent Mu Qing's love from continuing to deteriorate, Cheng Zijun immediately grabbed Mu Qing's shoulder, forced her to look at herself, and scolded loudly: "Yan'er! Smoke!! The past is true, your brother and your father are dead, but you are still alive! Why did your mother try her best to keep you alive? In order to make you **** complain? Do you feel sorry for yourself all the time?! ”
After speaking, Cheng Zijun loudly called Zhu Yu in, and took a dagger she was carrying from Zhu Yu and stuffed it into Mu Qing's hand. Cheng Zijun said coldly: "If you really hate it, then you can take this dagger now and rush into Changyi Palace and stab Liang Yinhao to death!" Will your brother come back to life so that he can come back to life? Shen Zhen doesn't have to stay in the palace to be bullied by the queen? Will Liang Xi be able to restore his identity and become a member of your Yun clan in the open?! ”
Zhu Yu was very surprised when Cheng Zijun snatched the dagger at first, and then it was even more chilling to hear what the other party said. Zhu Yu looked at the two tearful people hugging each other inexplicably, but she had really never seen her master so gaffe and grief, so she stood aside and was silent.
Mu Qing looked at the dagger in his hand, his body was still stiff and motionless, and tears were still rolling and dripping uncontrollably. Suddenly, Mu Qing let go of her hand, and the dagger fell to the ground, she slowly curled up, buried her tearful face in her elbows, and said in a muffled voice: "They are the most enviable pair, made in heaven, they could have had a happy home, and watched Xi'er grow up together." Look at the first time he walks, the first time he speaks, the first time he shouts 'Daddy', but these my brother... He can't even see my brother! ”
Cheng Zijun's eyes were already red and swollen from crying, she slowly walked to Mu Qing's side, gently patted her back, and comforted: "Sister Shen is infatuated with your brother, even if she wrongs herself, she has to keep the last bit of blood of your Yun family, this sincere love is difficult to find in the world, it is really touching." I believe that this qiē your brother he knows, he always knows! As you said, the spirits of the deceased are above, and they are always watching us! They have also been watching you, waiting for the day when you will avenge the Yun family! ”
It seemed that a long time had passed, and Mu Qing finally raised his head slowly, although the tears on his face were clearly visible, and his eyes were also red and swollen and moist, but the look between his eyebrows and eyes had returned to normal. Cheng Zijun knew that Mu Qing had come out of the pain and had recovered to the end of the organ, and Yin Muqing, who didn't know how to be happy and angry, couldn't help but settle down a little in his heart.
"What are you going to do next? Would you recognize Shen Zhen? Cheng Zijun asked.
Mu Qing refused almost without thinking about it: "No." I said that I am just Yin Muqing, I didn't confess my identity to King Rui before, so I won't recognize Shen Zhen now. ”
Cheng Zijun was surprised: "Are you still going to hide it from her?" ”
"The less Shen Hao knows, the safer it will be for her and her son, and that's the only way I can protect them right now. What's more, I myself am also selfish, I hope that Yun Changyan will always be the kind little girl in Shen Zhen's heart, not the treacherous and sinister adulterous concubine I am now. Mu Qing laughed at himself, and his sad look was still faintly visible on his face.
Cheng Zijun only felt sour when she heard this, but she knew that Mu Qing had already made a decision, so she didn't force it anymore, and only nodded, saying that she would also help Mu Qing hide it from Shen Zhen.
Cheng Zijunfu asked again: "Although Shen Zhen kept your brother's son, he recognized the thief as his father anyway, are you going to let her mother and son stay in the palace all the time?" What are your plans? ”
Mu Qing groaned: "With Shen Zhen's temperament, it is indeed not suitable to stay in this deceitful harem, not to mention that the queen will one day not be able to tolerate Liang Xi." However, it is not easy to get a princess and a prince out of the palace, and the slightest mistake will affect them. So, I have to think about it and think long-term. ”
Cheng Zijun nodded clearly, she believed in Mu Qing's ability and intelligence, and she also believed that Shen Zhen would one day leave this hellish place and return to her own piece of the world. Thinking of this, Cheng Zijun couldn't help but look at Mu Qing again, and said in his heart: But what about you? When the qiē is over, where will you end up (to be continued.) )