The early morning sunlight shone into the room from the window, shining on Xiao Mohan's face on the bed, making her long eyelashes tremble, and finally opened her eyes, and then stretched very lazily, and when she sat up, she found that Ling Xue, who was sleeping with her, was gone, and the time was already more than seven o'clock, at this time Ling Xue had already gone to the classroom to study, after all, it was a senior high school student, and this time was the hardest and most tiring time.

At that moment, Xiao Mohan yawned again, and after washing, he didn't bother to change his clothes, so he walked out of the room in a nightdress, and came to the kitchen to serve himself a bowl of porridge, the porridge was boiled by Ling Xue before school, a large pot full of it, and a few dishes and a basket of steamed buns, otherwise it would not be enough for Li Dao to eat.

However, Xiao Mohan only drank a sip of porridge and suddenly stopped, because she found that something was wrong, when she got up every morning before, Li Dao had already eaten, but today the rice and steamed buns did not move, which means that Li Dao must not have eaten breakfast, but this is very abnormal, because Li Dao has a large amount of food, and his stomach is like a bottomless pit, which also leads him to be hungry easily, so he gets up earlier than himself every morning.

Thinking of this, Xiao Mohan couldn't help but put down the dishes and chopsticks, and came to Li Dao's door to see what was wrong with him, but what she didn't expect was that Li Dao's door was just hidden, which made her feel shocked, and she pushed the door in at the moment.

"Ahem~" As soon as Xiao Mohan came in, he was immediately choked and coughed, and the whole room was full of smoke, but what reassured her was that Li Dao was still in the room, just sitting very lonely in front of the window and smoking, the ashtray on the ground was already full of cigarette butts, and the room was also full of smoke, and there was no one standing at all.

Xiao Mohan was choked and coughed violently a few times, hurriedly ran over to open the window, and with the cool morning breeze pouring in, the smell of smoke in the room finally slowly dissipated, Li Dao saw Xiao Mohan come in at this time, and smiled apologetically at the moment, and extinguished the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray.

"What's the matter, haven't you never smoked, why did you smoke all of a sudden?" Xiao Mohan asked with some concern, and the expression on Li Dao's face also showed that he had something on his mind, and it was also a very strict matter, otherwise Li Dao would not have such an appearance.

"Nothing, remembering something from the past." Li Dao said with a light smile.

After Li Dao finished speaking, he wanted to stand up, but Xiao Mohan suddenly stretched out his hand and pressed him and said: "Li Dao, you are very bad like this, you have to hold everything in your heart, so sooner or later you will be sick...... But when he said this, Xiao Mohan suddenly thought of Li Dao's perverted physique, and hurriedly changed his words, "Even if you are in good health, you can't hold back your illness, but it's not good for your psychology, if something goes wrong with your psychology, it's even stricter than being sick physically!" ”

Hearing Xiao Mohan's nonsense, Li Dao was also a little speechless, there were some things that had been buried deep in his heart by him, but after seeing Yu Hong yesterday, it evoked his memories again, and he has been immersed in memories since he came back, and now he also wants to find someone to talk to.

Thinking of this, Li Dao suddenly spoke: "Mo Han, do you want to hear my story?" ”

Hearing that Li Dao actually took the initiative to mention his matter, Xiao Mohan's eyes couldn't help but light up, and he nodded his head like a chicken pecking rice: "Think, you already know my origin, but I still don't know anything about your past, you hurry up, I already want to know!" ”

Seeing Xiao Mohan so happy, Li Dao shook his head with a wry smile, and then said: "There is nothing mysterious about my origin, more than 20 years ago, I was born in a small plain village in the middle, when I was three years old, my parents died in an accident, since then, I have been dependent on my grandfather, my grandfather used to study in a private school for a few years, so he taught me early that if you want to get out of the village and change your destiny, you must study hard......"

Li Dao told his story slowly, sometimes heavy and sometimes relaxed, because his parents died early, he and his grandfather had a very difficult time, and the family relied on the harvest of a few acres of land, but even so, Li Dao's grandfather still insisted on sending Li Dao to finish primary school and junior high school, and Li Dao was also very competitive, and he was admitted to the county's key high school with the first grade in the county, and in high school, he did not get out of the top three in every exam, and the school attached great importance to him, and even exempted him from some tuition and miscellaneous fees.

When Li Dao was in high school, Li Dao's grandfather was already in his seventies, and his health became very bad because of his perennial work, and he was often sick, even if the school exempted him from tuition and miscellaneous fees, life at home was still very difficult, and even Li Dao's grandfather was reluctant to go to the doctor when he was sick in order to save his tuition.

Later, Li Dao found out about the situation at home, and immediately said that he would not go to school, but would follow others to work, so that he would earn money to treat his grandfather, but as soon as he spoke, his grandfather, who had never beaten him since he was a child, slapped him angrily, and then asked him to kneel in front of his parents' graves, vowing to be admitted to college and go to the ground, that was also the first time Li Dao saw his grandfather angry, and since then he has never dared to say that he will not go to school, but to study harder.

Three years of high school finally survived, Li Dao was also admitted to Haicheng University with excellent results, which is also one of the top schools in the country, but unfortunately Li Dao's grandfather failed to see this good news, because a month before Li Dao's college entrance examination, his grandfather died of illness, and before he died, he repeatedly told Li Dao not to take the exam well, if he couldn't get into college, he would not die blindly, and his grandfather also told Li Dao that no matter what he does in the future, he must do well in this life, You must also be worthy of your conscience when dealing with others, which is also the life principle that Grandpa Li Dao has always taught him.

After getting the admission letter, Li Dao made a few copies and burned them on the graves of his grandfather and parents, and then came to Haicheng to go to school alone, in fact, with his grades, he could have gone to the two more famous schools in the capital, but in order to recruit students, Haicheng University was willing to support those outstanding students from poor families, such as tuition waivers and high scholarships, etc., and Li Dao had no income at that time, so he naturally chose Haicheng University without hesitation.

"Isn't it great, although it's a pity that your grandfather didn't see you admitted to the university with his own eyes, but Izumishita Youzhi will definitely be happy for you, but why did you drop out later?" After listening to Li Dao's life experience, Xiao Mohan couldn't help but feel sympathy, but then she couldn't help but ask, she had always been puzzled by Li Dao's withdrawal from school.

Li Dao smiled a little sarcastically when he heard this, and did not answer her immediately, but asked rhetorically: "Mo Han, you have lived in Haicheng since you were a child, and before your parents died, your life should be very happy, right?" ”

"It's not bad, my father is very good to me, no matter what kind of request he will agree to, but my mother is very strict with me, every afternoon after school, she will send me to study in various interest classes, dance, music, art, etc., but I have no interest." Xiao Mohan didn't know why Li Dao asked, but he still replied.

"You are so happy, we have lived in different environments since we were children, you may not be able to imagine my life when I was a child, for children like me from rural areas, although learning is not the only way out, but it is the most likely way to change fate, so we have been forced to study since we were young, when we went to primary school, the village school started reading at half past five in the morning every day, and went home to eat at half past seven o'clock, and went back to school immediately after eating, and would not leave school until six or seven o'clock in the afternoon, and only had one day off every week, When I was in junior high school and high school, we had to live on campus, and we had to study until 9 o'clock every day before going to bed, so we can say that we spent at least 14 hours a day studying, and as for Sunday at all, we could only go home once a month. Li Dao said indifferently at this time.

"So hard!" Xiao Mohan couldn't help but scream when he heard this, compared with Li Dao and them, he was too relaxed in elementary and junior high school, he only went to class at eight o'clock every day, and he left school at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and he still had time to participate in various interest classes, as for either playing or watching TV at night, he could also go to the movies or go to the playground with his parents on Sundays, she didn't feel anything before, but now compared with Li Dao and them, she found that her childhood was simply too happy.

"Not only that, children in several top big cities such as you Haicheng, if you want to be admitted to a school like Haicheng University, the score line may only be four or five hundred points, but such a score is only barely enough for us, we want to be admitted to Haicheng University, we must be more than 100 points higher than you, and it is for this more than 100 points, we have to pay countless efforts and sweat more than you, but I am very lucky, because I was finally admitted to Haicheng University, And also carrying the last wish of my grandfather when he died, do you say that in my situation, would you really choose to drop out of school for no reason? When Li Dao said the end, his originally calm face finally fluctuated a little, although it had been several years since that incident, but whenever he thought about it, his heart still couldn't calm down.

"Then what was the reason for you to drop out of school? Or were you forced to drop out? Xiao Mohan also eagerly asked at this time, Li Dao has paid so much to go to college, it is indeed impossible to drop out of school for no reason!

"This ...... This incident has always been a thorn in my heart, but it has also made me reacquaint myself with this cruel world......" Li Dao said and slowly told his experience of dropping out of school, and with his narration, Xiao Mohan also slowly understood why Li Dao was so jealous and hateful, and the methods of dealing with the wicked were so cruel, and it could even be said that it was a little cruel, and this qiē was related to Li Dao's experience.