Nian Su married into Da Niu's family and became a widow for a few days, and there was an extra child, Xiaodouzi, probably before Da Niu left and Nian Su said some belongings, Nian Su also bought a serious funeral for Da Niu, but there were not many people who participated, Da Niu almost cut off contact with his relatives before his death, and there were no friends who could speak in the village, so Da Niu's funeral was just a meal between neighbors after entering the soil.

But everyone was in a bad mood, so they dispersed early, Nian Su was much stronger than everyone imagined, and he didn't go back to his parents' house because of this, but tried his best to clean up this home.

After Su Jinshi went home after eating a meal at Da Niu's house, she felt that Da Niu's appearance before death was too weird, as if she was not a natural death, but was frightened by someone and died suddenly.

Lying on the bed tossing and turning, I just couldn't sleep, and I thought a lot in my mind, but I thought about it the most.

On the day Da Niu died, Nian Su intermittently told her a lot, although she was married not long ago, Da Niu was very good to her.

It's just that Su Jinshi still can't understand why Nian Su had horror in his eyes at that time.

At this time, it was already three o'clock, the moonlight outside the house was bright, the stars were faintly flickering, and the air was faintly earthy and mixed with the smell of grass, with a fishy smell.

Su Jinshi didn't feel sleepy, she got dressed and got up and went out.

She was walking casually in her yard, but she heard a voice coming from her father's room, Su Jinshi approached, and heard Zhao's voice coming from inside:

"Alas, the daughter-in-law of the big cow is also a hard-working female baby, her husband died just a few days after she got married, and she has to carry a child, how can this girl be good in the future."

Zhao's voice was full of pity and pity, and at this time Su Xin also spoke: "Yes, in the future, we can help a little, this child is not easy." ”

"It's a pity that we still have to save some money for Jinshi as a dowry, Jinshi is also old, maybe he can't marry a good family, more dowry can always suffer less grievances, this big cow daughter-in-law can only send some eggs to the past."

Hearing Zhao's words, Su Jinshi frowned, she felt that Nian Su was not as innocent as she looked.

She left quietly, not wanting to sleep, so she sat down on the stone steps in front of her room.

She looked up at the moon, today is about fifteen, the moon is round and bright hanging in the air, like a big disk, there seems to be a frog chirping in the distance, Su Jinshi's heart gradually calmed down.

On the right is Nian Su's home, it was also silent at this time, probably sleeping, Su Jinshi remembered that day, she and Nian Su both fell into the water, and she was soaking wet.

Su Jinshi thought about it and went back to the house to put on his clothes, and quietly walked to the wall, the wall between the Su family and the Da Niu family was only six feet high, and it was easier to put a chair or table over it.

Su Jinshi looked around by the bright moonlight, and saw a pile of wood in the corner of the yard, which was simply covered with a cloth that was not wet.

Nian Su seemed to have slept, there was no light in the house, Su Jinshi secretly walked to the back door of Nian Su's house, she carefully pushed it, and found that the door was not locked.

Suddenly, a dog barked and startled Su Jinshi, she looked around and saw that there was nothing abnormal, and she was relieved.

She climbed over the wall so impulsively.

In fact, what does Niansu's affairs have to do with her, she is not a nosy person.

There is a well in the backyard of Niansu, Su Jinshi found a clean place and lay down, although it was already a little hot during the day, but the ground was still cold at night, Su Jinshi's back was attached to the ground, and the slightest coolness was transmitted to Su Jinshi's heart through his back.

She looked at the moon and thought: what a scourge that yellow belly pocket is.

There was a sound of the door opening from behind, and Su Jinshi sat up, but when she looked back, it was Nian Su, who was standing at the door dressed in white, and seemed to have no reaction to why Su Jinshi was here.

But Su Jinshi turned around and saw Nian Su's red eyes, and there seemed to be tears on his face.

"Niansu."

Su Jinshi called her, and the breeze blew, blowing the skirt of Nian Su, and also blowing the green silk she had draped.

Nian Su came back to her senses, she wiped her face with her hand, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Why are you here?" ”

Another gust of wind blew, and Nian Su's low voice blew into her ears with the thin breeze, her tone was a little cold, and Su Jinshi didn't know how to explain why she was here, so she changed the topic, "Are you okay?" How's the little bean doing? ”

Nian Su cleared his throat and said, "It has nothing to do with you." ”

Su Jinshi was a little embarrassed, I don't know why she saw Nian Su's appearance, she always couldn't help but want to help her.

"Why doesn't it matter, I'm your neighbor now, and neighbors have to help each other." Su Jinshi propped his hands on the ground and said idly.

When Nian Su heard Su Jinshi's words, her expression was momentarily relaxed, but she quickly recovered her indifferent expression, "I said, I don't need your help. ”

Su Jinshi waved his hand, "I know." ”

"But the more you do this, the more I want to help you, and you just treat me as a boring nosyman."

Su Jinshi's smile was a little illusory in the moonlight, Nian Su looked at her smile and was stunned, and then said, "Whatever you want." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned around and wanted to leave, but Su Jinshi was still lying in her backyard looking at the moon.

"Can you go back?" Nian Su stood aside and said coldly.

"Nian Su, what are you going to do in the future?" Su Jinshi's answer was not what he asked, but it was natural.

Nian Su frowned, and was about to speak, but Su Jinshi interrupted: "Are you going to say that it's none of my business?" I'm not a flood beast, why do you keep avoiding me? ”

Nian Su swallowed the words that were about to slip out of her throat, but she was silent for a while before saying, "I can make tofu." ”

Su Jinshi raised his eyebrows, and the brick looked at Nian Su, but saw that Nian Su's calm face had a faint indifference, and there was a sadness in his big eyes.

Su Jinshi thought that Nian Su was still sad about the big cow, she comforted and said: "Nian Su, it will slowly get better, if you need anything in the future, tell me, I will try my best to help you!" ”

When Nian Su heard Su Jinshi say this, she was a little hesitant in her heart, she closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she was already cold, "Su Jinshi, don't have anything to do with me, otherwise you will be in trouble." ”

Su Jinshi sat up, carefully looked at the expression on Nian Su's face, and she walked to Nian Su's side, "You are on the run." ”

After a while, she said, "You are such a strange person, you want to escape from a whirlpool but dare not leave completely, if those things make you so uncomfortable, why should you be reluctant to give up?" ”

Nian Su's little face suddenly turned pale, and before Nian Su could speak, Su Jinshi said again: "I used to be like you, and I really wanted to escape from the swamp that made me fall into it." ”

She no longer looked at Niansu, but at the full moon in the sky, and she said: "If you want to escape, you must be ruthless, and you will never succeed if you are timid." ”

Maybe Nian Su was like a hedgehog, maybe she saw a familiar look in Nian Su's eyes, Su Jinshi suddenly remembered that rainy night many years ago.

That night, Lu Jingshen broke up with her, Lu Jingshen's face was pale with a hint of mockery, she said it lightly and casually, as if those days when they were together were just a cloud of smoke, and she would disperse as soon as she blew it.

Su Jinshi still remembers that day, her heart was like a rainy sky outside, leaking a big hole.

"Although I don't quite understand your words, I still thank you, I just hope you don't come to help me again in the future," Nian Su's tone gradually softened, and the coldness in his eyes slowly subsided, "I don't need your sympathy." ”

Su Jinshi came back to his senses, and when he saw the scene in front of him, he only felt like a world away, "I said, I want to help you in my business." ”

"You should go back and rest early."

With the help of the firewood in Nian Su's backyard, Su Jinshi quickly climbed over the wall, and Nian Su knew how Su Jinshi came to her yard, and she was a little shocked.

Su Jinshi always played cards out of common sense, and even climbed the wall in the middle of the night to come to her house......

Nian Su stood in the courtyard for a while before entering the house to sleep.

The moonlight was still like water, spilling into the house from the window with a gentle light, and entering people's dreams with a breeze.