Chapter 339: Thoughts

At night, Xiao Tudou went home by himself, and Zhou Xiaoquan lived with his uncle, "Zhou Xiaoquan wants to follow the army for morning exercises, and he has been living there for the past few days." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

According to his injuries, he may have to follow the army for several more days of morning exercises.

It's not the first time that Zhou Xiaoquan has lived with his uncle, Zhou Xiaoan didn't doubt it at all, and was thinking about how to talk to Xiao Tudou about him.

In fact, the little potato is just six sons, although it is sudden, but there are early signs.

He never hid what he was doing from her, and according to his size on the bridge of the power plant and the group of children under him, he certainly couldn't support it by honestly picking up old furniture.

It's just that I didn't tell her that he was just the sixth son.

Although she can't accept that her good child suddenly becomes a legendary little demon king, she can still understand him in her heart.

It's not easy to survive, he is so eager to be self-reliant, and he will definitely seize the opportunity, although he is a little out of the mainstream, but he has done his best.

didn't wait for Zhou Xiaoan to figure out how to tell Xiao Tudou, Xiao Tudou confessed to her first.

"An An, I am what everyone calls the sixth son, most of what they say is the truth, I took Da Dong and Xiao Dong and they fought a lot, and several children in the steel mill wanted to grab land with us, but they were hospitalized by us."

"In the beginning, we fought a lot of fights over the place under the power plant bridge, and we threw the leg of a man who secretly went to set fire to us and tried to burn us to the side of the train track, and chased people with machetes."

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Little Potato has said a lot, from the time they fought with people in the orphanage to fight for a bed to the time when they first came out to pick up old furniture and be beaten by homeless men, from finding the power plant bridge to settle down to making a name for themselves in Peizhou to now no one dares to covet their business anymore.

There is the cruelty of fighting, there is also the difficulty of survival, and the pitiful experience of every child who joins them, after talking for a long time, he confessed very thoroughly, and he said it very skillfully, at least Zhou Xiaoan didn't feel that they were cruel after listening to it, but only felt that they were strong, self-reliant, and pitiful and cute.

finally asked Zhou Xiaoan seriously, "An An, if you really can't accept it, I won't do this again." I'll hand these over to Da Dong and Xiao Dong, and if I think of other ways to support myself, I can also support you. If you give me a year, I'm sure I'll be able to arrange it as before. ”

He is the sixth son, and he is forced by life.

He is a little potato, that is the greatest luck in his life, and it is an identity that he will never give up.

If he wasn't the little potato in the family, then it didn't matter how many things he owned and who everyone looked at.

So if he really gave up everything on the side of the power plant bridge, he didn't feel anything to regret.

It's just that he has to start all over again, as long as he still has An An and a home, nothing is a problem for him.

Xiao Tudou was so serious, and completely put her future in the hands of Zhou Xiaoan, she immediately didn't know what to do.

She was still immersed in the shock of how the little potato could be Gang Liuzi, and she hadn't thought about the future yet.

Just thought about it, she was not mentally prepared that Little Potato would leave such a big matter to her to make a decision.

It was his life, how could she dare to make decisions for him so easily?

But he trusted her so much, if she didn't give him advice well, she would be sorry for his heart.

Moreover, who can rest assured that their children will fight with others and use knives?

Zhou Xiaoan was extremely embarrassed.

Xiao Tudou also saw Zhou Xiaoan's embarrassment, but for the first time, he didn't say anything, with a posture of complete trust in Zhou Xiaoan, and insisted on letting her make decisions for him.

What he values is not the result of this matter, but the decision itself that Zhou Xiaoan made for him.

As long as she expresses her position, she must participate in his later life.

She'll feel a responsibility to him.

He urgently needed to tie their relationship a little more now.

Seeing Zhou Xiaoquan today, he really realized that there were too few ties between him and Zhou Xiaoan.

They are not blood relatives, they do not have any responsibilities and obligations that must be assumed, and their relationship has always been maintained by Zhou Xiaoan's pity and pity for him.

If one day Zhou Xiaoan feels that he can stand on his own feet and no longer needs her to take care of him, then he will have to leave her life, if not quit completely, then he will have to stay away slowly.

The initiative was never in his hands.

If the most important and desired thing in your life is about to be lost at any time, you will do whatever it takes to do so, even if it is not above board.

But he has been able to survive for more than ten years, relying on things that have nothing to do with fairness.

Only this time, he meditated in his heart, he only wanted a guarantee that he would not be easily pushed away, and a reason that she could always let go of him in the future.

Any parent who encounters a major problem related to their child's development will suffer from gains and losses, and Zhou Xiaoan is the same. But Zhou Yuehai didn't have this scruple at all, he taught Xiao Tuan a lesson from a completely objective and rational perspective.

"You didn't ask Xiao An's opinion when you chose, and you came to her because you wanted someone to take the responsibility of giving up, because you bullied her to care too much about you and wouldn't think of bothering with you. You simply don't deserve her care for you. ”

"I don't care what you want to do, if you can afford it, you can do it, and if you can't bear it, give up, it's just a matter of your ability, and it's never a question of whether Xiao An can accept it."

"If you can't handle this relationship well, and you have trouble finding Xiao An in the future, or let her worry about you, I'll help you make a decision, and you should never appear in front of her again."

Little Potato didn't get angry because of these merciless words, he was woken up suddenly, it turned out that all his uncertainties and gains and losses were because of his lack of ability, he had no confidence in himself, he was afraid!

He is such a coward, and he really does not deserve to be cared for wholeheartedly.

If he doesn't work hard to strengthen himself, but blindly deviates, one day he may really lose the qualification to stand in front of her.

He can't become a dirty villain who can't play tricks on her and has no shame to face him.

Zhou Yuehai taught Xiao Tudou a lesson, and did not let go of this matter, but threw him and Zhou Xiaoquan together in the army's field training camp, "Reflect for half a month, if you don't recognize your mistake, don't come back." ”

The two children who are so uneasy to worry about, if they are still as troublesome and impure as they are now, staying by Zhou Xiaoan's side can only make her worry more and more, he really plans not to let them come back.

said another way for Zhou Xiaoan, "They need a place to vent their excess energy, and the comrade-in-arms who suffer side by side is the deepest, and the relationship between the two will be good when they come back." ”

Of course, Zhou Xiaoan saw that the relationship between the two was a little delicate, and she also agreed with what the uncle said.

has been beaten together and beaten people together, and has endured hardships and risks together, of course, those trivial little grievances are not worth mentioning.

Zhou Xiaoquan and Xiao Tudou left, and Jianxin immediately came to the factory to see Zhou Xiaoan, "Sister Xiaoan, if you have any work or anything inconvenient to do, just look for me, I will definitely be able to do it for you." ”

Zhou Xiaoan smiled, "You won't be the same as a little potato, what kind of 'big' character I don't know!" ”

Jianxin has grown a lot in the past year, and his young sister and cowardly mother have made this boy quickly learn to take responsibility, and in the dealings with his grandmother and father, he has matured a lot, and he looks more stable and sensible than Zhou Xiaoquan, and he is more tolerant and peaceful than Little Potato, and he looks very reliable.

"Sister Xiaoan, we can do what we can do ourselves, and we don't need to trouble others."

When he said himself, he meant him, Xiao Tudou, Zhou Xiaoquan and Zhou Xiao'an, and others, Da Dong and Xiao Dong, and Zhou Yuehai.

Since Zhou Yuehai returned to Peizhou, Jianxin has only seen him once at Zhou Xiaoan's house.

Later, Zhou Yuehai went to accompany Zhou Xiaoan to eat almost every day, and he rarely went to Xiaolou to find Zhou Xiaoan, he always took Xiao Niuniu to the unit to find her, and he usually did not take the initiative to contact Zhou Yuehai, and even rarely mentioned him.

Zhou Xiaoan thought that he was afraid of his uncle, after all, his expressionless and serious and indifferent appearance would be feared by most people.

She didn't know that Jianxin rejected her uncle, and even disliked this uncle.

An uncle who refuses to pull his niece when he sees his niece jumping into the fire pit comes back when people don't need him anymore, what qualifications does he have to put on the uncle shelf again?

No matter how much he cares about Sister Xiao An now, he can't hide his inaction at the beginning! (To be continued.) )