"Return!"

After returning out, Yan Shu also settled the account immediately, and he didn't even bother to take the change, and chased it out directly.

"Return! Wait for me! ”

Yu Gui walked fast, but Yan Shu ran faster, and it didn't take long for him to catch up.

"Return! Don't you go yet, okay? Yan Shu ran over and hugged Yu Gui, Yu Gui struggled twice and didn't hold it open, so he simply didn't move, just stood quietly, lowered his head and didn't speak.

Yan Shu was more scared than quarreling when he looked like this, and he didn't dare to let go, so he could only hug him tightly and say, "I'm sorry...... Did I say the wrong thing...... Don't be angry, okay? ”

Yu Gui was still silent, as if he hadn't heard Yan Shu's words.

"Return...... I know I was going too far just now, don't you think it's better to talk to me, okay? I just couldn't help but ...... when I thought about Xi Yang" Yan Shu tilted his head and wanted to rub his lips against Yu Gui's cheek, but Yu Gui gently avoided it.

"Don't do that, okay...... Don't stop talking to me......" Yan Shu was a little at a loss, his arms tightened a little tighter, and begged: "If you are angry, use me to vent, don't hold back, okay?" You can do whatever you want, you can say whatever you want, just ignore me......"

"Returning to ......"

Yan Shu didn't know what to say anymore, and the person in his arms still didn't give him the slightest response, and the feeling seemed to be back to when he first pursued Yu Gui, and he was as anxious and overwhelmed as he is now.

Yan Shu felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and slowly buried his head and said, "Yu Gui, don't turn me away like you did at the beginning, okay...... I'm most afraid of this...... It's been so easy for me to get you to accept me, and we've been together for so long, what's the problem that can't be solved properly? The Cold War was very emotionally ......"

“…… yes, there are no questions that can't be talked about. But was that what you just thought? Yu Gui finally sighed and said.

When he heard Yan Shu mention the past, he inevitably softened.

"I was wrong!" Yan Shu saw that Yu Gui was finally willing to deal with him, so he cheered up, and estimated that Yu Gui should not leave him anymore at this time, so he carefully let go of his hand and let each other stand face to face.

"Yu Gui, it's all my fault, I just broke my promise that I won't make you angry anymore, I'm really sorry......" Yan Shu said seriously again after letting go of Yu Gui.

Yu Gui raised his eyes and glanced at him, then lowered his head: "I'm also at fault, I'm sorry." ”

"You're right! There's nothing wrong with that! Yan Shu wanted to deliberately use a joking tone to ease the atmosphere between the two, but after speaking, he found that Yu Gui still didn't have a smile on his face.

"Return...... Are you still angry? If you don't tell me, what is wrong? After Yan Shu asked this, he quickly corrected: "No...... I know I'm not right...... Which sentence are you most angry about, okay? Give me a chance to clarify. ”

"Yan Shu." Yu Gui spoke softly at this time, and his voice sounded very tired: "Our current situation is not caused by one or two sentences, but the result of a combination of many factors. ”

"Then let's not just talk about which sentence it is, but also what factors are okay? This time, let's talk calmly and don't quarrel! ”

"Talk?" Yu Gui raised his head and glanced at Yan Shu lightly: "When I wanted to talk to you just now, you blocked all of it back for me, and now I really don't have the mood to continue talking." ”

“…… So how do you get in the mood? Yan Shu pulled Yu Gui and asked nervously: "I have deeply realized my mistake...... I'll definitely talk about it this time! ”

"At least, not today." Yu Gui pulled his hand back and said.

"Returning to ......"

"I want to go home first, so don't follow me anymore and go back early."

"But didn't you say you'd see my brother in a while?" Yan Shu still wanted to try to keep it, but Yu Gui's eyes had already given him the answer.

"I'm afraid it's not right today, let's do it another day." After Yu Gui finished speaking, he pulled the strap of his schoolbag onto his shoulders and walked around Yan Shu towards the subway station.

Yan Shu's footsteps moved, but in the end, he chose to stay where he was, watching Yu Gui go farther and farther.

All of a sudden, my heart became empty.

And Yu Gui stood in the subway, his mood was also extremely low, his chest was stuffy, and he was so depressed that he couldn't breathe.

Unhappy breaks like this have happened twice.

Although it was not much in absolute terms, Yu Gui's psychological expectation had always been zero, and he thought that this would not happen between him and Yan Shu. Even if it really happens, it should be when the relationship between the two people will be flat many years later, but definitely not now.

What the hell went wrong.

Obviously, it was so good two days ago, but how did it become the current situation in a blink of an eye.

In fact, Yu Gui could vaguely feel that whether it was the sudden discovery that Yan Shu was the governor or Xi Yang's sudden appearance, these two things were not the real reason for the quarrel between him and Yan Shu, but more like two □□, which ignited and then detonated the long-dormant problem between them.

As for what this question is, Yu Gui is still unclear at this moment. His brain was filled with all sorts of things, messed up and mixed together, and there were no extra brain cells to sort it out.

Remembering that just now, although what he said to Yan Shu was that there were many factors that caused their conversation to be unable to continue, Yu Gui actually knew that what he cared about the most was indeed that sentence.

That's what Yan Shu said, "Have you ever considered my feelings?" ”

How could he not think about it......

Yu Gui admitted that he was also very aggrieved after hearing Yan Shu say that.

Doesn't he care enough about his feelings? He had done his best to think about him and think about him, but he couldn't feel it?

And Yu Gui thought at this time that Yan Shu's reaction when he said last night when he suspected that Yan Shu was pretending in front of him should be the same as he should be now......

This time, both of them really hurt each other's feelings.

Yu Gui's heart was intertwined with grievances, regrets, uneasiness, distress and suppressed feelings, and he bumped all the way to the terminal, he dragged his feet and walked home slowly, only to find that Yan Shu was waiting at his door.

"How did you get here......

"You won't let me follow, I can only come by myself." Yan Shu pursed his lips and looked at him, his eyes were very pitiful.

Yu Gui didn't want to let himself soften when he saw him, so he looked away and took out the key to open the door, but Yan Shu suddenly hugged him from behind.

“…… Let go. Yu Gui said in a deep voice.

"I won't let go!" Yan Shu replied resolutely.

Yu Gui lowered his voice a little colder: "I'll let you go." ”

“…… Not really! Although Yan Shu was a little scared, he still mustered up the courage to say.

"Believe it or not, I can--"

Before Yu Gui finished speaking, he saw that the door of his house was opened, it turned out that his grandmother heard the movement outside, pushed open the door and looked at the two of them strangely and said, "Xiao Yan is here, why are you still standing outside the door talking, come in!" ”

"Thank you, Grandma!" Yan Shu didn't dare to drive him away because of his grandmother's presence, so he stepped into the door first.

Yu Gui looked at him silently and was a little helpless, but in order not to worry his grandmother, he had to pretend that he was okay and walked in.

After entering the house, Yu Gui saw that Yan Shu had consciously changed his slippers and pulled him to his room, and at the same time said to his grandmother: "Grandma, the two of us have to say something, you go and leave us alone." ”

"Okay, I got it." Grandma looked at them with a smile and asked again: "Xiaoyan will stay and eat together in the evening, grandma will cook more delicious food for you later." ”

"No need grandma, he's night--"

"I didn't have anything to do at night! Hard work grandma! Yan Shu answered the conversation very smoothly, smiled so well-behaved and sensible, and said very politely: "We will do our best to help you after saying things!" ”

"No need, you say yours, I'll get enough alone." Grandma smiled kindly, then turned and went into the kitchen.

And as soon as Yan Shu turned around, he found Yu Guizheng staring at him speechlessly, so he patted Yu Gui's shoulder and took the initiative to open the bedroom door and said, "Let's go in and talk." ”

Yu Gui no longer had the temper to argue with him, so he nodded and entered his room.

"I've already told you that I don't want to talk about it anymore today, why do you have to come over." Yu Gui went in and sat down on the bed and said.

Yan Shu stood in front of him and looked at him quietly, and after a while, he suddenly asked softly, "Yu Gui, are you very tired?" ”

"Hmm." Yu Gui took a deep breath, he was indeed physically and mentally exhausted now.

Yan Shu waited again, then sat down next to Yu Gui and hugged him, and said in a low voice, "Me too." ”

"Yu Gui, I know you don't want to talk about it today, and I don't want to."

"And what are you doing here?" Yu Gui turned his head and asked.

Yan Shu also wrapped his other arm around and hugged Yu Gui into his arms, resting his chin on his shoulder, and said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "Of course I'm here to see you, I can't calm down if I can't see you, I don't want to be alone." ”

"Obviously, it's easier for the two of us to be calm when we stay together......"

"It's not like that...... Let's not quarrel, okay? Yan Shu said as he probed his fingers into Yu Gui's hair and kneaded it gently, as if he was helping Yu Gui massage, slowly moving from the back of his head to the back of his neck and back, and so on.

Yu Gui felt that he should push him away, but Yan Shu's arms were too comfortable, and he was reluctant to get up when he leaned on him, so he could only scold himself in his heart for being unproductive.

Since he can't do without others like this, Yu Gui's tone had to soften a lot when he spoke again: "It's not up to me to make noise or not......

"Then let's discuss it now, can we stop arguing? Hook? Yan Shu found Yu Gui's little thumb from under him and hooked it and asked.

Yu Gui was silent for a while, and finally nodded.

At this time, Yan Shu whispered in his ear: "Do you know, I was really anxious to see you leave at that time, for fear that I would catch up behind you, but fortunately I was one step ahead of you." ”

"What are you doing in such a hurry?" Yu Gui asked in a low voice.

"Because I don't want you to be alone when you come home."

Yan Shu's voice suddenly felt slightly choked, he hugged Yu Gui tightly to prevent him from seeing his expression, and continued: "Yu Gui, no matter whether the matter between us is discussed or not, whether the problem is solved or not, I don't want you to come back alone." Because I knew that it would be very sad if I went home alone, and I didn't dare to think that I would make you so sad, so I had to come to you. ”

Yu Gui quietly leaned on Yan Shu's neck, feeling that his nose was a little sour.

"Good thing you're here......"