Chapter 1: Drinking and talking about life is regretful

At night, Sioux City is full of neon flashes, and the lights are like a golden dust on the city.

It is a city that never sleeps without daylight.

And in this city that never sleeps, the White House is like a shining pearl. At night, it's filled with all kinds of people.

There are princes and grandsons who buy drunk and hurt spring here.

There are celebrities who laugh and live here.

And the Jinji Lake Hotel, which is just across the street from the pearl of this city that never sleeps, is like another world. Although there are also flashes of neon from time to time, it is quiet.

In this hotel, Chen Xueqian, who had a vicissitudes of life, was sitting opposite Gu Yuan, who was also full of sighs.

The two looked through the window at the drunken gold fans across the street. A can of beer in one person's hand, just a few dollars a pound of peanuts, savoring the laughter, sorrow and joy in front of him.

"Why didn't Koyanagi come?" It was Chen Xueqian who spoke with a vicissitudes of life.

"Breastfeeding the baby at home!" Gu Yuan leaned in the sofa chair and threw a peanut into his mouth and said.

"It's hard enough!" Chen Xueqian said with a smile that didn't matter to himself.

"Who's to say it's not, why didn't Aaron come?" Gu Yuan shook his head and asked about the whereabouts of the other sworn friend.

"I just died a big death, and I was punished by the person in the family to kneel at home!" Chen Xueqian shrugged his shoulders, without the slightest guilt for instigating the dead party to make mistakes.

"In this way, the two of us are alone and at ease!" Gu Yuan said with a smile, but no matter how he looked at it, the smile was a little bitter.

Chen Xueqian kicked him when he heard this: "I don't like you the most like the appearance of the number one male in the bitter drama." Why don't you just find a girl to marry? How difficult is it? Is this what tortures you like this? ”

Gu Yuan ignored this bad friend, picked up the beer on the table and poured it hard.

"What's wrong with the world, you say? I'm so bad, why don't any girls want to live with me for the rest of their lives? Gu Yuan said with distress.

"You kid do it yourself, when you meet a girl, you will coax you, everything will go along with others, who can let you have a peerless spare tire to support your husband!" Chen Xueqian complained with an unhappy face.

"I'm good-tempered or wrong?" Gu Yuan asked.

Chen Xueqian was dumbfounded!

After a while, Chen Xueqian picked up the beer and took a sip and killed it. "They all complain that this society is too fucked. The little girls don't know what to think? Don't let a good old man like you go, you have to fight those prodigals in love. ”

After complaining, Chen Xueqian looked at Gu Yuan again: "You said you, you were the first of the four of us to buy a car and the first to have a house." Working as a manager in your uncle's factory, you finally got married. Where do you think we're going to reason? ”

Gu Yuan didn't speak, and sullenly dried a can of beer.

"Damn, it's boring, I said that the four of them get together every year, and one by one they forget their buddies when they have a daughter-in-law, and they forget their friends." Chen Xueqian saw that Gu Yuan didn't speak, and he didn't mention these bad things anymore, and instead scolded the other two guys who were not righteous.

Gu Yuan listened to his poisonous tongue, and he didn't want to take care of this goods, so he drank stuffy wine by himself.

Suddenly, Gu Yuan opened his mouth and said, "I bumped into Zhou Li yesterday!" ”

Chen Xueqian suddenly stopped talking and turned his face to look over. A look of disbelief on his face seemed to be confirmed.

Gu Yuan glanced at him and took another sip of beer.

"You didn't cut her?" Chen Xueqian glared and shouted loudly. His eyes instantly turned a little red, as if he was going to choose someone to devour.

"No, I'll just watch her go." Gu Yuan didn't react, and said in a somewhat gloomy tone.

Chen Xueqian was speechless for a while, and the room suddenly fell silent.

"Huang Xinrui has no news yet?" After a long time, Gu Yuan broke his silence and asked.

"Nope." Chen Xueqian's face once again appeared at the beginning of the vicissitudes, and he replied in a muffled voice.

"If I can't find you, I really don't plan to get married?" Gu Yuan was not surprised, looked out the window, and asked indifferently. It's a routine topic every time they meet.

"Wait, maybe you'll find it in one go!" Chen Xueqian's tone was a little distant, as if he was immersed in some memories.

The two of them looked through the window at the White House, where the street was singing and dancing. It's like three thousand prosperity can't solve the depression in the hearts of the two.

"Two years ago, our mother went into the White House to flirt with my sister and drink, how could it be so cold and cold, like a resentful woman." I don't know how long I drank it, Chen Xueqian complained viciously.

"This year, Xiaoyanagi's grandson should pay the bill, if he doesn't come, if you want to pay, I'll go." Gu Yuan rolled his eyes and said.

"If you want to be beautiful, whoever you should be is who, and the landlord's family has no surplus grain." Chen Xueqian immediately refused without blushing and without a heartbeat.

Gu Yuan glanced at him disdainfully: "Just like you, you are still a landlord, which landlord can be as poor as you?" ”

The corners of Chen Xueqian's mouth couldn't help twitching.

"Okay, let's not mention this, you still write novels?" Gu Yuan saw that Chen Xueqian twitched the corners of his mouth, and asked differently.

Everyone has some sadness that cannot be touched, and Chen Xueqian is the most sensitive to the word poverty. If others had said anything about him, he would have jumped up.

It's not that Chen Xue is modest or anything, it's really because of this that he has encountered too many ugly things that can't be mentioned.

Chen Xueqian listened to Gu Yuan's question, and pursed the corners of his lips: "You are not righteous one by one, is it easy for me to write a book?" I didn't even have a tip! ”

Gu Yuan laughed when he heard this, knowing that he couldn't take this talk, he was angry about it, and after taking the talk, he was afraid that he would not be able to live in peace for a while.

"Your boss is also blind, and you can be a project manager even if you look like a resentful woman, and I'm also a growling dog." Listening to Chen Xueqian's chatter for a while, Gu Yuan scolded with a smile.

"Lao Tzu has a certificate! With my qualifications, the thickness of my certificate, and my age, who doesn't rush to ask for me! Chen Xueqian suddenly became proud.

Gu Yuan didn't dismantle his platform this time, his sworn friend was a standard late bloomer, or rather, when they chose this major, they were destined to be a late bloomer.

Among the four sworn friends, Chen Xueqian was the worst of the four because of family changes. However, when he reached thirty, he really climbed up.

People always like to say, don't bully young people to be poor, but in this world, how many people are willing to wait for you many years later? From graduating from college to thirty, these nine long years, I don't know how many people greet each other. But if you're gambling on this breath and you're famous, then go back and slap those people in the face. Maybe people don't even remember who you are.

In this world, no one takes you too seriously except yourself. Therefore, when people live, they have to live for themselves!

Chen Xueqian and Gu Yuan are college classmates, classmates for three years, and the four people who are not in the same dormitory have become the most hardcore friends.

The personalities are different, and the backgrounds are very different, but they are so inexplicably gathered together. I have known each other for more than ten years, and I am afraid that I can count them with both hands.

The world is becoming more and more convenient to connect, but friends are not becoming more and more numerous. Not to mention the sworn friends, hardcore.

The two of them hadn't seen each other for half a year, drinking, bragging, and drinking more and more, and finally the two pushed open the window, poked their heads out, and looked at the White House, which was always noisy and full of people across the street.

Chen Xueqian suddenly said with some civility: "Ah Yuan, you said that if people can live again, what will happen?" ”

Gu Yuan was not surprised by the sudden Wen Qing of this bad friend, he was like this. Obviously smelly of copper, but he can still pick up the pen and code words, although he can't write anything fresh, but he can code millions of words, and it can also be seen that the trace of literature and youth in his heart is rippling.

"Do you want to live again, go back to life with your current memories?" Gu Yuan also seemed to be interested.

"Yes, live again with the memories of the present." Chen Xueqian said affirmatively, where Gu Yuan couldn't see, his eyes shone brightly, bursting with a kind of brilliance like a mad demon.

"Once again, then I will definitely not be like this in this life, a cat tossing these good years in such a half-dead factory. Also, don't deal with that woman. ”

Gu Yuan, who said this, seemed to be a little drunk, and kept repeating in his mouth not to meet her, don't, don't.

Chen Xueqian looked out the window, "In fact, when I read those reborn novels on the Internet, I suddenly opened a vest after being reworked one by one, and my life has completely changed, I think, how can it be so simple?" ”

Hearing this, Gu Yuan turned his head to look at him, and shouted unconvinced: "Why is it not simple?" I know everything in the future, and I can do whatever I don't want to do! ”

Chen Xueqian looked at Gu Yuan, who had obviously drunk too much, and smiled.

"You are just going back in time, you are not an all-knowing and all-powerful God, and your every move can change the course of the future. If a little bit changes, the future you know is not necessarily the same future! ”

"Then according to what you mean, go back to the past or go back to the old ways, then what are you going back to do?" Gu Yuan drank too much, but he became fond of raising the bar.

"When we go back to the past, the biggest weight is not the understanding of the future, but the determination to change the future." Chen Xueqian seems to have been thinking about this issue for a long time, and what he said was obviously well thought out.

Gu Yuan grinned strangely: "Pull it down, it seems that you can really go back." You said that there is something wrong with you now, you bought a car, and you paid a down payment on a house, maybe someone else has it at the age of 20, but you don't have it at the age of 30. It's been 30 years, and if I go back, maybe I'll do it again, what do you think! ”

As he spoke, Gu Yuan turned his head to lie by the window again, and shouted downstairs: "Fuck the post-80s, you can't even be reborn in time!" ”

Chen Xueqian smiled bitterly when he heard this!

yes, fucking post-80s, especially those of them born in 85. By the time they grow up, the world has long blocked those shortcuts, and perhaps they can only hope to remember a set of lottery tickets, win a jackpot, and be a social moth that is a little rich.

However, Chen Xueqian clenched his fists, even if it was ridiculous, even if he could be reborn, it was just a repetition of life, he was still extremely eager to be reborn, because there was a regret that was like a sharp dagger in his heart, and every time he woke up at midnight, he would be covered in a cold sweat.

He always thought that if he could really live again, then he must stop that regret from happening. For this, he is willing to pay a qiē.

Perhaps because of his remorse for that incident, he has been like a neurotic over the years, and he has really planned with his heart how to change his fate after he has relived.

Even for this plan, he spent time on other people's love and drinking. Absorb the knowledge to realize that qiē plan.

But can man really be born again? When Chen Xueqian drank the last can of beer, he glanced at Gu Yuan, who was drunk and collapsed on the bed. I was also so drunk that I couldn't wake up・・・・・・