Chapter 56 Some Regrets

"Qin Zhibie, do you remember my grandfather?" Lin Wei lazily leaned on Qin Zhibie's arms, basking in the sun leisurely with his eyes closed. The weather is getting better and warmer these days.

"Well, I remember. Quite an interesting old man. Qin Zhibei gently touched Lin Jiong's slightly bulging belly, smiled at the corner of his mouth, and kissed her soft hair.

"Grandpa is gone." Lin Wei slowly opened his eyes, half-squinted by the sun, and there was a mist in front of him, "When I was in college, my grandfather was gone. You know, I also learned how to make cakes in the college club, and I thought I would go back and make them for my grandfather. ”

Qin Zhibei didn't speak, leaned his chin on her head, and quietly listened to her sad voice.

"The first day I went home, I went to my grandfather's. I thought I would go to see my grandfather the next day, but my grandfather left the first night, and I didn't see him for the last time, and I hated it very much. Lin Wei sniffed and clenched Qin Zhibie's hand: "Second aunt told me that my grandfather didn't wait for me for a day, and this is the most regrettable thing in my life." My grandfather loved me very much, when I was a child, I would always bring me a bowl of egg custard when I took a nap every day, and every afternoon after school, my grandfather always stared at the grandfather's car to take me home. When I was a child, all my memories were my grandfather. “

"Later, my grandfather was old and his health was not good. From then on, my grandfather always had a bitter face, lowered his head, and no one was willing to take care of him. Every time he was sent to the hospital to see a doctor, he always stubbornly didn't go, in fact, his grandfather didn't want to take so many medicines every day, he wanted to be lively at home every day, and he was happy. But now there is nothing, and he didn't take the medicine he just gave to the outside world that day, and he doesn't have to suffer. Second brother, do you know? When my grandfather left, he was very peaceful, he didn't return to the light, he didn't eat or drink, he just lay in my second aunt's arms and disappeared. Nothing was answered. ”

"Girl" Qin Zhibei looked at Lin Jiong, who was crying more and more fiercely, and wiped her tears in distress.

"Sometimes I really feel like I shouldn't have come back then. Why is it that as soon as I came back, my grandfather was gone, my grandfather's illness was getting worse and worse, and my cousin's grandfather was no longer there. You say, am I a nemesis?! Lin Wei shouted and cried, which made Qin Zhibei a little at a loss.

"People are born, old, sick and die, I don't blame you, eh?"

"Dad told me the same thing, and I think he was comforting me."

"The girl is my lucky general, give me a home, give me a lovely child, how can she be a nemesis?" Qin Zhibei hugged the soft person in his arms and shook it gently.

"I want to see my grandfather."

"But now that you're pregnant, according to the old people, you shouldn't go."

"No, I must go, my grandfather hasn't seen you and the baby yet, I can't even bear this, how to do my Lin Jiong's child."

In the cemetery, where rows of tombstones stand, old and young people live in peace. A new tombstone is gilded with the names of a couple. The woman dressed in black gently put down a bouquet of chrysanthemums in front of the stele, squatted down and gently stroked the font on it, and the tears on her delicate face were left one by one, dripping on the tombstone and rendering them into a flower.

"Grandparents, I've come to see you." The woman knelt in front of the monument, her face was full of moisture, but she smiled brightly: "Grandparents, I'm pregnant." Do you remember that Qin Zhibei when you were a child? We got married and had a baby. The man stood aside, looked at the tombstone with an expressionless face, and bowed respectfully: "Grandpa, grandma." ”

"Grandpa, why don't you wait for me. Can't wait for me for a day? Don't you hurt me? "The woman's long black hair was blown away, and some of it was sticky to her face." Grandma, you're leaving too early. I'm sorry, when I was a child, I didn't understand and always thought you were dirty and didn't let you hug me, but now that I'm older, have you seen it? Hug me, Grandma. Grandpa, I'm still waiting for your 90th birthday, and I'll give you a big deal. We haven't taken a family photo yet! ”

The breeze gently caressed each tombstone, and the wildflowers were in full bloom next to the tombstone. In the quiet cemetery, there were only low sobs of women, and soon there was a sudden thunder and a light drizzle in the sky. "Girl, grandparents let you go home." Qin Zhibei looked up at the raindrops dripping on his face, bent down to pick up the woman sitting on the ground, kissed her face gently, looked at the tombstone, and said respectfully: "Grandparents and grandmothers, don't worry, I, Qin Zhibie, will definitely live up to Lin Jiong, your second elder rest in peace, disturb." ”

"Qin Zhifaree, are you telling the truth?" Sitting in the car, Lin Wei was dressed in a black suit with Qin Zhibie, a familiar and reassuring smell around his nose, and his big eyes were open to look at the man who was driving seriously.

"Huh?" Qin Zhibei chuckled, and turned his head to look at the little girl with a truth-seeking face. "Which word?"

"Qin Zhifaree, ask you seriously!" Lin Bing has asked a lot of boring questions recently, in short, whether you love me, whether you will leave me, etc., and always looks at Qin Zhibei seriously, which makes Qin Zhibei very helpless.

"Lin Jiong, I'll say it all at the end, you listen well." Qin Zhibei frowned, cleared his throat, looked at Lin Zhi and nodded seriously, and wanted to laugh: "First, I, Qin Zhibie, have never loved anyone else since I was a child, and I have only loved Lin Zhi alone. Second, when I was still alive, I would not leave Lin Jiong, even if Lin Wei didn't want me, I would stick to her with a dead face. Third, I Qin Zhibei only got married once in my life, only got a certificate once, and only wore a ring, and now I have done it all. Fourth, I only hardened Lin Bing alone, and I wouldn't look at other women. Fifth, I love you, Lin Jiong, hey, Bao'er, why are you crying again. Don't cry, don't cry, your eyes are swollen and you don't look good. Seeing that Lin Jiong's tears kept falling, Qin Zhibei hurriedly found a roadside to park the car, took out a few pieces of paper and gently wiped it for Lin Jiong, helplessly, he had finished saying a lot of words seriously and affectionately, wanting to see Lin Jiong's happy and moved appearance, but the result was not good, and he couldn't stop crying.

"Bao'er, don't cry. I found out I've been crying since you touched me, don't cry, okay. Qin Zhibei threw away the paper in his hand, and hurriedly took out a few pieces of paper for her to wipe, his face was full of helplessness, why couldn't this girl stop crying recently.

"Qin Zhibie, do you think I'm particularly annoying" Lin Wei sniffed, reached out to hug Qin Zhibie's neck, buried it in his neck, and rubbed all the snot and tears on his collar.

Qin Zhibei didn't dislike it, and carefully hugged her into his arms, and was a little dizzy by her clueless words: "No, how can you see that I annoy you." Little Ancestor, don't cry, okay, don't give birth to a crybaby. ”

"Qin Zhifarewell, you have to love me all the time. You are mine. Lin Wei pouted, looking at the bite mark he had just left on the man's neck with satisfaction.

Listening to his beloved's domineering orders, he shook his head helplessly: "Okay, good, I will always love you, I am yours." ”

Lin Wei smiled secretly: I have a lot of regrets and regrets, but the only thing I don't regret is waiting for you in this place for eight years.