Listen, that encounter at Bremen, I liked you at first sight. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

You are different from me, you have a heart, hot and clean.

You like to laugh, and when you laugh, you look at me sincerely, but you don't know that your laughter sometimes makes my humility creep into my bones.

I like you, that's enough to make me lose a hundred heads, and I know better than anyone the dangers of liking you, but it's this danger that hides a fatal attraction, and you know that for people like me, it's more important to take risks than to be bland.

Those days with you were the best time of my life; I originally thought that we would go on like this happily ever after, until that day when I sat in Mr. Cai's place, and your eyes suddenly pushed me away, and at that time, I suddenly realized that you had isolated me from your world.

But you know? In such a war-torn era, if I want to be with you and protect you, I must have power and power, if I don't have these, what can I do to love you? With this fiery and sincere heart? That is not enough to build a solid and rigid fortress for you in troubled times.

I must hold real power, or I will not be qualified to love you.

But when I had this, you left me unwillingly.

At first, I thought that your marriage to Jian Yi was just a form of agreement between the Bai family and the Jian family, but when I saw your smile, my eyes were full of light; That kind of light is sweet and gentle, and it is the appearance that you stupid girl can't pretend to be and can't act; Just because it has stayed for me for a short time, I know that you are happy and content.

Sometimes, I really want to be the same person I used to be, but when I meet you, the tugging and spasms in my heart clearly remind me that there is something beating in my chest, it is bright red and hot, it is the conscience you left to me.

It's just that I don't know, with a conscience, it's so sad.

In the troubled times, how many people were forced by this era to move forward blindfolded, but I know that what I owe to Mr. Cai is not over in this life.

Sometimes I think that if death can be done, it will be a happy death, and I am not afraid of death at all, but you cruelly let me live.

For me, it is better to live than to die happily, but I am willing to wait for you and to be able to see you again.

On the day I first arrived in Hong Kong, I met Ah Shuang. You didn't know that she looked like you in the way she pulled out a gun on the streets of Hong Kong, and I almost thought it was you.

The second time I met her, it was when I was recruiting for a job at my teahouse, and she was one of the many applicants, so I kept her with me.

It's too selfish to say.

It wasn't until that time you came to Hong Kong to see me that I realized that she wasn't you after all.

I want to live that happy and ignorant life with you, drinking tea and wine, but I know that none of this can be achieved.

I think Jane loves you no less than I do, otherwise he wouldn't have cried so heartbreakingly if I tried my best to pull him out of the fire that day* after you were gone.

That night we went our separate ways, he went to Peiping, and I returned to Hong Kong, and it was not until the liberation of China that I set foot on this land again.

At that time, Shanghai was a completely new scene. All the gang forces here have been gradually dismantled, and the appearance of the Shanghai dock has also changed drastically, but I can no longer see other familiar faces except for Jian Yi.

I think back to what you said to me, and although I don't know what kind of era you are talking about, I firmly believe that there is no war, no opium, and no intricate gang forces! That era must have been colorful and splendid, so that I could meet such a you, a you who was incompatible with the 30s, and a you who was different from all the women in Shanghai.

You are particularly vivid and vivid in my time.

But you don't belong here, you don't belong to Jian Yi, and you don't belong to me.

I chose to spend the rest of my life in Shanghai, not because I love it, but because I want you to be able to clearly feel my footprints and traces of my life in Shanghai in the future, whether it is on the street or in a teahouse.

I want you to remember me.

Hua Ting, I have had you for a short time in this life, isn't it a happy thing?

May I be able to meet you in the next life. (To be continued.) )