Chapter 51
Su Jinshi had been resting at home for two days, and Su Xin found the best doctor in the town to treat Su Jinshi, took medicine for two days, and finally recovered.
During this period, Nian Su also came to see Su Jinshi a few times, and even Xiaodouzi came to see her, Su Jinshi was comfortable at home, and gradually he didn't like to go out.
One afternoon, Zhao came to Su Jinshi with some sugar cakes.
Su Jinshi was reading the book, and when he saw the happy place, he laughed a few times, Zhao sat on the edge of the bed, pulled out the book in Su Jinshi's hand, and said: "Don't read these books all the time, a woman is virtuous if she is not talented!" ”
Zhao put the book aside and took a piece of sugar cake to Su Jinshi.
Su Jinshi looked at Zhao's appearance, and knew that she was going to have a long talk with her, and she could vaguely guess what was going on, although she had been in the room for the past few days, she also knew something.
For example, Su Xin and Zhao are already thinking about her next family business.
For example, Su Xin and Zhao were worried about whether Su Jinshi would be able to marry if this happened.
Sure enough, Zhao said earnestly: "Jinshi, after you married Gu Shengyun, have you ever done that kind of thing with him?" ”
Su Jinshi was stunned for a moment, although she was a modern person, she was still blushing when asked about this kind of thing, she lowered her eyes and shook her head, she already understood what Zhao would say when she came down.
Zhao Shi breathed a sigh of relief, with a somewhat reluctant smile on his face, "Jinshi, this matter is not done well by my father and mother, I married you without a good understanding of Gu Shengyun's character, this time I and your father found you an honest and reliable one." ”
Su Jinshi sneered in his heart, but he didn't expect that only a few days after she came back, they would find her the next one.
"Mother, after such a thing, do you think I can still gain a foothold in this Peach Blossom Town? Will any man still want me? My father-in-law is a murderer! Su Jinshi suddenly raised his head and said sarcastically.
Zhao's expression on her face couldn't hold back, she smiled wryly, "Jinshi, you are a girl's family, naturally you are going to get married, and besides, you and Gu Shengyun have not been able to be husband and wife, you are still a yellow flower girl." ”
Su Jinshi put away her sarcastic smile, she looked at Zhao seriously, and asked, "Mother, do you really have to marry me?" ”
Zhao nodded naturally, but also said with some sadness: "Our Jinshi is also a bitter fate, why don't you have Gu Shengyun, that guy did such a thing to you, and gave you a bad reputation, doesn't this ruin your life!" ”
Su Jinshi didn't speak, she looked at Zhao's worried appearance, she only felt very strange, she had lived in this family for more than two months, and she didn't even look at their faces carefully.
Zhao said some other things to Su Jinshi, most of them were regretful for what happened to Su Jinshi, and naturally there were also Su Xin and Zhao's plans for her future path.
The mother and daughter talked for a while, and the Zhao family left, Su Jinshi lay on the bed, with a book in her hand, but she didn't have the desire to read it anymore, she quietly thought about her future path.
If she goes, her future is confused.
If she doesn't leave, she will marry someone she doesn't like and live this life vaguely.
**
In the evening, after Su Jinshi and the Su family finished eating, she sat alone in the backyard and looked at the starry sky, but unfortunately it was cloudy tonight, and the moon hid behind the clouds, covering it tightly, and even the stars disappeared.
Su Jinshi watched alone for a while, but she felt more and more irritable, she looked next door, and when she saw that there was a bright light, she planned to talk to Nian Su.
Climbing over the fence, she saw that the back door of Nian Su's house was open, and she quietly entered.
Nian Su was doing needlework, and Xiao Douzi was fanning her beside Nian Su, and Su Jinshi didn't come closer, leaning against the wall and watching the two.
The clothes sewn in Nian Su's hands look like a skirt worn by a woman, and the color of the water green color is eye-catching.
The quiet and harmonious atmosphere calmed Su Jinshi's heart, but it also strengthened one of her thoughts.
She wants to go on with Niansu, no matter how bumpy the future is, she doesn't want to give up Niansu, she wants to be with her for the rest of her life.
"Aunt Jinshi, why are you here?" Xiaodouzi looked up and saw Nian Su and said in surprise.
Su Jinshi smiled, walked to Xiaodouzi's side, touched his head, and said, "Why don't you sleep so late?" Don't let your mother sew clothes so late in the future, it's not good for your eyes. ”
Xiaodouzi smiled happily and nodded vigorously, he snatched the clothes in Nian Su's hand, "Mother, don't sew clothes, let's go to the backyard to chat with Aunt Jinshi!" ”
The child's voice was crisp and cheerful, but Nian Su's face turned red inexplicably, "What are you talking about?" How could my mother chat with Aunt Jin Shi in the backyard? ”
"Mother, you often tell me to be honest, why are you dishonest at this time? I used to get up in the middle of the night and go to the hut to see you two chatting happily in the backyard! I've seen it several times! "Little Bean's eyes are clear, and they are brighter and brighter in the candlelight.
Nian Su was a little afraid to look at Xiaodouzi's eyes, and urged: "Okay, okay, you go to bed quickly, my mother and your Aunt Jinshi will talk something." ”
Little Beanzi immediately laughed, "Good! Go ahead, I'll go to bed, and have a good chat! ”
Su Jinshi "poofed" and laughed, she touched Xiaodouzi's head and said, "Sleep well." ”
Nian Su's face was a little red, and he became more and more excited in the candlelight.
Little Beanzi happily ran into her house and obediently closed the door.
Su Jinshi took Nian Su's hand and said with a smile: "Okay, it's just the two of us, let's go to the backyard to chat~"
Nian Su angrily shook off Su Jinshi's hand and blew out the candlelight, but he also obediently followed Su Jinshi to the backyard.
Su Jinshi made a good position on the steps and patted the position beside him, "Come and sit!" ”
Nian Su looked at Su Jinshi's beaten appearance, but still sat down, and after a while, she asked, "Jinshi, has the Zhao family already set a marriage for you?" ”
At the mention of this matter, Su Jinshi's face became bad, "I don't want to marry, no matter who it is, I don't want to marry." ”
Nian Su was happy in her heart, but she was worried, she thought about it, lowered her head and said: "Jinshi, you always have to get married, while you are still young, you will definitely find someone who suits your heart." ”
Su Jinshi turned her head to look at Nian Su, but saw that she had hesitation and reluctance on her face, she hated that iron could not become steel, she held Nian Su's head with both hands, turned her face to herself, and said in a serious tone:
"Nian Su, I can't find anyone who suits my heart anymore, because that person is you, and I don't want anyone but you."
Because of Su Jinshi's strength, Nian Su had to face Su Jinshi, but when he heard such words, Nian Su sniffed, and there were some tears in his eyes.
Her confession did not make her want to escape, but moved her heart.
Su Jinshi's hand gently caressed Nian Su's face, and a smile slowly appeared in his eyes, "Nian Su, what should I do?" I don't even look down on anyone else but you. ”
The slightest heat on her face spread slowly throughout her body, her cheeks were crimson, no one had ever said such a thing to her, her voice was faint, and the expression on her face was serious.
Nian Su only felt warm in his heart.
"That'...... What are you going to do? Nian Su asked in a low voice.
Su Jinshi kissed Nian Su's lips, pressed it against her forehead, and pretended to be relaxed: "Would you like to leave here with me?" ”
This is the third time Su Jinshi has asked Nian Su this question, the first two times Nian Su agreed, but this time she didn't dare to guarantee whether she would agree again, after this incident, she was indeed too immature, and she didn't dare to guarantee that what she brought to Nian Su was happiness.
Nian Su stretched out her hand and gently covered Su Jinshi's hand, she smiled, "You know my answer." ”
Su Jinshi looked at Nian Su and couldn't speak for a long time, she hugged Nian Su into her arms, and said with some emotion: "You also understand my situation, I have no money and no power, if I leave this Peach Blossom Town, I may live on the streets." ”
Nian Su smiled and said, "No matter how hard the days are, I've passed them." ”
Nian Su's tone was very satisfied, but Su Jinshi's heart was sour, and he hugged her tighter.
She knew all the days she had lived before, but instead of bringing her stability and wealth, it made her life more turbulent.
And she was still willing to go with her.
Su Jinshi silently made up her mind in her heart, if she found a good place with beautiful mountains and rivers, she would definitely live with Niansu, and she would work hard to make them rich.
**
In the next few days, Su Jinshi has been preparing to leave, but they have encountered a big problem, their funds are not enough, and Nian Su does not make much money selling tofu, which is not enough for them to go on the road.
She thought about it for a long time, but finally she couldn't think of a way to solve the matter, and the matter of leaving was delayed again and again.
Su Xin and Zhao also looked for a few families for Su Jinshi in the past few days, and waited for Su Jinshi to agree to look at each other.
Su Jinshi naturally could drag it out, but it dragged on for a few days, but it couldn't be delayed, when Zhao found Su Jinshi, he asked her to go to see the family in a few days.
Just when Su Jinshi was worried, Su Huaijin found Su Jinshi with a money bag in his hand.
When Su Huaijin entered the house, Su Jinshi was reading the book on the bed, she was surprised, although Su Huaijin helped her leave Gu Shengyun, but they hadn't spoken in the past few days, Su Jinshi thought that he still didn't treat her.
"Brother, are you looking for me?" Su Jinshi put down the notebook and asked.
Su Huaijin threw the money bag into Su Jinshi's arms and said, "I saved this silver myself, if you can't stand it at home, just leave." ”
Su Jinshi looked at him with some surprise, not understanding why he did this suddenly, and before she could ask, Su Huaijin had already begun to speak.
"I went to see Gu Shengyun in the cell a few days ago, and he told me about Gu Panpan, I think it is related to me, and I indirectly killed him, Gu Shengyun treated you like that, it's all my fault, if you want to leave, I will help you."
Su Jinshi's mouth opened wide, it was the first time she saw Su Huaijin's guilty expression.
She wanted to ask him why he indirectly killed Gu Panpan, but when she saw his appearance, she didn't want to ask, she got off the bed, poured him a glass of water, and said, "I accepted this silver, not because of your talent, no matter what you think of me, I treat you as a brother." ”
Su Huaijin's expression was a little moved, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.
He turned to leave, Su Jinshi looked at his back, and felt a little reluctant in his heart.