CHAPTER XXXVIII

"I can help you with your regrets."

Su Jinshi was stunned for a long time, and all kinds of pictures flashed in her mind, happy, unhappy, past, current, forgetful, and unforgotten, all appeared in her mind, but the final freeze-frame picture was that she was helping Nian Su push the stone grinder, and Nian Su wiped her sweat.

All kinds of things in her previous life have long been wiped out at the moment she chose to die, maybe there were regrets, but now it doesn't matter.

"I have no regrets, I hope you can live happily and comfortably in that world." Su Jinshi smiled and said to the mist.

Su Jinshi didn't speak for a long time, Su Jinshi sat down on the spot in that fog, and after a long time, Su Jinshi suddenly laughed, she said: "Even so, then I won't ask you, goodbye." ”

Su Jinshi only nodded, and did not make a sound, she heard the former Su Jinshi say goodbye, as if she was saying goodbye to her past self and welcoming a new self.

She sat quietly in this mist, thinking about what had happened since she came to ancient times, although it was less than two months, she had also experienced things that she had never dared to imagine before.

In the past few months, she has rarely thought about modern things, and those memories have gradually disappeared in time.

**

The next afternoon, Zhao happily came to Su Jinshi's room with a few small boxes in his hands, and Su Jinshi was sitting at the table thinking about the case, so he didn't notice that Zhao came in.

"Jinshi, I went to the street today to buy you some rouge gouache, you come here, I'll help you make up!" Zhao placed the small box on the dresser.

Hearing Zhao's voice, Su Jinshi came back to her senses, she looked at those strange boxes and frowned, "Mother, why did you buy me these things?" I never use it. ”

Zhao smiled, she walked to Su Jinshi's side, pulled her to the dresser, and took a comb to help her comb her hair.

"Naturally, you have to use it, you are your daughter's family, these things are indispensable, besides, you have been in prison for a while, and my mother didn't expect you to get married, but today I met Mrs. Gu who I had seen before, and she actually said that she would come to the house to propose marriage in a few days, how could I not be happy? I think it was the last time I looked at that Gu Shengyun, and he took a fancy to you! Sun said with a smile while helping Su Jinshi comb his hair.

Su Jinshi saw Zhao's happy appearance from the bronze mirror, and he couldn't bear to say those words of refusal in his heart.

"I think it's also a good fate for our family, and we can find such a good husband, and in the future, Gu Shengyun and Huaijin will go to Beijing to take the exam, and I can take care of it."

Zhao continued to babble, she took out some rouge gouache and applied it to Su Jinshi's face.

Zhao picked up the rouge and wiped it directly on Su Jinshi's face, and the red ball was printed on Su Jinshi's face, but she was not annoyed, but she was thinking about the marriage proposal in her heart.

The last time they saw each other, Mrs. Gu was obviously dissatisfied with her, and the two parted unhappily, although Gu Shengyun's expression seemed to be intentional about her, but the incident of Nian Qiang framing her made her wonder if Gu Shengyun wanted to marry her for another purpose.

And how should she take it.

If she agrees, she will go to the Gu Mansion alone to investigate the case, maybe she will also encounter accidents, if she does not agree, she does not want to miss this excellent opportunity.

If Gu Shengyun knew about Yiqiē, then this was undoubtedly an invitation to her, he had already seen them all clearly, but he didn't dodge, but instead gave her a chance to get close to her and let her check on him.

Such a person, if he is not too confident, is a stupid hat, and this Gu Shengyun is obviously the former.

Su Jinshi was struggling with whether to agree to this marriage, and was suddenly startled by the person in the mirror, his lips were bright red, there were two round red circles on his face, and his face was white and yellow......

Su Jinshi glanced at the Zhao family, who was getting up, and couldn't help but think that if he really wanted to marry Gu Shengyun, he would probably be stunned when he lifted her hijab......

"Mother, are you sure you want to give me this way?" Su Jinshi couldn't help but ask.

Zhao probably felt that Su Jinshi's face was not red enough, and he applied some rouge to her, Su Jinshi felt that if she continued like this, she really didn't have to marry......

"Of course, you look so good, you usually tan in the sun, it's all tanned, and now you look much better with rouge!"

Zhao was obviously very satisfied with his handwriting, and Su Jinshi only felt terrible......

How different is their aesthetics?

At this time, Su Huaijin came in, and when he saw that Zhao was also there, he said, "Mother, are you also there?" I came to Nishiki to talk about something. ”

Hearing Su Huaijin's voice, Zhao turned his head, Su Jinshi also turned back, and Su Huaijin was frightened, this girl sitting is really ...... Su Jinshi?

"Huai Jin, you're here, can you come and see how I make Jinshi's makeup look good? This girl has always looked disgusted, but I think it's good! Zhao asked with a smile.

"Ahem, cough," Su Huaijin coughed twice, a little unbearable to look directly at Su Jinshi, "This ...... It's good if my mother is happy. ”

Zhao looked at Su Jin with a smile on his face, and the more he looked at it, the better he looked, "On the day you got married, I would make up for you like this!" ”

"Mother, just spare me, I don't like to make up like this, I feel greasy on my face, I still like to use nothing, just comb my hair!" Su Jinshi complained.

Zhao frowned, "What nonsense, my daughter's family has to make up well!" ”

Su Jinshi didn't bother to argue, he didn't speculate for more than half a sentence, and Zhao didn't say anything when he saw Su Jinshi, so he also went out.

Su Huaijin didn't dare to look directly at Su Jinshi's face, he looked to the side and asked, "I met Gu Shengyun today, I saw that he seemed to be very happy, and I also inquired about what he was doing at the time of the crime, he didn't look nervous, he only said that he was sleeping." ”

After listening to him, Su Jinshi said lightly: "Today, my mother came to tell me that the Gu family will come to propose marriage in a few days." ”

Su Huaijin was stunned at this time, he didn't speak for a long time, looking at Su Jinshi's funny face but couldn't laugh at all, after a while, he asked a little sternly: "Do you think he knows that we are investigating him?" ”

Su Jinshi walked to the washbasin, picked up some water and washed all the rouge and lipstick on her face, she didn't wipe her face, and let the water droplets on her face drip on her clothes and on the ground.

"I don't know." Su Jinshi said.

"He may have seen us through, maybe he just fell in love with me, but we have doubts about him, should I marry him?" Su Jinshi's voice was a little confused.

Su Huaijin was silent, he didn't know what he should give Su Jinshi, if he married, he would lose Su Jinshi's life.

"If I get married, my father and mother will be very happy." Su Jinshi's voice became cold, and she looked at the slanting sun outside the window.

Su Huaijin looked at Su Jinshi's appearance, the water droplets on her face had not been wiped yet, and the sunlight was shining, shining with a faint golden light.

"Actually, I can't choose, if my father and mother have to marry me, I have to marry, right?"

**

At night, Su Jinshi couldn't sleep, so she put on her clothes and climbed over the wall and came to Nian Su's house, as she thought, Nian Su hadn't slept yet, she sat on the steps in the backyard and looked at the sky, not knowing what she was thinking.

Su Jinshi walked up to her and sat down, and Nian Su was not surprised by Su Jinshi's appearance.

The two looked at the starry sky quietly, no one spoke, and after a long time, Su Jinshi spoke: "Nian Su, today my mother told me that Gu Shengyun will come to my house to propose marriage in a few days." ”

Nian Su turned her head to look at Su Jin suddenly, but saw her looking up at the starry sky with a calm face, she asked, "Do you agree?" ”

"I don't know, we are suspicious of Gu Shengyun now, but he said that he wanted to marry me, do you think he knows our actions, he is inviting me, isn't it?" Su Jinshi suddenly turned his head, looked at Nian Su's eyes, and said lightly.

Nian Su bit his lip, shook his head and said: "Jinshi, you can't marry, if you like him, if you marry him, I will be happy, but you don't like it, and you know that this Gu Shengyun is not simple, it is really not worth losing your life for this case!" ”

This was the first time Nian Su cared about her like this, her eyes had a firm and pure power in the moonlight, and Su Jinshi reached out to cover her eyes.

"You know, I don't care who I'm married to, because whoever I marry, that person can't be someone I love." Su Jinshi's voice was very soft, "Nian Su, if I leave Peach Blossom Town one day, are you willing to go with me?" ”

Nian Su suddenly held Su Jinshi's hand, she lowered her head and smiled, "You know what? Except for Little Bean, I only have you now. ”

Hearing this, Su Jinshi's heart suddenly became sour, she only felt that she had a responsibility on her shoulders, no one had ever relied on her, she was still moved, but she heard Nian Su say:

"So, don't get married, then Gu Shengyun has bad intentions, he just set up a trap for you to go down, you suspect that he is eager to find evidence, so it happens to be his trap." Nian Su was a little anxious to analyze for Su Jinshi.

Su Jinshi looked at her and couldn't help laughing, she reached out and poked Nian Su's face, "You seem to be a little fatter than before, that's good." ”

After a while, she replied to her: "I know it's a trap, but the conditions are too tempting, and I'm a little tempted." ”

"But you know, when you said that you were the only one left except Xiaodouzi, I had already made up my mind, I didn't want to marry." Su Jinshi looked at her and said gently.

The night breeze blew gently, the fragrance of flowers mixed with the fragrance of grass passed through the nose with the wind, the insects chirped and the cicadas chirped, Su Jinshi's voice was like the soft wind of a summer night, drilled into her ears, and with the blood flowing into her heart, the warmth bursted.

Su Jinshi felt the hand covering the back of her hand gradually cool down, and she took off the clothes she was wearing and draped them on Nian Su's body.

"What if your father forces you to marry?" Nian Su put his clothes horizontally on the shoulders of the two of them, and one of them was half draped.

Su Jinshi pulled the hem of his clothes, and his eyebrows and eyes were crooked with a smile, "Then let it be, if my father and mother insist on me marrying, how about I run away from home?" ”