91. Fanwai III (II)

Someone once said that the way of a living being like a dog is the closest to a human being.

Sometimes, they almost think they're human.

Zou Yun glanced back, and the golden retriever was still following him.

From the moment he pursued the rotten potion mixed with his own blood in H City, the golden retriever began to follow him, he beat around H City and followed the car in a circle, he got out of the car and walked a few steps, and saw the golden retriever following behind him.

How the hell did it find me? Zou Yun stared at the golden retriever - obviously out of breath and unbearable, but still following him-

Zou Yun suddenly laughed, beckoned to the golden retriever, and motioned for it to come over.

The golden retriever hesitated for a moment, then followed his hand.

Zou Yun squatted down, looked at its eyes, reached out and touched its head - I always felt as if I had seen these eyes somewhere?

"Why do you keep following me?" Zou Yun stared at those eyes.

He always had a strange instinct, he knew that this dog could understand him, and he had a gut feeling that this dog was tied to his future.

However, whether the dog understands or not, the dog cannot speak, and will only stick out his tongue and lie on the ground panting.

Zou Yun looked at it for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had actually lost the potion!

He looked down at the golden retriever lying on the ground, like an arrogant cat, and said, "Since you follow me, follow me to find things." ”

The golden retriever stood up and shook his body, and followed.

It took Zou Yun almost two months to find the potion, and the golden retriever followed him silently, he ate whatever he gave, didn't give it or make trouble, and didn't go out to forage for food alone, just sat like this.

Zou Yun suddenly became interested in it, he touched its golden fur, sat on the stone bench in the park, the sunset slowly fell, his expression was rare and real gentle, looking at the fluttering catkins, and said softly: "It seems that I have never seen such a thing, the dog is really a friend of humans..."

The dog suddenly stretched out his tongue and licked the food crumbs left between Zou Yun's fingers, Zou Yun felt warm and itchy, and laughed.

He was over twenty years old, but the dog was almost his first playmate.

He couldn't help but wonder: why hasn't he thought about buying a dog for so long?

That day, the golden retriever left him for a while, I don't know why, every day at noon, the golden retriever left for a while, and I don't know what it was doing?

Zou Yun was very interested in the dog, and he used to follow it to see what interesting things it was doing, but every time he lost it. However, this time he didn't continue to care about the dog, because he had found the potion!

Not only that, but he also found out that someone was arresting someone to test the drug!

What will be the reaction of injecting a drug mixed with your own blood into your body? He suddenly wanted to know the answer, he had always known that his body was very strange—a strangeness that made him almost unscrupulous.

He laughed gently and harmlessly, and the whole person looked gentle and elegant like a rich young master who didn't know anything about the world, but his veins seemed to beat with the madness that contradicted this body, and what interested him, he kept to the bottom of it-

He lay on the operating table, his body adjusted to the same as everyone else, and he looked forward to the reaction of the drug injected into the blood vessels.

The reaction did not disappoint him, and the stuff mixed with the potion was almost rotten! His body was suffering from almost broken meridians, and he was in more pain than any real body present! However, he didn't react at all, and endured all kinds of harsh tests, and his pain nerves were almost numb!

Why does it hurt so much? He thought that since he came back from his grandfather's house, there would never be anything that made his body so painful, what was in the potion? The smell of decay was like the smell of death that he was about to touch the source of the coldness.

He was condemned dead.

Placed in the cold, transparent box, he was still suffering, he could feel the incandescent light slowly moving away with his eyes closed, he was placed in the dark.

It's like walking down a long, dark corridor that never wakes up.

The same thing seems to have happened, and at that time there seemed to be something, what was it?

He suddenly remembered the golden retriever who had been with him for two months, and what the hell was he doing when he left him at noon?

He opened his eyes and felt himself lying in the middle of a mass of corpses, unable to move—and finally a hint of fear—

When no one understands him, when his mother abandons him, when the man in the village who sent him out stands and dies, when he looks at the vast world, when a child of the same age explodes and dies in front of his eyes.

Such fear is loneliness.

He just opened his eyes and looked at the darkness of nothingness, he didn't know how time passed, he stayed here, like a life that never ends, like a sin and a yin spirit imprisoned in the darkness for eternity, unable to lose consciousness and die.

His body was so cold that even he thought he was going to merge with the cold earth, and he finally felt a trace of warmth.

The dog stumbled over, covered in wolves, and his body seemed to glow warmly in the dark, and he wanted to raise his hand to touch the warm-looking soft fur, but through the cold glass, his fingers could not move.

His eyes were open, motionless, and finally tears flowed.

The dog licked its tongue and tapped its front paws against the hard glass, cautiously anxious, looking at him with human eyes.

Zou Yun suddenly felt less cold.

He felt that if the dog had been by his side, it would not have been so difficult to endure such darkness.

But the dog only stayed for a short time and left.

Unlike before when it left for a moment at noon every day, it left for a long time every time, so long that every time Zou Yun felt that it would not come again.

He seemed to know what it was like to be desperate.

When the dog came again, it was as if he had been redeemed—the arrogant and cold eyes that looked around and looked at the human beings in a myriad of postures, and actually wanted to be redeemed from a dog? It's ridiculous.

However, he didn't feel ridiculous at this time, he just prayed that the dog would stay a little longer, just a while.

His wish was so simple, he no longer remembered the fun he had been looking for like a madman.

Perhaps darkness and long loneliness would make one thin and vulnerable, with a deep dependence in his eyes, and the dog crouched beside him and looked at him with a hint of pity.

The dog left as usual, and Zou Yun looked at it, looking forward to the time when it would come again.

However, this time it was unusually long, and it had not come for a long time. Just wait a little longer, and it will come in a little while, he said to himself. But after a while, countless times passed, and still no sound was heard, not a trace of warmth.

It won't come again.

The silence almost made Zou Yun wonder if he was dead, and after a long time, he finally believed that he was dead.

He closed his eyes, not daring to look forward to it any longer.

Until the movement reached his ears, until the warmth came again, until the glass box was hit again, he did not dare to open his eyes.

He was afraid that it was just a false conjecture.

When a small cry of sorrow sounded, and the warm tongue licked his eyelids, he finally opened his eyes—

He stroked the dog tenderly, and finally came to life.

He was not abandoned.

When he saw the sun again, there seemed to be something different. It seems that the world should be measured in more than just fun.

He looked at the blue sky, the breeze ruffled his hair, the light penetrated his eyes through the cracks of his fingertips, and his body suddenly trembled as if he heard a call—his eyes saw the future in an instant!

A terrible future like hell on earth, a future that appeared because of him-

Suddenly, it was as if he had gone back to his childhood, and he saw his grandfather's transparent eyes through the crack in the door, like an ancient and heavy prophecy.

He began to search for the secrets of his body, constantly making futile attempts.

He guided Wang Ren and grabbed a trace of straw.

I had just returned to City A that day, and the midday sun was so dazzling that I couldn't open my eyes, and the dog went out again. Zou Yun watched from a distance from the third floor, he saw the dog slowly walking into the distance, and he followed with a thought.

The dog didn't really do anything, just bask in the sun. Away from the crowds and basking in the sun.

It's just that after a while, it began to walk back again, Zou Yun felt bored, and just wanted to go back, he saw the dog walking and becoming a person-

It seemed that even it was surprised - he stretched out his palm in front of his eyes, looked left and right, looked up at the sun, and suddenly his eyes looked in the direction of Zou Yun -

Zou Yun's frightened expression was reflected in his eyes.

Zou Yun took a step back, like a terrible memory deep into the bone marrow, the distant Chu pain gradually seeped out of his soul, and the floodgates of memory opened—this person he had seen, in a dark cave, out of the flames that burned his soul.

Turn him into such a person.

Is he the so-called source of coldness he is looking for?

Zou Yun's teeth began to chatter, and he ran to the corner and sat down with his ears covered - the man was already dressed and walked slowly.

He stretched out his hand and stroked Zou Yun's hair, and said, "Such a touch? ”

Zou Yun looked at him with his eyes open, looking very pitiful.

The man suddenly laughed: "Big dog who deceives? Is it? ”

Zou Yun's heart was trembling, like a tight string breaking, and he suddenly shouted: "Yes! Lie - you go away! ”

The man was silent for a moment, then said, "Then I'll go." ”

Zou Yun closed his eyes and didn't look at him until he opened his eyes after a long time and found that the man was really gone.

He was stunned, his heart relaxed, and at the same time he felt empty.

The next day, he received a notice that the special department had lifted his imprisonment, and at the same time he was separated from the identity of the real body, and he returned home and began the project of developing an antidote.

After the project failed, he returned to the east wing, opened the door of the courtyard, and saw a man standing there.

He clutched the door and looked at him nervously for a moment, like a vigilant cat, tempting the danger, and then slowly approached, looking into the man's eyes and observing the movement.

"Don't be nervous."

The man's voice was very gentle, but Zou Yun was taken aback by surprise, and his body trembled for a moment. But he immediately covered it up and asked, "Why are you here?" Why did you come to me? You... What is it? ”

The man's eyes were like stars in all things, in which all things rise and fall, and he said, "You see the future—and I see it—"

Zou Yun was stunned.

The man continued: "After you survived, I slept in the cave again, and I couldn't find you when I came out, one of the founders of the special department had a friendship with me for many years, he was good at human affairs, with his help, I looked for the smell of the past, but I ran into Ling Xiao, my body did not recover at that time, I knew that Ling Xiao must live, I didn't think that the price of saving him was too great, so I became like that." ”

Zou Yun looked at him and suddenly asked, "At that time... You saved me, didn't you? ”

The light brown pupils were almost gentle in the afternoon sun, and he said lightly: "It is very expensive to intervene in human beings, and it is easy to be contaminated with cause and effect, and Ling Xiao's cause and effect will end soon." Yours, I can't see it. ”

Zou Yun was stunned, and suddenly felt that the person in front of him didn't seem to be anything to be afraid of, he raised his eyes, showed his usual expression, and asked, "What's your name?" ”

The man looked up at the sky, the shadow of a bird passing through his pupils.

He said lightly: "Forget." ”

After a while, he looked at Zou Yun again and looked into his eyes: "You help me come up with a name, just like you, my surname is Zou." ”

Zou Yun was like an arrogant cat as always, his pupils narrowed slightly, but he hid a real smile: "Your name is Zou Jin, is it okay?" ”

"Hmm."

It was as if he had really discovered something amazing—he looked at the young birds in the treetops, then at the vast sky, at the busy humans a little farther away-

It's more fun than all these boring stuff.