"I'm here, I'm here, Xun, you have to learn to trust me, just as I believe in you, otherwise our relationship will be very difficult. You know, I'm not big now, although my feelings are not completely set, but you are my first love, for girls the first love is unforgettable, will not be light yì to abandon the first love, you have to have confidence in yourself, after all, you are so good, there are a lot of people to want, I have not worried, but you are a man is worried here. ”

"Maybe it's because I care about you too much, so I'm always so unwarranted suspicion, I don't want to, I try to believe you, but I always can't control my floating heart, and I always start to go crazy because of a little bit of psychological detail. I don't want it to be like this, and I know that saying this is like making excuses for my actions, but honestly I can't control my thoughts, I can't contain the thought of not trusting you, even though I've been convincing myself to believe you. ”

Ye Wei's hand stopped on Lian Xunqin's back, and suddenly it seemed to be hit, Lian Xunqin didn't know what was going on, and when he looked back, he found that Ye Wei looked like he wanted to cry, and couldn't help but be a little in a hurry, originally Ye Wei was comforting him, and his identity instantly reversed, and Lian Xunqin wanted to coax Ye Wei. Lian Xunqin didn't know what he said to make Ye Wei unhappy, and his hurried appearance also made Ye Wei's expression of wanting to cry become deformed.

"What's wrong? What's wrong with this? Did I say something that shouldn't be said, you say, do you say I can't change it? This look of yours makes my heart break, spare me. Lian Xunqin just lowered his head, he didn't see Ye Wei almost amused by him, he was still anxious in his heart, but Ye Wei didn't say a word, which also made Lian Xunqin out of line, he didn't know what to do to make Ye Wei not angry, at least, don't cry, right?

"You just said that you can't control your heart, you always can't help but want to doubt me, but I asked myself that I didn't do anything to be sorry for you, why can't you learn to trust me more? Do I look like I can't be trusted, am I like someone who has to be relied on to survive? Otherwise, how would you think that as soon as you leave me, you will find someone to take refuge in? Am I like that? ”

"Why do you always like to be suspicious of me for no reason? Yes, I admit that I don't have as much affection for you as you do for me, but that doesn't mean that I will see different thoughts, and love one when I see one, and your distrust of me like this is the biggest harm to me, don't you know? ”

After Ye Wei finished speaking, she turned around and wanted to get rid of Lian Xunqin and leave, but she was hugged by Lian Xunqin. Lian Xunqin panicked and wanted to explain, but because he was in a hurry, he didn't know what to explain. What should he say? What can he say? Do you want him to say that he didn't trust her enough from the beginning, but because he took into account her feelings, he didn't say anything, but in the end he couldn't bear it anymore, so he confided his thoughts, at the beginning he had already thought about it, she would be sad, but he also felt that he himself could explain this qiē thing clearly, so he dared to say it.

"I know that what I said will hurt you very much, and I also know that my actions are hurting you, I know, so I have been hiding and hiding and not saying anything, but some things really can't be held for too long, once you hold it for too long, it will be out of control, and in the end, I really can't stand it, the shadows in my heart are already bursting, I can't bear it, I have to ask out loud, I have to calm my heart. I'm really afraid that under my extreme lack of calm, I will do something crazy, I don't want to, but there is no way out, the only way will still hurt you, but I am afraid that if I don't say it again, it will hurt you more in the future, and it may be better to say it now. ”

"I think, maybe my thoughts are very selfish to you, I just took care of myself, I didn't think about your feelings, but in the previous time, I have taken too much into account, so much that grandpa thinks I'm a little abnormal, under the guidance of grandpa, I made up my mind to make it clear to you, I also understand that there is something in my heart to say, even if I can see that there is a problem if I don't say it, but it still can't be solved, the only way is to make my thoughts clear to you, In this way, the estrangement between us may not persist because of me. ”

"Lian Xunqin, I'll tell you one last time, I sue you, I hope you trust me a little more, can you trust me a little more? After all, I don't seem to be that untrustworthy, do I? Why can't you trust me wholeheartedly? I've been with you for so long, and I basically haven't doubted you, but isn't trust relative? Why do I put so much trust in you, but that's all you give? Trust is mutual, and I don't think you want to be suspicious of you when you leave, do you? In the same way, I don't want things to happen to me. ”

Ye Wei couldn't break free from Lian Xunqin's confinement, so she could only stop, and said in a very calm voice, Lian Xunqin couldn't catch a trace of information in her voice at all, and she couldn't see whether Ye Wei was still angry or not, if she was still angry, Lian Xunqin would rather her scream at herself, rather than her calm surface like a river, but inside it was turbulent and dangerous.

"Weiwei, Weiwei, don't be angry, okay? I don't mean to make you angry, it's just that I want to make my thoughts clear than to hold things in my heart, I don't want the ball of distrust to roll bigger and bigger, so that there is a crisis between us, I really don't want to be like this, after all, I also know my thoughts, I know my thoughts, my thoughts, I'm sure that if I don't say it, the hidden dangers in my heart will only accumulate bigger and bigger, And I can't even imagine the outburst at that time, so I'm just going to say it now. ”

"I'm not angry, don't misunderstand what I mean, I just want to sue you, I don't want to explain so much to you again, that's all I can say, you can do it yourself." If you decide to trust, you will trust until the end, if you can't give trust, then forget it, I am already very tired of distrusting you. Ye Wei said indifferently, but in Lian Xunqin's ears, it was like thunder. (To be continued.) )