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Not long after leaving Ciji Hall, Zhuang Liangzhen didn't bother to face the group of girls with different thoughts, and wanted to leave, but was invited to Shende Garden by Dongzhu, the big girl next to Liangxiao.

Shendeyuan was his home, and he had been thinking about it for more than seven years before returning.

Miraculously, this place is almost the same as she imagined, straight bare apricot trees, slim camphor, and beautiful bonsai pine, lacking the fragrance and liveliness of the flowers, but the smell of cypress is very good, but after all, it is still too cold and lonely, which is completely opposite to the warmth he presents.

This is probably the real him deep down.

Zhuang Liangzhen walked into the warm pavilion, Mu Tao and Chunlu waited for her to change out of her small jacket and wear soft silk with narrow sleeves without padded cotton. In a place like Lugongfu, as long as the house is as warm as spring, you have to change your clothes when you come out and go in.

Liang Xiao looks the same as usual, wearing regular clothes, repairing potted plants, two sleeves are half pulled, half of the forearm muscles are tight and slender, Zhuang Liangzhen is not surprised, he turned his eyes and looked at it, somewhat curious about his world.

The two of them are very quiet, there is no politeness and no greetings, and even if there is a gap between him and her, there is still zài, but it is more obscure.

After trimming the last extra branch, Liang Xiao slowly cleaned his hands and walked to Zhuang Liangzhen, who was sitting quietly, she thought he was going to say something, but he hugged him directly.

Mu Tao and Chunlu hurriedly retracted their gaze, hesitated, and then slowly retreated outside the door.

Liang Xiao lowered his eyes and kissed the top of her hair: "I heard that you made the second lady angry in Ciji Hall. ”

"She forced me first."

"I didn't blame you, who let her not know your ability, I thought about it carefully, anyway, we are both like this, and we don't have to hold anything anymore, pay attention to those face skills, we are a pair of best."

The glass windows were clean without a single speck of dust, and the sunlight shone in without reservation, casting on the men and women embracing each other, and every qiē became warm and lazy.

But Zhuang Liangzhen on the back side of the sun looked indifferent, she did not reject a series of intimate contact with him, at least not as disgusted and hated as when she was touched by Yu Chenxing, but it was difficult to find the satisfaction and happiness of the past.

Zhuang Liangzhen was silent for a moment, and said slowly: "You shouldn't be good to me, so I won't be disappointed." ”

Liang Xiao smiled dumbly: "You misunderstood, I didn't treat you very well at the beginning, it was you who pestered me with affection, and you looked so cute, it was inevitable that people would love it." I admit that I kept you at that time to kill Mr. Xiao Zhuang, but after the emotion, everything was true, without any deception. Then why do you deny me? I love a girl sincerely, there's nothing to be guilty about, the only thing that's wrong is that I didn't respect your father very much before I fell in love with you. ”

That's not just disrespectful. Zhuang Liangzhen tried to push him away, trying to look into his eyes: "Since I want to marry you, there is nothing to say about the past." As long as you don't hurt me anymore, I won't ...... either."

"I don't believe it." Liang Xiao interrupted her and continued, "Because of your father, and because my surname is Liang, you don't know how much you hate me in your heart. You hate me, you think I lied to you, used you, and even more so because I ...... Bullied you. ”

He looked at her deeply. It is undeniable that in the matter of bullying her, in addition to the desperate desire to keep her, want a child, and even get rid of some kind of curse, but more than that, he really wants her, an irrepressible impulse.

And she loves him so much, why can't they be together?

But he never expected that this fool would be more serious and cry so sadly.

Liang Xiao lowered his eyes and pressed hard against her forehead.

"Yes, I'm not a good brother, and I'm not as perfect as you expect, as you can see, I'm about the same as any other man, and I'm just as beautiful as you are, but I'm not like them...... No matter what happens, I'm standing out of your sight, and I hope you're okay. ”

"Brother Xiao, no wonder you like girls so much." Zhuang Liangzhen slowly clenched his sleeve.

He could explain the surveillance of her so affectionately.

He can always pamper her with a hundred times more tenderness after hurting her, and perhaps even he himself is contradictory.

However, feelings are not black and white, their complexity is often unpredictable, different personalities create different destinies, and the spectators can stay out of the way and give advice, but the people in it are struggling.

Liang Xiao slowly left the corner of her tight mouth, pecked the tip of her nose lightly, and then kissed her again.

"You're so beautiful today." He is low judo.

Zhuang Liangzhen didn't dodge, but blocked him: "Can't you bear to get married?" ”

He shook his head.

……

After Zhuang Liangzhen fell asleep tiredly, Liangxiao got up to change his clothes, told his subordinates to listen to her movements, and went to Yuehua Hall.

Mrs. Liang was also over there, her complexion was gray, obviously she was not lightly angry, but Liang Xiao felt that she should be more afraid.

Liang Xiao greeted the old lady in a proper manner, and the subordinate brought tea and water to invite him to sit down.

was originally talking about his marriage, and the old lady didn't intend to hide anything from him, so he said directly: "Now the court is not peaceful, fortunately, the men at home are still angry, and you are the most eye-catching in this life, about your marriage, we as elders hope to be perfect......"

"If grandmother has anything to say, just say it, Erlang is a junior, and he should follow the opinions of his elders." Liang Xiao sat upright and looked solemn.

The old lady's expression was really much softer: "Erlang, let me ask you, what do you think of the girl of the Xie family?" ”

"The people that grandmother and second aunt are optimistic about should be good." He was approving.

"Then if this marriage doesn't work out, and now there are too many changes, are you willing to marry Miss Zhuang? Although you like her, but this family business has wronged you, but grandmother doesn't want to force you, if you feel wronged, let it be given to Liangjun. The old lady stared at Liangxiao for a moment.

Mrs. Liang was so frightened that she stared at Liang Xiao.

Liang Xiao lowered his eyes and smiled when he heard this: "Marriage is not a child's play, since grandmother has such a decision, it must have been carefully considered, how can Erlang not follow it." ”

Mrs. Ryoji's shoulders were visibly loosened.

She's really afraid of good trouble. Although Miss Zhuang is extremely beautiful, she can marry to be the main room, without her mother's support, it is inevitable that she will be a dwarf among many brothers and sisters in the future.

But this is not something to be happy about, so it is normal that Liang Xiao does not have too much affection on his face.

The old lady glanced at Liang Xiao meaningfully: "You are sensible." "Marrying that Zhuang girl, I really wronged him. If he wasn't born to Lan Yanzhi, Lao Taijun really felt that this might be her favorite child.

She pondered for a while, and then settled: "That's fine, I'll hand it over to your second aunt after the year, don't be too extravagant, but you have to go on the same face, and then invite a few people on the rivers and lakes to spread the matter of Lu Gongfu's promise, anyway, the bride's background is already like that, so let the world pay more attention to the deep righteousness of Lu Gongfu." ”

Therefore, it is not so difficult to do this, and as long as the Lu Mansion is willing, it is not so shameful to marry Zhuang Liangzhen, and even hire a group of people to take the opportunity to build momentum and promote a good reputation.

It's the best of both worlds.

But they had to put the little girl to death.

Liang Xiao smiled secretly, with a sense of relief on his face, and said to Mrs. Liang: "There is Aunt Lao." ”

Mrs. Liang coughed lightly and squeezed out a kind smile: "The family doesn't talk to each other. ”

So, she didn't mention Liangjun's marriage, and hurriedly found an excuse to escape, and then pretended to be wholeheartedly Zhang Luoliangxiao's marriage for several months, but secretly she was thinking hard about how to arrange Xie San's whereabouts.

Let's say that Liangxiao returned to Shende Garden, gently stepped into the room, lifted the curtain of the blue yarn cabinet, she hadn't woken up yet, obviously tired.

He remained indifferent all the way, and it wasn't until the moment he saw her that he broke through his heart. He picked up a corner of the quilt, lay down beside her, turned over and patted her on the back gently: "Zhenzhen, the wedding date may be in a hurry, but with the marriage book, we were engaged early, and it's nothing to be together so early, I think the Flower Dynasty Festival is good, it is not only your birthday, but also the day we get married." ”

She seemed to be asleep and did not respond.

Liang Xiao didn't mind, he was close to her, and said in a warm voice: "Don't be angry, I count your little life, I won't get pregnant, even if I have it, it's nothing, I just want the child and you, I'm not afraid of them to death, you can follow me with peace of mind, don't leave, maybe you can really curse me to death, and everyone is happy." ”

He was very gentle, even when he said terrible words.

After a moment of silence, Liang Xiao said again: "But you can't be too anxious, I can't rest assured that you are alone in such a ghost place." Once upon a time, I just wanted to put you as far away from them as possible, and I thought that it was enough to love you with all my heart and our children, and I felt that this was the best way to love you. Now that you think about it, it's up to you to decide whether it's good or not. If you think this is a grievance, a matter that has no name and no point, then we will get married. ”

Zhuang Liangzhen slowly opened his eyes. He didn't seem to need her to say anything, as if he was talking to himself: "I know the reason why you want to return the jade pendant, you see, I didn't betray you, and I returned the jade pendant to you, although I was angry." I also know that you want to get involved in the affairs of Gangneung Racecourse, there is nothing more convenient than marrying me, you are not stupid about this, if you marry Liangjun, he will not love you as much as I do, they will only look down on you and hurt you. Therefore, you know that I am good to you, but you have repeatedly hurt me, which is too much. ”

He hugged her and said lightly: "But what can I do, I broke Mr. Xiaozhuang's leg, and now suffering your sin is about retribution." ”

"Why did you hurt my Daddy? That's what you call loving me. Zhuang Liangzhen's voice was slightly hoarse.

"Fool, if I didn't love you, I would have killed him."

Liang Xiao pulled her shoulder back and pecked her forehead with lowered eyes.

……

On that day, he accompanied her all day in Shende Garden, or asked her to accompany him all day.

Because the previous dresses were torn by him, but it was not difficult to go to the embroidery shop to buy a few ready-made ones. He seemed to like her orange dress so much that he bought an identical one.

It wasn't until dinner that I personally sent her back.

The two of them shared the carriage, because the incense and silver frost charcoal were lit, and the air was warm and pleasant, and since he sat down, he held her in his arms, but did not speak.

Zhuang Liangzhen lowered his eyes and asked, "Aren't your legs numb?" ”

He stared at the light smoke and whispered, "No matter how fat you are, it won't be difficult for me." ”

"Yes, I'll have someone send some ointment tomorrow, and you tell me honestly, why doesn't that birthmark have a trace of fading?" Liang Xiao probably sensed that something was wrong, and asked her with his eyebrows.

Zhuang Liangzhen lowered his eyes and flashed a trace of cool sarcasm, but said lightly: "Is there any difference if it can't be eliminated?" You didn't do what you wanted to do today. ”

This really made him unable to argue, but he didn't feel the slightest guilt, he just lowered his eyes and smiled, and after a while, he said: "Don't say that I am not as good as Yu Chenxing in the future, because I am very good today and have never hurt you." ”

Zhuang Liangzhen closed her eyes and pushed him away hard, and the carriage happened to be stable, she got up and lifted the curtain, Chunlu was already standing next to the car, and immediately reached out to help her.

Liang Xiao sat in place with a deep gaze, kept looking at her back, and said in a low voice: "Slow down, I won't chase out." Every word I said today is true, believe it or not is your business, you go back and think about it. People always have to look forward, life is so short, even if you want to do something, you have to make yourself happy first. ”