103. Chapter 103
The sky is slightly bright, and there is goose feather snow in the sky, and there is no sign of stopping, as if it is going to drown all the qiē in this capital in the snow, those dirty, clean, and all the qiē are covered, and when the next spring, the snow melts, and a qiē starts from the beginning.
Dongfang showed a little fish belly white, someone knocked on Su Jinshi's door, and her nervous mood finally calmed down a little.
The door was pushed open, Tang Yaxin was wearing a silver cloak and a hat, and the whole person seemed to melt into the snow, Xiaodouzi stood beside Tang Yaxin a little timidly, and when she saw Su Jin, her expression suddenly brightened a lot.
"Hurry up and bring your luggage." Tang Yaxin's voice was very low, but Su Jinshi heard it immediately, and her hand trembled a little as she picked up the luggage that had been sorted out on the side.
"Where's Susu?" Su Jinshi closed the door, took Xiaodouzi's hand, and kept up with Tang Yaxin's pace, but he still couldn't help asking.
"Came out, in the carriage." Tang Yaxin's voice was very low, but there was a faint sadness, and before Su Jinshi could understand, she stopped and didn't delve into it.
The three of them walked quickly to the back door of the Tang Mansion, there was a carriage outside, and when the coachman saw Su Jinshi coming, he immediately said, "Hurry up, if it's late, you won't be able to get out of the city!" ”
The people in the car heard the sound and immediately lifted the curtains on the side and smiled in surprise.
Su Jinshi's heart that he had been carrying finally let go.
The coachman carried the little bean into the carriage.
She turned her head and saw Tang Yaxin's face hidden in her hat, she couldn't see her expression clearly, "Yaxin, say goodbye today, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to see each other again in this life, promise me, don't force yourself to do things you don't like, you deserve to be happy." ”
"Let's go, just take care of your own business, you don't need to worry about my business." Tang Yaxin's voice was very low and slightly hoarse, but Su Jinshi could hear her unbearable.
Su Jinshi sighed, walked up to her, hugged her hard, and then turned around and got into the car.
The carriage galloped all the way, but the snow was getting heavier and heavier, Tang Yaxin watched the carriage gradually disappear from sight, she thought, such a big snow should be able to cover up all the traces.
Suddenly, a hand was placed on her shoulder, Tang Yaxin turned around, but saw Tang Mingze.
"In a few hours, you will be married, don't you really regret it?" Tang Mingze's voice was very soft, with a touch of sadness.
Tang Yaxin shook her head, she looked at the direction in which the carriage disappeared, "We didn't have a choice, did we?" ”
Tang Mingze's heart ached, and he raised his hand and touched Tang Yaxin's head, "You still didn't sue her after all." ”
"What if you know? It only increases sorrow. ”
The carriage went out of the city safely, Su Jinshi and Nian Su's hanging heart finally let go, Su Jinshi lifted the curtains, and looked at the city gate behind the carriage that was getting farther and farther away, the city was covered with snow, and she only felt a little relaxed.
This month is a day she never wants to think about in her life.
And now, she's finally gone.
Suddenly feeling warm, Su Jinshi turned his head, but saw Nian Su smiling slightly.
"We're leaving."
**
A month ago, Nian Su came to Su Jinshi's room with a pale face.
"Miss Lu...... Miss Lu, you're looking for me during the day. ”
Su Jinshi was stunned for a moment, and had a bad premonition in his heart, "Why is she looking for you?" ”
Nian Su's face became more and more ugly, and when she took a letter from her arms and gave it to Su Jin, "This is what she asked me to give to you, and she also gave me a wooden box......
"Don't be afraid." Su Jinshi took the letter and patted Nian Su on the back to make her feel better as much as possible, "Don't panic, tell me what happened first." ”
Nian Su seemed to be frightened by something, and his whole body was in a cold sweat.
"I went out to buy some cloth today, I thought I would make clothes here if I had nothing to do, but I didn't expect to see Miss Lu in the fabric store, she seemed to be watching too, I said hello and didn't talk anymore, I didn't expect her to go to the tavern with me to drink......" Nian Su's voice was still trembling.
"I didn't want to go, but Miss Lu was unusual, and if she wanted me to go, I went, but I didn't expect ......" Nian Su's voice stopped, she covered her face with her hands, "She gave a letter and a wooden box, and said that she wanted me to bring it to you." ”
Nian Su's thoughts returned to this afternoon, she took Lu Jingshen's wooden box and letter, and planned to leave.
But I heard Lu Jingshen say in a very low voice: "Nian Su, I really envy you." ”
Nian Su was stunned for a moment, and put away the steps that were about to leave, "Miss Lu, you are deeply favored by the Six Princes, how can you envy me?" ”
The corners of Lu Jingshen's mouth were hooked, and he shook his head, although he was smiling, he didn't smile at all, but there was an indescribable sadness.
"Caged man."
She seemed to whisper this, picked up the glass on the table, drank it hard, and said, "I envy all that you have." ”
She took another drink, "You go." ”
Nian Su took those two things back to the Tang Mansion a little inexplicably, she waited for Su Jinshi to come back and hand over the two things to her, but she didn't expect the playful little bean to open the wooden box by herself.
"Mother, did you go out to buy meat? Why not cook it? Xiaodouzi pointed to the wooden box and said curiously.
Nian Su found that Xiaodouzi had opened the wooden box, she hurriedly walked over and asked Xiaodouzi to leave, but she saw the contents of the box.
It was all flesh, and there were dried bloodstains.
Nian Su almost subconsciously knew what this thing was, she hurriedly closed the wooden box, hurriedly ran outside, and spit it out.
After Nian Su finished speaking, Su Jinshi's face had completely sunk.
"Susu, it's okay, I'll take care of this matter, you give me the wooden box, and I'll give the wooden box to Tang Gongzi tomorrow." Su Jinshi continued to pat Nian Su's back and comforted her.
Nian Su nodded, his face was still pale, but he still said, "You can read the letter, maybe Miss Lu has something important to tell you." ”
Su Jinshi put the letter aside, touched Nian Su's head, kissed her on the forehead, and comforted her for a while, and Nian Su regained some complexion.
"Su Su, don't go out in the past few days, I'm afraid this capital is going to set off a bloody storm." Su Jinshi admonished.
Nian Su nodded and left Su Jinshi's room.
Su Jinshi picked up the letter and opened it to read.
Jinshi, I know that you have a lot of questions, and I don't know how to explain many things, and the bond between me and Ning Qiyue has started before I know you.
He was my first love, at the age of fifteen, I met Ning Qiyue, who was five years older than me, he was a big boy at the time, he always protected me, we were together for three years, I also found all kinds of strange fetishes about him, he has a very strict obsessive-compulsive disorder, and at the same time, he also likes to collect all kinds of meat......
That's right, meat, he collected the meat of various animals, sorted it out and put it in a box.
I discovered these strange fetishes of his, but I didn't part with him, just because he really spoiled me.
But the more time passed, the more I couldn't bear it, so I proposed to break up, I didn't expect him to be pestering me all the time, he didn't allow any men to appear around me, and the men who pursued me disappeared after a long time, why did they disappear, I never dared to think deeply.
Later, I started to hate men and like women, and I met you.
At that time, you treated me as the only one, I knew it, but I couldn't give you anything, because I had such a perverted man around me, so I broke up with you too.
It didn't take long for me to travel into this world, I thought I would be freed after crossing over, and when he appeared in front of me, I almost broke down, I thought about suicide, I thought about running away, but he always knew my thoughts.
He said that in the three years I was with him, there was not a day that he did not see into my mind.
He said he knew myself better than I did.
After struggling for a year, I was relieved that I didn't accept him being there for me, but I got used to it.
Until you show up again.
And then I know that I am on the opposite side of you, and I just find it ironic that the people I used to sleep with are now enemies, and I have no choice at all.
I know what he's sinned in, I know he's enjoying it, and I've tried to stop it, but I've never succeeded.
He knew everything about me, only to find out that I didn't know anything about him.
Jinshi, I don't want you to forgive me, or forgive him, he and I are both going to hell, we are just a short episode in your life, I know that you will be happy with Niansu.
He didn't want to be the emperor, so he was unscrupulous, and every time he committed a crime, he had the consciousness of being caught.
I don't really understand what he thinks, but I don't think he and I can go on like this anymore, the emperor is critically ill, if it goes on like this, this world is likely to become his.
The throne doesn't matter to him, if he gives it to him, he will sit down, and if he doesn't give it, he won't be unwilling.
But I don't think the world can give it to him, so I gave you those things, and what you do with them is up to you-
After reading this letter, Su Jinshi was a little incomprehensible, he didn't understand Ning Qiyue's inner world, nor did he understand Lu Jingshen's choice.
Maybe if you don't take the position, no one can say anything.
After reading the letter, Su Jinshi burned it, and it began to rain outside.
Maybe everyone will have their own surprises, she thought.
Caged man.
Su Jinshi sighed, ready to sleep, it was true that she couldn't sleep for a long time, she finally fell asleep, her dreams were also fragmented, and all the previous things appeared in front of her, and the last picture was frozen in the picture of Nian Su being taken away, she wanted to save her, but there was nothing she could do.
Su Jinshi woke up from her dream, but saw that the sky outside was just cloudy, she had a headache, rubbed her temples, and lay down again.
The dream she dreamed before was still clear, her heart was still lifting, and the pain of helplessness was still circling.
It didn't take long for Su Jinshi's thoughts to be interrupted by the noise outside.
She faintly heard: "The emperor has died!" ”
Su Jinshi was clever, immediately got up from the bed, quickly got dressed, and ran outside, Tang Mingze and Tang Yaxin were already ready to go out.
She grabbed Tang Yaxin and asked, "What's going on?" ”
"The evidence of the crime committed by the four princes has come out, the emperor has died, and the capital is about to change."
After Tang Yaxin finished speaking, she followed Tang Mingze into the carriage, and the carriage did not stop, and drove directly out of the mansion and went straight to the palace.