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Under Pei Zixu's intermittent narration, Ling Si also learned about Pei Zixu's life experience, although when he knew that the person who attacked Pei Zixu looked exactly the same as Pei Zixu, Ling Si had already had a bad premonition, but he didn't expect the answer to be the worst.
It is impossible for the replicant to be unaware that scientists have done this kind of real thing decades ago, and the main purpose of the research is to make the replica the organ supply of the mother**, and the organ of the replicator can be replenished as soon as the mother has heart disease and kidney failure.
Just by listening to this purpose, you can know the sinister intentions of this real yàn, and those scientists do not see the replica as a complete life at all, knowing that they also have the human mind.
Although many people resisted this in the early days, when the first organ transplant was successful, the voice of condemnation weakened, because at that time, genetic modification technology had not yet appeared, and there were still many incurable diseases in human beings, among which organ disease change became a thorny problem because of the lack of transplant sources.
And this successful case of the first replica organ transplant has made many people see the benefits of this real yàn, no one can guarantee their health for a lifetime, and everyone wants to have a perfect solution for potential crises.
And the benefits that this reality brings to them make them choose not to see the darkness and squalor in it, and use the replicator as their organ supply bank. There are even some people who, in order to hide the darkness in their hearts, go around clamoring and declaring that they have given life to the clones, and that the clones should be grateful for the values of slavery.
But even parents don't have the right to let their children hand over their lives, not to mention that these people only contribute a set of chromosomes to the replicat, so what right do they have to enslave the replicant.
And the reason for the end of this reality is the same as the beginning, which begins with human selfishness, human cowardice.
Those people don't see the replicator as a human being, it doesn't mean that the replicant doesn't have their own thoughts, under the long-term oppression, many replicants began to resist, and when there was the first resisting replicant, just like the butterfly effect, more and more hopeless replicants rose up to resist.
While many of the rebellious clones have failed, there have been successful cases.
One of the most famous cases of clone crime is that the scientists of the Clone Yàn Group were killed by their own Clones, and the Clones disguised themselves as their mothers and occupied the Magpie's Nest for two years. During this time, the clone assisted the clones of the other members of the Reality Yàn group to murder their mother, and by the time the matter was revealed, the Duplicates were on the verge of taking over the entire Reality Group.
This case has opened the eyes of many people to the dangers of replication, and they can't imagine the consequences if these replicants succeed in occupying the entire real yàn group. They can't imagine that one day their relatives and friends will be replaced by clones, and they will still be living in a world surrounded by clones without knowing it.
This incident made them fear the clones, reminding them how smart the mother body is, how smart the clones are, they know the darkness deep inside them, and the clones they make are just as greedy for life and afraid of death as they are, and the sinister things in their hearts.
In order to prevent the same thing from happening to them, people refused to make their own replicas, and later after the emergence of genetic modification cured many incurable diseases, there was no need for replicas to appear. Originally, the problem of replicant regulation has always bothered everyone, and now that there is no need for replicants to exist, governments are strictly prohibiting the creation of replicants.
The appearance of replicants began with the selfishness of humans, and their demise was also due to the selfishness of humans.
Humans treat themselves as Creators, playing with other lifeforms.
Although Pei Zixu did not elaborate on the reason why Welson made the replicant, Ling Si also roughly guessed that Ling Si's mood was very complicated for a while.
At that time, when he learned about the history of replicants, he scoffed, because the whole thing from beginning to end the shortcomings of human cowardice and selfishness were exposed, and he was also ashamed of being a human being, so he was firmly against replicants.
But if there is no Welson's replicant, there is no Pei Zixu in his arms.
Except for Pei Zixu, Ling Si believes that no one in this world can bring such warmth to himself.
Pei Zixu has brought about Welson's reality in a few words, but the danger and pain in it can be imagined that he, like Pei's father and Pei's mother, would rather Pei Zixu never remember those past for the rest of his life.
When Pei Zixu muttered to himself in Ling Si's arms, saying words begging for forgiveness, Ling Si knew that Pei Zixu was feeling guilty for his companion who could not be rescued, and guilty that he had been living a happy life.
Lingsi didn't think Pei Zixu was wrong, Pei Zixu was just a child at that time, and he had to do his best to save his own life, let alone protect others. It was Pei Zixu's ingenuity that allowed him to survive, but Pei Zixu did not have a relationship of responsibility for others, so he did not need to be responsible for the death of those children at all, he was neither a perpetrator nor an accomplice, and he did not need to feel so guilty at all.
But Pei Zixu doesn't think so, he is not a heartless person who looks like on the outside, Pei Zixu only puts a handful of people in his heart, not because he is small-hearted, but because he cares a lot about these people in his heart.
At that time, he chose to forget not only the shadow left by Wilson, but also because he could not accept his helplessness over the death of other children.
Pei Zixu's choice to forget, and the current choice to remember, are all because of guilt, the former is to escape, and the latter is to bear.
For Pei Zixu's choice to let the guilt punish him, Ling Si didn't know how to stop it, the better he was to Pei Zixu, the happier Pei Zixu was, the more guilt he would bear, but he couldn't do it if he wanted to watch Pei Zixu torture himself.
At this moment, how Ling Si hoped that Pei Zixu would be more selfish, forget about those dead companions, and live his own happy life.
Ling Si tightened the hand holding Pei Zixu, letting Pei Zixu's tears soak his shirt. When Pei Zixu was tired and fell asleep, Ling Si let go of Pei Zixu, covered Pei Zixu with a quilt and lay down beside Pei Zixu, looking at Pei Zixu's sleeping face.
Ling Si looked at Pei Zixu who was already asleep gently, and there were still undried tears on his eyelashes, which made Pei Zixu's peaceful sleeping face with a hint of pity and pity, which was very pitiful, so that Ling Si couldn't help but lean forward and kiss Pei Zixu's eyelashes.
Lingsi's movements were particularly light and gentle, for fear of waking Pei Zixu, and that kiss also carried true love and a cautious taste.
And Pei Zixu was finally able to sleep peacefully surrounded by the breath of Lingsi, without nightmares and painful memories.
When he woke up the next day, Pei Zixu saw Ling Si lying next to him, and immediately knew that Ling Si had been comforting him last night.
Although they had slept together many times before, it was rare for Pei Zixu to wake up earlier than Lingji like this.
Whenever Ling Si and Pei Zixu slept together, Pei Zixu felt very secure and always slept very deeply, and Ling Si was very busy with work and needed to get up early, when Ling Si saw Pei Zixu's sleeping face and couldn't bear to wake him up, so when Pei Zixu woke up, the position around him was already empty.
Although Pei Zixu is not the kind of hypocritical person, he has to force Ling Si to choose between work and him, but in the face of the vacant position, Pei Zixu can't help but feel a little lost.
Pei Zixu looked at Ling Si's side face, and thought about whether Ling Si looked at him like this when he woke up, just seeing his lover's sleeping face was full of spring and warmth.
Last night's catharsis was already very old for Pei Zixu, he didn't cry like a child like last night since he was a child, he was able to release it so presumptuously because it was Lingsi who was beside him. Although Pei's father and Pei's mother are also people close to him, Pei's father and Pei's mother are more like the people he wants to protect, and Lingsi is the one who gives him support.
After a night of precipitation, the so-called guilt brought by those memories has become a little thinner, he is not a superman or a hero, he can't save everyone, not to mention that his situation at that time was also a mud bodhisattva crossing the river. All he can do is protect the one he has now and live well for those who worry that he cherishes him.
Those feelings of guilt only made him miserable, made the people around him worry about him, and he couldn't make up for the dead children. Although he has experienced a lot of fantasy things, and he has broken his cognition of science again and again, Pei Zixu still does not believe in the afterlife and reincarnation, which is the most important thing for him now.
If Ling Si knew that he had worried about Pei Zixu all night, but Pei Zixu relieved his heart so lightly, should he cry or laugh.
Pei Zixu raised his hand and touched the bridge of Ling Si's tall nose, this man always exudes the momentum of being close to people when he is awake, and he only has a good face when facing him and Uncle Xiang, and he didn't expect that the coercion of his body when he fell asleep looked soft after being put down.
Thinking of Ling Si's appearance in front of Pei's mother last night, Pei Zixu felt that Ling Si had a good face, and he would add Pei's father and Pei's mother in the future.
Pei Zixu knew that this was Ling Si who also accepted Pei's father and Pei mother as his own family, you must know that it was not easy to make Ling Si, a person who was covered in ice, accept two strangers so quickly, but Ling Si did it for him last night.
Pei Zixu's fingers wandered around Lingsi's face little by little, there was a naughtiness in his eyes that he didn't even know, and when his fingers touched Lingsi's lips, Pei Zixu swallowed his saliva unconsciously.
Since the first time, Lingsi has eaten the marrow and knows the taste, Pei Zixu's request for Lingsi has never refused, and there are more places where he has kissed him, every time Lingsi is not in a hurry to enter the topic, he always kisses every inch and foot of Pei Zixu's body over and over again, often Pei Zixu is provoked to take the initiative to speak, and Lingsi enters the topic with a bad smile and satisfaction.
Although Ling Si's bad personality in this regard really makes Pei Zixu want to complain, but every time Ling Si finally makes Pei Zixu so happy, if one day Ling Si doesn't tease himself like this, Pei Zixu really feels that he may not be used to it.
Because although Lingsi's kisses have bad ingredients, each kiss carries a cherished piety and love, and treats Pei Zixu as a treasure, so when he stroked the lips of this kiss all over his body, Pei Zixu couldn't help but feel a little excited.
Pei Zixu has always been a man of action, and he never knew that he had wronged himself, so Pei Zixu moved to Ling Si when he was moved and pecked Ling Si on the lips.
When Pei Zixu left, he saw Ling Si's playful eyes and a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, Pei Zixu didn't know how long Ling Si had been pretending to be asleep, but thinking of his kiss and being found that his cheeks were also dyed a faint pink.
When Ling Si's evil smile became brighter and brighter, Pei Zixu's breathing stopped, and he didn't care about being annoyed and angry, so he kissed Ling Si's slightly cool lips again in his original posture.
Ling Si was stolen by a beauty early in the morning, and the dragon's heart was happy, Pei Zixu not only didn't get angry but kissed himself when he found out that he was pretending to sleep, and Ling Si naturally couldn't control it, especially when he found that the haze in Pei Zixu's eyes was swept away last night. Ling Si hugged Pei Zixu over, let Pei Zixu lie on top of him, and then buckled the back of Pei Zixu's head, inserted his fingers into Pei Zixu's hair roots, and turned passive into active.
Early in the morning, the two of them teased each other, and they couldn't help but come to a shot before stopping.