Chapter 197: Ten Thousand Lamps (2)

() I think, of course I do.

But that's so much that can happen in six years.

My six years only them, and what about them? Besides me, there will be an endless stream of people coming and going in their world. What's more, I'm dead in their hearts, how much weight can a dead person who doesn't even have bones have? I do not know.

Hua Xixue looked at my eyes, her eyes were full of complicated feelings, and she said very lightly: "He has been deceived for four years. ”

With a chuckle in my heart, I opened my eyes and muttered in a low voice: "He was deceived? ”

He let go of my face, his eyes sad: "That's right, we worked together to deceive him for four years. ”

"Liar, deceived what?"

He frowned, looked at the distant mountains, and said in a deep voice: "Since Chongzheng County, Xiuyi and I have been seriously injured, and when you went to the capital to find him, we were sent to Yueshan Mountain for recuperation by your master. Knowing that you went to the capital to look for him, Uncle Feng rushed back overnight, we thought he was going to pick you up, but we didn't think about it......"

After a pause, he looked at me: "I couldn't stand the boring life on Yueshan Mountain, and I also ran out, I just arrived in the capital, and I happened to hear that there was a monster in Qiufengling, Uncle Feng took me over together, and knew that the matter could not end." ”

"Because he was worried about Xiuyi's injury, Uncle Feng first told your master the news of your accident, and he knew that he ordered Xiuyi to concentrate on cultivating his habits on Yueshan Mountain, and he was not allowed to go down the mountain, and he stayed for four years, during which Uncle Feng copied your handwriting, and your master imitated your tone and tone and exchanged letters with him for four years......"

As if someone had been sunk back into the cold pool at the bottom of the lake, I was suffocated by the heavy and stuffy feeling again, and I looked at him: "Don't you know his stinky temper, he will go crazy if you lie to him like this......"

"That's right, but wild monkey, what would you do if you were his master or Uncle Feng? Uncle Feng almost couldn't sleep well in those four years, and he was many years old, and he once drank with me. He said that this is called drinking water to quench thirst, and it is also called playing with fire**. ”

Tears fell quickly, and I shook my head in distress: "Don't talk about it......"

He smiled, the smile seeped into his eyes, and he looked at me coldly: "Reluctant to let Uncle Feng be sad, or do you think of how crazy Yang Xiuyi will be after knowing the truth?" In that case, why don't you come back to us? ”

I immediately turned around and left, walked a few steps, and turned around: "Then Uncle Feng, did Yang Xiuyi take Uncle Feng?" ”

He stared at me, his eyes cold: "So worried about him." Why not check it out for yourself. Exactly six years. How do you do it and ignore us? Don't you realize that you are too ruthless? ”

"Fox ......"

"Three years ago, in Quhao, Jiangzuo, there was a woman who dug up the coffin and dug up the corpse in your name and killed innocent people indiscriminately. Hundreds of corpses were collected and hidden in a deserted village on the outskirts of Quhao City. She is extremely capable and difficult to deal with, and many people in the rivers and lakes were brutally killed by her. At that time, your master and I happened to be looking for you in Chongzhou, and when we heard the words, we rushed over, but in that battle, your master almost broke his muscles......"

The jade in my hand was about to be crushed by me, I could barely stand up, my face must be pale and bloodless, and I heard my own voice sounding hoarsely: "You." What do you say......"

"That woman has practiced a Yuan Fa, called Yu Ying, she looks like she is only thirteen or fourteen years old, but in fact she is more than three hundred years old, and her cultivation is far above your master."

Heartbeat flustered. I hurriedly grabbed his arm: "What about my master!" How is Master doing now? Where is he? How is he? ”

He sneered: "Now you know that you're worried about him?" So why have you avoided him all these years? Do you know what he's done all his life for you? If you care about us in the slightest, you can't be unaware of what he's been suffering for you all these years! ”

I cried and shouted, "Don't talk nonsense! Tell me how Master is doing, how is he doing now, take me to him! ”

He turned his head: "Qu Hao's Song family is a relative of the Yang family, and Song Yong, the member of the Song family, tried his best to save your master, but his vitality was greatly damaged, and he is still locked up on Wangyun Cliff by your master, and he is not allowed to go down the mountain to find you......"

My heart was about to knot, and I suddenly fell to my knees, crying and shaking my head: "Master, I am not filial, I am too unfilial......"

He pulled me up, his eyebrows tightened: "Don't cry. ”

"Master, he must hate me, right? I'm not around him when he comes to such a big thing, he's going to hate me......"

"He didn't hate you, but he finally died, and he believed you were dead."

With tears in my eyes, he said, "The last time I saw him was six months ago, he lost a lot of weight, and in the wooden house where you lived, he said with a sad expression, you are so sensible, if you lived, you would have gone to see him, but you didn't, he believed that you were dead." ”

Tears poured down, and the tired will could no longer be controlled, I opened my mouth and cried, he grabbed me, and I pushed away.

I clutched my chest: "Fox, it hurts, I hurt here." ”

He frowned and stared at me, and I continued to cry: "I'm so miserable, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on, what should I do?" I'm sorry Master, I'm sorry for you, but it's not what I thought, it's really not. ”

"The Ninth ......"

"You are tired because of me, eighteen are dead because of me, Master's nurturing grace, recreation grace, and guardianship grace, I will die in this life, I owe too much to live, I am struggling every day, do you know how painful I am! But I can't fight it, I'm useless, I'm useless! ”

His voice was extremely low: "Then go back with me." ”

"Go back?" I bit my lip, sad looking at the cold water of the river, the mountains are long and the water is wide, the sky is diffuse, there seems to be a smoke in the distance, I opened my eyes in the wind, and cried: "Fox, I didn't save the world from the wind of fire and water, and I don't want a life of drunkenness, I just want to have a warm home, the family gets together, eats a dinner every day, and picks vegetables with each other, that is my greatest wish, but I can never achieve it, my father and mother who love me died unexpectedly, and the death was miserable, and my aunt was broken for me. Those people who are chasing after me will not let me go when they die, nor will they let go of the people around me, I am not me for a long time, there are too many things I can't let go, how can I go back? ”

He didn't speak, he stood quietly behind me, the wind blew our clothes, fluttering, for a long time, he whispered: "Wan Zhanqu, the world doesn't understand what to do, do you know that this is Yang Xiuyi because of you?" ”

I looked at him with a sob: "What is Wanzhan Qu?" ”

"Where have you been all these six years? How come you haven't even heard the song of ten thousand lights? ”

I hurriedly shook my head: "Don't say it." ”

"Every year on the ninth day of the lunar month, there is a man who prays for his sweetheart and pours thousands of fireworks into the city of Xuancheng in Liuzhou. The eight heavens are all scorching fireworks, reflecting the night sky like the day, as bright as ......"

"Don't say any more!"

I interrupted him and hugged my head, and my heart was about to die.

Wish.

What is the use of praying!

I vaguely remembered that Qingjun eyebrows on the misty spring day in April, and said lightly in a disdainful tone: "I pray that this kind of thing is to deceive rich fools, how can it be useful." ”

How useful.

You are such a smart person, why do you know it! How useful!

The fox stepped forward and pulled my hand away: "Why don't you say it?" If you can't let go alone, can we let you go? You live and die alone, have you ever thought about how these people who care about you feel? What is Yang Xiuyi crazy about for you. What has become of your master's labor for you? You really don't have any heartache at all? Exactly six years. There has been no news for six years, why are you such a ruthless woman! ”

I grabbed his hand and tried to break it off, but his brow furrowed. stared at me deeply, suddenly let go and turned around, his voice was as cold as the winter snow covered by the flowers: "In your eyes, I am nothing, and I am not qualified to keep you by my side, I will do everything I say, you can decide for yourself." ”

The thick fog on the river gradually gathered, the gloomy sky became more and more gloomy, and his back fell straight and disappeared into the corner of the path.

Spread out your palms and look at the jade in your hand. Heartache is like a river surging and surging against the river stones on the shore, and sadness and helplessness and madness breed. At this time, I heard the sound of broken footsteps, I raised my head, and in the fog of tears, I saw Song Xian standing in the wind in a white dress, looking straight at me.

I hurriedly wiped away my tears. He walked up, looking smiling, and handed over a handkerchief when he approached: "I have rarely seen a girl who can cry like you." ”

Taking his handkerchief, speechless, he continued: "I remember a woman who didn't like to talk, let alone cry, but I always remember that she also cried, but she just looked, I really can't remember clearly......"

I nodded casually, and he smiled: "The girl's complexion is pale and a little sickly, she should be in a place where the sun does not shine all year round, right?" ”

I raised my eyes to stare at him, and he looked back at me and smiled, "Let me guess, you were caught in the Blackheart Workshop?" Or was he imprisoned in an underground chamber? Do you force you to do hard work every day? ”

I shook my head, "It's not funny. ”

He raised his forehead, then shook his head and smiled: "Well, I'm really not good at making people happy, but your body is frozen like this, it must be unlikely, it should be an extremely cold place." The good-looking eyebrows twisted slightly, "No matter how powerful the ice realm built by those occult arts is, it can't make your body look like this, is it the snow mountain, the bottom of the lake, or the northern cold realm?" ”

The nightmare of the Netherworld Abyss rolled through my heart, I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, I looked at him calmly: "Jiang Zuo Qu Hao Song family, Song Yong is your parent, isn't it?" ”

"It's my father."

With my knees bent, I fell to my knees, and he retreated in surprise: "What is this girl?" ”

"You should know who I am, this kneeling is for my master." After finishing speaking, I bent over and slammed on the wet soil, I straightened up, "You saved my master's life, I Tian Chujiu has nothing to repay, if there is any need in the future, I will go to the soup and die!" ”

The body was helped up by him, I insisted on kneeling, he didn't fight with me, looked at me with his eyebrows, and shook his head slightly: "It was my father who saved your master, and it has nothing to do with me, and I didn't come here to report my kindness, but I couldn't help but want to say something." ”

"Eun Gong, please speak."

He paused, and said slowly: "I can understand your desire to avenge your parents and family, but have you ever thought about the living people, if they have passed away in the past six years, you have to avenge them, and you will be in revenge for the rest of your life, do you think your parents, family and your master and lover, they will be happy?" ”

I lowered my head and bit my lip, and he continued: "In this world, who else can you toss and turn and can't sleep at night except for the people who love you, how can you bear to let them be afraid of you, you think it is good for them to leave, this is really a selfish thought. ”

The tears that had been stopped fell out again, and his voice was still saying slowly: "Miss Tian, the world is full of states, coming and going, this floating and graceful, prosperous world will eventually be a thousand waves of the river, and the mirror flowers and water and moon are nothing, do you know what is the biggest sadness in this Vientiane world?" ”

I shook my head, and he smiled sadly: "It's the thought of wind and wood, and the son wants to raise but doesn't wait." ”

As if Wan Jun's power knocked down on his heart, his head was blank, and he continued: "You have lost the opportunity to be filial to your biological parents, why don't you treat your master well anymore, and abandon him so much, Hua Xixue scolded you for being ruthless, and it was indeed not wrong." What's more, there's a crazy man looking for you. ”

I couldn't straighten my back anymore, and I was limp and slumped on my legs.

"My family and the Yang family have three generations of in-laws, I am one year older than Yang Cheng, is his cousin, although there is little contact on weekdays, but he is a young genius, and his deeds are often heard at home."

I covered my ears: "Don't say any more." ”

He really stopped talking, I raised my head, he looked at me quietly, and chuckled: "Can you block your ears, can you block your heart's eyes?" Miss Tian, don't do anything that you will regret for the rest of your life. ”

He raised his hand, looked at the veins in his hand, and smiled bitterly: "I regret it for the rest of my life......"