"You...... Can't you see the 'me' over there? ”

Lin Xiao was flicked on the forehead and touched his head by Chu Xian, and he was finally able to make a sound out of his throat. She glanced at the "self" who was smiling at Chu Xian's side with a pale face, and her voice was as small as a gnat, as if she could avoid being heard by that "self" in this way.

However, she completely ignored one point, not to mention that the "self" was almost attached to Chu Xian's side, even if the "self" with an unknown body was standing far away at the door, maybe she could hear her voice more clearly than Chu Xian - if that "self" was really some kind of realistic existence.

"What over here? Aren't you right here? ”

Sure enough, as Lin Xiao expected, Chu Xian glanced at her gaze, but he didn't see the other her beside him at all. And her maternal grandparents and mother can't see either, and it seems that she is the only one who can see "herself".

"Hee...... Don't waste your words. Now only you can see me and talk to me, because I am you!

By the way, you don't have to speak, you can talk to me just by guò mind. ”

In front of Lin Xiao, "herself" beside Chu Xian chuckled again. Moreover, she also climbed on Chu Xian's back, her arms wrapped around Chu Xian's neck, her face against her face, and she maliciously instructed the real Lin Xiao how to talk to her.

Lin Xiaoqing clearly saw that the "thing" that claimed to be her slowly floated off the ground with both feet, and then the whole person moved to Chu Xian's back in the air.

This is definitely not her, but ghosts, female ghosts and the like, this thing doesn't know when it became her appearance, and it was entangled with Chu Xian...... Was it "that night"? Obviously, until he said "bye-bye" that night, there was no such thing beside Chu Xian!

"Oops...... I said I was you, not a ghost or a ghost.

You don't have to feel distressed, I won't absorb Chu Xian's 'yang energy', after all, I'm just a phantom of his creation.

――Isn't there also a Chu Immortal in your heart? It's just that people and people are different, and you can't let that phantom really appear in front of you.

To be honest, I was surprised and angry, I didn't expect you to be able to see me, and I didn't expect Chu Xian to be unable to see me when you were there.

This person has really always liked ...... No, I love you so much. But the funny thing is that you would rather love the phantom in your heart, and you are completely unapologetic to the real him, and in the end you forced him to create a false phantom to replace you.

How about the two of us come to an agreement? When you meet Chu Xian, no matter what Chu Xian says, you nod your head and agree, and then find an excuse to leave, and I can appear in front of him instead of you. In this way, you can be happy with 'your Chu Immortal', and I can also be happy with 'my Chu Immortal', it's really the best of both worlds! ”

“…… Xiao Chu, listen to grandma! Stay at grandma's house for dinner at noon! How? Don't you think grandma's house is too broken! ”

"Nope! Of course not! My family is actually similar, they are all old houses built twenty or thirty years ago.

All right...... Then I'll text my home now, and I'll disturb at noon. ”

Just when Lin Xiao was talking to another "self", Chu Xian actually got the opportunity to stay and eat. But now Lin Xiao is completely unable to clarify the truth to her family, because regret is like a tide hitting her heart defense wave after wave, making her doubt for the first time whether her persistence is correct.

"Life is like the splendor of summer flowers, and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves." This is a famous sentence from Tagore's "Birds" translated by Hua Xia, and she likes this poem very, very much.

It is precisely because of this that she doesn't want to become a real lover with Chu Xian, let alone grow old with her.

No...... She wasn't afraid of anything, she just didn't want to destroy the perfection in her mind, and she didn't want to see it grow old and wither!

"Since ancient times, beauties have been like famous generals, and they are not allowed to see white heads in the world." Although this is lamenting that beauties and celebrities often die young and cannot die well, from another point of view, it is not a kind of luck for beauties and celebrities to pass away when they are the most glamorous and brilliant? Otherwise, if they don't die on the couch, they will have been forgotten by the world, and no one will care about their life and death anymore!

If you don't want to commit suicide at the best age, you can only withdraw at the right time, or only leave an "impression" on the other party from the beginning.

If she became a lover with Chu Xian, Lin Xiao did not give up the confidence to leave with a qiē, so she chose to leave her most innocent and pure "impression" in the other party's heart. This impression of being called a "sweetheart" not only does not get old, ugly, or snobbish, but also

Lin Xiao knew this very well, because she also had a dream lover based on Chu Xian.

It was originally just a girl's instinct for self-preservation, refusing the first confession in her life, but because she began to care about the existence of the teenager, she gradually sketched a shadow.

With the forced attention, the shadow gradually solidified, and the filler is excellent in learning, good facial features, smart mind, all-round in sports, tall and long legs, calm and calm, and single-minded......

The many beauties of the world are added to one person, and the girl is also very unconvinced, but she tries her best to collect the other party's "black history" and "black materials", but she is surprised to find that this is really a flawless guy!

"Maybe his only flaw is me!"

-- When the girl had such a thought, she couldn't help but feel complacent.

But he soon began to hesitate and panic:

Do you want to say no next time?

Will he still choose to persevere?

Can it really be eternal to save the beauty as gorgeous as summer flowers in the other party's heart, and leave the other party with a back that is as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves?

Will those beautiful silhouettes that have been eroded by time and continue to fade and yellow, will they eventually be forgotten in the old-fashioned photo albums of the old house, and then packaged and sold by the new owners?

The girl is not unwavering, and the refusal is just inertia and reserve. But the boy was too honest and wooden, just repeating the last failure like a "routine" every few years, and then continuing to persist silently.

As a result, the once clear shadow gradually blurred again, and a divine golden halo enveloped the shadow and gradually raised it, finally rising to an unreachable position.

It's okay to go on like this.

Anyway...... That's how it was intended from the beginning.

In the end, the college girl, who could no longer call herself a girl, sighed quietly and finally decided to ......

Go to a distant place alone. (To be continued.) )8