Su Yan looked at the bracelet on his wrist, then looked at Jiang Jingchuan, and sighed deeply in his heart.

Anyway, it's really weird to wear this love token from another man now, even if Jiang Jingchuan doesn't know anything, she still has some regret in her heart, so she can only take off the bracelet while laughing: "Let's wear this again after a while, just take a picture and wear it, don't you think it's a little ...... Quirky? ”

Although he said that, Su Yan had already planned to lock this bracelet in a drawer and would not wear it again at all.

Jiang Jingchuan thought about it and nodded: "Well, too." ”

I don't know where this came from, after so many years, although he is not a feudal superstition, he also feels that what Su Yan said makes sense.

Jiang Jingchuan asked the driver to go down and buy a cup of hot cocoa for Su Yan, holding a warm paper cup, Su Yan looked at the backward scenery outside the car window, and all the ups and downs gradually calmed down.

She has never been a person who is nostalgic for the past, so the first thing she thinks about after crossing over is not how to go back, but how to adapt to life here.

Although it is said that in the harem, it can be regarded as one person under ten thousand people, but after all, it is not as happy as it is now.

In the past, she always felt that she would not fall in love with others, nor would she open her heart to face someone, when she first came here, she also thought the same, just wanted to live the most stable life, I have to say, although her current life is far from what she imagined at the beginning, but she really loves this kind of life.

"Let's go to the hospital." Jiang Jingchuan put the spare blanket on Su Yan's leg and said casually.

Su Yan turned his head sharply: "Hospital? Why? Is there something wrong with you? ”

Jiang Jingchuan touched the back of her hand, shook his head and smiled: "I see that your face was so bad just now, let's go and take a look, anyway, I'm fine now." ”

"Yes, okay." Su Yan didn't know how to tell Jiang Jingchuan about these bizarre things, and of course she wouldn't tell him in her life.

Whether it is her or Jiang Jingchuan, they are trying to make their relationship less unexpected and hindered.

Su Yan suddenly opened his mouth and whispered, "Jingchuan, I really love you." ”

I don't know why, but I suddenly want to say this.

Especially when this bracelet reappeared in front of her, at that moment it turned out to be a panic, thinking that the past would never be mentioned again, just reappeared in front of her, her first feeling was fear, afraid that something would happen, afraid that she would lose him.

If she was given a choice, whether she would rather go back to the past she was familiar with or stay here, she thought that even if she didn't have Dabao Erbao, she would stay by Jiang Jingchuan's side.

Compared with the uncertain feelings for that person, she is more certain of Jiang Jingchuan's dependence and love.

When Jiang Jingchuan heard this, he was stunned for a moment, then clenched her hand and clasped his fingers: "Well, I know." ”

He is a man, even if there are occasional short-term gains and losses in his heart, he still won't show it in front of her.

In the past, he couldn't help but guess in his heart, what was her feelings for him? And why did you suddenly figure it out?

Until now, looking back and thinking about his various psychology at the beginning, he wanted to laugh a little, he would not doubt Su Yan's feelings for him at all, not because of the two children, but when he really loved someone, he was actually more sensitive than anyone else, and he might know better than the other party who the person she loved was.

Before he arrived at the hospital, Jiang Jingchuan's mobile phone rang, and he couldn't help frowning when he looked at the caller ID.

It was Jiang's father who called.

"Dad, what's the matter?" Jiang Jingchuan picked it up and said in a deep voice.

Su Yan felt a little strange, the relationship between Jiang Jingchuan and Jiang's father is the same as the relationship between most fathers and sons in China, both of them are not good at and don't like to express their feelings to each other, and the number of phone calls is very small, what is the reason for the father-in-law calling this time? Somewhat curious.

She didn't look at Jiang Jingchuan's expression, but put the bracelet back in the box, and then put it aside, trying to control her gaze not to go to it.

After Jiang Jingchuan hung up the phone, he directly said to the driver: "Go to the People's Hospital, immediately, hurry up!" ”

The tone was a little anxious, Jiang Jingchuan rarely showed such an eager side, the driver didn't dare to ask anything, and quickly turned around in front and drove in the direction of the People's Hospital.

Su Yan instinctively felt that something must have happened, and asked, "What's wrong?" Did something happen? ”

Jiang Jingchuan turned his head, his face was finally no longer calm, and he said a little anxiously: "Grandma fainted just now, and now she is sent to the hospital." ”

Hearing this, Su Yan also became nervous, Mrs. Jiang was very old, and fainting was really not a small problem for the elderly.

For Mrs. Jiang, Su Yan really likes to love, when she first came to this world, this old man gave her too much care, although she also knew in her selfish heart that Mrs. Jiang should have a reason for liking her, but it doesn't matter, no matter what her reason is, at least her love for herself is true.

Along the way, Jiang Jingchuan and Su Yan were very worried, and neither of them spoke much.

When he came to the hospital, Mrs. Jiang had been sent to the operating room, and Mrs. Jiang was still tough, he sat on crutches and looked at the door of the operating room with a resolute face.

Without Jiang Jingchuan to say, Su Yan took the initiative to sit next to Old Lady Jiang, held his hand, and shouted in a low voice: "Grandpa." ”

Compared with others, the person who needs companionship and comfort the most is Mrs. Jiang.

Old lady Jiang turned his head and saw that it was Su Yan, the nerves that had been tense relaxed a lot, and he also comforted him in turn: "Xiaoyan, don't worry, your grandma is fine, it's okay." ”

Su Yan looked at Old Lady Jiang's silver hair, and then looked at his cloudy eyes with a little tears, she only felt a tightness in her throat, and she couldn't say uncomfortable.

She also looked at the operating room, praying with all her heart that her grandmother would be safe.

On the other side, Jiang's mother seemed to have cried, and told Jiang Jingchuan what happened.

When people get old, all kinds of problems come, even the old lady Jiang, who has always been pampered, can't avoid this natural rule.

Mrs. Jiang has had a stroke, the stroke has a rapid onset and a high fatality rate, and it is one of the most important fatal diseases in the world, and it is also because of this that everyone who can reach the Jiang family has arrived, and no one knows if Mrs. Jiang will open her eyes again.

Everyone didn't dare to say anything, because Jiang Jingchuan and Jiang's father's faces were really ugly, and they were afraid that if they accidentally said something wrong, they would hit the pain points of these two people, and they were the ones who were unlucky.

The operation took quite a long time, and after Su Yan comforted Mrs. Jiang, she led Jiang Jingchuan to the safe passage and bought him a cup to drink.

She had never seen Jiang Jingchuan show such a helpless expression.

This person is not omnipotent, he is also afraid, afraid of losing his relatives, Su Yan can't help but wonder, when his grandmother left, was he the same?

Jiang Jingchuan mentioned his grandmother's death before, but he just brought it casually, but she could imagine what his mood was like at that time.

Frankly speaking, in this regard, Su Yan is not good at comforting others, she has experienced the pain of losing her loved ones, and she knows that it is useless for others to say anything, so she simply does not speak.

"Grandpa is more uncomfortable than me." Just when Su Yan thought that Jiang Jingchuan couldn't speak, he suddenly spoke in a low voice.

Su Yan was stunned, he didn't expect him to say such a sentence.

"It's weird." Jiang Jingchuan raised his head and smiled at Su Yan reluctantly, "Obviously I'm not a grandfather, but I seem to be able to understand his feelings." ”

How do you feel? Su Yan didn't dare to ask.

"When I used to watch TV with my grandmother and mother, I would always hear such lines, although I couldn't live together, but I had to die together, and now I seem to be able to understand something."

Jiang Jingchuan didn't seem to want to get Su Yan's response, it was more like a confession, he rubbed his knee with one hand, his voice was very low, and he said slowly: "Xiaoyan, as long as I think that one day in the future I will die before you, or you will die before me, no matter which one it is, I don't seem to be able to accept it." ”

He had experienced the death of his grandmother, and he had reached such an age that he knew that no one could avoid birth, old age, sickness and death, and he was more distressed than afraid and worried.

In my impression, my grandparents have always been very affectionate, and I didn't have a lover before, so I couldn't experience this feeling of losing my beloved, but now with Su Yan, I can better understand how thrilling my grandfather's calm face is.

Su Yan's nose was sour, and her eyes were almost red, in such an environment, others would say more things like "Grandma will definitely get better, right", she originally thought that Jiang Jingchuan was thinking about this, when he said these words with a wry smile, Su Yan clearly felt a real feeling - distressed.

Jiang Jingchuan took her hand, and his smile seemed to be lighter, "Xiaoyan, it would be nice if I could die with you in the future." ”

Yes, whether you go before your lover or later than your lover, as long as you are left alone in this world, it seems unbearable.

If you don't think about any responsibilities, it would be nice if you could die with your lover.

He rarely says such sensational words, and he never says that he will be with you in the next life, because he never says it, so when he says this, it has a great impact on her.

Su Yanqiang held back his tears and nodded vigorously: "En." ”