Chapter 359: I'm sorry, I can't
After listening to the fishmonger's words, I finally quieted down. There was no expression on my face, I just pushed my brother away and walked to the bathroom near the door.
When I walked into the bathroom, there was still not a trace of expression on my face. And I closed the door of the bathroom, and I suddenly sat on the floor and cried.
It's a heart-rending pain, a sharp pain like flesh and bone separation. From Chen Ke's departure to my mother's snatching from home. Every time I lose the opportunity to meet Chen Ke, I always feel a strong sense of loss.
And I can only swim against the current and keep challenging. Because I remember the promise I made with Chen Ke. She told me that when I became both civil and military, when I became a man who was above ten thousand people. I. There is a qualification to pursue her.
But she lied to me, and she told me a big lie.
Without her, why would I be working so hard!
And she was engaged to Emperor Zhao, and I only felt that I had lost my goal in an instant. Even though I have drifted further and further from her in this process, I am still full of hope. Because she has always been my sister and always my dearest relative. I believe that no matter how far I go. There will be an ending between us in the end.
She did it on purpose, she did it on purpose to set me astray. She introduced me to girlfriends and tried her best to make me fall in love with other girls. But did she ever wonder what I would do without her?
What's the point of my life if I lose her?
The more uncomfortable it became, I only felt my stomach surging like a river overturning the sea. My brain gradually became swollen and aching, and I finally couldn't help but vomit on the toilet.
I can't forget how long I vomited, and I just felt that I had no strength in my whole body, and I was lying on the ground like mud. My heart was beating wildly, as if it was about to jump out of my chest at this moment.
That's probably how people feel when they're dead. And if a person dies, he will probably be liberated.
I will forget all my worries and forget that at this time my favorite sister is upstairs engaged to Emperor Zhao. Forget, they are blessed by those so-called upper classes. Forget, even though I've become the big brother. However, I am still a powerless thug in front of Emperor Zhao.
It's painful, it's really painful.
Die, maybe if you really die, you will be liberated.
Looking up at the ceiling blankly, I couldn't help but laugh. "Ke'er, is it only by being constantly stimulated by you that I can grow stronger? But. Why can't I keep up with you. Could it be that I, Wang Yang, am really not as good as you? I am willing to work hard for you, please don't get engaged to Emperor Zhao, okay? ”
How I wish I could be the one who could get engaged to Ke'er. It's a pity that I'm still so small.
"Ke'er, Ke'er......" murmured. I just felt a pair of eyelids getting heavier and heavier.
The bathroom door suddenly opened, and I saw Anyu's handsome and cute face. This time she didn't look at me with a smile, but sighed and sat down next to me gently. "Just now, I persuaded Ye Yihang, and I told Ye Yihang a lot of the great truths of life. Why is it that as soon as it comes to you, you yourself can't stand the stimulation and collapse? ”
"Because Chen Ke is the first girl in my life, I love her." I thought about it and said, people feel very sleepy.
"Then you will work hard for her, and desperately surpass Emperor Zhao to take her back!" An Yu smiled. Gently pinched my ears.
"I can't beat him, even King Chen is not his opponent. He's the city's underworld emperor, and what am I? It's just a good Wang Yang in school, and a coquettish who is a little famous in society. You've seen it, he's so rich. ”
"Therefore, in order to protect you and King Chen, Chen Ke willingly married Emperor Zhao. Is it? Anyu asked me.
"Yes, because none of us are any match for Emperor Zhao. Even though we could already feel his shadow, we still couldn't beat him. Anyou. You are so smart, you actually guessed Chen Ke's secret so easily. I said with a smile.
"Of course, I'm the all-powerful An You." An You also smiled, then looked at me with a frown, "However, I don't think you're good at all right now." ”
"What's wrong with me?"
"You don't deserve to pursue Chen Ke, you don't deserve Chen Ke."
"Where am I not worthy of Chen Ke? Am I not as rich and powerful as Emperor Zhao? ”
"No, you're so dirty and smelly right now, I don't even like you anymore. It's still my birthday, so let's eat a bowl of longevity noodles with me. An You said.
Listening to An You's words, my heart couldn't help but move.
Anyou, it turns out that today is the birthday of the little fairy. If you eat a bowl of longevity noodles, you can live a long life. I'm willing to accompany her to eat this bowl of noodles.
"Wang Yang, I like you." Suddenly, Anyu said something to me without knowing what to think.
"I know, you want to use me to try the feeling of being in love." I nodded.
"No, I really like you, I like you so much. Just like you said, when I can't see you, I think, and when I think of you, my heart will be sweet and sour. I love the feeling of being with you and want to be with you forever. ”
"Really? It's a pity that I can only choose one wife. ”
"Pick me, choose me. Chen Ke is already engaged to Emperor Zhao, and the little beauty has lost her memory and forgot about you. You choose me, so I can always protect you. ”
"Are you serious?" I suddenly became a little clearer. Look at her in surprise.
"Yes, don't you want to gain a strong force to defeat Emperor Zhao? You have seen today's scene, whether it is financial resources or power, Emperor Zhao far surpasses you. If I were you, I'd be sure to soak Anyu now. Then, use the powerful background of An You's family to defeat Emperor Zhao! An You smiled and curled his eyes.
This is really the smartest way to do it, because the fishmongers have taught me to do it more than once. And he worked hard to train me, to train me into a bastard with connotation. That's the day I can be with Anyu.
And Anyou's deep background is not something I can achieve with decades of hard work. It was the hard work of her old man who accumulated it, and it took several generations of hard work to form today's An family.
As long as I am with Anyou, both rights and status will be at my fingertips. And at that time, Emperor Zhao will no longer be my opponent. I only need to use the power of the An family to squash him with a slight touch of my fingers.
Glancing at An You beside me again, I finally know why everyone calls her a little demon girl.
Although she is as pure and beautiful as a little fairy, she is also terrifyingly intelligent. She's too smart. He was so clever that he even counted himself in the scheme. Actually, she made a plan for me to use her.
So, am I going to sell my soul for revenge?
Seeing that I had been thinking about it, An You smiled and said to me again, "Wang Yang, I know that you can only choose one wife. But I'm dying. Even if you're with me, you'll still be able to choose other girls after I die. Whether it's Chen Ke, a little beauty, or a peerless beauty blue and white. I can't delay you for too long, you just need to stay with me for a few months to get revenge. ”
"Choose me, as long as you choose me, you have everything."
Listening to Anyu's words, my heart became more transparent. Yes, Anyu won't be dead in a long time. And I, I only need to use her family background to destroy Emperor Zhao during this time.
At that time, Chen Ke will not have to marry Emperor Zhao in order to protect me and King Chen. I can save my beloved sister. In her diary, she wrote, "Even though I like Wang Yang too, I still can't be with him." Because he is my relative, I can't be with my own loved one. But why do I have an inexplicable feeling when I think of him? My heart is so messy, what should I do? ”
I know that Chen Ke also likes me, and she has me in her heart. A few months, as long as I am with An Yu for a few months, I will have great power.
Even if I really don't like her, why don't I take advantage of her?
After thinking about it, I suddenly sat up and hugged An You tightly in my arms. Feeling the warmth of her thin body, An Yu gently rested her head on my shoulder, "Are you going to choose me?" It doesn't matter if you take advantage of me. I really like you and I want to be able to protect you all the time. ”
"If you really don't like me, take advantage of me. I've got a few months left, I don't care. ”
"I'm sorry, I can't ........." hugged her thin body tightly, and tears couldn't help but fall from my eyes again.