30. Bed-sharing
Tian Lin felt that she had been hit by a huge surprise, she had never slept in the same bed as Lin Tian. Even if the bed inside and outside the mirror is barely the same, it is definitely different. She took a few quick steps and threw herself on Lin Tian's bed. Because of the restlessness, the body is still halfway in.
Although Tian Lin's body didn't have any temperature, and it felt like air, Lin Tian's heart slowly calmed down. She turned sideways and leaned inside, while parting half of the pillow to Tian Lin. Seeing that Tian Lin was lying down, he dragged the quilt over there, but unfortunately Tian Lin couldn't cover it at all. In order not to look like a ghost, Tian Lin specially leaned closer to Lin Tian, and the two of them got closer.
This is also the first time in so many years that the two have slept in the same bed.
Although the cause is not so good, especially now Lin Tian, her thoughts are still chaotic, and the information on the computer makes her feel that her heart is being pinched. She had always thought that the bloody and violent events of adults were far away from her, but only today, she knew that it was not far away.
And only she doesn't know, even Tian Lin, who grew up with her, knows what happened. What Tian Lin said today made her really discover that this little friend, who should be like her sister, has grown faster than her. She has been revolving around textbooks, but Tian Lin is different, she has come into contact with the Internet and seen the world of adults.
Lin Tian held Tian Lin's hand, and when she saw this, there were parents and Tian Lin. What about Tian Lin, is she alone, sitting in the mirror and thinking. Will she be confused like her, will she feel uncomfortable, and she hasn't noticed Tian Lin's abnormality. Or is he the only one who is so vulnerable, just like the teacher said, "a flower in a greenhouse", unable to blow the wind, drenched in the rain, and unable to withstand the blow. Tian Lin felt the trembling of Lin Tian beside her, and she got as close to Lin Tian as possible.
"If there is any difficulty, just say it and we will solve it together, okay?" Tian Lin lowered her voice, she didn't want Lin Tian to hold these in her heart. It's better for two people to think than for one. She had thought about these questions by herself, and she knew that it was uncomfortable.
There were countless words swirling in Lin Tian's mouth, and in the end, she still asked the question she wanted to know the most.
"You say during the day, they're numb. You ...... too" Lin Tian paused and looked at Tian Lin, her eyes were full of encouragement, prompting her to speak out, "Are you also numb?" ”
She had thought about it for a long time, and it wasn't just the harm she had received that she feared. There are other people's comments on this incident, in addition to those who criticize the perpetrator, there are also people who say how the victim is wrong. How can someone say such a thing, it is clear that they are the victims, why would they blame them, it is not them who are wrong, it is those people.
However, compared to these, Lin Tian was even more afraid that Tian Lin would also become such a person, and looked at Yi Qiē indifferently. Just like Tian Lin said, numb. She knows that Tian Lin is not an ordinary person, but she can cry and laugh, and has the thinking and feelings of a normal person. She wished she could see the fields all the time, not the ones that had also become numb.
Now that she asked this sentence tremblingly, she hoped that Tian Lin would not be numb, and not be like those people because he had been online for a long time. Although Tian Lin looked fine now, she was afraid. The online world has changed the original Tian Lin, and it will change Tian Lin in the future, and she didn't realize it until something special happened.
"I'm fine, I've seen a lot, that's it." Tian Lin didn't know that Lin Tian had thought so much, she felt that this answer was not enough, and added, "I can't do anything other than help them forward, light candles, and say a few words of sympathy." And I'm afraid they won't be able to receive our reaction. It's like ......" Tian Lin thought about the news he had seen on the Internet, "Everything we did was in vain, in vain and without any effect." ”
"Why is it useless?" Lin Tian didn't understand, if a thing didn't work, then it shouldn't be done. "If what you say isn't working, why not find other useful ways?" Hayashida thought about the situation at school, although he didn't know how to deal with school violence. But if there are other people in need, the teachers will organize donations, and they will donate their own clothes and stationery to those people. In the class, there are also poor students, and the school will also give them subsidies and some daily necessities.
Why can't we compensate the victims, launch donations, help them get out of the misery, and discipline the perpetrators...... There are so many things that can be done, so why doesn't anyone do them? And shouldn't there be a law, why doesn't the law protect them? When Lin Tian asked this, he received Tian Lin's silence.
"There are a lot of cases where donations have been exposed, and I don't even know if they can be delivered to the victims." She used to want to donate, but it didn't take long for her to see reports that the donations were going to be unknown, and she didn't want to be involved in those things anymore. She didn't want to do anything else except what she could do casually.
"Doesn't anyone care?"
"Someone was in charge, but in the end these things couldn't be resolved. There are very few examples I have seen where money can be recovered. ”
Hearing this, Lin Tian was a little silent, when it comes to money, shouldn't there be a law to take care of it? When it comes to what happens on campus, why does the law lose its purpose? Tian Lin saw that Lin Tian didn't speak, and continued.
"As for some of the victims, some of them have been living in misfortune and have not experienced happiness, so they feel that it is good to be unhappy in the eyes of others. There are also some people who know how to resist, but they don't want to do it, always thinking that someone will save her next time, and it's okay if they don't do it. Just like that girl today. They let themselves be weak all the time, and they may end up living like this for the rest of their lives. She's seen a lot of this lately. Victims who are accustomed to violence, do not resist, do not want to resist, and even speak for the abuser.
"How can this be?" Lin Tian muttered, "How can people get used to such a life? ”
"Probably I've never been a human before." Tian Lin thought for a while and replied. This is the closest answer she can think of, if she has not experienced it, or has experienced it less, she doesn't know what that kind of life is like, and she will get used to it and live with it, and she is unwilling to break it. There was a time when she was also like this, used to life in the mirror, didn't want to go out, and felt that it was good to accompany Lin Tian for the rest of her life. If she hadn't moved to the computer and seen the vast world outside, how could she have improved so much.
"As for disciplining those who do wrong, it actually has to do with the law you mentioned. You have also learned some about the Law on the Protection of Minors, and many of the people who harm others are minors, and they are also protected by the law. A lot of people just got up unscrupulous. Tian Lin sighed, she thought of the one who said, "Anyway, I'm not fourteen, and the law can't control me." "The little gangster, with this law, does all kinds of evil, and doesn't worry about the consequences anyway.
"Why is the law written like that?" Lin Tian didn't know that there were still people who used the law like this. "Why does the law protect a person who hurts others?" Some of those people ruined the victim's life, but how unfair it was to her to see that the person who hurt her was living freely.
"The law is like sunshine that shines on good people and on bad people." This is a sentence that Tian Lin has seen, although after knowing it, she still can't let go of what happened to those victims, but she will not be biased against the law. Now she handed this sentence to Lin Tian, hoping that she would not be disappointed with the law.
Lin Tian was silent, and the impact of this qiē on her was extremely great. Tian Lin didn't respond, turned his head slightly, and saw the tears in Lin Tian's eyes. "Don't cry......" But apart from the two dry words, she couldn't squeeze out anything.
She could only hold Lin Tian's hand and wait for her to figure it out.