Chapter 242: She Believes......

After the doctor left, there was a sudden commotion in the room.

Gu Shen and the others gently pushed open the door. At this time, the originally neat study room was in a mess.

Chunbai, who was standing behind Gu Shen, couldn't help but take a breath of cold air.

Chunbai also heard Gu Shen's gasp, and she glanced at Gu Shen quietly. He slowly entered the house, and without saying a word, closed the door himself.

The doors hide the sunlight from the outside, and the windows inside the house are tightly closed. So it looks a little dim. Gu Moheng just stood at the window not far from Su Wanliang.

At this time, the room was in a mess, and the air was terrible and silent, only to see Gu Moheng turn his back and say coldly, "Don't let anyone else in, no one can!." ”

Gu Shen looked at Gu Moheng's stern eyes, and immediately nodded sternly, "My subordinates know!" ”

For Chunbai, whether it is Gu Moheng or Su Wanliang, they are her saviors. If it weren't for Su Wanliang, whether she could continue to live now was an unknown matter.

Chunbai was still a little hesitant, but when he saw Su Wanliang's pale and weak expression, as well as the dead silence in his eyes, he finally retreated, and Gu Shen and the others had already left.

There are always people in the world who want to escape from a qiΔ“, but in fact, no matter how that person escapes, after all, he can't escape the tricks of fate.

Escape cannot be avoided for a lifetime, those who should be faced, must be faced after all.

Su Wanliang looked at Gu Moheng and was speechless for a while.

And Gu Moheng didn't know what to say to comfort Su Wanliang......

This problem, this contradiction, is unsolvable for them......

But at this time, before Gu Moheng approached, he heard the lonely cry of his beloved girl behind him.

That cry was a heart-rending pain.

Su Wanliang's cry made Gu Moheng pause, and he didn't dare to step forward.

As a human being in two lives, he has never seen Su Wanliang show such a gaffe.

This cry was like when she was most helpless in the past......

Su Wanliang didn't know why, and suddenly remembered that rainy night.

At that moment, when she knelt in the rain and held her dead child, she also cried so miserably.

No one will come to help her, no one will come!

At that moment, she thought she would die with the child......

However, it didn't.

She has to live, but after losing her child, she still has to live secretly, she has to avenge the child!

The most painful thing in the world is not a sudden decision, you can no longer look at the people you care about, and you can no longer say a word to the people you care about! The most painful thing in the world is to watch the people you love pass away one by one, while you can't do anything to live in pain.

In the end, a lifetime of loneliness.

Su Wanliang tightly clung to his clothes, and just sat on the couch, not moving.

Su Wanliang raised his head, squinted slightly, and glanced at the sky.

At this time, the sky is clear and there are no clouds.

Look, it doesn't look like a rainy day.

The snow outside the hall fell silently, white and without a trace. The palace people in the courtyard were all sent away, and she looked at the empty courtyard and mourned silently.

It seems that the tears of a lifetime have been used up at this moment.

Gu Moheng walked over and gently raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Su Wanliang's cheeks, but found that his hands were extremely heavy, in fact, he and Qianran's purpose were the same, wasn't it?

It all pained her! Now it still makes her discover the truth of the year......

Gu Moheng bent down and walked slowly towards Su Wanliang, and then picked up the books that fell on the ground.

Those books. It's her favorite book. He still remembers that in the previous life, when Ah Yang got these books, he looked happy.

But now......

Gu Moheng stretched out his hand and patted the footprints on the book. Then he sat next to Su Wanliang and muttered to himself, "Ah Yan, I don't know what you know, but if you want to know, I'll tell you okay?" It's just, Ah, have you ever thought about it? What is the most painful thing in the world? ”

"The most painful thing?" Su Wanliang laughed, her expression was full of sadness, she looked at Gu Moheng with a desperate face, "Gu Moheng, you are asking me." What is the most painful thing? The most painful thing is that I am now! How could I be so stupid, how could I be so unfilial, I don't know until now, it turns out that my mother, my dearest person, is in this place, in the end...... In this place, what cruel things are happening!! ”

Her heart was like being poked in the heart by a sharp needle, needle by needle. The pain had been spreading to all corners of her body......

It hurts, it hurts, she can't wait to shrink into a ball.

Su Wanliang felt as if he was about to suffocate.

Suffering......

Gu Moheng squeezed the book in his hand tightly, held Su Wanliang's hand tightly, and said bitterly, "Ah Yan, the most painful thing in the world is to be someone else's pawn, and then kill the person who feels most sorry for himself!" Back then, I was ignorant and naΓ―ve and almost believed in others, although Gu Jiajun still exists, but those people back then have long since disappeared, Ah Yan,...... If you ask me if I hate? I've hated ......."

Su Wanliang raised his head and smiled sarcastically, "What do you have to hate?" ”

"I actually hated Shen Runqing when I was a child, when he was sick and uncomfortable, Shen An would carry him in the yard behind his back, gently comfort him, and feel sorry for him!" Gu Moheng's eyes were a little confused, as if he remembered something from a long time ago, "Shen An can't alleviate Shen Runqing's pain, but he can comfort him." At that time, I was thinking, why my father is not alive, if he is alive, will he love me as Shen An loves Shen Runqing as he hurts! Teach me, even if it's hitting me, that's good. I don't think that Shen An is bad to me, but Ah Yan ...... If his father was still there at that time, he would definitely not let the Gu Jiajun he founded by himself fall to the same level as it did back then! There wouldn't have been so many deaths in that battle......"

At that time, he always knew that Shen An was good to him.

But at that time, Gu Moheng hated Shen An in his heart.

Even now, it still hasn't changed!

Shen An is obviously the head of the Shen family, and he obviously has no conflict of interest with the Dingyuan Houfu, why would he want his father to die? He didn't understand at that time, and he couldn't guess Shen An's thoughts......

Knowing that he understands now, he understands that it turns out that what happened back then was also a bureau...... The bureau set up for the Dingyuan Houfu.

Later, after a long time, he realized that what Shen An coveted was not power, but the most impossible thing......

But at that time, it was too late.

Unfortunately, there are some things that he knew too late.

At that time, he was like an executioner, pushing his brothers to death one by one......

When he suddenly realized, the people around him had already left him one by one.

Gu Moheng didn't want Ah Yan to embark on that path like himself at that time! I don't want her to carry too much sadness.

Gu Moheng said with difficulty, looking at Su Wanliang with a very stern expression, "Ah Yan, you must wait until you calm down before making a decision." Perhaps, what you know now is only a small part, and maybe not all the truth! I don't want you to do something you regret! ”

"There are so many people and things involved, and your father is among them!"

"Ah, you may not want to believe what I said, and what other people say may not be true, or maybe not all, but Lord Su will not deceive you in this matter......"

There is no such thing as perfection.

As long as people have desires, they will never be satisfied!

Su Wanliang listened and lowered his eyes. I covered my eyes and cried.

The pain in her heart was something that Gu Moheng didn't know.

She has finally forgiven her father, and she has finally let go, but why...... Why would such a thing happen......

Her life now. Maybe not the best, but it's not too bad! If it weren't for this matter, she might think the same as Gu Moheng...... No. She even felt that a peaceful life like this was her greatest satisfaction.

Su Wanliang's hand gently caressed his eyes, and the hatred in his eyes became stronger and stronger, "Gu Moheng, I understand what you said!" I understand all the truths...... But even if I understand the truth, I will still hate, even if I know, even if I know! ……! You're not me, so you can't feel my pain...... Gu Moheng, you won't know what I'm thinking now! I...... I really don't live as dead, you know? ”

Gu Moheng sighed softly, then walked to Su Wanliang's side and took out the brocade in his cuffs.

Ah Yan is reluctant to say the sad things in her heart, and Gu Moheng will not force it, he will guard her!

Is life better than death?

He really experienced it.

Gu Moheng wiped away Su Wanliang's tears, and his voice was soft, "Death?" It's so easy! No matter if you drown, set fire, or even take poison from time to time, you will be able to see Hades in less than an hour! But Ah, I know you, I can't...... Even if you're dead, it's still there! Moreover, if you do this, it is nothing more than the pain of the relatives and the speed of the enemy! Once it's dead, it's really, nothing, and a hundred years later, it's just a handful of loess. ”

Su Wanliang let Gu Moheng wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes for him!

Although, she really wanted to yell at Gu Moheng a few times.

But Gu Moheng's movements were very gentle, which made her slowly calm down.

Gu Moheng treated her very well, and this matter had nothing to do with Gu Moheng.

She couldn't vent the hatred in her heart on Gu Moheng.

Gu Moheng remembered that a long time ago, Su Wanliang once laughed at herself, saying that she was a selfish person, not willing to take care of everything, let alone be a bad person.

She was so resolute in what she said, but when something happened to her, she was still by her side.

Gu Moheng knew that if Su Wanliang really didn't hate him anymore, he wouldn't have done this at all.

Su Wanliang was kind to him, and he knew that he was sad and painful.

Su Wanliang bit her lip tightly, and she used too much force, and soon her lip was bitten by her, the blood flowed into her mouth, and the fishy smell in her mouth became heavier and heavier! She pursed her lips, but still didn't get a word out of her throat.

After Gu Moheng put the Jinpa away, he heard Su Wanliang say almost inaudiblely, "Gu Moheng, if there is a day, let's be together!! ”

After Gu Moheng listened, he looked at Su Wanliang with round eyes.

He couldn't believe it......

With this sentence, Gu Moheng thought he would have to wait for a lifetime. He would have to wait for a lifetime!

But now, the people he cared about had promised her!

Before Gu Moheng had time to think about it, he heard Su Wanliang continue, "Gu Moheng, I'm too tired in my life, I want to die quietly, so after I finish dealing with this qiΔ“, we will be together, and you will protect me for the rest of my life, okay?" ……”

Su Wanliang's tears couldn't help rolling out again, and she almost broke down and said, "I don't want my mother to be wronged like that for the rest of her life...... So, this time, even if the world is in chaos, Gu Moheng, I won't stop!! ”

Su Wanliang's words made Gu Moheng's whole body freeze.

He looked at Su Wanliang with a stunned expression, unable to say a word.

In the past, Su Wanliang has always wondered why Shen An has not married for many years, and he doesn't even have a maid by his side.

Some people in the capital said that Shen An actually had a habit of breaking sleeves, and Su Wanliang also believed it a little.

After all, normal men shouldn't be like this.

But now Gu Moheng's words have completely subverted Su Wanliang's previous perception of Shen An!

Shen An, how could this be?

Gu Moheng is willing to tell her about these things, which proves that Gu Moheng believes in her! But for Gu Moheng, Shen An is the enemy who killed his father, how could Gu Moheng forgive Shen An?

She also hated Su Junhua at the beginning, so she could clearly understand Gu Moheng's hatred and anger.

Even she blamed Su Junhua for such a situation, let alone Gu Moheng?

Although Shen An took care of Gu Moheng, he also gave Gu Moheng the best life. But this qiΔ“, in Gu Moheng's eyes now, is simply a charity that doesn't matter!

How ridiculous is it that he was raised by the enemy who killed his father?

She didn't want much, all the time.

But these are impossible for them to get in this life.

"He guessed that this would happen, so why did he keep me alive back then?" Su Wanliang slowly curled up, his whole person was extremely sad, and his chest seemed to have countless things trying to gush out, "He's torturing me like this!" ”

When Gu Moheng heard this, his heart twitched even more.

He has never been a warm person, but at this moment, he clearly understood Su Wanliang's pain. He was in pain......

Gu Moheng's eyes widened and became godless, "He also thought about it...... Is it to send you away, it will be better! However, you are the child of floating dreams after all...... You are innocent...... Innocent! ”

Gu Moheng's words made Su Wanliang, who was lying down, stunned.

Like a gambler, he bets all his bets here.

What she wanted was nothing more than an explanation from Gu Moheng.

Su Wanliang understands Gu Moheng...... She didn't think Gu Moheng would do anything like that. ……

She believes...... (To be continued.) )