The girl in love is always swayed by gossip, he doesn't know her worries and fears, she doesn't believe his sweet words.

The more things in my heart, the heavier I hide in my heart, and some things would rather rot in my stomach than let anyone know, and record my life in my diary. There is always a notebook under Lin Jiong's pillow, for many years, the thick book is a little old and a little yellow, no one has seen it, and no one knows Lin Jiong's thoughts.

Baer: Erjiong, Qin Zhibei asked for the house key, you go back and tell him well, I won't go back today. Lin Bing remembered the text message Li Baer sent to him this afternoon, took a deep breath, and twisted the door open. A heavy smell of smoke came in, Lin Wei instinctively frowned, leaned against the door, and did not speak. "Lin Bing." The man on the couch was motionless, his tone was tepid, even a little pale. "If you smoke so much, you'll die early." Lin Wei looked at the majestic figure on the sofa and spoke lightly. The man suddenly stood up and walked towards her, holding him in his arms. "Qin Zhifare", Lin Wei called him in a low voice. "Don't move, let me hold for a while, I'm tired." Qin Zhibie's voice was a little hoarse, he smoked a lot of cigarettes but didn't drink a sip of water. Lin Zhi stretched out his hand and gently wrapped his sturdy waist, and Qin Zhibei lowered his head and buried it in her neck. The two of them embraced each other like this, and neither of them spoke. After a long time, Lin Wei felt that his feet were a little numb, and reminded in a low voice: "Qin Zhibei ......" and "I lost." Qin Zhibei closed his eyes, hugged the soft person, and smiled helplessly. Lin Wei was a little confused, what he lost. "I, Qin Zhi, don't lose to you Lin Jiong. I read your diary. Lin Wei was stunned and pushed the man: "Qin Zhi, don't get out." The man hugged him tighter and said to himself: "You have lived like me in the past eight years, making yourself busier, so that you will not have time to think about you." Many times I was strong enough to come back and start a business and protect you, but I didn't, I stayed hoping to get stronger. Now that I've done it, I'm back, but I find that you don't need my protection anymore, and you're no longer the little sister who will hold my hand. Lin Bing listened quietly, remembering the grievances of the past eight years, biting his lip to prevent himself from crying, "Lin Bing, you said in your diary that you think it's untrue, you don't believe me, you're afraid, why don't you ask me?" You've been haunted by why I gave up on you back then, why didn't you ask? You were so humiliated in college back then, why didn't you say it? You know, the first year I went to France, I was waiting for you to call me, and as long as you call, I will definitely come back. I obviously left you your contact information, why don't you call me. Qin Zhibei felt the wetness on his shoulder, and his heart throbbed, but he hugged her tighter: "I thought I would never lose to anyone, but I lost, I lost completely, and I lost to you Lin Jiong." Lin Bing silently read his words in his heart: I lost to you Lin Bing, completely. Stretched out his hand and slapped the man's broad back: "Bastard! Bastard! Bastard! I don't want you anymore! You bastard, I don't want you anymore!! Qin Zhibei didn't speak, just listened to her cry, since she came back, this is the first time she has cried. Qin Zhibei, I don't think we are suitable. Let's separate. Lin Wei spoke calmly, but he was a little infatuated with the breath on his body. Don't even think about it. Qin Zhibei gently bit Lin Zhi's delicate neck, "You have been my Qin Zhibei person all your life." "Shhh Qin Zhifare, are you a dog? Qin Zhibei picked up the girl, and the girl had no choice but to clamp the man's waist with her two legs, and her voice was a little nasal: "Let me down!" I couldn't see the joy, anger and sorrow on the man's face, but I heard the man's ridiculous voice: "When you get to bed, I will naturally let you down." Otherwise, it's not good to exercise. "Rogue!" The man hugged the girl and turned around and walked towards the bedroom: "You little girl, eat soft or hard." I'm just a hooligan and a hooligan for you, and I'm disgusting to others. ”

"You tap! It hurt me. Lin Wei was thrown on the bed by Qin Zhibie, looked at the man who was pulling his clothes and pressed down, and covered his chest: "What are you doing Qin Zhibie, don't mess around!" The man smiled: "you," Lin Wei stammered a little when he spoke: "You." You. You go away," Qin Zhibei took off his shirt and lay next to Lin Jiong, stretched out his hand to hold the person in his arms, and whispered: "I have time to do it in the future, go to bed first, I'm so tired." Lin Bing leaned on his hard and warm chest, slowly calmed down, and cursed himself in his heart for being useless: Lin Bing, you will eat him. But how can you really ignore this man, this man who has always said that he loves himself, this man who has loved him for more than ten years, he will be interrogated tomorrow. Lin Wei closed his eyes with peace of mind, he won't have any more nightmares tonight