95. Chapter 95

"Brother, you said that if my good friend was killed by someone I once loved, what should I do?"

Su Jinshi held the tea in both hands, stunned, her tone was confused and overwhelmed, so that Su Huaijin couldn't help but sigh.

Maybe it was the sudden sound of the rain, or maybe the wind outside the house was getting louder, Su Huaijin felt that Su Jinshi was extremely sad at this moment.

Su Huaijin stretched out his hand and gently covered Su Jinshi's head, then stroked it slightly, and said in a gentle tone: "Don't think about it, since it's a matter of the previous life, let it stay in the past." ”

Su Jinshi didn't speak, but he could feel the temperature of Su Huaijin's hand, which was much warmer than the autumn wind.

Su Jinshi's thoughts went back to when she first broke up with Lu Jingshen, when she had seen a psychiatrist, not only because of emotional problems, but also about the death of her good friend Wang Ying.

At that time, she never dared to think deeply, and she didn't dare to think about the relationship between Wang Ying's death and Lu Jingshen.

She subconsciously ran away.

Because of the long-term depression, she couldn't sleep at night, and finally had no choice but to go to a psychiatrist.

She couldn't remember how she came over that time, and that memory seemed to have been selectively forgotten by her.

I don't know how long it took, the rain outside the house finally lightened, and Su Jinshi slowly came back to his senses.

She saw that Su Huaijin was still sitting in front of her, looking at her with a worried face, so she took a sip of tea and said with a smile:

"Brother, you don't have to worry, I will protect myself, but there are some things that I can't let go easily, since we have all come to this world and met, I think something is destined to happen."

Su Jinshi poured a glass of water for Su Huaijin and said, "I haven't seen her yet, how do you know that I will be in danger?" Besides, I didn't want to see her because of the Six Princes, but because I really had something to ask her. ”

"I'm not going to try to persuade them not to sin, and since they've done so much, they won't stop suddenly because of my words."

Su Jinshi put down the teapot and picked up his teacup, but he didn't drink the tea, just gently rubbed the edge of the teacup with his fingers.

"The sixth prince asked me to talk to Lu Jingshen, the purpose is probably not to persuade me, I am afraid that there is another purpose, he is a prince, he will not do such a boring thing as persuasion, and even if he wants to persuade him, he will probably not look for me."

When Su Huaijin looked at Su Jinshi, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "Jinshi, is it really good for you to say such a thing in the Prime Minister's Mansion?" ”

Su Jinshi shrugged indifferently, "Since they can use me now, they shouldn't do anything to me." ”

Su Huaijin shook his head and sighed: "Jinshi, your mind is too heavy, maybe the reason is really as simple as the six princes said, I can't think of what the six princes can get from this matter." ”

"Maybe it's not that he can get any tangible benefits, maybe he just wants to test my loyalty to him, test the relationship between me and Lu Jingshen, or ......"

"Test the relationship between the four princes and Lu Jingshen."

Su Jinshi's voice was very soft, almost drowning in the rain, but Su Huaijin could hear it clearly, and he couldn't help but be a little surprised.

It's just a few months later, and she's changed so much.

What was going on to make her so reluctant to trust others?

With another sigh, Su Huaijin stood up, he walked to the window, and watched the rain outside the house fall on the ground, making a gurgling sound.

"Jinshi, maybe you're really thinking too much." Su Huaijin said very softly, almost muttering, and didn't care if Su Jinshi heard it or not.

Su Jinshi put down the teacup and walked to his side to look at the scenery outside with him.

The cool breeze hit, with the coolness of late autumn, which made Su Jinshi's mind clear for a while.

"Brother, you can't take it lightly in this court, I want to protect myself and Niansu, so I can't be negligent." Su Jinshi looked at the rain outside the house and said in a low voice.

Su Huaijin shook his head almost invisibly, "You girl has such a change, I don't know if it's good or bad." ”

Su Jinshi smiled and did not speak.

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The two watched the rain together for a while, Su Huaijin left, Su Jinshi walked to the door, stretched out his hand, and let the rain wet his palm.

In the rain and fog, Su Jinshi saw a person running in a hurry to this side, looking very much like Nian Su, Su Jinshi withdrew his hand, but walked into the rain alone and walked away to that figure.

When he got closer, Su Jinshi found that this person was not Niansu, just a little maid in the house.

When the little maid saw that a person suddenly appeared in front of her, she was so frightened that she almost screamed, and when she saw that it was a distinguished guest in the house, she apologized again and again:

"Miss Su, I'm sorry, the rain and fog are too big, and the slave didn't see it clearly."

The little maid apologized to Su Jinshi again and again, but Su Jinshi didn't seem to have turned around yet, and didn't speak, the little maid thought that Su Jinshi was angry and almost didn't kneel on the ground.

After a while, Su Jinshi suddenly came back to his senses, and said, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person, you should go back quickly, if you catch a cold, it's not good." ”

The little maid nodded, and hurried away.

Su Jinshi stood alone in the rain, letting the rain wet his hair and clothes.

She didn't know why she was standing in the rain, but when she stood at the door just now, she saw the figure in the rain that was very similar to the figure of the middle-aged Su in her memory, just like when they first met, she looked like after falling into the water.

At that moment, she just wanted to hug Nian Su tightly, wanting her not to be angry anymore, she would tell her everything about herself.

Along the way, she had already made the decision to give up Yiqiē.

Even if she sued Nian Su for a qiē, Nian Su still wouldn't let her go, so she wouldn't go.

Stay by her side obediently.

She was ready for such an awareness, and when she got closer, she realized that the person was not Niansu.

She couldn't describe the feeling of that moment.

Suddenly, Su Jinshi felt a pang in her heart, she hadn't felt like this for a long time.

She clutched her chest and slowly squatted down, pressing hard against her chest to ease the pain in her heart.

But there was no way.

The pain flowed through her body with blood.

The rain suddenly fell again, Su Jinshi listened to the sound of the rain that was getting more and more urgent, felt the rain getting denser and denser, his heart hurt more and more, and tears couldn't help but burst out of his eyes, but they melted in the rain.

Suddenly, the rain seemed to stop, but the sound of the rain was still there, Su Jinshi turned around, but saw Nian Su holding a plain umbrella, standing behind her, blocking the rain for her.

Her face was a little blurry, maybe because it was in the rain and mist, maybe it was tears that blurred Su Jinshi's eyes.

Nian Su also squatted down, she took out a handkerchief from her arms, and gently wiped the water from her face for Su Jinshi.

Su Jinshi suddenly grabbed Nian Su's hand and took her to her, Nian Su was defenseless and loaded into Su Jinshi's arms, and the umbrella in his hand also fell to the ground.

Su Jinshi hugged her tightly and said in her ear, "Susu, what should I do?" My heart hurts......"

"What to do? My heart hurts......"

“……”

Su Jinshi said this sentence repeatedly, with a crying voice, and Nian Su's heart was wrinkled.

Nian Su no longer took care of the umbrella, she hugged Su Jinshi with both hands, and gently patted Su Jinshi's back, a little, very gently, with a sense of comfort, but it made Su Jinshi cry even more.

I don't know how long I haven't cried like this.

The sound of the rain accompanied by Su Jinshi's crying made this night extremely sad.

Su Huaijin listened to the movement outside in the house, holding a cup of tea in his hand, but he didn't drink it for a long time.

After Su Jinshi's crying slowly turned into sobbing, Nian Su said with some tears and laughter: "Why are you crying like this?" ”

was angry with Su Jinshi, but he didn't expect it to make her so sad.

Thinking of this, Nian Su hugged him tighter.

The clothes of the two were almost wet, and Nian Su was worried that Su Jinshi would be sick, so he whispered: "Let's go back to the house, if we continue like this, we will all get sick." ”

Su Jinshi's feelings had not eased up, but he still nodded, and obediently followed Nian Su back to the house.

Nian Su instructed her subordinates to prepare hot water, and she took Su Jinshi to the inner room, and took a dry hand towel to help Su Jinshi wipe the water off his face and body.

I didn't feel it before, but now that I entered the house, I felt cold all over.

Fortunately, the subordinates in the house moved quickly, and the hot water was ready in a short time.

Because this is only a guest room, it is also a common bath tub, but it is a little bigger than the inn, and the next person also put some petals in the water intimately.

Nian Su stood dumbfounded when he saw Su Jinshi, and there was nothing he could do with her.

"Do you want me to help you undress?" Nian Su asked with some amusement.

Su Jinshi pursed his lips, but nodded slightly, Nian Su looked at Su Jinshi's pitiful appearance, where was there still anger in his heart?

Nian Su walked to Su Jinshi's side, couldn't help but tiptoe and kissed Su Jinshi's lips, and whispered, "Let's wash it together." ”

After speaking, without waiting for Su Jinshi to speak, he began to help her undress, Su Jinshi didn't wear much, and soon took it off.

Sending Su Jinshi into the bath bucket, Nian Su breathed a sigh of relief, quickly untied the clothes on his body, and also got into the bath bucket.

The hot water accompanied by the fragrance of flowers made Su Jinshi's tense body slowly relax, and her body temperature slowly rose, and she leaned comfortably on the side.

Although this bathtub is not small, it is still a little crowded for two people to wash together.

"Su Su, don't you hate me for going to see Lu Jingshen?" Su Jinshi was playing with a petal in his hand and opened his mouth with some hesitation.

Nian Su leaned next to Su Jinshi, her fingers circling Su Jinshi's thighs.

"It's not that I hate it, it's just that I think you'll be in danger if you go, and I don't want you to be in danger again."

Not only was Nian Su's words but also the heat was thick, but Su Jinshi actually felt that his eyes began to sour again.

She sniffed quickly and stopped the tears.

"I know I won't go if you don't want me to go."

Su Jinshi put down the petals, reached out and took Nian Su into his arms, and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

"I'm not going to do anything that makes you unhappy anymore."

Su Jinshi said in a low voice.

Nian Su nodded, wrapped his hands around Su Jinshi's waist, but raised his head, looked at Su Jinshi and said coquettishly:

"Jinshi, kiss me."