But even her mother only had a feeling of surprise, after so many years, she still heard Lian Xunqin ask them for the first time after he became sensible. She knew that from the moment they chose to work for this country and dedicate themselves to this country, they were destined not to have too much energy to take care of him. When he was young, he was still lively and cheerful, but somehow he gradually became silent later, and gradually he just habitually stayed in his own world, instead of the original excitement when they came home and ran into their arms.

In fact, it was also because they socialized too much, at that time the two of them went home later and later, and the children went to bed early, so there was no way to wait for them to come back. During that period, after she went home, she heard Aunt Wen say the most, 'Today, the young master is asking my parents again, and he muttered to himself: If you promise me to be obedient today, they will accompany me, and it doesn't matter if you talk again, I hate them." At last he became silent, and stopped asking about them, but stayed alone. By the time they had enough time to spend with him, he already had a certain mind, and it seemed like he was no longer unfamiliar with their company.

What she remembers most clearly is that she once wanted to untie Lian Xunqin's heart knot, and wanted to talk to him well, if he could untie his heart knot, maybe he would no longer be silent, and if she continued like this, she was really afraid that Lian Xunqin would have autism. But at that time, Lian Xunqin frightened her enough, and she will never forget when she finished speaking, Lian Xunqin was silent for a while, and said, "I know, I understand, I understand." You are fighting for this country, this country needs you, and I know that only with you can we save my little family, I don't blame you, I have always understood you. ”

At that time, Lian Xunqin was obviously only an eight-year-old child, but what he said was mature like an adult, with enough reason, and the words that came out of his mouth were as if they had been thought through, which made Lian's mother frightened, but there was also a very distressing feeling that their children were finally forced to grow up by them.

Although she was distressed, but since then, because Lian Xunqin has understood the ins and outs of these things and knows that he can understand, she has intensified her efforts, and she still had time to go home to see him, but at that time, she spent all this time on politics, thus reducing the time spent with Lian Xunqin. She thought, if she didn't think that Lian Xunqin understood at the beginning, he understood why she was working so hard, and no longer cared about Lian Xunqin's thoughts, wouldn't Lian Xunqin be very withdrawn now? However, everything has been done, even if you regret it, you can't go back, this qiē is already doomed, because what they have done has cultivated a withdrawn, even some autistic child who is not trying to contact with the outside world, no, it should be said that he no longer wants to contact with the outside world.

If her thoughts weren't so bizarre at the beginning, and she felt that Lian Xunqin's understanding was equivalent to support, and she would have intensified the time she spent with him, she would not have created the current Lian Xunqin. Thinking about it now, Lian Xunqin said that he just wanted to sue her, he understood her, but this did not mean that he did not need his company, and his understanding and hope would never be that they would spend a lot less time with him. Or later, in this family, it is very likely that for Lian Xunqin, Aunt Wen's survival is much more important than their parents.

Lian Xunqin's sensibility is not the company he deserves, how fair is this to him? Even mom and dad always have a sense of guilt from their hearts towards Lian Xunqin, especially after Lian Xunqin's character has been formed, the guilt has doubled. Even the old man once said bitterly, 'If I knew that leaving Lian Xunqin here would make you develop like this, I would have taken him to the capital, after all, in the capital, as long as the two of us old people are there, very lonely, and one more of him can still play a role in companionship, it is better to let you develop this ghost appearance here, which makes me feel distressed to death." ’

Lian Laozi's words gave Lian's mother a huge impact, and it triggered their guilt about Lian Xunqin, which also made Lian Xunqin basically respond to requests and have whatever he wanted, but Lian Xunqin was also sensible and never made unreasonable demands. Lian's mother has thanked God countless times, and thanked Lian Xunqin for growing up very healthy even if they ignored it in every way. He didn't grow crooked, nor did he become bad, when she saw countless young people who had become bad in society because of the neglect of her family, her heart would always tremble slightly, for fear that Lian Xunqin would become what she didn't want to see in a place she couldn't see, but fortunately, he didn't grow crooked, but his personality was not very good.

However, he has become less concerned about himself, it should be said that he may be indifferent to their safety, so now that she can get Lian Xunqin's sentence You are okay, it is already a thing that makes her extremely moved, but she also knows that the credit for this belongs to Ye Wei. However, if Lian's mother knew that Lian Xunqin's appearance in front of her was completely different from that in front of Ye Wei, she would be even more grateful to Ye Wei, because Ye Wei had made Lian Xunqin much more normal.

Now Lian Xunqin, if there is something to say, if there is a problem in his heart, he can ask it directly instead of holding it in his heart, this is all Ye Wei's training, after being with Ye Wei, Lian Xunqin is gradually changing in front of her, getting better and better, no longer dull, no longer withdrawn, and no longer silent.

Because this qiē was requested by Ye Wei, she said, if there is something to say, if there is something in the heart, you have to say it, and saying it can be solved by everyone together, rather than being carried by one person; If there are unpleasant things, you must also express them, because if you don't say it, no one will know what you think in your heart; If you care, you have to say it, if you don't say it, no one knows that you care, unless, you do it obviously enough, but you are a very introverted person. Therefore, if you care, mind, and are unhappy, you have to say it, and only by saying it will there be no gap between each other. And even Xunqin has gone from being uncomfortable at the beginning to accepting it now, which is a gradual process.

It can be said that Lian Xunqin, who is now in front of Lian's mother, is already a completely reformed Lian Xunqin, he knows how to express his feelings instead of holding them in his heart, and he no longer minds so much that he doesn't have the company of his family. (To be continued.) )