Even though she didn't sleep much last night, the habit of work and rest that she had developed in school for many years had long been deeply rooted in her bone marrow, Zhan Shuzhi got up early as usual, she lifted the quilt, changed her clothes, got up from the bed, walked to the window, stretched out her hand to open the curtain, but saw a boy in a black coat, strolling along the river, her hand stopped in mid-air. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although he didn't wear glasses, Zhan Shuzhi would never admit his figure.

The moment Lin Yang raised his head, he also saw her, and slowly stopped his steps.

probably knew that this was the longest meeting since they got to know each other, so Zhan Shuzhi didn't look away, but stared straight at him.

Lin Yang walked through the drizzle and walked in the direction of Zhan Shuzhi's door, but he didn't dare to get too close, and stopped at a distance where he could see each other, but he couldn't see clearly.

His hair was wet, and small droplets of water stuck to the ends of his hair, with a layer of crystal light.

Zhan Shuzhi suddenly remembered the boy who once tilted the big black umbrella to herself as much as possible, her body was not wet at all, but his hair was covered with water droplets.

Misty sorrow is like a drizzle, looking traceless, but overwhelming and omnipresent.

After hesitating for a while, Zhan Shuzhi walked down from upstairs, she opened the door, holding an umbrella in her left hand and another unopened brown umbrella in her right hand, and walked in the direction of Lin Yang.

"Teacher Zhan!"

Zhan Shuzhi lowered her eyes, and made a somewhat absent-minded "um" sound, looking at Lin Yang, who was also walking towards her, she raised her head, and she was so poor that she could only look at him in a daze.

Lin Yang is much taller and stronger, the nineteen-year-old Lin Yang's figure has broken away from the thin and green of his youth, his hair is cut short, and his bangs are still messy, making it more and more obvious that the pair of sharp eyebrows and eyes are sharp and difficult to get close to.

On this rainy morning, Zhan Shuzhi was a little caught off guard, although she had been on guard, but after really meeting him, she only subconsciously squeezed out a vulgar "long time no see".

Lin Yang pulled away a warm smile, "Yes, it's been a long time." ”

Zhan Shuzhi pursed her lips and fell silent.

"Teacher Zhan, it turns out that you still got up so early." Lin Yang tilted his head, lowered his eyes and quipped at her.

"Get used to it." Zhan Shuzhi didn't know what to say to him, as if there was something invisible Chen Heng between each other, and in the end she could only say dryly, "You just arrived yesterday?" ”

Lin Yang said softly, "Yes, I'm afraid you're upset, so ...... I didn't dare to visit you directly. ”

After saying this, Lin Yang didn't open the topic again, Zhan Shuzhi was already running out of words, too intimate words, she couldn't say it, if it was a greeting, every conversation with him was so difficult that it was difficult to continue.

The two were silent for a moment, he casually combed his bangs, frowned and said, "Teacher Zhan, I'm here, is it convenient for me to come into your house and sit?" ”

Zhan Shuzhi nodded lightly, "Convenient...... I'm the only one at home. ”

"Where's my uncle?"

"My parents and my brother went back to the countryside to visit relatives, and they won't be back until two days later."

"Oh...... You didn't go alone? ”

"I came back first yesterday, too."

……

After a few words of greeting, Zhan Shuzhi came back to her senses and handed him another brown umbrella, Lin Yang gently pushed her umbrella away, "Don't bother, it's only three or two steps, and it's almost drenched anyway." ”

When she entered the door, Zhan Shuzhi still had some pimples in her heart, and after opening the door of her house, she led Lin Yang to the living room on the second floor, and saw that Lin Yang was still stunned and followed behind her, and couldn't help sighing, "Come in and take a hot bath, I don't bother to stop you if you want to catch a cold." ”

Lin Yang looked at Zhan Shuzhi for a long time, and made sure that he had not heard the wrong words, so he entered the public bathroom in the back.

It is estimated that he is rocket speed, and in less than a minute, Lin Yang came out of the bathroom and walked to the door of Zhan Shuzhi's room.

Zhan Shuzhi saw that he was still the same standard soup chicken appearance, and couldn't help sweating, "Why don't you go to take a bath." ”

Lin Yang muttered, "I'll go wash with you." ”

“……”

Zhan Shuzhi blushed and hesitated, anyway, some things have already been broken, so why deceive yourself?

She turned sideways and let Lin Yang into the house, "Take off your coat and I'll blow it for you." ”

Lin Yang didn't say anything polite to her, nodded, and walked to the bathroom barefoot step by step.

Holding a hair dryer to dry Lin Yang's coat, Zhan Shuzhi went to the kitchen to cook a pot of ginger soup, took out a few puddings by the way, and put them on the table for him to make breakfast.

Lin Yang got dressed and came out of the bathroom, and said a little embarrassed, "Teacher Zhan, I don't drink ginger soup." ”

"I put a lot of brown sugar in it, it's sweet enough. Ginger soup is cold, why don't you give me some to drink! ”

"Uh...... No...... I really don't like ginger soup. ”

Zhan Shuzhi lowered her face and glared, "Drink quickly!" ”

Lin Yang reluctantly sat down with a depressed face.

"Drink! Don't be cold. ”

Lin Yang turned his head to look at her, and Zhan Shuzhi glared back resolutely, quite a bit of a strict teacher's demeanor.

Lin Yang slammed the spoon and chopsticks with interest, scooped a spoonful of soup and swallowed it carefully, wrinkled his face, threw away the spoon, squinted and lifted the bowl and raised his head to empty it all in ten seconds.

Zhan Shuzhi couldn't help laughing, and almost reached out to touch his wet hair.

"Teacher Zhan, give me this." After Lin Yang finished eating, he unceremoniously ordered the pudding.

Zhan Shuzhi uncovered the plastic skin and handed it to him, a pudding was about the size of a small palm, he stretched his eyebrows happily after eating, Zhan Shuzhi pushed two more to him, and Lin Yang sat beside her meekly and ate the pudding slowly.

"Need more jam?" Zhan Shuzhi got up, took out the freshly baked soft biscuits from the microwave, and drizzled them with a layer of strawberry jam.

Lin Yang nodded and took it.

"You finish eating yourself and put it in the sink, I'll wash it later."

Zhan Shuzhi looked at him with a tilted face, in Lin Yang's heart, Lin Yang was like a beast she raised and tamed, but now...... After such a long time, she was like a dream, and she had to push him away again.

"Lin Yang," Zhan Shuzhi said softly, "You are in college now, you should grow up, listen to the teacher, you should turn your attention to the girls in the school." ”

Lin Yang stopped his movements and looked at her in disbelief.

"The teacher is not so young anymore," Zhan Shuzhi stared at him seriously and said calmly, "I see...... Let's forget it...... Don't be stupid, in two years, I will have my own family. But you're different, you're still young, you still have a lot of opportunities, and the outside world is vast...... But women are different. ”

Lin Yang grabbed her hand and said in a slight hurry, "You are not old at all now, Teacher Zhan, you also know that I have gone to college, you said that you would wait for me for a year, isn't there still half a year now!" ……”

"What can you change in half a year?" Zhan Shuzhi shook her head and interrupted him, "Wake up, don't say this kind of oath that there is no way to keep, you have just entered college now, but I am already 27 years old, and as soon as you graduate from college, I will be 30, and you still need to work and start a business after graduation...... How long can I wait? Zhan Shuzhi gently stroked his head, "...... I can't afford to wait, fool. ”

Lin Yang unconsciously tightened his hand and shook her slightly, "Didn't you already promise me before?" Teacher Zhan, as you said, if you wait for me for another half a year, I will definitely be able to ......"

"It's just empty rhetoric right now." Zhan Shuzhi pointed out soberly and cruelly, "Now you are not qualified to promise, such a thing as an oath is fickle, who can guarantee that it will never change?" In your eyes, I am still young, in a few years, when you see the wrinkles on my face, the young girls chasing and adoring around you really won't let you waver? And what does it take to start a family, have you thought about it again? Are you mentally prepared to bear the weight of starting a family? You're just a child, and these are just distant responsibilities and the future for you now, but that's what I'm going to face urgently, can you give it to me? Can you guarantee my stability? ”

Lin Yang's face gradually turned white, and he suddenly hugged Zhan Shuzhi, but he also clearly knew that he couldn't give her anything now, and he didn't even dare to say anything more about his promise, just kept muttering, "Wait for me...... Teacher Zhan, wait for me for another half a year...... Good no good? ”

Zhan Shuzhi didn't make a sound.

It's just hazy, remembering himself and his ridiculous and crazy years in Meicheng.

There are many times when Zhan Shuzhi feels as if she has given up something, vague, and panicked at the bottom of her heart.

After leaving Meicheng and returning to her hometown to work, for most of the time, reason told her again and again that the agreement between her and Lin Yang was nothing more than an innocent and illusory oath between two people like children, and human nature was originally good at yearning for beauty.

Zhan Shuzhi is not a person who is keen on adventure, because she knows that she will not be able to bear the consequences, and she does not want to ruin Lin Yang I because of this, in her eyes, Lin Yang should have a broader future, and she just wants a plain and stable life.

What's more, people's differential treatment between men and women has always been subtle, and most of the absurdities of men when they are young are fleeting meteors, which will automatically disperse after a while, but women are different, those gossips are regarded as relishing romances, how many years have passed, mother-in-law to daughter-in-law, mother-to-daughter, and there will be people poking their backbones when they are secretly mentioned.

Since Zhan Shuzhi has reached the age of late marriage, she can't afford to suppress these gossip, she is not so great, and she has left everything behind for a love that has no future in sight.

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