CHAPTER XXXII
Su Huaijin stroked his head and whispered, "It's okay, why did you come to me?" ”
Although Nian Su had doubts in her heart, she couldn't care about the Sun family, and told Su Huaijin about Su Jinshi's accusation against her in the prison, and after Su Huaijin heard it, her brows tightened, and she smiled again for a long time.
Nian Su looked at Su Huaijin with some confusion, she had some doubts in her heart, she didn't understand why the two brothers and sisters had become like this, but looking at Su Huaijin's expression, she could guess that the two of them had probably abandoned their previous suspicions.
"Xu's matter, do you want me to investigate?" Nian Su said cautiously that she had only been married for a long time, and the people in this town were not very familiar with her, so she was a little embarrassed.
Su Huaijin shook his head and said, "It's good to leave this matter to me, you haven't been married for a long time, and you are not familiar with this place if you want to come, if you ask, it will be a little swaggering." ”
Nian Su also agreed with Su Huaijin's point of view, she remembered what Su Huaijin said to her yesterday, and she had already made a decision in her heart.
"Master Su, about what you said yesterday, I think you can give it a try." Nian Su's voice was soft, but it exuded a firmness.
Su Huaijin's face turned stern, he looked at Nian Su deeply, and said in a low voice: "What I said yesterday is not a foolproof strategy, and it doesn't have to be that way to rescue Jinshi, besides, Jinshi also got some news in prison, so we are not in a hurry to act." ”
"Su Gongzi, I agree with what you said yesterday, although I have known Jinshi for a short time, she has helped me a lot, and I don't want her to continue to stay in prison."
Nian Su's tone was indifferent, but it was not like an impulse, Su Huaijin paused and said, "Would you rather give up your only relative than save her?" ”
Nian Su looked at him with a gentle smile on his face, as if he was looking at him and as if he was looking elsewhere.
"Yes."
She didn't explain anything, Su Huaijin didn't ask anything, the two sat lightly and didn't speak, but they both knew each other's thoughts.
After a while, Nian Su left, and Su Huaijin was still sitting on the chair, thinking about things.
He couldn't understand why Su Jinshi had such strength to make a weak woman abandon her relatives.
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At noon, the jailer came to deliver the food, which was some hard rice and yellowed vegetable leaves, Su Jinshi had already eaten the dishes sent by the New Year's vegetarian before, and it was even more difficult to swallow when he saw these dishes.
And the Xu family next door was eating very happily, and Mo Feng seemed to be used to this kind of meal, eating slowly and methodically.
Su Jinshi looked at the food in front of him, he had no appetite at all, and the Xu family next to him saw that Su Jinshi was not eating, so he leaned over and asked, "Don't you eat?" ”
Su Jinshi frowned, "I don't want to eat it." ”
The Xu family quickly finished eating the things in his bowl, and then looked at the rice in Su Jinshi's hand with a glint in his eyes, and asked, "If you don't eat it, can you give it to me?" ”
Su Jinshi looked at Xu Shi with some disgust, then looked at the food in his hand, and said, "No, I'll be hungry later." ”
So, Su Jinshi put aside the food sent by the jailer and sat up on the ground again, while Xu Shi next to him was still looking at the bowl of food.
After a cup of tea, Xu really didn't give her food when he saw Su Jinshi, so he had to walk away, but his eyes were still looking at the bowl of food, and Su Jinshi was a little speechless.
"Is this food so good?" Su Jinshi asked impatiently.
When Xu Shi saw Su Jinshi talking to him, he was still thinking about the food in his heart, thinking about how many days he had been in this prison, and no one had come to visit him, let alone bring food to her to eat, and Su Jinshi had only been here for less than a day, so someone sent food and talked to her for a while.
"I haven't had a full meal since I came to this prison, and no one has ever come to see me." Xu said with some sadness.
Su Jinshi was stunned, but she didn't expect Xu to cry in front of her, so she had to say: "Don't panic, someone will come to see you after a long time, and you won't live in this prison for the rest of your life." ”
Xu thought about her lover, she hadn't seen him since she was in prison, and although she knew that it was not etiquette for him to come to see her in prison, she still looked forward to it.
It's just that the more time passes, the less and less expectation in my heart becomes, and now only my heart is cold.
Xu's expression became more and more sad, and she guessed a few points in her heart, she pretended to sigh and said: "Alas, I am in prison, and I don't know what happened to my sweetheart, although I don't know if he will marry a wife, but I also know that we have no chance in this life." ”
Su Jinshi looked sad, but secretly looked at Xu's face, and sure enough, this Xu asked, "You also have a sweetheart?" ”
As soon as she saw Xu's appearance, she knew that there was a play, she sighed heavily again, and said:
"But no, he and I are already the words of my parents, just waiting for the good day, but now that I have been killed and put in prison, this marriage is going to fail, although I don't want him to marry someone else, but I also hope that he can come to see me."
When Su Jinshi said this, Xu was a little shaken, the secrets in her heart had been held in her heart for a long time, and now that she was in prison, she was even more irritable, and wanted to talk to someone, but this Su Jinshi ......
Xu Shi was a little hesitant, although she also knew that Su Jinshi was wronged in prison like her, but she didn't trust her, she was too smart, and she saw through her mind yesterday.
It's just that now she has no one to talk to, and this Su Jinshi also has a similar experience to her.
"Alas, when I was with him at the beginning, I swore that it was very sweet, but now that I am in prison, I have a criminal record, and his family is also a scholar, so he will definitely not want me." Su Jinshi saw that Xu's face was shaken, so he spoke again.
Coincidentally, this Xu family's good friend is also a scholar, and after listening to Su Jinshi's words at this time, he couldn't help it.
Su Jinshi saw that the Xu family was still entangled, so he made a ruthless move, "Actually, I won't tell you, I have also experienced some twists and turns with him, and I have always been good with him, but my father and mother did not agree with me to marry him, and they also talked about another marriage for me......"
When Su Jinshi said this, he paused, and when he saw Xu's curious and tangled look, he continued:
"Alas, I naturally won't obey the marriage I don't like, so I did that thing with my sweetheart, I sued my mother, and my mother cried and beat me up, and then the marriage was decided!"
Xu Shi listened with a surprised face, but she didn't expect this Su Jinshi to be able to do these things, and she thought of what she had done at the beginning, and sighed again.
"Since you have told me about you, I will tell you about me." Xu finally spoke, she leaned against the wall, remembering the past, and a hint of sweetness flashed on her face.
"I was a childhood sweetheart with him, he often said he wanted to marry me when he was a child, and when he grew up, the two of us were like-minded, and I wanted to marry naturally, but my father and mother did not agree to me marrying him, but found another marriage for me......"
Xu's expression gradually became sad, and his tone was also a little sad, "I thought he wouldn't marry, and I thought about eloping, but he didn't dare, I also thought about looking for a short-term view, but I didn't dare, and in the end I still married Wang Youhan, my heart was already dead, so I wanted to follow Wang Youhan, but I didn't want him to come to me again......"
"He said that he still couldn't let go of me, he still had me in his heart, I was already a wife, and I should have served Wang Youhan honestly, but unexpectedly, Wang Youhan was drunk and violent, and often beat me with a whip, I was very scared in my heart, and he treated me more gently than before, which ......"
"Last time you were right, I do have a sweetheart, and I have done those things with him......"
Xu Shi was already crying when he said this, and Su Jinshi didn't know what to comfort her, so he had to stay by her side quietly.
"I just listened to your words, I only feel very envious of you, you can be so brave to be with your sweetheart, but I ......" Xu couldn't say any more, she regretted it in her heart, regretted that she married Wang Youhan, and regretted that she became a relative and had an affair with him.
Su Jinshi leaned against the wall in silence, his thoughts returning to a far away place, a place where there was joy and sadness.
She once loved bravely and hard, but she died without a problem.
It's not that you can be happy if you're brave.
"Xu, if you can get out of this prison one day, how will you face the people of the Wang family, how will you face him?" Su Jinshi's tone was indifferent, as if he was talking about a very ordinary thing.
"I will probably return to Wang's house, raise the child with peace of mind, and take care of Wang Youhan's mother." Xu Shi regained his composure and said softly.
"I can't guarantee that I will be emotional when I see him again, but after such an experience, I think I can only have a fate with him."
Xu Shi suddenly smiled faintly, with relief in his smile, "What about you?" ”
"I've been through everything with her, and it's not a shame to lose her." Su Jinshi's voice was faint, and she said, "Let it be." ”
Xu Shi looked at Su Jinshi's distracted appearance, and also sighed with some emotion, "I didn't expect these things that have been pressed in my heart for a long time to tell you, a stranger who has known you for a day." ”
"Maybe sometimes you can talk more to strangers, but you will be tied to familiar people."
After Su Jinshi finished speaking, she stopped talking, she looked at the cell door in a silent daze, and it was not until this moment that she really felt that she was living in this world, and this world was no longer the world she used to be.
The person she once loved and hated will never be seen again.
She suddenly thought of Nian Su, the woman who struggled in the dark world, and she didn't know if she was okay or not, and if Nian Qiang had trouble with her again.
If she is not by her side, will she be bullied by others? Especially that damn old man!