Chapter 127: Fear

She didn't feel that what she did had hurt Lian Xunqin much, and she didn't know how sad Lian Xunqin was when she didn't go past and missed her appointment.

Until now, she has never thought about the reason from herself, she just thinks that Lian Xunqin is too big of a fuss, but if she can see how sad Lian Xunqin sat alone in the box at the beginning, and how sad the atmosphere of the box was rendered by him, she would be able to know how much damage she had caused to Lian Xunqin.

If Lian Xunqin could see Ye Wei when he remembered the appointment, he put Xiaomei down alone and stopped a taxi to go on a date, because it was the peak of the crowd, the taxi was jammed on the road, she was afraid of being late, so she got off halfway and rushed towards 'Heller', sweating profusely, he would know that in Ye Wei's heart, he was also very important.

But now, they don't know anything, so they can only hurt each other.

"You, are you really angry and really don't care about me anymore?" Ye Wei choked up and stretched out her hand to touch Lian Xunqin's face, but when she was about to arrive, she paused again, afraid of being rejected again.

Lian Xunqin couldn't bear to look at Ye Wei's appearance, there was such an impulse called leaning his face over for her to touch, but his sanity was still there, so he just watched Ye Wei choke with cold eyes, burst into tears, and stopped his urge to reach out and respond.

"It's that you don't care enough about me. Yes, you will be jealous, you will be jealous, you will always feel that I belong to you alone, so when you see others have something wrong with me, you will also be dissatisfied. However, this is not enough, you always regard me as your appendage, in your heart, everyone is more important than me, my parents are more important than me, my friends are more important than me, even people you are not familiar with, you will be willing to believe him instead of me. ”

Lian Xunqin said indifferently, and his expression did not change much, but not only did he know it, but Ye Wei also knew how much grievance he felt in his heart and how uneasy he was. He was always afraid that he would be given up by Ye Wei if he was not careful, because Ye Wei's appearance did not seem to care at all.

He was afraid that when the time came, if something happened, she would give up on herself. Because, in her heart, there may be many things that are much more important than herself. If you compare it, you are probably not worth mentioning in her heart. And this is also something he has always been afraid of, but now when he encounters this incident, it completely explodes.

Ye Wei listened to Lian Xunqin's continuous dissatisfaction, but she was speechless. Yes, she admits that she regards her parents as more important than him, and sometimes, she does care more about her friends' feelings, because she thinks that Lian Xunqin is her own, and he will understand her, but she didn't expect that what she did would bring him so much uneasiness.

"I don't, I admit that I value my family more, but I don't value you less, I care about you as much as they care about them. It's just that I always thought you knew it, and I thought you understood me, but I didn't expect that I would make you insecure by doing this. ”

Ye Wei slowly walked towards Lian Xunqin, gently shook his hand, pressed it to his face, and said: "I have always felt that you are my dependence, so the first person I think of when I have something is you, but I don't want you to worry, so if some things will affect you, I will abandon you and choose someone else." However, that doesn't mean that I regard others as more important than you. ”

Rubbing his face against his hands, he closed his eyes and said, "How can you not believe me?" How can I feel that I don't value you? You know, in this world, apart from my family, I care about you the most, and your savings are as important as my family. ”

Sensing that Lian Xunqin did not resist his approach, he hugged Lian Xunqin at the waist, put his face against his chest, and said: "I don't care about your feelings, but I feel that I can be very willful with you, because you will tolerate my qiē, no matter how excessive I am, you will endure me, so I will be so reckless in you, but in others, I have never been like this, even at home, I have never been like this." ”

Lian Xunqin seemed to be moved, and when Ye Wei saw this, she hurriedly added another fire and said, "Isn't it, my wanton behavior has made you dissatisfied?" Does it make you feel like you don't care? Shall I not do this in the future? You don't want me. ”

After speaking, he buried his face in Lian Xunqin's arms, and after a while, Lian Xunqin felt that his clothes were slightly wet.

When Lian Xunqin listened to Ye Wei's explanation, he was stunned and couldn't react. Therefore, he let Ye Wei take his hand and rub it around, let her face bury in his chest, wet his clothes and did not react.

Just when Ye Wei wanted to leave, she was pulled into his arms by Lian Xunqin, she was a little shocked, did he react a little slower? Typical slow half-beat, yes.

Lian Xunqin raised Ye Wei's little face, wiped the tears on her face, and said, "I'm not saying that I'm a stingy person, it's just that when you do this three times or twice, I can't help but care." I can understand that you care about your family, and you ignore me because of your family, but it doesn't mean that I won't mind, it's just that I understand. ”

"When you often ignore me for your friends, my heart is not a taste, you know, I am very possessive, I hope, I can be the first in your heart, instead of not knowing where you are shelved, nothing to take out and miss, something to put aside."

"It's like today's incident, you said you, you will always forget the things I explained, didn't someone say it? If you care, I remember everything you say, and I remember what you say, but you don't take what I say to heart. ”

Ye Wei opened her mouth to say something, but Lian Xunqin's index finger was against Ye Wei's mouth and said, "Shhh, listen to me, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear to talk to you about this next time." ”

He hooked the corners of his mouth and said, "Don't say you take it to heart." Think for yourself, are there many things that you will remember. But why do you forget what I said so easily, and you have to be reminded to remember? ”

"You said you cared, isn't it too light? You ask yourself, do you remember what your parents said and told you? Is it that every date that Xiaomei told you, you can also go to the appointment on time? So, why do you forget about it when it comes to me? ”

"I've seen your phone, there are some things you are afraid of forgetting, you will make a note, you have remarked your parents, you have remarked Xiaomei, and Mai Zijie, but there is no mine in it. Is that what you mean you care? ”