In the middle of the night when no one was around, Sayaka walked in the dark corridor with his eyes blank, like a ghost wandering in the world, unable to find the breath of being a living person. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Quietly close the door and turn on the light, with his back to Kewpie standing on the table.

The room fell silent.

"You lied to me, it's different from what you said."

Eventually, Sayaka was the first to speak, her tone flat and indifferent, unable to hear any anger or sadness, or sadness to the extreme, and becoming nothing.

"I don't have any words to deceive you.,I asked you to become a 'magical girl' at the beginning.,I just omitted the actual form.。

"Why didn't you tell me this was going to happen?!"

"That's not because you didn't ask, I just chose not to say it, it's not a deception. And if you don't know, it won't make much of a difference in your life. Besides, you humans didn't know the existence of the soul from the beginning, it was just a combination of nerve cells, and there was only the center of the circulatory system. Therefore, if you can't sustain your life, even your consciousness will disappear, so in order to prevent that, I have materialized your soul into a form that you can hold in your hand and protect it, so that you can fight the witch as well as possible. ”

The name of a generation of myths in the MLM industry is really not blown, and Kewpie has already made up a complete set of lies to deal with it at this time, and there is no pressure to deceive an ignorant girl like Sayaka.

"It's really nosy, that kind of thing is superfluous."

Sure enough, Sayaka was still angry but had already believed what Kyupi said.

"You still underestimate the battle, if you are stabbed in the stomach by a gun, how much will the physical pain be stimulated?"

Kewpie gently placed his paw on Sayaka's "Soul Gem" to activate the ability.

Shayaka suddenly rolled on the ground in pain and screamed.

"That's the original pain, right? You were able to survive the battle with Kyoko until the end because your intense pain was sealed in the 'Soul Gem', and your consciousness and body were not directly linked, thanks to which you were able to survive that battle.

What a shameless words, it's clear that this is not the purpose of itself, and the only reason for doing this is to collect the negative emotions of pain and cooperate with "karma" to further pollute the "soul gem", and by the way, prevent the "magical girl" from dying due to an accident before transforming into a "witch". But it was distorted by him as a means mainly used to protect the combat power of the precious "magical girl". Would the Kewpies, who completely regard earthlings as breeding animals, be so kind to think about domestic animals? It's impossible to think about.

Can be an ignorant girl is easy to deceive, Sayaka just cried silently on the floor after listening to Cuppy's words, and never said anything radical, presumably he also forgave Cuppy's behavior, and could only lament the trick of fate.

"If you get used to it, you can completely block the pain, but then the body will become sluggish, so I don't recommend it."

The cunning Kyubi inadvertently seduced Sayaka and planted the seeds of destruction for her, as long as she dared to use it, the pollution rate of the "soul gem" would be accelerated exponentially, and the fall would be completed quickly.

Don't blame me Sayaka, it's really your presence that has become an obstacle to me.

Kewpie thought insidiously.

"Why? Why do we have to endure such a thing..."

Sayaka sobbed helplessly, as if complaining about herself, about Kewpie, about everything in heaven and earth.

"That's because you have a wish to achieve it no matter what, and if you lose everything for it, it's undoubtedly already happening."

Like the seductive devil in mythology, Cuppy's words made Sayaka babble.

For her, healing Kyosuke's hand was indeed worth giving up everything.

can't refute it, so who is to blame?

Besides, is it really worth everything?

Is it worth paying so much? Nothing to ask for?

It's true...... Is it worth it?

Sayaka didn't think about it, and she didn't want to think about it.

......

Early in the morning, see Takihara Junior High School.

"Stand up."

When the teacher enters the class, Madoka stands up as a class.

"You may be seated."

Sayaka didn't come? Madoka glanced worriedly at Sayaka's seat, not at all listening.

Yu on the side didn't notice Madoka's emotions, it looked as if he was asleep on the table, but if you pay close attention, you will find that cold sweat is constantly breaking out on his forehead. At this time, he was caught in a fierce confrontation with the defense mechanism of the law of cause and effect, and he had no time to be distracted by severe headaches.

Although Madoka is very concerned about Yu, there are so many things that have happened lately, it is too incredible, especially when Sayaka has a problem, which has pulled all her energy over and weakened her attention to Yu, so that until now she has not noticed Yu's abnormality. Perhaps, when she entered the world of "Magical Girl", she began to gradually and inadvertently alienate her former ordinary friends, not ruthless, but a manifestation of love, and didn't want the other party to be involved in danger, so she had to try her best to hide and distance herself, so she didn't let him get too close.

Of course, we can't say whether this idea is right or wrong. As Xunzi said, when everyone is doing the right thing and insisting that their ideas are correct, they are getting farther and farther away from happiness.

During the lunch break, Madoka and Xiao Meiyan leaned silently against the fence on the rooftop.

"Xiao Yanchan, did you already know about it?"

Madoka broke the silence and asked her own question. Yesterday, after she knocked down Sayaka's "Soul Gem", her frightened reaction, and her action of chasing after Sayaka to help Sayaka get back the "Soul Gem", all reflect her knowledge of all the truth.

"Hmm."

There is no deception, Xiao Meiyan admitted it openly, only the person in front of her, she will never deceive.

"Then why don't you tell us?"

Madoka's tone was a little resentful, if she knew, Sayaka would definitely not sign that contract, and such an unfortunate thing would not have happened.

"Even if I did, no one would have believed me so far."

The indifferent tone was mixed with indescribable sadness, I said it, I have reminded it in countless reincarnations, but you don't believe it at all, you are all deceived by Kyupi's harmless appearance.

"Why did Kewpie do such an excessive thing!"

So far, Madoka doesn't want to believe that the messenger of justice who gave the girl hope and confronted the "witch" would do such a thing, which is completely beyond her imagination.

"That guy doesn't know what it means to be excessive, it's a mistake to measure it by human values, the other party is standing on a higher position and looking down on us, for it, all human ideas are dispensable, as long as the goal is achieved. To put everything down to the cost of parity with the miracle, it will only say that. ”

"It's not proportionate at all, it's going to be turned into a body like that... Sayaka is just trying to heal someone she likes. ”

Madoka shouted excitedly, tears dripping to the ground, she would never approve of this kind of thing.

"But there is no doubt that it is a miracle, and it will take a lifetime for Miruki to take care of it and not recover, and that teenager will never have to play again one day. As for miracles, it's something that costs human lives and can't compensate for it, and it's that guy who peddles it everywhere. ”

Cold words, but people can't refute them, because that's what happened.

"Can Sayaka go back to what she used to be?"

Madoka asked without giving up.

"I've said it before, give up Sayaka Miki."

Violet eyes, looking at the girl in front of her who has been entangled with countless reincarnations with her calmly and calmly, to what extent should you be able to protect you and make you no longer sad.

"Don't! Obviously, there is nothing wrong with Sayaka at all, he just wants to cure the mood of the person he likes, and he just wants to protect the hearts of more people, which is not wrong at all, why do you have to suffer such unfair treatment! ”

"You are so gentle, gentle enough to show compassion and reach out to anyone less fortunate. However, you have no way to save her this time, and with this meaningless sympathy will only harm yourself, so throw away this reckless thought. ”

The words of consolation without tactfulness hit Madoka's heart deeply, and once the way of caring is used in the wrong form, it will only make the people you care about not understand, and even hate you.

Xiao Meiyan is right, and she only wants to care about Madoka, but her words can only hurt her.

"Xiao Yanchan, why are you always so cold..."

I don't know if it's a reproach or what, Madoka asked faintly.

"yes, it must be because I'm not human anymore... The reason for it. ”

Heart... It hurts, I'm sorry Madoka, I obviously didn't want you to cry.

......

"With such a body, how should I face Kyosuke!"

Lying on the bed, Sayaka looked worried, confused about the situation at the moment.

"Don't be so depressed about your situation, fool!"

Suddenly, Apricot's voice came into Sayaka's mind, and the style that was very different from the previous domineering style became a little gentle.

Sayaka was startled, immediately jumped out of bed, ran to the window in her pajamas and opened the curtains, just in time to see Kyoko holding a bag of apples, sitting under the window and eating.

"Show up a little, I have something to say."

While nibbling on an apple and communicating with her telepath, Sayaka hesitated for a moment and finally followed.

"Are you still regretting it? Regretting becoming such a body? I don't care anymore, no matter what, I can do whatever I want to get this power, and I have nothing to regret. ”

As she walks, Kyoko tries to enlighten Sayaka and speaks her mind.

"You're just doing it to yourself."

Sayaka opened her mouth to mock.

"yes, it's better to take it upon yourself. If you only live for yourself, everything is your own fault, you don't need to hate others, and you can't regret it, so if you think about it this way, you can bear most things. ”

The ridiculed apricot was not angry, but continued to enlighten calmly, it was really incredible to her, it would be so gentle, this is really rare!

Kicking open the door of an abandoned church, Kyoko enters first, and Sayaka hesitates and follows.

"Is there anything that brought me to this kind of place?"

Sayaka asked. The church is actually quite spacious, a large room that can accommodate 200 people, but unfortunately it has been abandoned for a long time and looks dilapidated. A few rays of sunlight shine through the colorful glass, and only a few mottled statues tell of the prosperity of the past.

"Shaoshao will be a bit long-winded, do you want to eat one?"

Kyoko asked softly as she threw a large, round red apple into Sayaka's hand.

Sayaka was silent for a moment, then threw the apple to the ground without saying a word.

"Evil..."

Kyoko's originally gentle face suddenly became sharp, and she rushed over and lifted Sayaka's collar up.

"Don't spoil things and kill you."

Angry, sharp eyes stared at Sayaka's eyes, and there was a feeling that his good intentions had been trampled on.

Finally remembering something, he hesitantly put her down, and under Sayaka's surprised gaze, he walked straight over, picked up the discarded apple, wiped it, and put it in the paper bag again.

"This was my father's church. He was an honest and very gentle man, a man who would have tears in his eyes and be seriously troubled every morning when he read the newspaper. Saving the new era requires a new faith, that is, Dad's opinion, so sometimes even things that are not in the doctrine will be preached to believers, of course, none of the believers come, and they are swept away by the headquarters, and no one wants to listen to Dad.

Of course, at first glance this is a suspicious religious belief, and no matter how correct and natural it is, the world scoffs at him. Our whole family has become very difficult to even eat and wear, and we can't agree with it, what my father said is not wrong, but it is different from what others say. Five minutes is fine, and if you listen well, everyone will know that what he says is the right thing.

However, no one paid any attention to him. Unwilling, unforgivable. No one can understand him, I can't stand it. That's why I asked Chupi to make everyone listen carefully to what my dad said. The next morning my father's church was filled with a flock of people, and every day the number of believers grew with terrible momentum. I'm officially joining the ranks of 'magical girls', and even if my father's speech is correct, I can't cure the 'witch', so it's my turn to appear, and I'm going to save the world with my dad from both sides of the surface.

But when Dad found out the reason and learned that a large number of believers were not condensed by faith but by magical power, Dad became furious. Scolding my daughter, I am a demagogic witch. It's ridiculous, I'm fighting a real 'witch' every night! Then my dad broke down, and in the end he was miserable, addicted to alcohol, had a brain problem, and finally forcibly committed suicide with his family. I was left alone.

My wish ruined my entire family.

If you don't consider the circumstances of others, you will only make everyone unhappy if you make a wish without permission. Then I made up my mind that I would never use magic for anyone else, and that I would use this power for myself alone.

Na, you know what? Miracles are never free, and prayers for hope spread the same amount of despair, and this is how the balance of the world is maintained. ”

Slowly, as if sweet, as if happy, as if painful, as if resolute, Apricot dug out the long-sealed unfortunate story from the depths of her mind, little by little, mixed with happiness and pain. Sayaka finally understood what Apricot's heart looked like, a very gentle person.

"Why are you telling me this?"

"It's good for you to do whatever you want again, and you can do your own thing!"

As if a little shy, Kyoko said her invitation and suggestion.

"Isn't that weird? You, who are only thinking about yourself, are you still worried about me? ”

Sayaka said awkwardly.

"Alas, you and I started with the same mistakes, and we should not continue this miserable way of living. You've already paid too much, so let's think about how to compensate yourself. ”

Apricot said encouragingly. It is precisely because of such similarities that I want to pull you out of the abyss of wrong pain, and I don't want you to sink into pain in the future.

"That's what it looks like."

"That's right, although I've seen it through, but you continue to make mistakes, which makes me unbearable."

"I have misunderstood you in many things, and I apologize to you. But I never regretted praying for others, and in order not to let this relationship become false, I decided not to regret it anymore, and I will continue to do so from now on..."

Sayaka said firmly, yes, I have the same beginning as you, but our ending is definitely different, and I will not follow your old path.

At this moment, Sayaka still has hope in her heart, and she still has a trace of fantasy about Kyosuke Uejo. This also determines that it is impossible for her to be impressed by Apricot now.

"Why are you..."

"As for me, I don't think it's too high, because this power should be able to create more beauty according to the usage. Also, how did you get these apples? What should I pay to the store? ”

Apricot looked at the apple in her hand in a panic.

"If I can't tell, then I won't be able to eat these apples, and I won't be happy to get them."

Sayaka smirked, then turned to leave.

"You idiot! We're 'magical girls', and there's no other like us. ”

Kyoko angrily shouted at Sayaka.

"I will continue to fight my way, and I will prove it to you that you have chosen the wrong path. If you think I'm getting in your way, go ahead and kill me. I won't hate you anymore and I won't throw in the towel again. ”

Sayaka said confidently, and then walked out of the church door firmly.

"Also, thank you for your concern. I... Really happy. ”

After saying that, he stepped out of the door, leaving behind an apricot who was originally angry and stunned.

"Really... Thank you very much. (To be continued.) )