==Chapter 8==

Xiao Nan heard the movement, turned his head to look, and saw that it was Da Nan walking in, and his eyes became extremely complicated in an instant.

Since the death of Yueji, Xiao Nan seems to have a temper with Da Nan, and she will use the meals that Da Nan brings back every day, but she never talks to Da Nan. When night fell, the eldest girl still slept in her own room, but the little one still slept on the couch of the moon hime, obviously twin sisters of the same mother, but like strangers.

Da Nan didn't go to see her, but set the meal on the low table.

She had been dancing all morning, and she was hungry at this time, although the food was not rich, but as long as she could fill her stomach. She didn't call Xiao Nan to eat, just like Xiao Nan didn't want to talk to her, and she didn't want to pay attention to her.

She doesn't want to delve into what Xiao Nan has for her, she doesn't care and doesn't want to care, so be it, with the estrangement in the previous life, the two are destined to be strangers in this life.

Da Nan picked up the bowl and slowly ate the meal that was not delicious.

This calm appearance pierced Xiao Nan's eyes red, making her look gradually excited. She jerked to the low table and waved the bowl containing the food to the ground with a 'pop' sound.

"Why don't you cry? Why don't you even look a little sad? You still have to eat? You are really as they say, a heartless person with a wolf's heart and a dog's lungs! ”

Needless to say, 'they' are naturally the servants who live in this courtyard.

Although Xiao Nan is frail, but as she grows up, her health is slowly getting better, and she will go out during the day, such as going to the door to bask in the sun or something, and it is not uncommon to hear any words from others.

Da Nan also knew that someone had said this about herself, she had been disobedient since she was a child, and Yueji reprimanded her, what should she be like after the training, and then the long-tongued servant ridiculed her for being heartless, not listening to adults, and even when someone sued, she took Yueji to say it. Yueji didn't listen to it, Da Nan didn't know, but she didn't expect her sister Xiao Nan to listen to it.

"Then what face do you want to see me, crying? Crying like you with snot and tears all over your face? ”

Da Nan looked at the little girl in front of her coldly, her face was full of grief and indignation, very angry, her originally white little face was a little distorted because of anger, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes. It doesn't look hideous, but it adds a little pitiful.

With the same face as her, Da Nan's eyes couldn't help but be in a trance, but then she remembered that this face was in front of her before she died in her previous life, looking fragile, innocent, pitiful, and helpless, but in fact, her inner heart was darker than anyone else.

A wave of anger permeated my heart for no reason.,This anger was not clear when he died in his previous life.,It's not clear to be alive because of the lack of substitution and the seriously ill Tsukihime.,But at this moment, it's so overwhelming.。

This is her sister, her good sister!

"Does crying work? How do I eat, could it be that you didn't eat the food I got back every day, and you fed it to the dogs?! I don't have a heart, a wolf's heart, a dog's lungs? Do you really not understand or pretend not to understand, can you listen to what those people outside say? Okay, why didn't you listen to it, but you listened to this sentence? ”

Da Nan stood up and stood opposite Xiao Nan, "Everyone has the right to say that, but you don't!" You have been in poor health since you were a child, I and A-Niang are close to you for everything, when I was a child, when I was outside to see other people's faces, you were coquettish in A-Niang's arms. After my mother was sick, you didn't even go out of the door, and you stuck to your mother every day. When I was struggling with what to eat and drink for our family of three today, you hid in the house and cried secretly. I was embarrassed and ridiculed outside, you are A-Niang's timid and frail little daughter. ”

At this, the big man smiled sarcastically, said no more, and turned back to his room.

The door slammed shut from the inside, and Xiao Nan stood in the middle of the room, her face frighteningly white.

What the big girl said, how could the little girl not understand?

I have been able to live in this courtyard for nearly ten years, and no one is simpler than the other.

In fact, the difficulty of the situation and the malice of life are understood by Xiaonan. She has been turning a deaf ear, but she doesn't want to be torn apart by her own sister in an almost cruel way after she has long forgotten about it.

Her memories involuntarily went back in time......

It was when she was very young, and A-Niang took Da Nan to Sile Pavilion, and she was really bored to stay alone in the house, so she cautiously stepped out of the door, wanting to go outside to have a look.

At that time, Xiao Nan was still ignorant, simple and cowardly. The sun outside was very good, and she was warm, but in a trance, she heard all kinds of whispers.

“…… This is the youngest daughter of Natsukihime's sick seedling......"

“…… I've never seen it before, and if it weren't for the dislike of the demeanor, I would have thought it was a big girl......"

"If you take a closer look, Da Nan is a little stronger than her......"

"That's true."

……

“…… It is said that in the early years, when Yueji was outside, all the little body she had saved was smashed on this sick seedling......"

“…… I said, "How can she have the money to pay for the high cost of the consultation......"

“…… Oh, you think that's enough. I still remember what an arrogant face she had after she gave birth, Aunt Han told her a few times, but she didn't disdain it, so Aunt Han was hindered by that relationship, and it was not easy to force her openly. Who would have thought that if she didn't survive for two years, she wouldn't be able to stabilize herself......"

“…… Don't say that, people are also for their daughters......"

"Heh, I don't look down on her, who in this courtyard looks down on whom? To put it bluntly......"

"It is said that someone asked her for it......"

"Let's not talk about dragging two oil bottles, can you let her go over there......"

……

Let's start together, Xiao Nan didn't understand what it meant. The more I listened to it, the more I gradually understood.

Everywhere there is malice, full of malice.

Sometimes A-Niang and her sister didn't come back in time, and she also tried to go to the kitchen to get food by herself, but she didn't go after going twice, preferring to be hungry and wait for A-Niang and her sister to come back.

The doctor said that she was more active and going out to bask in the sun more was good for her health, so A-Niang told her.

But she didn't want to go out, she really didn't want to go out, and in order to avoid going out, she pretended to be sick. Seeing that A-Niang and her sister were worried about her, she also felt guilty in her heart. Later, I gradually learned to pretend not to be so strict, and gradually Ah Niang didn't want to let her go out for a walk.

……

This is the biggest secret in Xiao Nan's heart.

She thought that others didn't know, but she didn't expect her sister to understand it a long time ago.

She was ashamed and ashamed and full of anger in her heart, since she already knew, why didn't she expose it, just watch her pretend to be cowardly, is it a monkey?

Xiao Nan didn't know that in fact, Da Nan didn't see this qiē, Da Nan was just a natural person who didn't let people, and felt that Xiao Nan was a little unreasonable, plus the new hatred and old hatred together, and he was angry and stabbed her.

But Xiao Nan didn't think so, she felt that Da Nan knew about this qiē, and the reason why she didn't poke it out before was to ridicule herself with this matter in the future.

She even couldn't help but hear in her head a lot of other people's talking about all kinds of words, those words became louder and louder in her head, and even made her gradually blur the bits and pieces of her sister who had protected her since she was a child, and all the good things for her. She even thinks that what others say is right, Da Nan is such a heartless person who only cares about himself and has a shameless face.

She thought of all the cold-blooded expressions of Da Nan after Ah Niang's death, and remembered that Ah Niang told Da Nan to protect herself before she died, but Da Nan ignored her behavior, and remembered the cold look she had at herself before......

After all, Xiao Nan was still young, and her ambition and experience were not enough, so all the qiē became like a sprinkler of anger.

“…… It's all because of you, if it weren't for your anger, A-Niang wouldn't have died at all......"

“…… You are a heartless person with no lungs and no liver, and you ignore A-Niang's last words. Don't worry, I don't need your protection from now on, and you are not my sister......"

The small door was suddenly opened, and the big girl stood inside and looked at the little girl coldly.

"You'd better remember what you said today!"

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Since that day, the two sisters have really been like each other.

Da Nan no longer helps Xiao Nan to go to the kitchen to get food, and only cares about going in and out by himself every day, as if there is no such person as Xiao Nan.

And Xiao Nan also stubbornly ignored Da Nan because of the anger in his heart.

Seeing this situation, the people in the courtyard were curious about why this was so, but the big man didn't say anything, the little one didn't say anything, and everyone didn't know what was going on. However, there was a problem between the two sisters, and everyone still knew about it.

Xiao Nan has naturally encountered difficulties, especially Da Nan has offended many people in the courtyard. Da Nan is a difficult person, others can't afford to mess with her, and when she sees Xiao Nan's same face, others naturally want to take her out of anger.

After a try, I saw that the two sisters were different, and I saw that the eldest girl turned a blind eye, and the bullying and difficulties in the open and secret naturally followed.

Xiao Nan didn't understand this, and when she was wronged, she only knew that she was secretly crying. Every time she has more grievances, she hates Da Nan even more, and the little regret and desire to reconcile that originally popped up in her heart naturally disappeared without a trace.

More than a month has passed in the blink of an eye, and the last seven days of Tsukihime are approaching.

At this time, there was no one in the Lingyuan who could still remember the moon hime, at most, when they saw the two sisters, the big and the little girl, they would recall the woman with a rough fate. But so what? This huge courtyard is full of miserable people, and no one can sympathize with anyone.

But Rou Ji still remembers that in addition to the difference in her relationship with Tsukihime, it is also because of Da Nan.

Da Nan secretly asked Rou Ji to help her bring in some incense candles and paper money, and when Rou Ji heard this, she thought about it and understood what was going on. After the death of Yuehime, the big girl and the little girl have never worshipped, and they can't even burn a piece of paper money. Nowadays, after the death of a person, he will return to the underworld after Qiqi, and the general family will pay homage on the last day of Qiqi.

Rou Ji is naturally very embarrassed, after all, their identities are limited, they are all slaves and maids of the Xiao family, and they are also in the mansion of the Xiao family. In this huge Xiao Mansion, unless someone above speaks or a direct master of the Xiao family does a funeral, who dares to find something to do such an obscure thing. Once you are caught, it will definitely not end well.

But when the big girl spoke, Rou Ji couldn't bear to refuse. This child grew up watching herself, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is regarded as your own child. The women in this courtyard have no heirs, and Rou Ji cares so much about Da Nan, which is also part of the reason.

Rou Ji agreed, and secretly gave her what Da Nan wanted the day before the end of the seventh day of the moon hime.

Although it is inconvenient to enter and exit the Lingyuan, Rou Ji grew up here, and naturally has some relationships and connections, so it is not difficult for her to get these things. This is also the reason why Yun Ji has always been arrogant and domineering in the Lingyuan, and has not bullied other servants, but she has never dared to dance in Rou Ji, even if Rou Ji is getting older now, she is not as beautiful as before.

The words of gratitude could not be spoken, so they could only be silently remembered in their hearts in order to repay them in the future.