23. Kiss kiss
I held a lantern and followed behind Yan Xiaoran. Although there were many people who came to play, there were not many lanterns, and I quickly found a vacant seat. It's just that when I really want to put it away, I hesitate a little, and I don't even know the reason for this.
Putting aside the distractions in my mind, I squatted down and put the lantern into the river, and when I was about to stand up, I looked up and saw Bai Qingyan on the other side of the river, who also came out to play.
Looking at each other, I suddenly got up and turned my head, and crashed into Yan Xiaoran's arms. "Take me away." I must not let my courtiers see me dressed like this, otherwise my more than ten years of women's and men's clothes will be completely ruined.
Although Yan Xiaoran didn't figure out what I was hiding, she still took me away from the river as she said.
I breathed a sigh of relief, and then said in hindsight: "It was you behind me just now?" ”
The corners of Yan Xiaoran's mouth twitched slightly: "I've always been behind you." "Never left.
I don't care: "You're already my queen anyway." ”
Next, we continued to shop and bought a lot of knick-knacks, but I had already done what I wanted to do the most, so I was less interested. When we were about to go back, my eyes were sharp, and I happened to see Bai Qingyan, Gu Chen and others coming over.
I turned around suddenly: "Gu Chen and Bai Qingyan are here, what should I do?" "There are no alleys on the side where you can hide people.
Yan Xiaoran suddenly stretched out her hand and clasped my arm tightly, pushing me to the wall in an instant. He enveloped me, propped his hands on the wall, and encircled me in his arms.
Yan Xiaoran: "Don't move. ”
I nodded stupidly, and quietly went to see if they were leaving, but found that Bai Qingyan was looking at Yan Xiaoran's back with a tentative gaze.
Then, before I could react, my chin was suddenly buckled by Yan Xiaoran, he lowered his eyes and looked at me, slowly evoking a smile, a bit like when the trick succeeded.
I looked at him in a daze, not that I wanted to see him, but at this moment I could only see him in my eyes, and I couldn't see anything else. He lowered his head and slowly approached me, a warm, soft thing pressed against my lips.
I blinked my eyes and licked it tentatively with my tongue, and there was a little sweet taste, mixed with Yan Xiaoran's unique taste. Yan Xiaoran held my face and began to toss and bite my lip. His eyes seemed to be covered with a thin veil, with a kind of haze, a little blurred.
"Hmm......" I tried to speak, but he took it all into his mouth.
"Close your eyes if you don't want to be discovered." He whispered a word and encircled me.
I quickly closed my eyes, I couldn't see anything, but the other senses were clearer. I could clearly feel his tongue trying to pry my teeth open, and I could feel his breath spraying on my face, so ambiguous. I can even hear the voices of the people around me.
After the kiss, I only felt that my legs were weak, my heart was beating non-stop, and my face was hot, as if I had been hit with two big ear scrapers.
After that, I was in a fugue state, my mind was blank, and I don't remember how I got back to the palace.
"Gu Shu, are you stupid?" He stretched out his hand and shook it in front of my eyes: "Didn't I just kiss you?" ”
I came back to my senses and stared at Yan Xiaoran: "You just ...... Why do you stick your tongue in my mouth? "At that time, I even thought his tongue was delicious.
Yan Xiaoran was also entangled, he frowned and said, "Then why don't I give you a kiss too, whatever you want to stick out your tongue?" ”
"Oh, not really." This kind of thing, whoever kisses whom, it's me who suffers, okay?
Then, that night, I had a dream, a nightmare that wasn't a spring dream.
I dreamed of the night when we were newlywed in the cave room, Yan Xiaoran kept kissing me, and I didn't push him away in the dream. He pressed on me, and then, like he had done in the market, he was gnawing on my lips, and halfway through the gnaw, he suddenly rolled over and pressed me against him.
He opened his mouth softly, the corners of his mouth still lingering on the saliva we had just exchanged, and the whole atmosphere was a little confused. "Your Majesty, the concubine is your kiss, whatever you want to stick out your tongue."
Without saying a word, I nibbled on his lips fiercely. His lips were so sweet and fragrant that I couldn't seem to kiss enough. Halfway through the kiss, he suddenly didn't let me kiss it, and I was anxious: "If you don't kiss, I will abolish you." ”
But he reached out and hooked my neck, and asked me with a low laugh, "Your Majesty, do you like me?" As long as you admit it, you will be allowed to kiss. ”
"Eun, I like you, I want to kiss."
Dreaming of this, I woke up suddenly, touched my head, it was full of sweat, and there was a sense of dryness and heat all over my body, and of course, there was a trace of regret, I hadn't kissed enough in the dream.
"Tut-tut, Gu Shu, Gu Shu, tell me honestly, what did you dream about, your mouth kept muttering, and you were still pouting." I turned my head suddenly, Yan Xiaoran was holding her head, looking at me with a playful expression: "Look at your dissatisfied, could it be that you have a spring dream and were interrupted by me." ”
He smiled sheepishly: "Say, you have to share good things with me." The red lip flap hooked up a just right arc, Xu is lips are a little dry, and he licked his lips with his tongue.
The scene from the dream came to mind again, and the corners of my mouth twitched, how could I like this slut? It's absolutely impossible! Hum!
"Share your big-headed ghost, sleep your sleep." Without saying a word, I just covered his head with the quilt. His face that has brought disaster to the country and the people, if I look at it again, I am afraid that I will be able to endure and realize the scene in my dream.
He lifted the quilt: "I said that I thought about it, and I was annoyed and angry?" If you like me, just say that you don't have to go to your dreams to care about me. Yan Xiaoran sighed with emotion: "Gu Shu, Gu Shu, you have finally grown up and know that you have a spring dream." ”
I suddenly remembered what had happened in my dream, and when I think about it now, it seems like it's still in front of me. Kissing each other, kissing each other, it's like we really love each other. It is said that I think about it day and night and dream at night, do I really like Yan Xiaoran, so I have such a dream?
Yan Xiaoran wrapped her arms around me through the quilt with a wicked smile: "Blushing? Gu Shu, did you dream that we were doing something shameful? ”
Me: ......Why did he affirm his face when he was obviously asking? It was as if I had dreamed of him, and there was a smug look in my words. Although, the person I dreamed of was indeed him.
"Even if I'm dreaming about something, how do you know that the person in my dream is you?" I'm not going to admit that it's him, and make him proud.
"Is there anyone else around you besides me?" Yan Xiaoran sneered.
I bit my lip: "Just because you don't have it around doesn't mean you don't have it in your heart." As soon as these words came out, Yan Xiaoran and I were stunned. He put away his smile and stared straight into my eyes, and I looked away from him.
Finally, I was annoyed by him, so I waved my hand to extinguish the candle, and then slammed the quilt on: "Don't discuss it, I want to sleep." "Hiding under the dark covers, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. His straight eyes, without the banter I am familiar with on weekdays, and without any warmth, made me panic for a moment.
I think I really like Yan Xiaoran.
The feeling for him is something I have never felt before, a little sour, a little astringent, and a little sweet. The sour is vinegar, the astringent is tea, and the sweet is honey. When all the flavors come out of the bottom of my heart together, it becomes love. Even for Bai Qingyan, I have never had such a complicated relationship.
In the dark, it seemed to be very suitable for memories, and all the memories from our encounter to the present day slowly appeared in my mind. From the amazement of the first encounter, to the gradual deepening of our understanding of each other. His specialness, his fantastical encounters, as long as he said it, I believed it.
He's ruthless, he's calculating, he's scheming, but he's never played any tricks on me, maybe he did, but I don't know.
In front of him, I don't need to disguise myself, I can be my original self unscrupulously. I relied on the security he gave me, and gradually it became a habit. So the last time he asked what I would do if he wasn't there, I realized that I had never thought about it.
Because he is my queen, he has always been by my side and has never left.
My father was never by my side, and the queen mother disguised me as a man in order to calculate my father, which can be regarded as abandoning me. My uncle left me because of the throne, Gu Chen left me because of his mother's concubine, and Bai Qingyan left me because of Gu Chen. People around me, who used to be relatives, brothers, and friends with me, have left me for various reasons.
But Yan Xiaoran didn't, he didn't leave me for anything.
"Gu Shu, do you want to suffocate yourself to death?" The quilt was lifted, and Yan Xiaoran exposed my head.
In the darkness, in the not-so-bright moonlight, I saw the sparkle in his eyes. His dark eyes were like the sky that had turned into night, with countless stars as far as the eye could see. "Yan Xiaoran, I'm ......" I bit my lip, but I didn't know how to say the next words.
I wanted him to know what I was thinking, but I was afraid that if I did, he would laugh at me, just like he had just done.
He snorted, "What the hell are you trying to say?" ”
"Actually...... Actually, the person I dreamed about just now is indeed you. I hurriedly added: "However, I definitely didn't do anything shameful to you in my dreams, so don't take it to heart." After saying that, I suddenly had a feeling of wanting to cover up.
"Oh...... You didn't do anything shameful to me. Yan Xiaoran stretched out the tail tone, still in a cheap tone.
"Uh-huh, so don't think about it anymore, hurry up and go back to sleep."
I decided, let's not sue him yet, I like him because he didn't say he likes me.