The next day, Mak found him on the fourth floor of the Butler Library, the same reading room he frequented.

"Hey, Xiao Jin!" Mai Qixian walked around behind Li Chujin lightly, and then stretched out his hand to slap him violently, but before he could touch Li Chujin, his wrist was grabbed by someone first, and the pain made him suddenly squeeze out a grimace.

"Let go, let go!" Mai Qixian shook his arm desperately, Li Chujin glanced back at him lightly, and finally let go of him.

"Why are you like this......" Mak Qixian pulled out the chair next to him and sat down, rubbing his wrist while saying aggrievedly, "I haven't seen you for so long, have you welcomed me like this?" ”

"Who said I welcomed you?" Li Chu said without being salty.

Mak Qixian rubbed back and forth beside him, lowered his head and looked at him, "Aren't you welcome me?" But I just saw you laugh! You actually miss me, don't you? You're not used to nagging without me, are you? Isn't there a little loss in your heart? Do you feel that something is missing, and the whole person is not happy? Can't do anything to get the energy up? Can't sleep well, can't eat well, and even the things you used to love to do are not attractive? ”

"Are you talking in your sleep?" Li Chujin moved the chair to the side, lowered his eyes and said calmly: "If you suffer from paranoia, it is better to go for treatment as soon as possible." ”

Mai Qixian's aggrieved expression became more obvious when he heard him say this, the chair didn't move his own body but leaned over, holding one of Li Chujin's arms on his chest and rubbing it, with a miserable and miserable appearance: "Xiao Jin, I'm not delusional, at least I've been like this since New Year's Eve until now, everything I just said is my true situation, don't you have it?" Even if you don't, you can feel sorry for me, right? Feel distressed! ”

“……”

Li Chujin exhaled deeply, his tone still couldn't hear half of the warmth, but his arm didn't mean to pull back: "If you don't sit down well, I'm going to beat someone." ”

"Okay, I'll sit down! Don't hit me, my body is relatively weak in the past two days and can't withstand the beating. Mak Qixian let go of him and whispered on the table.

Li Chujin's pupils shrank suddenly, and he asked lightly, "Is your body weak?" ”

"That's right, I don't know what's going on with the peach blossoms lately, it's very prosperous all of a sudden, it is estimated that you have the attribute of restraining the peach blossoms, and I can't make an appointment with others when I stay with you. But this time, you see that the two of us haven't seen each other for more than 20 days, and the people who come to ask me out are endless! Buddies can't refuse...... Eh--don't go! ”

Before Mai Qixian finished speaking, Li Chujin had already begun to pack his things, or more precisely, he didn't clean up at all, but just stacked all the books and laptops on the table together and hugged them in his arms, picked up the schoolbag on his toes, and walked outside the reading room with his arms, and Mak Qixian hurriedly followed.

"Hey, why are you leaving?" Mai Qixian blocked Li Chujin's way and asked shyly.

Li Chujin glared at him menacingly: "Get out of the way." ”

"I won't let it! If you don't make it clear, I won't let me! Mai Qixian crossed his hands on his hips, "Xiao Jin, are you jealous?" You're not happy to hear that I'm asking someone else, aren't you? ”

"Self-inflicted. Get out of the way. Li Chujin took another step forward.

But Mak Qixian didn't give an inch this time.

"You care about me. No, you can't stop caring about me. I want to ask you now, what do you really care about me going to? ”

"Do you think it's funny to talk to yourself like that?" Li Chujin glared at him coldly.

Mak Qixian shrugged his shoulders and smiled: "Whether or not I talk to myself is what I want to verify next." Xiao Jin, do you know that I make you feel uncomfortable when I sleep with someone else, so have you ever thought about how I felt when you kicked me out of the house in order to meet your ex? ”

"It doesn't matter to me how you feel, I don't care and don't care." After Li Chujin finished saying these two sentences, he suddenly smiled coldly: "You shouldn't have asked someone else to take revenge on me, that's really boring." ”

Mak Qixian was stunned after hearing this: "How is it possible." ”

"Then you really want to make an appointment?" Li Chujin clenched his fists.

"How could it be ......" Mak Qixian looked at him fixedly, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Xiao Jin, I lied to you just now, how could I go to ask someone else." How could I possibly want to be with anyone but you when I liked you. ”

Li Chujin's expression paused slightly, and after a few seconds he said, "Boring." ”

"Isn't it just boring, who is not bored, who has nothing to do to make such a joke." Mai Qixian's expression suddenly became serious, and he put away his heartless smile, and his whole person suddenly looked a little melancholy.

"Xiao Jin, in fact, before I came today, I had already decided to continue chasing you as if nothing had happened, but after seeing you, I found that I couldn't do it."

Mai Qixian lowered his head as he spoke, but because of his height, even with his head down, Li Chujin could roughly see the expression on his face.

It's a sad expression.

"I don't care what you do to me, and I can continue to pursue you with a dead face. But if you're sick of me from the bottom of your heart, the more I pursue me, the more you'll hate me. Mak Qixian's voice became unusually calm, without the usual frizzy and exaggerated ingredients, which made people feel like their hearts were clenched inexplicably.

"Xiao Jin, I'm actually really scared that you'll hate me."

Now the distance between Mak Qixian and Li Chujin is very close, and suddenly Mak Qixian raised his arm and put it on Li Chujin's shoulder.

Li Chujin saw that he had a clear tendency to do this action and wanted to hold himself at first, but for some reason he changed his mind in an instant.

"I know that what I've been doing is not a matter of likability, and I've been telling myself that the result is the most important thing and that I don't care about the details and the process, but this is actually self-defeating. You know, if the process is wrong, how can the desired result happen the way you want. Like all I do now is make you hate me more, how can you end up liking me. ”

Mak Qixian gently took his hand away from Li Chujin and took two steps back, pulling the distance between the two people.

"What the hell do you mean?" Li Chujin finally couldn't help but ask in a cold voice, "Are you trying to say that you don't plan to chase me anymore?" ”

"Do you want me to keep chasing you?" Mak Qixian looked at him a little sadly and asked.

Li Chujin subconsciously gritted his teeth for some reason, and was silent for a few seconds before replying: "Of course I don't want to." ”

"Okay, then I won't chase it." Mak Qixian said dryly, and a wry smile appeared on his face after speaking.

"Xiao Jin, I will respect your wishes in everything I do in the future. If you want to find someone to make an appointment, call me, and I'll be on call; If you change your mind and don't want to make an appointment, sue me, and I will flash immediately; You don't want me to hang around in front of you all day, I'll disappear; You don't want to develop a relationship with me, you don't even want to try, and I won't force it anymore. Anyway, until I can let go of you completely and have no feelings for you, I'll do it. ”

After Mai Qixian finished speaking, he stopped and quietly watched Li Chujin's reaction, his heart was actually trembling nervously, but it didn't show it at all on the surface.

It was like a gamble for him.

If he wins, then this is probably the best he has ever used in his life; But if he loses the bet, then he is tantamount to giving himself no way back.

The words are dead, and there is no room for repentance.

Li Chujin's lips were also pursed into a line, and he could see that his heart was also entangled.

After a long time, he finally raised his head and looked at Mak Qixian with an inexplicable calm look, no longer in a cold tone, but asked a little seriously: "If you are given time, can you really let go of your feelings for me and harass others?" ”

“…… Harassment. Mak Qixian chuckled twice and nodded: "Yes, life has to go on as usual, I'm not the type to hang myself from a tree." ”

Li Chujin nodded when he heard this, and then there was a depressing silence.

In the end, it was Mai Qixian who couldn't hold his breath first, and when he saw that Li Chujin stopped talking, he asked again: "Xiao Jin, then do you agree with what I just said?" ”

Li Chujin looked at him, didn't say yes or no, but finally said lightly after being quiet for more than ten seconds: "Feel free to do so." ”

Mak Kai-yin's heart sank to the bottom all of a sudden.

In the end, the bet was lost.

Once again, he felt like a clumsy clown again, trying his best to make people laugh, only to be ridiculed.

The saying that the heart is cold and cold is really very apt......

"Where are you going?" Li Chujin couldn't help but ask when he saw Mai Qixian silently turn around to leave.

"It's fine anywhere, as long as you can't see you." Mak Qixian waved his hand with his back to him.

"Are you annoyed with me now?"

"No, it's not."

Mak Qixian's voice was a little hoarse, and after a while, he said the next sentence: "Xiao Jin, if I continue to look at you now, I will definitely cry." ”

“…… Mak Kai-yin, do you think this will make me feel guilty about you, no way. ”

"Are you even going to interfere with my love now?" Mai Qixian suddenly turned his head, and Li Chujin couldn't help but be stunned.

His eyes were really red......

"Xiao Jin, I probably really like someone I shouldn't like."

After Mak Qixian said this, he suddenly bit his lip, maybe he wanted to say something more, but in the end he didn't speak, and after turning around, he didn't turn around and left.

"It would have been better to do it sooner."

Li Chujin looked at the direction he left for a long time until his back disappeared, and then said this, wanting to give himself a sense of relief.

But in fact, he didn't feel such a relief in his heart, but it was like someone had pressed a big stone, so that he had to slowly lean against the wall to fight the heaviness.

"Isn't it all clear, so why not ...... it from the beginning?"

He lowered his head and said Fang Cai's words again in a suppressed manner.

"It would have been better if we had done it earlier."