"Because I'm thinking, I haven't been by you yet, and I must not be given by others."

Yan Xiaoran suddenly stopped the movement in her hand and looked at me with burning eyes. I was silent, I originally wanted to ease the atmosphere, why does it seem to be getting more and more ambiguous?

He clenched the small porcelain bottle in his hand and pressed me under him: "Gu Shu, you say it again." ”

I swallowed, and my heart pounded like it was going to jump out. His breath was so close, strong and domineering enveloping me in it. "Don't say it, don't say the good thing a second time."

Yan Xiaoran suddenly laughed leisurely: "Oh, but I already heard it." Gu Shu, Gu Shu, I didn't expect that I would treat you as a friend, but you would like me. ”

Friend? I pursed my lips, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and I was glad that I didn't say I liked him before.

He looked at me, his dark and shining eyes, so deep. "But Gu Shu, you said the opposite, it should be me on you." As he spoke, he leaned over and kissed me on the lips with a very gentle motion. I was bound by him in his strong embrace, and a thousand words were drowned in this kiss by him. The tip of his warm, flexible tongue gently skimmed over a row of my teeth. The lips and teeth intersect, as if the hearts are also connected.

I couldn't help but wrap my arms around his neck, and I couldn't help but want to go on a skin-to-skin blind date with him, just when I was a little confused. Yan Xiaoran suddenly turned over, and let me press on his body, looking like he was picking.

I have a flash in my head, how do I feel that this scene is a little familiar?

"Gu Shu, now give you a chance to me." Yan Xiaoran clasped my waist, and I pressed against his chest, and his powerful heartbeat sounded in my ears.

Not...... Don't miss this opportunity! I leaned over and licked his lips gently following his movements. Suddenly a cluster of fire burst out of his eyes, burning as if it were about to burn me. I found a very interesting thing, as soon as I licked his lips, he seemed to be very uncomfortable, and his face was aggrieved.

"Gu Shu, do you know you're stirring up the fire?" Yan Xiaoran's forehead was bruised, and she couldn't wait to eat me.

With our faces against each other, the tip of our nose against the tip of our nose, I stuck out my tongue and licked his lips again, and asked innocently, "Is this called a fire?" ”

He rolled over and pressed me down again, just about to kiss me.

Me: "Ah......hh Ahh......h ”

Yan Xiaoran: "......" He angrily pulled the quilt and wrapped it around me: "Let you go today." ”

In the winter, Yan Xiaoran and I both dived, but I contracted the wind cold, and Yan Xiaoran acted like no one, which made me very unhappy. Fortunately, my body is good, and I will be fine after drinking a few patches of medicine. During this time, I always wanted to find a chance to talk to my mother.

Even if she did that to me, she would still be my mother.

Yan Xiaoran was dismissive of my thoughts, he thought I was being hypocritical: "If it weren't for the old woman being your mother, I would never let her go." ”

Me: "......" what old woman? My queen mother is not yet a year of confusion, how can she become an old woman.

Yan Xiaoran didn't say anything more: "If you really want to go, go and come with me." "His appearance is obviously not worried that I will face the queen mother again.

I didn't really want him to go: "What are you going to do, my mother doesn't like you very much." ”

Yan Xiaoran sneered: "I didn't let her like it." He looked at me: "Do you think that after all the trouble a few days ago, your mother will not understand?" ”

What did the queen mother understand? When Yan Xiaoran and I came face to face with my queen mother, I knew what my queen mother understood.

"The mourning family has always regretted letting the emperor marry the princess of Dayan, but they never thought that I could have a false emperor in Nanling, and Dayan could also have a fake phoenix." The queen mother's eyes looked at Yan Xiaoran fiercely, obviously very dissatisfied with him.

We sat down around a small table in the queen mother's Kunning Palace. Yan Xiaoran is neither humble nor arrogant, and has no usual disguise at all: "Facts have proved that the current Queen Mother is glad that I am a fake phoenix?" ”

The queen mother snorted lightly and turned her eyes to look at me: "Emperor, when did you know?" When she looked at me, her expression softened and she was slightly apologetic.

"The Queen Mother is asking me, when did I know that my queen was a man, or when did I know that I was a woman?"

"Both."

I pursed my lips and looked around to prevent the wall from having ears.

The queen mother chuckled: "Don't worry, the emperor is full of mourning people here." ”

I told the truth: "After Yan Xiaoran got married, I knew that he was a man. As for myself, it was probably after seeing the body of the palace maid for the first time. ”

The corners of the queen's mouth twitched slightly, and Yan Xiaoran turned her head and looked at me with a smile.

In fact, at that time, we were all young, and even the defense of men and women was only a lip service. At that time, I don't remember what happened to me, I was left by my master to punish and copied, and I stayed in the school until late. At that time, everyone left, and only Bai Qingyan stayed with me.

He copied more than half of it for me, and after I copied a small half of it myself, I finally finished it. By the time I left, it was already dark. As a result, the weather was not beautiful, and suddenly it rained, and we hurriedly found a palace to shelter from the rain.

I don't know which concubine's dormitory it is, but in short, looking at the dress, it's a bit plain. Intrigued, I explored the palace with him. At that time, it was night, and the palace people were estimated to be asleep, and the whole palace was dark, except for one room that was lit.

I looked through the crack in the door, and only then did I know that there was a little palace maid secretly taking a bath, and Bai Qingyan, who was with me, also saw it, and his face suddenly turned red. The structure of the little palace maid's body is exactly the same as mine, and I vaguely know something. After I went back, I also deliberately looked for books to read, and I was even more sure that I was a woman.

After I found out, I almost couldn't hold back to question my mother, but in the end I endured it. I want to see what the queen mother is going to do. Now it seems that I finally got it.

"Emperor, I couldn't live with you in the mourning family before." She looked at me: "At that time, the mourning family only thought that they couldn't let you fall in love with a woman, so it was a bit of a mistake. ”

I don't know why, when I heard the mother's apology, I suddenly felt a little wronged, maybe this is also a kind of hypocrisy?

"When the mourning family married your father, he was only fifteen years old. At that time, we were all young, and even though there were quarrels and complaints, there was happiness. The mourning family has been infertile for many years, and the courtiers asked him to accept concubines, and he symbolically accepted a few concubines, but he still has the same attitude towards the mourning family. But it wasn't until he brought Concubine Yang Shu back to the palace that the mourning family knew that his kindness to the mourning family was just good, not love. What he does to Yang Shufei is love. He spoiled her, sometimes not even in the morning court, just to accompany her. The mourning family was jealous and quarreled with him, but he got closer and closer to her. ”

I listened quietly, this was the first time I had heard the queen mother talk about her past. For the first time, the proud queen mother told me about her failures.

After the death of the mourning father, the elder brother inherited his father's Yiqiē, and he was very ruthless, and soon subdued more than half of the courtiers in the court. When the mourning family was twenty-one years old, she was pregnant, and at that time her brother was already in power. Who knows, Concubine Yang Shufei is also pregnant. You can guess what happened after that, hehe......" The queen mother laughed softly, as if mocking: "Actually, the mourning family regrets that they pretended to be a boy." But if you do it again, the mourning family will still do it, because if you were a girl at that time, the person who dies now is the mourning family. ”

"It's good that the Queen Mother did this, otherwise I would have really married a man." Yan Xiaoran said, and the words changed: "But now, you and Your Majesty are still in a dilemma, and Uncle Guo is in charge of Nanling, and he is ready to move." ”

Who knows, but the queen mother smiled: "He didn't dare to rebel yet." ”

I wondered why the queen mother was so sure, and the queen mother said: "Although the military power in my father's hands was handed over to my brother, there are still a batch in my hands. The secret guard in the hands of your father is also in my hands. ”

"How can it be in the hands of the queen mother?" The Nanling royal family has always had a group of loyal secret guards to protect the safety of the royal people behind the scenes. When I came here, my father didn't hand over the secret guards to me, I thought that these secret guards were handed over to Gu Chen by my father, but I didn't expect them to be in the hands of the queen mother.

"Emperor, your father is not stupid, he knows that the secret guard gave Gu Chen, that is, to give him a boost, and it will not have any impact on your uncle, but it will be different if you give it to you. When he handed over the secret guard to the mourning family, the mourning family promised him that you would be a real ruling emperor. ”

Me: "......"

"Why did the Queen Mother agree?" Yan Xiaoran felt strange: "Let your daughter deal with her brother? ”

"Because I love him, because that was the last time he begged me." Love is indeed an elusive word.

I now understand that the reason why my uncle has not rebelled is not because he doesn't want to, but because he cares about the part of the hidden military power in the hands of the queen mother. He didn't know how much the queen mother had in her hands, so he could only stand still now.

The queen mother reached out and took my hand, and put a piece of blue-black in my hand: "Emperor, now the mourning family will hand over half of your grandfather's troops to you, as well as your father's secret guards." Success or defeat, no matter what the final result is, the mourning family will accompany you in advance and retreat. If you succeed in the end, leave your uncle's family alive. ”

I suddenly felt that the tiger talisman in my hand was so heavy, as if the whole country was pressed on my hand. I withdrew my hand, held the tiger talisman in my hand tightly, and asked, "Why didn't the queen mother give it to me at the beginning?" ”

The queen mother glanced at me and Yan Xiaoran, tilted her head and thought for a while: "Maybe it's because the mourning family married you a good queen?" ”

Me: "......" Actually, I know, because I didn't want the throne before, and the queen mother didn't know the consequences after handing it over to me.