It's just that the parting more than ten years ago made her haunted by the past, and she never really let down her guard and get along with Yeluxian.

And those nostalgia for the past gradually blinded her heart unconsciously. Let her always be immersed in the pure and sincere feelings for the past. Unwilling to accept and see the good of others.

Even for so many years, she has always felt that she loves Yang Ningyu. She felt that she could no longer hold anyone in her heart.

However, Yeluxian has actually gradually dissolved into her heart and into her life.

It was something she didn't want to happen, but it happened.

But for this feeling, she really found out too late. When it's too late, she doesn't have a chance to cherish it, and it's almost over.

What's more, now Ye Luxian killed her former beloved, Yang Ningyu. How could she fall in love with him?

She didn't allow such a thing to happen. She once swore in front of Yang Ningyu's corpse that she would avenge him with her own hands.

Such ambivalence made her heart tremble. She felt so tired that she didn't want to face this qiē at all.

"Your Majesty, the concubine is tired, and the concubine wants to rest earlier!" Yan'er looked at Yeluxian with an apologetic look and said.

"Okay, I'll be with you, you can sleep with confidence!" After speaking, Yeluxian supported Yan'er and slowly walked back to the imperial tent.

After returning to the imperial tent, Yan'er slept with her clothes. She's really tired, so much has happened in the past few days, she needs to rest, she needs to think about what to do next. The outside world is too chaotic. So she can only choose to sleep. Seek the answers you want in your slumber.

Ye Luxian looked at Yan'er, who was gradually sleeping, and couldn't help but feel a trace of distress in his heart. She should have been the most carefree girl in the world. But I was too obsessed with this relationship and wanted to get this woman, so I used some extraordinary means. But it was this extraordinary means that made him stab her deeply. even made her hate him for so many years.

If at the beginning, he just watched her from afar, and never thought about getting her. Maybe she is still the innocent girl she was at the beginning, living a happy life with her husband.

The love between people should not have so many impurities. Love someone. Isn't it just that you want a person to live well? Why are there so many requirements and **. Even for the sake of that **. Do whatever it takes to hurt the people you love. Is this the essence of love?

No, it is by no means. He loved her right. But his mistake is that in order to achieve his goal, he wants to get it at any cost. Go to possession. So. He was wrong from the start. And one mistake for so many years.

In fact, now he very much wants to make up for her and make up for the pain he has brought her over the years. But God really didn't give him much time. Even he had only three days left in his life. What is three days enough? In addition to eating and eating together. Sleep, sleep, watch the sunrise and sunset, what else can you do? Maybe you won't be able to do anything!

He hoped that God could give him a little more time, so that he could make up for her well, be kind to her, and be a little better. Although he knew that those repairs were useless, and they couldn't even heal the slightest scar in her heart. But at least it can make him feel better, so that he will not leave this world with regrets.

But God had given him so many years to make amends, and he never felt that he had done something wrong. It wasn't until now that he knew that he was about to die that he suddenly realized that the biggest mistake was himself. Yiqiē's misfortune is also because of himself.

It's probably that he can't even stand it anymore, so he wants to take back the gift he gave and let him leave this world as much as possible.

But if there is an afterlife, if he can still meet her, he will definitely not dominate her again. He would rather look at her from afar, watch her happiness, watch her joys and sorrows, watch her get married, watch her give birth, and watch her grow old.

To love someone, you really don't really need to be possessive.

Ye Luxian gently held Yan'er's hand, and tears began to flow down immediately.

It is said that the man is tired and doesn't flick, but he hasn't reached the sad place. Thinking of him, he is a seven-foot man, even when his parents were killed in front of him when he was 4 years old, he never shed half a tear. But at this moment, in front of this woman, he can no longer control his feelings.

He was like a lost child.

I don't know if there will be him in her dreams.

I don't know if he was smiling or crying in her dreams.

Either way, as long as she could dream of him, maybe it would be good. At least it means that she still has him in her heart, even if it's just a little bit.

That's right, loving someone to the end will always be humble. He is the emperor of the Great Liao Kingdom, he wants the wind and the rain, but he still can't get this woman's heart. This is his sorrow and the biggest regret of his life.

Crying and crying, he was also tired. So he slowly lay down beside Yan'er and fell asleep peacefully.

That night, he slept very deeply. Because he knew that this would probably be the last few days he would have stayed in this world. Now that the results are known, I'm afraid there is nothing to worry about. Anyway, no matter what, he only has a few days to live. Instead of worrying, it is better to spend the past few days frankly.

And Yan'er this night slept extremely unsteadily. She dreamed of the dead Yang Ningyu in her dream.

Yang Ningyu walked towards her slowly in her dream, and then tightly guarded her. He whispered to her: "Yan'er, you have to live well, and you have to take our children to live well!" I will watch you in another world and watch you live happily! ”

After speaking, Yang Ningyu disappeared.

That sudden sadness made Yan'er wake up all of a sudden. She looked at the qiē in front of her in despair, and suddenly cried silently. She was unwilling to accept and believed that Yang Ningyu's death was really a fact. She always felt that he was still in this world, and he was still watching her from some corner, guarding her.

It's as if he's never left.

Outside, the sky was getting brighter. The sun has risen.

She slowly got up, put on her cloak, and walked out of the imperial tent.

"Queen Mother!" The soldiers guarding the imperial tent didn't expect Yan'er to get up so early, and they were a little surprised, but they still saluted Yan'er very politely.

Yan'er flicked her sleeves and signaled that they didn't need to be polite.

Then she looked up at the rising sun, and the sun shone on her face, and she suddenly felt very warm.

Yes, even the sun has risen, what else can't get by?

It's true that Yang Ningyu is dead, but he still has to live this day. If she collapsed, what would happen to her two children? (To be continued.) )