When I woke up, I never felt so good. Until now, I still think about Dole, there are no wonders in the world, whether it's true or not, anyway, I feel really happy and happy this time. This refusal makes people so happy, hahaha...... It's really covering your mouth and stealing fun.

As soon as I got up, I couldn't wait to turn on the computer, click on the website, enter my name, and sure enough, there was one more message in the message, which was a new time, place and mobile phone number. It's about three days later, so I'd like to have it earlier.

After washing and washing, I went out to work.

Along the way, the smog sky is much bluer, and the crowded subway is not so annoying. Walking into the unit, although it is still the same as before, lifeless, but the heart is still so sweet......

Sit in a corner, turn on the computer, make a cup of tea, and wait for it to come alive. The other four colleagues also made tea, held the tea, sat and stood and began to chat. The topics of conversation, the price of vegetables, the children's husbands and wives, the seven aunts and eight aunts, and the supermarket opposite yesterday had a promotion, everything.

"My son scored 98 points in the English test this time, and he came back and said that only one of his classmates scored 100 points, and two of them scored 99 points. I said him, so why don't you take the 50 points? ”

"Oops, it's two points, that's good. I can score 100 points every time, and if my little one can get such a good score, I can wake up in the middle of the night with a smile. ”

"My son can finally graduate from college this year, and his grades were very bad before, but I didn't expect it to get better and better......"

"Hey, Xiao Zhang, how are your daughter's grades?" Suddenly, I stole in the corner and came back to my senses.

I don't have time to echo these words: "Just pass." Although I am almost 40 years old, where the average age here has reached 45 or 6 years old, I can only be regarded as "Xiao Zhang", and after the age of 48, those who are about to retire will be followed by a "teacher". If I stay up for another seven or eight years, I will be called "Teacher Zhang".

"You're suffering, and your husband is finally back. Working in the field for such a long time, knowing that you are so hard, must be very good to you. My daughter is a little padded jacket, and she is not distressed! ”

I smiled and casually responded, "yes." ”

Yes, until now, no one in the unit has known that I am divorced. I didn't want my colleagues to know, or even the people in the community, and I told my neighbors that my predecessor had been sent to work in another place and came back once a month. I used to come back once a year, but now I come back once a month, and others believe it, even if I doubt it, what if I don't let go.

Why do it? Because the world is terrible. In case there is a contradiction or something, just point at my nose and "no wonder your husband is divorced from you......", I am immediately at a disadvantage. Good woman, why don't men ......

Even Lele School didn't know, because Lele's grades were not very good, and the teacher originally classified the mistake as the separation of husband and wife, and now it is not the reason for divorce.

Why I haven't divorced for more than a year is because I'm afraid of this, I'm afraid that I will become an abandoned woman in other people's mouths, and Lele will become a child that my father doesn't want. A sentence without a father's education will put a lot of pressure on the child. And this wolf-hearted dog doesn't think about it, just cares about his own unburdened life and lives easily.

All kinds of eggs are picky bones, all kinds of tossing and tantrums, and a few things are broken. For the sake of my family and my children, I endured it, and after a year, I couldn't leave, and finally moved my fists at me and my daughter. When he hit me for the first time, he smiled and said, "It's okay to get a divorce." ”

When my mother found out on the phone, she advised me not to leave and to come over for mediation. He promised not to do it again, but then he did it to his daughter, as if he had deliberately called me.

He is the father of the child, I endured it a few times, and yesterday I hit my daughter again for a trivial thing to show me, I finally couldn't help it, dogs and cats know to protect cubs, am I not as good as cats and dogs?

Rushed over in spite of a qiē, and as a result, fainted......

The first thing I said when I woke up was "I want a divorce".

He readily agreed, and said very quickly, "This house belongs to you, if you want the child to go with you, I can take it away, you are so convenient to marry."

My heart is really dead, I understand everything, and I no longer lie to myself: "If your daughter is yours, how will you receive it?" ”

"Take it back to your hometown." He replied.

Although Lele was brought up by my parents, I always took it at night. Anyone with children knows that you need to wake up late at night. I am reluctant to let my baby daughter go to the countryside, knowing that there are multiple children, others have more concerns, but I just can't bear it.

And he, willing, all willing...... Send it back to your hometown...... How can such a person go out without being hit by a car and die?

Forget it, just as if he saved the world in his previous life, I will be unlucky to pay him back in this life. Anyway, it's over, everything that should be returned has been returned, it's best not to see it in this life, and don't run into it in the next life.

Then the colleague continued to chat, until the courier sent a few bags of things in.

One of the packets was mine, and when I opened it, I took out the slips and started typing them into the Kingdee system on my computer.

There are about 50 or so pieces a day, and at most 70 or 80 sheets, all of which are the import and export lists of supply cooperatives at all levels. If you enter it quickly, it will be over in two hours. But I don't want to be so fast, otherwise I would have to sit stupidly or talk to my colleagues about these parents for so long, so long.

I was afraid that these colleagues, who had nothing to do all day, would detect something from my words, and then ask me about it, and accidentally leaked my divorce. So I worked slowly and carefully, so I typed it slowly one by one, and checked it again after typing.

Year after year, that's what I do. The nature of the work sounds quite lofty, and the financial staff is not even a cashier, barely counting statistics, but actually an input list. The financial knowledge I learned many years ago has long been forgotten, and I have left an accounting certificate.

Although the salary is low, 3,000 yuan is almost the minimum wage in this big city, but the work here is idle. The reason why I don't look too old may be that I don't work hard at work, and I have no pressure in my life except for paying off the money I borrowed from the house. And the borrowed money is borrowed by relatives, and there is no big problem in paying more and less every month. Most of the colleagues also seem to be relatively young, and someone has already typed it and started chatting again. This time we talked about clothes and plans to travel.

I look too young...... I couldn't help but feel happy in my heart again, and my mood and the fingers that tapped the numbers on the keyboard became more and more light. For me, who has not yet come out of the shadow of divorce, I really need some hope in life, even a little bit.