45. To have a word
After a pause, he turned around and was about to walk back.
Yuan Ziqing hurriedly took a few steps to catch up, "Meibian, wait a minute." β
But he just didn't hear it, and kept walking forward. Yuan Ziqing had to follow behind. He has always been cautious in etiquette, and he is not slow in what he does, and I am afraid that he has never had such a moment of urgency.
However, at this moment, he didn't care about these at all, and only rushed behind him, "You wait, just listen to me." β
Only then did he stop at his eyebrows, and he didn't turn around, and said, "You say." β
She was so happy, Yuan Ziqing was speechless for a while. He was speechless for a long time before he said, "You...... How are you? β
If Zhou Yingyue is replaced, he will definitely sneer at this time, "Am I good, can't you see it?" However, he couldn't say such a thing at the end of his eyebrows, so he had to say, "I'm fine." β
"Look at the weight loss." Such an attitude of avoiding talking made Yuan Ziqing slightly nervous, and hurriedly said.
Meibian finally turned his head to face him, "It's just a bitter summer, so it's just a little thinner, every year." It's good to wait for the summer to pass, and I don't dare to worry about the world. β
This attitude is really strange and polite, there is no gentleness and tacit understanding like when we met before, Yuan Ziqing was astringent, but he also knew that this was all his own sin.
He thought for a moment, put his hand into a fist to his lips, and coughed hard. If it was before, the eyebrows would definitely be worried and flustered, and immediately stepped forward to say care. But this time, I just looked at him a few times when I wanted to speak, but the eyes that could talk became more and more dim.
"Eyebrows...... Yuan Ziqing's mouth was bitter, knowing that she must still be angry in her heart, and he couldn't make any changes in front of her, and he couldn't find a way to please her. In the end, I can only choose to apologize first, "Last time...... I have some inconveniences, which is why I have not been able to contact you for some time. I hope you don't have anything to do with me. β
"What's the inconvenience that can't even get a word out?" He raised his eyebrows to look at him and asked mercilessly.
Yuan Ziqing didn't know what to say again.
Meibian suddenly changed his attitude at this time, "Actually, I know that I am not worthy of His Royal Highness." My background is not high, my parents are gone, I am not sluggish, lonely, where can I climb the door of the Fuwang Mansion? If His Royal Highness dislikes me, he can say it bluntly......"
At first, she deliberately wanted to squeeze Yuan Ziqing, but when she said it, she was really sad.
Because that's the portrayal of her last life.
Yuan Ziqing values her, this life is no different from the previous life, Princess Fu loves her son, it is impossible not to find anything. At that time, she had proposed to be his side concubine.
She was born in a family and is only worthy of being his side concubine.
But he refused. At that time, it was already a year later, and his body was deteriorating, and he didn't want to wronged her to be a side room, but he was afraid that his body would delay her future. Princess Fu was very dissatisfied with Meipan because of this, and it was also because of her coercion that Meibian had to leave the capital and go back to Xijing.
At that time, Mei Bi had no courage or means to resist this qiΔ, she was a teenage girl, alone without any support, and it was impossible to confront the Fu Wangfu. So I missed him like this, and I regretted it for the rest of my life.
Now that he has come back again, he feels that he has changed a lot, but he is the only one she is still not sure, and she doesn't know when, he wants to push himself away because of his worries. She was not afraid of any hardships, but she couldn't stand his active alienation.
His eyebrows were closed, and he stood there with red circles under his eyes. No one knows how scared she is, and if she does it again, she will repeat the same mistakes.
"It's not like that!" Yuan Ziqing raised her voice to interrupt her words, took another step forward, and reached out to hold the arm beside her eyebrows, "I didn't mean that." Actually, I don't deserve you......"
"The prince doesn't have to explain." He pursed his lips and said, "Since I saw it today, I want the prince to say a word, and I hope the prince can agree." β
"What?"
He raised his head to meet him. However, there was no trace of affection and agility in her eyes, and her eyes were deep, "As long as the prince says a word, if you don't want me, I will die." From now on......"
Speaking of this, her voice suddenly choked, and she couldn't say any more, covered her face with a handkerchief, and sobbed quietly.
"Say no more." Yuan Ziqing's subordinates pulled Meibian into his arms, hugged her tightly, and comforted her awkwardly, "Don't cry, Meibian, my heart hurts when you cry......"
Just cry on the side of your eyebrows.
He added, "It's all my fault, I admit it to whatever you punish me." Don't cry, it's mine, isn't it...... I, actually, I like you very much in my heart, but I inevitably hesitate sometimes, feeling that I am not worthy of you. You're so nice, young, healthy, full of energy, very different from me. I want to be near you, but I'm afraid to be near you...... On the side of the eyebrows, I was wrong. β
Eyebrows finally raised their heads to look at him, although they were still in tears, but their eyes had already moved, "Do you think the same way?" β
When Yuan Ziqing said this, she thought he was just trying to appease herself. It wasn't until I heard his confession that I realized that he really had such a mind.
"Nature." Yuan Ziqing was relieved to see that she was no longer crying, and continued, "I know that I was wrong now, and I rushed to push you away, not necessarily for your good, but for you." Brow, you believe me, there are a hundred and eleven in my heart who are willing to be with you, but ......" Speaking of this, he frowned slightly, as if he didn't know what to say.
"Just what?"
"It's just that I have my own difficulties." He was so anxious that he was about to sweat, "I know it's a bastard to say this, eyebrows, it's good for you to blame me, this matter ...... I can't let you be with me without knowing it. β
"Then you can sue me, no matter what kind of problem it is, we can solve it, can't we?"
If even the concerns of the body can be put aside, what else can make Yuan Ziqing hesitate so much?
Looking at Yuan Ziqing's appearance, this is clearly a very unspeakable thing. So after Meibian asked him to say it, he still looked embarrassed and hesitant.
The face on the side of his eyebrows sank suddenly, and he reached out to push him, "I don't think there's any need to say it." β
"Eyebrows!" Yuan Ziqing hugged her tightly, "Don't worry, it's my fault." You make me think about it. All calmness and sanity were completely lost in this moment, and only a clumsy fool who did not know how to express his feelings remained.
In fact, his eyebrows had already softened, but he made a gesture, so he let go and said, "Then you can say it directly, no matter what kind of thing it is, can't even I say it?" If this is the case, and we are reluctant to be together, I am afraid that it will not be possible to last long in the future. β
This attitude of retreating as advance obviously worked very well, Yuan Ziqing hugged her arm and retracted it suddenly, and finally sighed, "Sue sΓΉ you are." β
His eyebrows stared at him with burning eyes. Yuan Ziqing was very uncomfortable with such a gaze, so he had to raise a hand and gently cover his eyebrows, "Don't look." β
He lowered his head as he spoke, and pecked lightly on his lips on the side of his eyebrows, "That day in the Pavilion Spring Garden, we ...... After that, I felt something wrong with my body...... The sun is closed, and I really have no shame to see you. β
Telling such a private matter in front of his eyebrows, Yuan Ziqing was already extremely embarrassed, his ears were so red that his ears were hot, and his eyes were sweeping around, and he didn't dare to stop at all.
He was slightly stunned on his eyebrows, and then he realized what he meant.
Her cheeks also turned red all of a sudden, and she never expected that his unspeakable secrets would be like this.
Yuan Ziqing could also feel that the skin under his palm was getting hotter and hotter, and he explained a little helplessly, "It's the first time I've ...... it."
"I see." Eyebrow interrupted him, his voice calm.
Yuan Ziqing stiffened, his eyebrows had already grasped the hand he had attached to his eyes, and when he pulled it down, Yuan Ziqing's embarrassed wolf expression appeared in front of him.
Finding that Mei Pan was looking at him, Yuan Ziqing was so stiff that he didn't know what to do, so he could only avoid her gaze, and nervously paid attention to her movements with his spare eyes. Because he understands very well that the next sentence on his eyebrows is the sentence against him.
Whether there is no contact with each other since then, or whether he doesn't care about it at all, it's all in this sentence.
And he is pessimistic that there will be no woman who does not care about such a thing.
Holding his fingers at the side of his eyebrows, he naturally knew his current state. She was funny and angry in her heart, and she also had some indescribable feelings, Yuan Ziqing could even say such a thing to herself, obviously giving the greatest sincerity.
This person, after all, was forced to show his original form by himself.
It's just that if she had known that this was the reason, she would definitely not have chosen this method. Asking him to admit that he had such a problem with his body almost made him lose face.
At the moment, Mei felt that it was better to remove the mustard in his heart, otherwise I was afraid that it would cause a big trouble in the future.
She thought about it, held back the shame in her heart, and said in a voice like a gnat, "I don't understand such a thing...... Why don't we try again? β