On the day of the coma, Cuizhu told herself what happened in Yuxuan, and after she woke up, she went to Zhao Wanqing many times, but she was always silent about herself and avoided it. Although the person still lived in Tingyuxuan, he was nowhere to be seen, and the two of them couldn't speak a word for a few days. At this time, he suddenly came to the door, didn't he lose his anger?

Xia Xue'er didn't think much about it, there was a trace of joy in her heart, and a touch of expectation slowly rose.

Walked quickly to the clear water basin, cleaned his hands, and went out with Qiu Ju.

Today, the sun was shining and cloudless, Zhao Wanqing did not enter the house, let alone stand in the corridor, but stood under the scorching sun with an oil-paper umbrella supported by the maid. Xia Xue'er only saw this scene, and her heart sank, for what happened before, she still couldn't let go?

"Cousin Wan!"

No matter how much she didn't care about for now, Xia Xue'er pretended to raise her hand and greeted her, and she didn't hesitate to raise her feet and walk down the steps, the moment the sun shone on her body, she only felt like she was in a steamer.

The girl behind Zhao Wanqing bowed to Xia Xue'er and offered a food box in her hand.

Xia Xue'er looked at the food box handed over, motioned for Qiu Ju to step forward and take it, and asked by the way: "This is?" ”

"It was my aunt who asked me to hand it over to you, don't worry, I haven't done anything."

Xia Xue'er originally just asked unintentionally, but after listening to Zhao Wanqing's prickly reply, she was a little at a loss for a while. If she treats others, then she can talk back without hesitation, and even let the other party have no room to fight back, but in the face of the people she cares about and the people she doesn't want to hurt, she really doesn't know what to do in this situation. He just smiled and didn't speak.

Seeing that Xia Xue'er didn't speak, Zhao Wanqing also seemed to realize that she had said the wrong thing. At that time, she was in a coma, and anything that happened had nothing to do with her, but she couldn't help but sprinkle her anger on her, this trip was to say goodbye, so why bother the relationship so stiff?

"That ......" thought about it, and decided to say sorry, but she was a proud person, how could she open her mouth? After thinking about it for a long time, he said, "Let's go to the garden for a walk." ”

"yes, okay."

Xia Xue'er smiled slightly, from a certain point of view, she understood the anger in Zhao Wanqing's heart, after all, in the past three years, she had spent her best youth by paying her feelings wrongly. Since it was his brother who caused the trouble, why shouldn't he be wronged?

When Xia Xue'er was changing clothes, Qiu Ju cautiously reminded: "Miss, you haven't had lunch yet, the imperial doctor said that you are weak and can't be hungry." ”

After Qiu Ju's reminder, Xia Xue'er realized that she was really hungry, but she glanced at the people standing in the yard through the crack in the window, and seemed to be full of worries, and she didn't know what to talk about with herself. So after thinking about it, he was relieved: "Don't eat it yet, come back and say, you don't have to worry about me." ”

Before going out, I poured myself a few cups of tea, and the warmth slipped down my throat, leaving a fragrance on my lips and teeth, and I really felt a little full.

Neither of them let the maid follow, one of them held an oil-paper umbrella and walked towards the garden together.

This is just goodbye to March, the capital has been eager to run into the summer, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, what spring, Ruixiang, camellia, cherry blossoms, peach blossoms, etc., one by one delicate drips can not withstand this continuous surge of craze, a few days to thank a clean, only this peony is more and more gorgeous!

Along the way, only Xia Xue'er occasionally said one or two words before Zhao Wanqing reluctantly agreed, and the two seemed to be blocked by an invisible wall, no longer talking and saying nothing like before, the atmosphere was so embarrassing, and it froze step by step.

"I'm sorry."

Finally, Zhao Wanqing still spoke, Xia Xue'er was stunned for a moment, and only stopped and looked at the speaker, she knew what kind of character her cousin was, and she also knew how difficult it was to not be right. But she didn't feel the slightest bit proud, but gave birth to a lot of guilt. Zhao Wanqing is a good girl, kind and gentle, but there is more stubbornness in her temperament and more persistence in her heart, why is she not like this?

"Cousin Wan, don't say that, I am the one who should apologize. You have traveled a long way to come to this capital, I should have taken good care of you, but I also let you suffer such a big grievance, I am useless, I'm sorry. ”

Zhao Wanqing turned around, looked at her cousin with bright eyes, and said, "Where do you start, if you talk about taking care, I am older than you, and I am your cousin, shouldn't I take care of you?" Besides, what I experienced was my own doing, so what did it have to do with you, and why did you have to apologize? ”

"But ......"

"Don't say it," Xia Xue'er's words were blocked by Zhao Wanqing before she could say anything, and she sighed slightly,

Looking at Zhao Wanqing's lonely expression, Xia Xue'er couldn't bear it, took a step forward, put her hand on her shoulder gently, and opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say, she couldn't even handle her own feelings, what qualifications did she have to say about others? After struggling for a long time, he could only comfort: "It's not that you are not good enough, it's that the second brother doesn't have this blessing." ”

Zhao Wanqing sighed and said: "Those who should come will always come, and those who should go will always go, but we must learn to bow to fate and difficulties." I have always grown up under the protection of my family, and I have never suffered any setbacks since I was a child, and if I hadn't experienced this, I wouldn't even know that the south wall was so hard that it would break my head and bleed when I hit it! ”

"Then do you hate the second brother?"

"Hate?" Zhao Wanqing was a little dazed, and was silent for a while before he spoke again: "Think about it carefully, he never gave me the slightest hope from beginning to end, it was just my wishful thinking." If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have known that I was so obsessed with it! ”

There was some joke in the tone, but it made people unable to laugh, and even wanted to cry, wanting to hug the woman in front of him into his arms, how distressing!

"Cher, I'm leaving."

Xia Xue'er frowned after hearing this, and hurriedly asked, "Go?" Where to? ”

"Go back to Jiangnan."

"Why are you in such a hurry, isn't it good to stay longer?"

Zhao Wanqing knows Xia Xue'er's mood clearly, she is also a smart person, what is true affection, what is false flattery, how can she not know? Looking at the sincerity on my cousin's face, there is still a strong expectation and reluctance in my eyes, and there is still a trace of relief in my heart, at least this trip is not nothing!

Thinking of this, I felt that I had no regrets, so I smiled and replied, "No." In addition to seeing you and your aunt this time, there is another reason you know. Now that I know the answer, it's time to give up, and it's time to leave. There is no banquet in the world that will never be dissolved, and you and I will see each other again after all. ”