Chapter Seventy-Nine
"Susu, you don't need to worry, I won't leave you, you don't need to feel upset, I want you to trust me, is that okay?"
Su Jinshi said this, Nian Su only felt that her eyes were moist, tears came out of her eyes, her eyes were foggy, the dim moonlight was sprinkled on the ground, passers-by were in a hurry, and Su Jinshi's arm wrapped her around her strongly, and she suddenly felt that a place in her heart had collapsed.
It was a place where no one had ever touched it, and it was slowly collapsing.
Sometimes, Nian Su would ask herself why she was Su Jinshi, why a woman made her follow her with all her heart.
At this moment, she found the answer in the confusion in front of her.
It was about this sense of distance that Su Jinshi gave her, she could clearly feel the heat emanating from Su Jinshi's body, she could also feel her gentle and powerful arms surrounding her, and she could feel her sincerity.
She rarely felt true in others, and the people around her were doing their own thing, and no one had ever done anything for her wholeheartedly.
In these long years, she has slowly locked up her sincerity, and if she doesn't give her sincerity to others, she won't be disappointed.
"Susu?"
Su Jinshi's voice pulled her back to reality, she slowly wrapped her arms around Su Jinshi, rested her head lightly on her shoulder, and whispered: "Jinshi, Jinshi......"
She read Su Jinshi's name softly, and every voice was very serious, as if she wanted to engrave her in her heart.
"Hmm." Su Jinshi also replied in a low voice, and when she finished speaking, Su Jinshi lowered his head and kissed her forehead, saying, "Susu, I don't expect you to be able to trust me immediately, I just want you to work hard to trust me, okay?" ”
Nian Su hesitated for a moment before nodding.
Su Jinshi's body suddenly relaxed, she slowly and gently stroked Nian Su's hair, sighed, and said, "You, why do you always make me so worried?" ”
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Su Jinshi and Nian Su held hands and went back to the inn, and they didn't care about the side eyes of Xiao Er in the store, Su Jinshi happily led her upstairs, and when she arrived at the door, she was reluctant to let go of Nian Su's hand.
"Susu, will you sleep with me tonight?" Su Jinshi grabbed Nian Su's arm with both hands and shook it gently, and his tone was coquettish that he hadn't heard for a long time.
Nian Suqiao blushed, didn't speak, only shook off Su Jinshi's hand, and went back to his room, Su Jinshi looked at the empty hand, suddenly smiled, and also went back to his room.
When it was time to go, Su Jinshi got up quietly, she gently pushed the door of Nian Su's room, and when she saw that it was not locked, she was suddenly surprised in her heart, and she cautiously walked to the window.
Because Nian Su was afraid that Xiaodouzi would not be honest when he slept at night, he slept outside in case he rolled out of bed, which was cheap Su Jinshi, but it happened to be a little hot at night, and Nian Su's quilt only covered a corner.
She didn't sleep honestly, her clothes were a little untidy, under the moonlight, a large piece of white greasy was revealed on Nian Su's chest, Su Jinshi swallowed her saliva, tidied up her clothes for her, and quickly picked her up.
Nian Su didn't wake up, Su Jinshi held back the excitement in his heart, and slowly walked out of the door with her, probably smelling a familiar breath, Nian Su actually found a comfortable position in Su Jinshi's arms, and muttered in his mouth, "Jinshi," but still didn't wake up.
Su Jinshi quietly moved her to his room, locked the door of his room completely, and slowly walked to the bed.
(N words are omitted below!) )
The next day, Nian Su found that she woke up by Xiaodouzi's side, and she was a little relieved, she got up with some difficulty, and scolded Su Jinshi in her heart for not knowing moderation at all, and making her so tired.
When Nian Su was getting dressed, Xiaodouzi woke up, he rubbed his eyes, looked at Nian Su sleepily, frowned and asked, "Mother, why is your neck red?" Yes! Mother, and your arm......"
Nian Su hurriedly got dressed, but her cheeks were already dyed with Feixia, she smiled and said, "It's nothing, did Xiaodouzi wake up?" ”
Xiaodouzi rubbed her eyes again, and still saw that Nian Su's neck was a little red, "Mother, is there a mosquito biting you at night?" Why is it so popular? ”
Nian Su remembered Su Jinshi's behavior last night, she nodded, and said affirmatively: "Yes, there was a big mosquito yesterday!" ”
"Did the mother shoot the big mosquito to death?"
"This ...... Naturally, it was shot to death, otherwise wouldn't the little bean also be bitten? Nian Su said while helping Xiaodouzi get dressed.
Xiaodouzi nodded solemnly suddenly, hooked Nian Su's neck with her little hand, hugged her, and said, "My mother is so good, I will definitely protect my mother in the future." ”
Nian Su smiled and continued to help Xiaodouzi get dressed.
After the mother and son were dressed, she took Xiaodouzi down to eat, and when she saw that the Tang family brothers and sisters and Lu Ning had arrived at the dinner table, but Su Jin was missing, she asked, "Have you finished eating?" ”
"She hasn't gotten up yet, she said yesterday that she was going to Lanshan today, but she slept until now and hasn't gotten up!" Tang Yaxin had already finished eating and said babblingly.
Nian Su's face turned red, she thought about it, it seems that she fainted first yesterday, why is Su Jinshi also tired?
She didn't say anything, she concentrated on eating and feeding Xiaodouzi to eat, and when the two of them had eaten, Su Jinshi was late, and she came over with a ruddy face and full of energy.
Nian Su glanced at her and didn't speak, Su Jinshi sat next to Nian Su, smiled at her, and then began to eat, and after eating for a while, he found that several people were watching him eat, so he asked, "Why don't you eat?" ”
"We're all done." Tang Yaxin said speechlessly.
"Oh......" Su Jinshi nodded, "Then you can watch me eat." ”
The corners of several people's mouths twitched a few times invisibly, and they were stunned to watch Su Jin finish breakfast with taste, Tang Yaxin looked at it and felt a little hungry again, but she didn't eat anything more.
After a few people had finished eating, they began to march towards Lanshan when they were ready, Tang Mingze had already asked for the road, and a few people were familiar with the road.
Although the altitude of Arashi Mountain is not high, it is also the highest mountain in this area, there is a temple at the foot of the mountain, there are many people under the mountain, all go to burn incense and worship the Buddha, although there are many incense offerings, the air is also fresh.
Su Jinshi was in a very good mood today because of yesterday's incident, she took Nian Su's hand and walked slowly, taking a look here and there, it didn't look like she was here to investigate, but like she was here for sightseeing.
Tang Mingze looked at Su Jinshi's appearance, a little speechless, and said: "Let's act separately, this Lanshan is very big, if we are together, I'm afraid we won't have anything to gain at night." ”
Su Jinshi doesn't care, as long as Nian Su is by her side, she can go anywhere......
"Then I'll be with Yaxin, Lu Ning will be alone, Jinshi and Nian Su together, at noon, we will meet at the top of the mountain." Tang Mingze said.
Tang Yaxin was stunned, she looked at Tang Mingze, but she didn't speak, and obediently followed him, while Lu Ning looked at Tang Yaxin's back and didn't move for a long time.
Su Jinshi raised his eyebrows, and while holding Nian Su's hand, he said, "Alas, with such good weather, it's a pity not to walk together!" ”
After speaking, Su Jinshi took Nian Su and left, found another way up the mountain, and walked up slowly.
There is nothing special about this Arashiyama except for the temple, but there are so many temples here that it makes people feel less religious.
When they arrived at the mountainside, Su Jinshi and Nian Su sat down and rested for a while, there was a temple on the side, and there were many people in it, but Su Jinshi didn't have the idea of going in, she saw an old lady sitting next to her, so she asked:
"Grandma, why are there so many temples in this Lanshan? These temples look very new, are they just built? ”
The old lady turned her head slowly, and saw that it was a little girl asking herself, so she said a little tremblingly: "The girl must be a foreigner to ask like this, in fact, this Lanshan originally only had a temple on the top of the mountain, and then the government built it one after another, and there were so many." ”
Su Jinshi was stunned for a moment, but he also smiled, "It's okay this way, the older people don't have to climb the mountain to burn incense, and it saves effort." ”
The old lady sighed, "It doesn't matter if you climb the mountain, we just want to worship the Buddha, and we don't care about the distance, but there are more and more people coming to this temple, but some don't want to burn incense." ”
Su Jinshi smiled and didn't answer, and after a while, she said again: "Look at you, you are also very old, and now you have climbed halfway up the mountain, but you want to climb to the top of the mountain to burn incense?" ”
The old lady glanced at Su Jinshi again, and saw that she had a kind smile on her face, so she also smiled, and she said: "At my age, I don't know how long I can live, and this time is about the last time I came, so naturally I want to climb to the top of the mountain." ”
The old lady's face was full of wrinkles, her hair was already gray, and it was almost falling out, Su Jinshi looked at her smile, looked at the wrinkles on her face, and suddenly remembered Zhao.
I don't know what happened to Zhao and Su Xin when she was away from home for so long.
Her thoughts suddenly drifted into the distance, and when the old lady saw Su Jin, she didn't seem to listen to her anymore, so she stopped talking, and only smiled quietly.
The old lady rested for a while, and then continued to climb the mountain, Su Jinshi came back to his senses and found that the old lady had left, so he also took Nian Su's hand and walked together.
"Susu, just now I saw the old lady laughing, and suddenly I thought of my father and mother, and I don't know if they are doing well." Su Jinshi's tone was a little lost, although Zhao and Su Xin still hurt her in the end, they were also two people who were very good to her......
Nian Su shook Su Jinshi's hand, "Young Master Su will definitely take good care of them." ”
Su Jinshi nodded and didn't say anything more, but his mood was not as bright as at the beginning.
The two of them were afraid for about half an hour, and suddenly heard a scream, Su Jinshi was excited, took Nian Su's hand and ran to the source of the sound.
The two ran panting, but saw a man looking at a certain place on the ground with a frightened face, Su Jinshi looked, subconsciously blindfolded Nian Su's eyes, and she whispered:
"Don't look."