26 Painful obsessions
"Get out of here!!"
A deep voice rang out.
"Bang!" "Bang!" "Bang!" "Bang!"
After a series of explosions, all the little demons turned into white "Seal Cards" and flew into the hands of the Golden Knight.
After getting rid of the entanglement of the little devil, the bodies of the two people gradually became real, and they were no longer as cartoonish as before.
"Sister Mamei, are you okay?"
As soon as Madoka recovered, she ran over to support Ba Asami, who was mentally stimulated, and then bowed to Chaoyu gratefully and thanked her.
Yu just glanced at them and then focused on the "Witch of the Box", the true strength of this witch is really not good, as long as someone can survive the confusion in front of it, it is basically dead.
However, out of anger at Madoka being almost killed by it, Yu won't let it die too cheaply.
The long sword in his hand turned into hundreds of millions of sword lights under the dance of the knight, like a mercury waterfall completely enveloping the "Witch of the Box", and the shadow of the long sword in the knight's hand can be seen everywhere, which looks gorgeous and dazzling, but it contains an extremely dangerous killing intention. If nothing else, this poor "witch of the box" will be broken into hundreds of billions of tiny pieces, and it is estimated that even her mother will not be able to see who she is.
The imprint pattern flashed, and finally turned into a "Seal Card" and flew back into Yu's hand.
Putting the card away, Yu put down his sword and walked to Asami's side.
Looking at her panicked and haggard face, she was silent.
"Mr. Knight, Sister Mamei her"
Madoka looked at Yu and wanted to ask him about Asami's situation, and she was very curious about this knight in her heart, but after all, she was not familiar with it and couldn't ask.
"She's fine, the injuries on her body have been completely healed at that time, and there is no problem with her soul, so it can be said that everything about her is healthy."
After a moment of silence, Zero explained.
"If it's okay, why?"
Madoka continued to ask.
"It's the heart, and there is a magic barrier in her heart. If she can't break through, she will only be greeted by elimination and death......"
"Asami, think about it, what are you looking for? Don't try to forget to run away from fear, only by looking directly and facing it can you overcome your fear and defeat your demons. Become a 'magical girl' again. ”
"If you can't even pass this level, then you can leave, this kind of person is not qualified to share my hunting grounds."
Dropping a barrage of words, Woo decisively left.
Left behind Madoka who was at a loss.,And Asami, who is in a state of distraction.。
Madoka accidentally noticed that when Yu said this, a flash of light appeared in her eyes, but unfortunately it was too fast for Madoka to be sure.
How will Asami face her fears?
………………
Whether as the only administrator of the city or the only "magical girl", Asami can be said to be very competent. Like the "magical girl" that people usually know, she fights against the evil "witch" with the concept of love and justice, without any selfish distractions.
Asami lost her parents in a car accident, and her wish is to be able to live, although this wish is not very noble, but it is indeed a helpless choice, or this is the most normal choice in that situation.
Asami is warm-hearted, gentle and elegant, and guides and leads the younger generations as a senior. Maybe Ba Asami and Cuppy kept persuading Madoka and Sayaka to become magical girls on suspicion of deliberately dragging people into the water, but when you think about it, she doesn't have any malice, she doesn't even know the truth about magical girls and witches, what she does is just the most normal emotional expression of an ordinary girl.
Especially after experiencing such a tragic experience in person, instead of forcing Madoka and Sayaka, he persuaded them to give up the idea of becoming a "magical girl", which is really gentle.
But.
Asami is also an ordinary person, who can she rely on when she is sad? Who can you confide in?
Is it Kewpie?
No, that lewd beast doesn't understand human feelings at all, and only has an attitude of taking advantage of her, so how can it care about her heart, maybe hope that she will degenerate herself as soon as possible.
Is it Yu?
No, although he has always longed for Woo to be his companion, Woo has always avoided refusal and never opened his heart to her.
Is Madoka Sayaka?
No, in their eyes, Asami always has a perfectly strong, gentle and tolerant image, how can they understand that her heart will also be timid and afraid.
No
Not a single one.
Asami is always alone,
No one has ever really understood her,
No one has ever tried to understand her,
She has always been alone.
In a desperate situation,
A glimpse of the hope of life.
Deprived of choices,
There was no room for signing a contract.
obtained,
There is only greater loneliness and fear.
Timid and frightened hearts,
But with a gentle and steady smile.
Lonely and empty,
Selfless dedication without complaint.
Ba Asami is like a white and holy lotus,
Not polluted by the mundane sludge, standing in the dark still retains his own purity and sincerity.
But God is so cruel and merciless,
Let this miserable girl suffer despair and disasters again and again,
It can only make her look up to the light in hell.
………………
"Sister Mamei"
Madoka looked worriedly at Asami who was kneeling on the ground and not moving, since Yu's words, Asami Ba Asami has fallen into this state of daze, as if the whole person has lost her soul, like a doll whose clockwork is broken and can't walk. No matter how Madoka pushes her, she won't wake up, and Madoka is anxious and doesn't know what to do.
"Ale?! Madoka why are you here? ”
A familiar voice reached Xiao Yuan's ears, who were really worried, and the owner of the voice was a little panicked, obviously not expecting the situation at this moment, and seemed a little weak-hearted.
"Sayaka!! You are"
As soon as Madoka turned around and saw her friend standing beside her, this is not the point, the key is her dress at the moment.
A white cloak covered the uncovered shoulders, and the upper body was a white lace-edged shirt covered by a navy blue leather **** armor, and a jewel with a sea-blue glow embedded in the belly button was split at the navel. The lower body is strangled with a small women's belt, a dark blue short skirt with a low left and high right slope, a pair of white stockings wrapped around the crook of the legs, and small blue leather boots on the feet. In his hand, he holds a two-handed sword that is different from Yu's epee style, with a narrower blade and a slightly curved end part, a bit of a Japanese katana style.
Overall, it gives a youthful and energetic feeling, but it is by no means a piece of clothing that people can pass on every day.
It's more like a costume setting for "magical girls".
"Haha, no way, I was going to hide it from you for a while, but I didn't expect it to be discovered by you all of a sudden, it's really a failure."
Sayaka was a little frustrated, and her luck was too bad, so the first battle to become a "magical girl" was so wrong, and even more so was discovered by her friends about her private decision.
"As you can see, standing in front of you is the magical girl Sayaka!"
Sayaka pretended to be casual and said, but in fact, she was very worried in her heart, and she still felt guilty about secretly deciding to become a "magical girl" behind her back.
"Why? Why do you want to be a magical girl? Obviously you're just."
Although Madoka is usually confused, she is by no means so easy to fool at the critical moment, and she doesn't buy Sayaka's account at all.
"Wouldn't it be nice to be a 'magical girl'? You can help many people like a senior sister and protect the people you want to protect. I"
Sayaka found a bunch of reasons to deal with Madoka, which shows that she had already thought about how to deal with Madoka and the others' questions in advance.
"It's Kyosuke Kamijo, in order to heal his hand."
said her conjecture with great certainty, and undoubtedly knew her friend Madoka very well, and the only person who could make her do it was that person.
"Amount"
Sayaka choked and didn't know how to answer. Seeing her expression, Madoka knew that she had guessed, and sighed helplessly.
"You guys"
Just as she was about to speak, a cold, slightly angry voice came. Xiao Meiyan was standing tall and looking here, and the long black hair behind her was constantly swaying by the night wind.
"It's too slow, transfer student."
Before Madoka could speak, Sayaka said in a competitive voice, it seems that she has a lot of confidence after getting the power of "magical girl". But there is a bit of a taste of life and death in it.
"Xiao Yan, help me. Sister Ma Mei she"
Madoka opened her mouth to ask Xiao Meiyan for help, hoping that this unusual-looking mature and old girl could have some good way to help Ba Asami, and she felt that as long as she begged her, the other party would definitely not refuse.
Sure enough, Xiao Meiyan couldn't ignore Madoka's request, and took a closer look at Asami's state.
"She is trapped in an inner demonic barrier, and if she can't get out, she won't wake up for the rest of her life."
After pondering for a while, Xiao Meiyan uttered words that made people desperate.
"How could it be?"
Madoka asked incredulously, wanting Xiao Meiyan to tell her that she was lying to her.
"Not only that, but her soul gem is also rapidly contaminating."
Xiao Meiyan did not reply to Madoka's words, but pointed out a more serious problem.
Everyone took a closer look, and sure enough, Ba Asami's soul gem was gradually becoming turbid, and streams of black gas kept breeding in it, as if it was going to dye the entire gem black.
"In this case, in a few hours, the entire gem will be completely contaminated, and then"
Xiao Meiyan's low words smashed into the hearts of the two of them, although they didn't know what would happen at that time, but it would never be a good thing, looking at Xiao Meiyan's serious expression, they knew that it must be a very bad and terrible thing.
"So how can you save her? Tell me! ”
Madoka's face prayed eagerly for Xiao Meiyan. Hopefully she can give a perfect solution.
"It's all said, this is the magic barrier in Ba Asami's heart, everything can only rely on herself, only if her own will is strong enough to break the demons, everything will return to normal."
Xiao Meiyan shook her head and said helplessly.
"I'm sorry I can't help you."
Seeing Madoka's painful expression, Xiao Meiyan apologized in a low voice.
"No matter what happened to Xiao Yan, you have done your best."
Xiao Yuan showed a very reluctant smile, which made people look so distressed, Xiao Meiyan's heart tightened. She hated her powerlessness and was once again unable to help her.
"Come on, Sister Mamei! You have to conquer your fears. ”
Now, all they can do is pray.
At a time when everyone was worried, Asami's situation at the moment was not optimistic.
The sight of that day kept repeating itself in her mind over and over again, and the nightmare of despair tormented her heart all the time.
"Don't don't show up, don't want it"
In a corner of the inner world, Asami timidly held her head, curled her body, and said with a weak and scared expression.
"Drink, Drink, Quack"
The terrifying roar belonging to Charlotte, the "snack witch", filled the whole world.
"You can't escape if it's useless"
An eeriely low voice whispered in Asami's mind.
"Give up, give up, it's useless, you can't get rid of it, why force yourself to sleep quietly, everything will be fine, you will find a good comfortable liberation of everything"
The devilish voice is constantly bewitching Asami, telling her to give up all useless resistance and completely degenerate, and completely release her dark side.
"No, no, no, no,
Ba Asami's heart is only one line away from collapse, but no matter what, she clings to the last trace of thought and does not give up, and she is struggling to support it over there.
"Why don't you give up?! Why?! There's nothing worth remembering anymore, what do you care about?! Why do you want to do this?! ”
This voice is a little crazy, obviously the other party's consciousness has completely collapsed, and he doesn't even have the ability to think for himself, he has been completely tormented by fear and collapsed and completely degenerated, why hasn't the last step been taken for a long time? It's really a little confusing.
"Damn! Are you going to die if you let me out? It's all the same, why wouldn't I let me out?! ”
Its figure gradually condensed, and it looked exactly the same as Ba Asami, but its expression was more tyrannical and did not have Ba Asami's gentleness, it was the condensation of all Ba Asami's negative feelings, her dark side, or rather, the demons in her heart.
"It's almost there, it's almost that I'm completely liberated, it's almost that I'm going to be born. Why are you still stuck here?! ”
The heart demon said viciously to the dull-eyed Ba Asami, but unfortunately Ba Asami couldn't accept everything in the outside world at the moment.
"I made a good agreement, I won't die and won't give up"
Asami still maintained that sluggish expression, muttering some words intermittently, this was her last obsession.
"You're destined to be replaced by me, you're a loser, you're not qualified to live anymore, you know?"
"Why struggle so much? Trapped in a nightmare and living in sin, it is better to let go of the detachment. ”
The demon continued to persuade Asami's only remaining consciousness, but it was useless, this obsession was too strong, and it couldn't be consumed in a short period of time.
"Hmph, a trace of obsession is so tenacious, but it's useless, it's useless to use the passage of time here, I'll see how long you can last, and when you automatically dissipate, this body is still mine."
The demons had no choice but to give up any measures, after all, they were two sides of the same coin, and it was impossible to really hurt each other, because that would be equivalent to hurting themselves. Only when Asami's last obsession dissipates and she takes the initiative to give up can she master everything about this body. This is the sad thing about the inner demon, it can't erase the original consciousness, because it is cut out from it, and she can't live even if the original consciousness dies. It can only be through some ways to hit the soul that the original consciousness will take the initiative to give up everything and be swallowed by it unsuspectingly. And this obsession of Ba Asami is the last defense to defend the original consciousness, and once it collapses, it can no longer be recovered, at least with zero current means, it cannot be saved.
"Your good fortune has come to an end, and today will be your death."
Throwing down this cruel sentence, the inner demon disappeared again.
Once again, the darkness of the world is left alone. (To be continued.) )