Chapter 35 This chapter is completed

What should a person's life look like?

People of their age should not seem to be confused by such a question, and of course, this "such question" certainly has a pejorative connotation here. In such a perfect dream world, there should be no hesitation, no hesitation.

All you need is faith, you just need to have the same love as always.

But, of course?

Was there a moment when you regretted taking this path?

In the face of reporters' interviews, of course, almost all the contestants will answer such words as "no" and "how can it be" are too categorical. Yes, it's too absolute, because in the league they are the embodiment of dreams, they stand at the top of Heroes, so they should be fearless. That's it, that's it, that's it.

I don't know if this sentence is suing others, or suing myself. Or this "告sù" can be replaced with a word like "paralysis".

"The club wants you to be on Tuesday's talk show."

Ji Jundie looked at the message sent by the manager on the □□ and smiled quietly.

Ruohuang: Oh? Will I participate, or will the team participate?

July Manager: There is not much difference between the two, after all, Queen of the Heavy Phoenix is the captain of July.

Ji Jundie shook her head and smiled, and typed:

"Stop playing with words, manager, after all, I'm relatively old in the league in terms of seniority, so don't say anything about that. Also, my name is Ruohuang now. ”

"Okay. Ruohuang. You can understand what we mean. ”

"It's understandable."

"That's good."

"To understand does not mean to accept."

It took a while for a message to come from there:

"So, Ruohuang, you don't have much interest in this?"

Ruohuang: ^_^ That's really euphemistic, manager, I don't need to say that, I'm definitely not very interested, but I don't have a lot of room to choose, right?

Manager July: The club still respects the personal opinions of the players, after all, you are one of the hot topics right now, so the club wants to strike while the iron is hot

Ruohuang: Do you want to hype it while the iron is hot?

After Ji Jundie finished typing this line, he immediately added the next sentence.

Ruohuang: 0-0 may seem like a bit too much, but you should also understand that my so-called reputation is like a bubble economy

July Manager: We believe in you.

Ruohuang: Because I'm a heavy phoenix?

July Manager: No, because you're our July captain, and the current July is basically built by you.

Ji Jundie looked at the words on the screen for a long time and was silent.

The lights outside the window are bright, and from this angle, the light of the moon and stars in the night sky is completely obscured by the artificial light. A group of streamers.

These nights, such nights.

The night the boy left/The sky was scattered with careless starlight/He took away the sketchpad and guitar/No one in this land continued to sing/No one will remember/The neon that was still brilliant on a rainy night/and/The black umbrella that passed by in the corridor/The city finally fell in the bustling/And finally moved forward in loneliness/Spinning/Intertwining/Melting/The white light on the railroad tracks extended to the misty future/She wrote poems alone/Manuscript alone/Some poems have not yet been written, so that the flame on the tip of the pen burns the rhyme......

So what to do?

I dropped my pen and picked up my wine glass, and said "Cheers" to my reflection on the floor-to-ceiling window, and the tone must have been decadent.

It's a pity that people like Ji Jundie probably say "Bottomup...... Well, yes, Bottomup means stuffy.

Messy thoughts, Ji Jundie looked down at her hands, white, slender hands, not very beautiful, but it was these hands that helped her break out of the world. Then she looked up at the computer screen and was stunned for a while, she didn't look at the chat history again, she didn't have this slightly pretentious habit. Then she typed and said:

"You convinced me."

This sentence indicates that her career has embarked on a completely different path than before. In the past, she was the king in the end, but now? If I hope she's not the second lonely person to be afraid of poetry, then the manager will probably react more wonderfully. After all, in their opinion, reaching the level of Team Shuofeng in July is a success this season.

Ji Jundie turned off the □□ dialog box and went through all the daily training one by one, she did it very slowly and carefully. The training she needed to do today was done, so I don't know why she did it again. After doing this, she did the part that trained her eyesight again.

Shen Yongsi came once halfway, but she didn't greet Shen Yongsi, and she didn't even nod her head. Except for the first time when she heard a knock on the door and said "come in", she ignored Shen Yongsi directly as if she hadn't noticed him, and just focused on tapping the mouse and keyboard.

Of course, Shen Yongsi is not the kind of person who takes the initiative to greet him, although there may be something to do when he comes to Ji Jundie at night, but when he sees Ji Jundie's attentive appearance, he has not spoken.

Ji Jundie didn't notice how long Shen Yongsi had been waiting for her, anyway, Shen Yongsi had already left after doing these trainings, and then Ji Jundie saw that she had an extra cup of green tea in her hand, which was still warm.

Ah, there is progress, and I will take the initiative to make tea for her.

While thinking like this, Ji Jundie picked up the mug and took a big sip of tea.

I don't know if this counts as if the person has left, and the tea is not cold? To put it more literally, the tea warmed her heart. Well, maybe it's not literature and art, it's meat, but I really felt this way at the time.

She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a teacup, no Cheers and no Buttomup, of course, the heat formed a white mist on the glass, she stretched out her hand and clenched it into a fist and pressed it the glass, and then tapped a few points with her fingers, so that the white mist of the glass was printed in the shape of a foot, which was what Jiang Yuhuan taught her.

The SMS prompt on the phone sounds.

The gesture is unlocked, and the sender is Wang Yuanjie.

"Senior, I heard Yongsi say that you are in a bad mood, what's wrong?"

She placed the mug on the windowsill and texted back.

"It's fine now."

The phone rang with it, Wang Yuanjie's.

It's really Shen Yongsi who told Wang Yuanjie, after leaving Ji Jundie's room, Shen Yongsi and Wang Yuanjie had a few rounds, because Wang Yuanjie and Ji Jundie were old friends, so Shen Yongsi told Wang Yuanjie that Ji Jundie's mood didn't seem to be very good.

"It's okay, don't worry, Yuan Jie.

It's a little emotional. There was a former classmate who stopped studying now, well, he didn't study since high school, and he told me that maybe he would be like this for the rest of his life. Ridiculous words, right? At our age, we always feel that we are 'worried about giving new words', or to put it bluntly, it is hypocritical, but in fact, he has a great reason to say this. His current job is the kind of work with average salary but very tiring, and then even if he wants to change jobs, there is nothing he can do, because he has no education, he wants to invest, but if he loses money, even his parents at home will be affected, and his parents mean to let him continue to do it, after all, this salary is not bad, in short, all kinds of constraints, empty and have some ideas. It sounds simple, but it's terrifying to taste. That's it for his whole life, he said himself, maybe it really is.

Well, of course I'm different from him, but it's not that different. I don't have anything but Heroes, right, I'm nothing without Heroes.

I don't mean anything else, I just said some of my intuitive thoughts directly, and you don't have to think about it, Yuan Jie, because it's enough for us to have "Hero" now, in fact, I shouldn't say so much.

Well, A-la, I know.

If I had to say anything about the direct reason, it would probably be that I have participated in a lot of peripheral events since then. Cause? Anyway, this is the result, and the reason does not need to be investigated.

I know, it's squeezing surplus value. But don't worry, I'm worth more, they can't squeeze it, haha.

It's nothing, that's it, there's nothing to worry about, it's better to worry about your own game than to worry about Lao Tzu, you still play in the ring next game. If you lose again, Lao Tzu won't break your legs...... Well, yes, three legs. ”

Listening to the sound of gasping cold air over there, Ji Jundie smiled with satisfaction.

"Alright, it's not too early, go to sleep. Good night. ”

After hanging up the phone, Ji Jundie went to wash and make the bed, but she still didn't fall asleep after a long time.

Is it a ...... for insomnia?

Ruohuang: Autumn falls, autumn falls!

Ruohuang: Call Autumn Fall!

Autumn Fall: ...... What's the matter

Ruohuang: If you can't sleep, tell me a story

Autumnfall: No

Ruohuang: Why are you so ruthless?

Autumnfall: No, I really don't

Ruohuang: ...... Why don't I tell you a story?

Autumnfall: Okay.

Ruohuang: Once upon a time, there was a lovely girl who asked a man to tell her a story, but the man didn't tell her

Autumn Fall: Yes

Ruohuang: Then the man died

Autumn Fall: ...... day

Ruohuang: Hahaha, do you like this story!

Autumn Fall: I don't like it

Ruohuang: Why!

Autumn Fall: This story is too sad to be dead, so I don't like it

Ruohuang: ......

Ruohuang: ...... day

Ruohuang: I'll tell you another story

Qiuluo: Hmm.

Ruohuang: This is a story of a knife hidden in a smile

Autumn Fall: Yes

Ruohuang: Hahahahahaha......ha Hahahaha, it's funny, it's funny

Autumn Fall: ......

Ruohuang: Huh?

Autumnfall: What's wrong with you......

Ruohuang: Because of love

Autumn setset: day

Ruohuang: Come on!

Autumn fall: Come on

Ruohuang: ...... I'm casual ==

- Then Cheng Luofan ignored her.

Hey, people's hearts are not ancient.

Ji Jundie sighed in a mess while sending a message in the professional group.

Hero ♂ Class ♀ Unofficial ♂ Group

(□□ group) heroes - male gods and goddesses - making friends in the same city ♀

【Scum】Ruohuang

Good evening, Mina-san~

【Scum】Xu Hefeng (nameless)

Good evening, Team Phoenix

【Scum】Ruohuang

Good morning, senior, this level has been renamed again?

【Scum】Xu Hefeng (nameless)

It looks like yes

【Scum】Ruohuang

It's also wonderful

【Xueba】Lin Che (Xiaoxiaojing)

Hahahar and other scumbags surrender to the aura of this scholar!

Ji Li (Flower Tour)

Tsk, look at Lin Che's villain's ambition

Xue Lang (Shu Yideyibi)

Xueshen smiled and said nothing.

【Xueba】Lin Che (Xiaoxiaojing)

I'll go! Do you say that about your captain? And Xue Lang, you're enough!

【Scum】Ruohuang

Haha Ji Li, you have won my heart, do you want to consider a transfer to July? July is very promising.

Ji Li (Flower Tour)

Well, I'll think about it, Team Phoenix

【Scum】Ruohuang

How about @林澈 (Little Scene)?

【Xueba】Lin Che (Xiaoxiaojing)

How to !!!!!!!!!! Your sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Xue Lang (Shu Yideyibi)

Xueshen continued to laugh and remain silent.

【Scum】Ruohuang

……

【Brick House】Jiang Yuhuan (Teddy Bear)

However, the brick family has seen through a qiē

【Scum】Ruohuang

I thought it was, but the brick family had already picked up the bricks

【Brick House】Jiang Yuhuan (Teddy Bear)

Senior, you said yes! I'm going to change the signature now!

Then Ji Jundie saw Jiang Yuhuan change the □□ signature to "However, the brick family has picked up the bricks".

-- That's true.

Mo Hang (Where does the wind return)

Ay.

【Brick House】Jiang Yuhuan (Teddy Bear)

Creak!! Captain!!!

Xue Lang (Shu Yideyibi)

I'm going to babble here girly sound Teddy you are enough

【Brick House】Jiang Yuhuan (Teddy Bear)

Captain, why are you sighing, what are you unhappy about, say it and make everyone happy

Mo Hang (Where does the wind return)

……

【Weak learners】Lonely people are not afraid

I think Team Mo may have a feeling that the Chinese cabbage they worked so hard to raise was arched by someone else's pig

【Xueba】Lin Che (Xiaoxiaojing)

Burst!!!! 6666666666

【Scum】Ruohuang. Obviously, Teddy is the cabbage I raised, and if you want to arch, it is also Mo Hanggong

Ji Li (Flower Tour)

What's this? Is the Phoenix team's domineering declaration of Teddy's belonging?

【Brick House】Jiang Yuhuan (Teddy Bear)

0.0

【Xueba】Lin Che (Xiaoxiaojing)

However, behind the domineering declaration, the Mo team was miserable and reduced to ...... (ˉˉ)

Mo Hang (where does the wind return)――

【Scum】Ruohuang

What the hell I didn't say anything about 2333

Over there, Mo Hang probably couldn't bear it anymore, so he spit out-

Mo Hang (Where does the wind return)

But Team Phoenix, you're obviously enjoying it, okay?

【Scum】Ruohuang

Yes! You can see through it!

【Brick House】Jiang Yuhuan (Teddy Bear)

However, the captain has seen through a qiē

Messy gags, Ji Jundie quit the group, and only then did she see the message sent by Cheng Luofan

Autumn Fall: I just went to light a cigarette

Autumn Fall: ...... At?

Autumn Fall: ......

Qiuluo: I slept first. Quiet.

She blinked and read Cheng Luofan's information back and forth a few times. It seems that Cheng Luofan doesn't have the habit of water groups, otherwise he would just call her in the group.

Ruohuang: I didn't see the poof

Unexpectedly, the autumn fall appeared immediately after.

Autumn Fall: ......

Ruohuang: Didn't you sleep?

Autumnfall: Woken up by □□ prompt

Ruohuang: ...... burst

Ruohuang: Is this a special concern in the legend? So shy

Qiuluo: It's not that I'm used to giving prompts

Ruohuang: Puff white shy

Autumn Fall: ......

Ruohuang: ~~~

Autumnfall: You want me to set one

Ruohuang: Huh?

Autumnfall: It's set

Ruohuang: ...... 0.0

Ji Jundie's mood became very good for no reason, if Cheng Luofan asked her what was wrong the second time, Ji Jundie felt that she would tell him everything, more than Wang Yuanjie, but Cheng Luofan didn't ask, so Ji Jundie didn't say anything.

No regrets, no nothing.

The road still has to go on, and compared with her classmate, fortunately, there are still these people with her along the way.

Appendix:

Special attention □□ each player:

Jiang Yuhuan: Ji Jundie, Mo Hang, Han Yizhen

Zheng Manqing: All the people of the dynasty

Qu Liang: Xue Lang

Xue Lang: Qu Liang

Jiang Chenxi: Jiang Liran

Ji Jundie: Zhang Yunhe, Chairman of the Alliance (...... Poof)

Cheng Luofan: In the past, there was wood, but now it is Ji Jundie

Yu Yi: Everyone in July

Ink seeds: Cheng Luofan, female ticket