The doctor's expression was very solemn.

"At present, it seems that Mr. He's brain injury is not too serious, and his brain stem is not damaged."

He Shanshan, who was crying and red-eyed, grabbed the doctor's hand and asked in a choked voice.

"But doctor, why hasn't my brother woken up yet?"

"Previously, we suspected that the coma was caused by a lung infection, but after checking, we found that there was only a slight infection, and the problem was not big." The doctor's eyebrows furrowed and he continued to explain, "So the current situation is that whether it is a brain or lung problem, in fact, all of them are not enough to keep Mr. He unconscious. I would like to continue to analyze the specific situation. ”

"Of course, if the physical condition is fine, in fact, it does not rule out another possibility."

"What?"

The doctor was hesitant.

Judging from the current situation, Mr. He's will seems to be relatively weak now, in other words...... Maybe he didn't really want to wake up. Of course, this is just speculation. ”

After listening to the doctor's words, He Shanshan's whole body seemed to be drained, and she almost collapsed on the ground.

"No way, my brother won't leave me alone"

At this time, He Shanshan, who was sad and desperate, was hugged into the arms of a man.

"Brother Xiaolou...... How is this possible......"

As if she had found a harbor to vent, He Shanshan hugged Lou Jingwen, tears burst the embankment, wetting the clothes on Lou Jingwen's bra.

"My brother won't be like this, he won't ......"

He Shanshan kept repeating this sentence, and she couldn't accept it at all, but the doctor's words were like a signal, and He Shanshan had to face it.

Because He Shaocheng has been in a coma for four whole days.

The physical injuries caused by the car accident have basically stabilized, but he still shows no signs of waking up.

If it was really as the doctor said, he gave up on his own...... Then it is likely that you will not wake up for the rest of your life.

Lou Jingwen patted He Shanshan, and comforted him in a low and firm voice, "He will wake up, rest assured." ”

When this sentence came out, even Lou Jingwen himself couldn't tell the difference, whether he was saying it to He Shanshan or to himself.

Four days ago, a second before the car crashed into it, He Shaocheng pounced on him and firmly protected him in his arms.

It was precisely because of He Shaocheng's reckless wind that he saved him from dying.

However, in the end, he only suffered a slight fracture, but He Shaocheng was dying.

At the most dangerous moment, He Shaocheng chose to use his life as the last protection.

Love is worth a thousand words.

Lou Jingwen still remembers how desperate He Shaocheng's last two words were at that time.

That bell rang echoed in his mind over and over again.

Although he didn't see the other party's expression at that time, it was full of self-blame and powerlessness, and Lou Jingwen felt it clearly.

What was the mood in which he made this decision?

Three days later, He Shaocheng came out of the ICU, his physical condition was stable, but there was still no sign of waking up, and his sense of survival seemed to be getting weaker and weaker.

Lou Jingwen looked at He Shaocheng, who was lifeless on the hospital bed, and he realized that he never seemed to have a good look at him.

His face was scarred by the car accident, but it still couldn't hide his handsomeness.

But at this time, his closed eyes and the faint sadness between his eyebrows made Lou Jingwen's heart unable to settle down.

"He Shaocheng."

Lou Jingwen's fingertips slid between He Shaocheng's eyebrows, but they couldn't smooth it.

After quietly looking at He Shaocheng for a few seconds, Lou Jingwen sat beside him.

"He Shaocheng, to be honest, did you have a lot of things to say to me before? For example, whether I am Zhong Heng or not. ”

Lou Jingwen's inquiry was answered by no one in the ward.

Lou Jingwen had already guessed, so he only chuckled weakly and lowered his eyelids.

"If you don't want to say it, then I'll say it. Actually, I have a lot to say to you, and I happened to sue you at once today. ”

"Actually, I hated you before."

"The first time I saw you, I always remember the disdain and contempt for me in your eyes, although you hid it well, but I still saw it. Did you think that I relied on women to take the throne at the time, so I was so disdainful? Lou Jingwen sighed, "It's still disappointing when I think about it, in vain I always thought you were quite smart." ”

"Actually, what I was looking forward to the most that day was to see you, you don't know, when I was just starting out, you were my goal and idol at that time, your nonsense chicken soup, but it was quite inspiring, I just started my business and watched your interview many times, and I still remember those contents." Lou Jingwen smiled at He Shaocheng's face, "But after meeting you that day, you are no longer my idol." ”

Lou Jingwen lowered his voice, "You have become the person I want to surpass the most, and you have also become my enemy." ”

"I don't care what other people think, but at that time I just didn't want to be looked down upon by you, because your eyes were really uncomfortable."

Lou Jingwen took a deep breath, "It's naïve to think about it at the beginning. ”

If it were now, he would definitely not take it to heart.

But everyone has a period of youth, and no matter how perfect Rao is, there is also a so-called "black history".

At that time, he was a fledgling and had just stepped into the circle.

After finally having some achievements, I asked Miss Duan for a recommendation, and I was finally able to stand in front of the male god.

As a result, reality teaches people to be human, but the male god he has worshiped for a long time is not the same as he imagined.

He Shaocheng's eyes immediately made him understand that they were not of the same grade at all, and the truth was so cruel.

However, he was so underestimated and despised by He Shaocheng at the beginning, and he was not convinced.

Thinking back to the past, Lou Jingwen laughed, "Speaking of which, you were my 'childhood' male god, don't you know about it." ”

"At that time, I was also deceived by your hypocritical face, in fact, you are a fox, especially calculating."

Lou Jingwen held He Shaocheng's hand.

And then my heart, I was calculated by you little by little.

"He Shaocheng, in fact, when you think about it, we seem to be born with incompatible characters. From the first meeting...... And then to the present. As long as I get closer, things don't always go well. ”

"So you asked me to watch the sunrise, and then I had an accident."

Lou Jingwen shook his head and smiled, "Do you think so too?" ”

"The first time I saw you in the hospital, you lost a lot of weight and looked very haggard. You were blaming yourself for asking me to watch the sunrise guide and I fell off the cliff during that time, right? ”

"But do you know that I was deliberately pushed down before, even if you don't ask me, he will harm me in other ways, that's not your fault......"

Lou Jingwen looked at He Shaocheng's eyes that were still closed, remembering what he looked like at that time, and remembering the inner torment he had to experience, which was particularly uncomfortable.

He didn't know how He Shaocheng came over in the first place, but he knew how uncomfortable Zhong Heng heard when he was in a car accident.

originally thought that he had a vajra heart and could be invulnerable, but it turned out that he was just used to disguise and silently licked his wounds where he couldn't see.

After experiencing two such blows, how much pain should He Shaocheng's heart have?

If He Shaocheng really saw himself die unexpectedly again this time, how cruel would it be to him?

Lou Jingwen thought of the picture of him rushing to himself so quickly, closed his eyes, and his heart was cut.

He once felt that the crying plots in the TV series were very hypocritical.

But when it really happened to him, the pain and regret were like a flood, drowning his whole body.

"You don't want to bear the pain of losing Zhong Heng, so you let yourself fall asleep and don't want to wake up."

"Have you ever thought about it...... If you never wake up again, I'll be in pain here too. ”

Lou Jingwen held He Shaocheng's hand and pressed it to his left chest, the closest place to his heart.

"There used to be a lot of misunderstandings between us, and I doubted you, so I didn't dare to accept you. You blame yourself and feel guilty, so you keep being careful. But since God has given us a chance to start over, why do you give up so lightly? ”

"He Shaocheng, what I want has never been to exchange your life for mine."

He Shaocheng on the hospital bed still didn't move.

Lou Jingwen closed his eyes, a little unable to speak.

There's nothing more torturous than waiting.

But even if he was desperate and tormented, he believed that He Shaocheng would definitely wake up.

Just like when he could recognize Lou Jingwen as Zhong Heng.

He Shaocheng, you used to be alone silently by my side.

So this time, I'll wait for you to come back.

Lou Jingwen stretched out his hand and gently and gently stroked He Shaocheng's face.

Chin, cheeks, forehead......

Lou Jingwen's fingertips swept over He Shaocheng's right eye, touching the obvious wetness.

A tear streaked across it.

Lou Jingwen's body stiffened, and his eyes flashed with a little joy.

Immediately, the hand he held with He Shaocheng was also held by the warm palm.

Zhong Heng, I didn't give up.

Because......

I can't bear you.