It is not an easy process to live hard in this world and still retain the integrity of dignity.

Cheng Lingxi, who hid home after work, always echoed in his mind the curses that Ning Sen blurted out when he was angry, three points embarrassed, seven points sad, so that he was not in the mood to do anything, and after taking a bath, he kept lying on the side of the bed in a daze.

She remembered that when she was a child, because her family was notoriously bad in the county, she studied hard, trying to prove that she still had something to be proud of, which seemed to have become her way of coping with the problems of life, including work and love.

But no one is a superhero, and not anyone has a protagonist's life.

Cheng Lingxi rubbed his sore calves and smiled helplessly.

At that moment, there was a sudden knock on the closed door.

"Who?" The little girl was instinctively nervous, and then instantly realized that someone was coming.

Sure enough, Xiao Yunshen's familiar voice sounded: "It's me." ”

Cheng Lingxi hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath, and then tried to walk over and open the door calmly, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" ”

To be honest, today's calm in the company has taken up most of her strength.

"I'll see if you're okay, you haven't replied to my WeChat, I'm afraid something will happen." Xiao Yunshen seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

The warmth that is remembered by others is simply a poison/medicine that can corrode the strong.

Cheng Lingxi's nose was sour, and he didn't dare to look into his eyes at all, so he could only stare silently at the LOGO on his white shirt, refusing to let go in and out of the house: "Maybe the phone is out of battery, I'm fine." ”

"Ning Sen's nonsense, don't take it to heart." Xiao Yunshen finally spoke.

“…… Kindness. Lingxi nodded, feeling his limbs trembling slightly: "I'm really fine, I'm going to rest, you should go back early." ”

"I'd like to talk to you, okay?" Xiao Yunshen asked worriedly.

"I'll talk about it tomorrow, I'm tired." Lingxi was about to hold back his tears and slammed the door shut.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Yunshen instantly stretched out his arm to block: "Buns!" Listen to me......"

The security door, which was too late to be controlled, pressed his fingers.

The hand is the life of the painter.

Cheng Lingxi's heart shook instantly, opened the door in a panic, grabbed his hand that was squeezed white and red, and said, "Are you okay?!" I didn't mean to, I ......"

The air was quieting.

Xiao Yunshen felt the slight coolness of her skin, endured the pain and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Cheng Lingxi gradually lowered his arm: "When did you know......

"A while ago, the Securities Regulatory Commission investigated the company's self-recharge, and I saw your recharge record, and then I went to Xue Li to ask for your case." Xiao Yunshen explained very briefly, but he believed that Yi Lingxi's cleverness would soon understand.

As expected, her face gradually turned pale, her head was lowered deeply, and even her voice became wrong: "Then why don't you just say it, observe me, it's funny?" ”

"I'm afraid that you have something unspeakable, so I want to find out and ......" Xiao Yunshen tried to pull her hand, but when he moved slightly, he couldn't help but gasp because of the injury just now.

Lingxi, who was seen through the secret without any defense, finally couldn't control his feelings, and let the tears flow down in a wolf bèi: "So, you also know about the student aid...... You've been disappointed...... Baozi is not the goddess you like, but me who has no prospects...... I don't want to lie to you all the time, and I've wanted to confess to you several times...... But he always lives worse and worse, so bad that he doesn't even have the courage to be honest......"

"Don't cry." Xiao Yunshen touched her pants pocket, only the car keys and wallet, so she could only use the hand that was not hurt to wipe her tears.

By this point, all the insistence and concealment no longer makes sense.

Cheng Lingxi's defense in his heart was ruined, and he sobbed incoherently: "I am very grateful that you let me go to college and changed my fate, but it is all ill-intentioned to lie to you in DND...... Later, I really made up my mind to tell you the truth and apologize to you, but I had a car accident, and I didn't miss the appointment...... The doctor said that my leg was hard to heal, it was already ugly, and it was lame again...... I don't want to see you again, because I can't treat you as an ordinary friend, a benefactor, or a guest...... I...... Why did you come to Yixun, why did you appear again, and what are you looking for me for, just act as if it didn't happen......"

As she spoke, she cried and wiped her tears in her pajamas, trembling as if she was going to pass out at the door of the house in the next second.

Xiao Yunshen was distressed and anxious, and suddenly grabbed her and said, "Lingxi." ”

Cheng Lingxi choked up and said: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, can I just act as if nothing happened...... I—I'm going to quit and leave, I don't want to face you......"

"Lingxi, don't talk nonsense, you look at me." Xiao Yunshen interrupted her.

Cheng Lingxi shook his head vigorously, struggled away, took off his glasses in a panic, wiped away his tears with his sleeve, and raised his hand to block his eyes.

"Lingxi." Xiao Yunshen pulled down her arm again, originally had a thousand words to say in his heart, but when he looked at those wet eyes, he forgot everything completely, and lowered his head and kissed her without warning.

The saltiness of the past has all melted into the gentle lips and teeth.

Cheng Lingxi, who was still shaking just now, gradually calmed down.

No, she was not calm, but completely petrified.

"I'm not disappointed, I'm glad that the bun is you, even if it's not you, I will still like you, even if I don't meet again, no matter what situation I know you, I will still fall in love with you." Xiao Yunshen slowly returned her freedom, and said softly: "The only thing you did wrong was that you didn't contact me after the accident, fool, how could you think you are bad, for anyone, it is not a bad thing to know that you are loved so sincerely, on the contrary, I think I am very lucky." ”

Cheng Lingxi still stood there, motionless and let him support himself, if it weren't for the tears that accumulated from his eyes again, I am afraid that he would really become a frozen statue.

"You're going to tell me to stand like this for a night?" Xiao Yun smiled deeply.

Cheng Lingxi woke up like a dream, grabbed his wrist and broke down and cried: "I'm sorry ......"

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The moment Mr. Xiao was squeezed, he was really injured, and after a few minutes, his originally white and stretched hands were so red and swollen that they couldn't look like they.

Although he was careful to apply the medicine, Lingxi still squatted in front of the sofa and sobbed: "Let's go to the hospital...... What if I can't draw......"

"You said you were going to keep me before." Xiao Yunshen was not in a hurry, and even made a joke.

"I can't afford to raise ......" Cheng Lingxi was really sad.

Xiao Yunshen was amused by her expression, smiled and picked up the tissue on the table to help her wipe her face, and sighed: "Actually, I wanted to choose a day with a good environment and atmosphere, and confess to you seriously, but I was too worried today, so I ran over, it seems that important things in life will happen when I am not ready." ”

Cheng Lingxi felt very unreal, she never expected that the burden she had carried for so many years would suddenly disappear, and it would be on such a night, and she didn't dare to think about what it meant to break a qiē.

"Ning Sen is a little kid who doesn't have a good family education and doesn't know how to manage feelings, her words may make you feel sad, but it's not worth being sad for too long." Xiao Yunshen comforted.

After making such a fuss, Cheng Lingxi had long forgotten about the school's admissions to the clouds, sniffed and nodded.

Xiao Yunshen curled the corners of his mouth: "Did you understand what I said?" ”

Cheng Lingxi nodded again.

Xiao Yunshen asked, "So, can I chase you?" ”

Cheng Lingxi's red eyes widened slightly, still squatting on the carpet, looking up at him.

Xiao Yunshen's expression was calm.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Lingxi asked in a low voice: "...... Would you like to be my boyfriend? ”

In Xiao Yun's deep impression, she was a very shy and introverted person, so when she heard this, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then suppressed the excitement in her heart and smiled: "So cheap for me?" ”

Seven years, from eighteen to twenty-five.

Cheng Lingxi spent the purest and most youthful time of her life in thinking about the man in front of her, she didn't know where she got her luck at first sight, and it became a happy relationship at this moment.

There are too many emotions that there is no way to express them in words.

Tears of no life and happiness suddenly wet their eyes again.

Lingxi's heart was in turmoil, and he suddenly cried like a child on top of his jeans.

Xiao Yunshen raised his intact hand, gently stroked her long hair, and then showed a beautiful smile again, shaking his head helplessly.