Before this experience, Meibian didn't know that he was still seasick.

The day I got on the boat, I was fine. Although he was a little lacking in energy, he only thought that he was too tired, and he thought that he would just take a break. As a result, when I returned to my room after dinner, I suddenly felt uncomfortable. I vomited everything I ate, and I was dizzy, my hands and feet were weak, and I could only lie on the bed.

The most unfortunate thing is that Xingyun herself, who was serving her with her, seemed to be a little seasick, and after taking care of her eyebrows for a while, her face became worse and worse. Mei Pan had to let her go to bed too. The master and servant lay pitifully all night, woke up and fell asleep, and the next day they felt even more uncomfortable.

Zhou Yingyue didn't get up for a long time when she saw her eyebrows, and came over to take a look, only to find out about it.

It's just that even Zhou Yingyue doesn't have a good way to deal with seasickness. In the words of the boatmen: it is good to be dizzy enough.

It's just that I'm going to suffer from it.

However, in just two days, her face seemed to have lost a lot of weight, her face was pale, her face was haggard, and she looked even worse than when Yuan Ziqing was seriously ill. The most worrying thing is not being able to eat. Even if I barely ate it, I vomited in the blink of an eye. Even if I don't eat anything, I feel like my stomach is turning upside down.

In this state, he didn't even have the strength to speak, so he could only lie on the bed and rest. Zhou Yingyue accompanied her at the beginning, but later saw that it had been bad, so she simply asked Yuan Ziqing to come over, maybe when she saw him, she was in a better mood, and she wouldn't be so uncomfortable?

Yuan Ziqing is naturally the most worried. He didn't feel anything when he was sick, he was used to it anyway, but at this moment, when he saw that his eyebrows were so uncomfortable, he only felt heartache, and he hated to replace him.

He tried his best to raise his eyebrows, so he sat down in front of the bed and spoke to her softly. Most of the time, he didn't respond, but he kept talking as if he was tired.

He wasn't a man of many words, and he didn't know how to search his stomach, and later he even began to memorize the books he had read. He simply has a good memory and has enough articles to memorize, so he doesn't have to worry about what to say.

At first, Meibian felt that someone was talking next to him, and the noise made his brain hurt even more. Later, I slowly got used to it, but I calmed down in this voice. Once the spirit is transferred, the physical discomfort is not so obvious.

Yuan Ziqing noticed the change in her and looked down at her, "Are you better?" ”

He nodded his eyebrows and stared at Yuan Ziqing for a moment, "You continue." ”

Yuan Ziqing was suddenly embarrassed.

Interestingly, when he was eighteen years old, this was probably the first time he knew what it was like to be "shy". In the past, even if she showed embarrassment in front of her eyebrows, she was still able to hold herself, at least she wouldn't find out. But at this moment, he was staring at him so directly from his eyebrows, and before he could react, his face was already red.

He pursed his lips and snickered for a while before he said, "That's it, I'm talking nonsense." You've said so much, take a sip of tea and take a break. ”

"I'm not tired." Yuan Ziqing said in a low voice, "If I can make you better, it's worth it." ”

"But I'......" looked at him with a brow, "I'll feel sorry for you too......"

Yuan Ziqing held her hand on the quilt and clenched it tightly. She even sensed a little pain on her eyebrows, but it wasn't unbearable, so she didn't say it, and her eyes still stopped on Yuan Ziqing's face.

"Hurry up and get better!" Yuan Ziqing suddenly sighed.

He shrank himself into the quilt on the side of his eyebrows, and suddenly felt that he seemed to have become smaller, in front of Yuan Ziqing, he became a small, squeamish girl, who could let him hold it in the palm of his hand and care for it carefully.

She remembered that in her distant memory, her father had taken such a cherished care of her. At that time, his body was still healthy, and a pair of strong arms could lift her up easily. Although in front of outsiders, he is the majestic Lord Zhizhou, but in front of his eyebrows, he always has a gentle smile, no matter what she wants to do, he can be satisfied.

It was a many, long time ago, and I thought I had forgotten about it a long time ago, but I found out today that it was still deep in my memory, and I could recall it with a little touch.

There were tears in her eyes, and in the blink of an eye, they dripped down the corners of her eyes.

Yuan Ziqing was frightened, and almost immediately stood up, bent down as if to comfort her, but didn't know what to do, and looked helpless, clumsy and cute.

The eyebrows just looked at her, and the tears were like beads with broken threads, rolling out of their eyes one by one, as if they couldn't stop.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, she wasn't sad, but she just wanted to cry, and she couldn't stop crying.

The death of his parents has had a profound impact on his eyebrows. Before this moment, she thought she was relieved. But it wasn't until this moment that she realized that she had always had resentment in her heart.

She was only twelve years old that year. When my father was sick, it was as if the sky had fallen in the family. The mother took care of the father without undressing and didn't care about her at all. The mother, who was originally shrewd and capable, gentle and kind, seems to have changed as a different person, and she can't see any other expression except crying and sighing all day long.

She was scared, terrified, and finally realized that it was useless. Little by little, the things that her mother taught me came to mind, and the twelve-year-old girl carried the family with her thin arms.

At that time, she was actually very ignorant, and she didn't understand what she was going to face, but she was just subconsciously insisting, thinking that as long as she survived this period of time, it would be fine.

But that's not the case.

My father died. His mother cried and fainted in front of his spirit, and when he woke up again, he seemed to have lost his popularity, and he was in a daze all day long, and his body deteriorated, and finally he was sick and sick.

A few months later, her mother followed her father, and she became a helpless orphan.

The wife of Xue Tongzhi, a subordinate of his father, lamented that his mother and father were in deep love and could not live alone. However, when I heard this, I only had resentment in my heart!

By this time she knew exactly what was going on. With no father and no mother, and a large dowry, she has become fat in everyone's eyes. Overnight, the eyebrows grew.

She walked around among them, carefully protecting herself. However, the more she knew about the situation and what happened in front of her, the more she resented her mother. When my father dies, don't you feel sad? She knew that her parents had a good relationship, but didn't her mother think of herself even for a moment? When she followed her father to die without hesitation, did she ever consider how her daughter would gain a foothold in this world when she was only twelve years old?

There are too many resentments buried in the bottom of my heart, and there is no one to say or say at the eyebrows.

Later, as she grew older, she let herself try to understand her mother, and gradually seemed to really see, understand, and be relieved.

But in fact, no, she just buried this kind of dare and unwillingness deep in her heart, and even deceived herself. Until today, it was touched by Yuan Ziqing.

Because at that moment, she suddenly understood what it was like to love someone deeply and be loved by someone, and she suddenly truly understood the mother's heart - she may not have thought about her daughter, but her husband was the most important thing in her heart.

I couldn't understand it before. But when she met such a person herself, she understood everything and couldn't hold grudges anymore.

In his ears was Yuan Ziqing's eagerness to comfort and care, "Meibian, what's wrong...... Don't cry...... If you want to cry, cry...... I'm here, don't be afraid. ”

The more he comforted, the more aggrieved he became. It seems that she has become the twelve-year-old girl again, and she can throw herself into a generous embrace and vent her feelings with tears.

Silent tears turned into low sobs, and finally into loud crying. Lying in Yuan Ziqing's arms, crying uncontrollably.

The sound was so loud that Zhou Yingyue and Yuan Zifang outside heard it, but the two looked at each other for a while, so they had to pretend not to hear it. With the son/big brother here, it shouldn't be fine, right?

I don't know how long it took, but the pain on my brow gradually turned into sobbing, and finally the voice became smaller and smaller. When Yuan Ziqing noticed that something was wrong, she found that she had fallen asleep at some point.

Only then did he remember that she hadn't rested well for several days, and if she didn't eat or sleep well, her feelings would inevitably fluctuate greatly, and maybe it would be good to cry.

He carefully lowered his eyebrows back to the bed, and sat at the head of the bed to watch over her.

Maybe she can cry so wantonly in front of herself, which also shows that she is already a person she can trust in her heart.

Mei felt embarrassed when he woke up. was talking well, but he suddenly cried, which probably frightened Yuan Ziqing, and it was too gaffe.

She sat at the head of the bed and thought for a while, only to slowly realize that she was no longer dizzy and dizzy, and the symptoms of damn seasickness were all cured!

It's just that the body is still a little soft, and the stomach is very empty.

The eyebrows subconsciously called Xingyun, but it was Yuan Ziqing who pushed the door in, "Awake?" I've prepared a little porridge, so you can drink a little more. ”

He obviously didn't deliberately look at himself, but he couldn't help blushing on the side of his eyebrows, lowered his head and said, "I'm out of shape." ”

"It doesn't matter." Yuan Ziqing walked to the head of the bed with the porridge and put it down, bent down to tuck the quilt for her, "In front of me, you can do whatever you want." ”

His tone was too gentle and serious, and he couldn't help but lose his mind on his eyebrows. She even reached out and traced between his eyebrows for a moment before she realized what she was doing. Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, he was held by Yuan Ziqing, "I said, you can do whatever you want." ”

"I ...... I want to eat. His brow dodged his gaze.

Yuan Ziqing smiled, "You don't have the strength, I'll feed you." Without saying anything, he picked up the bowl.

Meibian said, "I'm fine, no more seasickness." ”

"But I still don't have the strength." Yuan Ziqing scooped a spoonful of porridge, put it to her lips and blew it before handing it to her mouth.

Meibian obediently took the first bite, but she couldn't stop, bite after bite, until a bowl of porridge was eaten, she felt alive, and then remembered poor Xingyun, "What about Xingyun?" How is she? ”

"She's better than you, and she can eat, but she's so dizzy that she has to lie down and rest. Yingyue said, after three or five days, it will be good to get used to it. Yuan Ziqing stood up with the empty bowl, "I'll go out and clean up, you rest first." ”

The eyebrows pulled him.

Yuan Ziqing turned his head and looked at her with two points of doubt on his face. Meibian also stared at him for a moment before muttering, "You have to get better soon." ”

"Huh?" Yuan Ziqing was a little puzzled.

He said, "You just told me that I want to get better quickly, and I will be fine." Now I will send you this too, and you will be well in the near future. ”

This child-like words, she actually said it solemnly, just to please such a good fortune. Maybe when there is a strong hope in the heart that something will work out, a miracle will really happen.

Yuan Ziqing suddenly felt that his heart was so soft.