Chapter 433: The Way Love Looks [Seeking Genuine Subscription]
Because the company has an urgent matter temporarily, Lin Yang, the person who talks about it, needs to rush back to Shanghai to deal with it in person. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
In desperation, Lin Yang could only choose to leave Pingyao quickly, take the car back to Meicheng first, and then transfer to Shanghai.
Send Lin Yang to Pingyao Station and come back.
No, Zhan Shuzhi had just left the station not long ago, and before she could get home, she was stopped by Luo Shan halfway.
"Shuzhi, where did you fool around?"
Zhan Shuzhi was surprised, "In such a good evening, why don't you go home and have a candlelight dinner with your husband, what are you doing coming to me?" ”
"Don't mention him." Luo Shan frowned, a beautiful little face, it was rare to be a mess.
So, Zhan Shuzhi knew that the little couple was in awkwardness, "You two are so good on weekdays, doesn't he depend on you for everything, what is the offense against you this time?" ”
After getting married, Luo Shan's mouth was shocking, comparable to twenty-four filial piety men, and within half a year of marriage, she quit her job and was served at home with peace of mind.
"Don't patronize me," Luo Shan pouted, looked Zhan Shuzhi up and down, and asked instead of answering, "How are you and your little ghost?" Are you hiding from me again? How do you get thinner than you do at a time? ”
"No," Zhan Shuzhi shook her head, "He just left Pingyao." ”
"I knew that even if I said that to him in the hospital last time, he would not give up."
Zhan Shuzhi was dragged all the way back to Luo Shan's house, her man was on a business trip, but there was everything in the refrigerator, black chicken, stew, everything.
Luo Shan wore an apron, dominated the kitchen, did not allow Zhan Shuzhi to enter, and insisted on cooking for her personally.
It was difficult to resist the enthusiasm, and Zhan Shuzhi had to smile helplessly at her clumsily waving the spatula and showing off her skills......
"Well, it tastes good." Zhan Shuzhi flipped the rotten chicken, although it didn't look good, it was still quite delicious.
"That's it." Luo Shan cocked her tail, sat next to Zhan Shuzhi and watched her eat, and suddenly wondered, "Strange, at this time, your boyfriend should take the car back to Meicheng, right?" Why don't you see him calling you? ”
"You think we're you, and when you're in love, you'll want to stick together all the time, and the phone calls don't stop all day long." Zhan Shuzhi paused imperceptibly, put down her chopsticks and said lightly.
"That's fine," said Roshan happily, "without him calling to get in the way, and when the meal is over, you won't go back, because your parents aren't home anyway." ”
Zhan Shuzhi hesitated, thought about it, and agreed.
It's like a sleeper conversation in a girl's life, snuggling up to each other and lying on the bed, pulling on the lamp......
Darkness gives inner weakness and a desire to pour out.
Zhan Shuzhi explained her little by little, and was also confused by digging out her heart.
"What are your plans now?" "Has he thought about the future?" The one-year appointment I told you about before wasn't it just a joke? ”
"I don't know, he didn't mention it, and I didn't ask, probably I thought about it."
"What do you mean?" Luo Shan suddenly rolled over and got up, "Shuzhi, should you really decide to follow that little kid and continue to be stupid, right?" ”
"......" Zhan Shuzhi turned her back, "Don't shout. ”
Luo Shan was anxious behind her back, "Are you hiding something from me?" "
"No, don't think too much."
Luo Shan lay behind Zhan Shuzhi like a spirit, "You tell me the truth, don't think that you can get past by pretending to be autistic to me, have you had a problem recently, I feel wrong as soon as I see you." ”
Zhan Shuzhi was helpless, she couldn't stand it, so she had to turn around to face her for a while, and wrote lightly, "...... There was nothing unpleasant, just a little tired. ”
"Tired? What's going on? She saw that Zhan Shuzhi responded, but she was more worried, yes, according to Zhan Shuzhi's temperament, if it wasn't for the fact that the problem was really difficult to clean up, Zhan Shuzhi would not have opened her mouth to respond.
Zhan Shuzhi was silent for a while, and said lightly, "It's nothing." ”
It's not that I don't want to talk about it, but I don't know where to start.
Luo Shan wanted to say something more, but suddenly the phone rang again, plus the five calls that were pressed down at night, Luo Shan was ruthless with Joe.
Zhan Shuzhi vaguely remembered that on the wedding day, the groom seemed to be a cold and domineering man, and the man on the other end of the contact phone who was whispering softly at the moment couldn't help but make people a little lost compared to Lin Yang.
Luo Shan covered the microphone, making her man coax and spoil for most of the day, and after hanging up the phone, she couldn't stop muttering "annoying".
is really in the blessing and does not know the blessing, if one day he is not "annoying", it will be her turn to be annoying.
Zhan Shuzhi saw that her eyes and eyebrows were rippling, and quipped, "Not angry? ”
Luo Shan closed the phone, wrinkled his nose and said embarrassedly, "When he comes back tomorrow, he will say that I am not angry, and he still makes up his mind to rush back." ”
"It seems that he dotes on you very much, so I can rest assured."
Roshan was still taking Joe, "It's not natural for him to make me angry and coax me, besides, aren't men supposed to spoil women." ”
Zhan Shuzhi felt a little sour in her heart.
"What's wrong?"
Zhan Shuzhi shook her head, facing Luo Shan's question, Zhan Shuzhi didn't know how to answer.
Zhan Shuzhi is used to letting Lin Yang wronged herself, and when the two are together, Zhan Shuzhi pays more.
However, since she chose him in the first place, Zhan Shuzhi had expected that this would be the result.
Once, Zhan Shuzhi thought she could bear it, but the disappointments and separations again and again, as well as the lack of hope for each other's future, made her more and more tired......
This time, she really planned to say goodbye to Lin Yang completely.
It's just that, out of her understanding of Lin Yang, she didn't confess to him in person, she knew very well that if she did, Lin Yang would definitely not agree.
Since it is useless to say more, Zhan Shuzhi simply chose not to say it, let time change everything, and let Lin Yang take the initiative to give up.
When she saw Luo Shan's sweetness, which was also a quarrel, and remembered the back of Lin Yang leaving at the station in the afternoon, Zhan Shuzhi couldn't help but feel a little sad.
"Shuzhi," Roseanne gently stroked her face in the dark, "it's been a long time since you've talked to me about your heart in the new year, every time you ask him...... You always smile and say 'great'. Are you really good right now? ”
Zhan Shuzhi silently put her face in the palm of her hand.
“…… Isn't it really hard? ”
After a while, Zhan Shuzhi nodded slightly.
Roseanne whispered, "...... I'm really worried about you, don't always push yourself, everyone has times when they show weakness and tiredness. Shuzhi, if ...... If it's really hard, if it's really hard, you just give up......"
Zhan Shuzhi didn't answer because she was now in the pain of giving up this relationship.
"Shuzhi, you are not an old mother, women want to have a husband who can be relied on and know the cold and the hot, not a little child who needs you to take care of and accommodate." Luo Shan said, "When you said you wanted to choose him, I thought that if it was just an age gap, he would be small, but if he can understand you and know how to take care of you, then age is not an obstacle that is difficult to overcome." But now...... What I see is not the case. ”
"This year, you have a lot of pressure," Luo Shan took Zhan Shuzhi's hand, "You haven't noticed what you've ruined your body lately, you still have a few taels of meat on your body last year, and now you're lying with you, and you are flustered when you accidentally touch it, and your smile is getting more and more reluctant to face me...... Didn't he notice any of this? Shuzhi, love is not like this...... This old mother, is it what you want to do, or is he what he makes you be? Perhaps, what he needs is not a lover, but a sister? Where is love like this? You just wait for him to have an epiphany, wait for him to grow, you never thought that one day he had an epiphany and found true love? What are you going to do with all the years you've spent on him? ”
Love is not like that......
Zhan Shuzhi closed her eyes, "Give me a little time, I need to think about it calmly......"
Zhan Shuzhi remembered that when she was a girl, she had longed for a love in that brilliant and beautiful year.
At that time, Zhan Shuzhi was so stubborn in believing that love is to be with the person who wants to join hands the most.
Now that the age has passed, Zhan Shuzhi opened her eyes and wanted to see another person who was looking forward to joining hands, only to find that she couldn't even find her original self......
She watched Lin Yang step by step, from a young and frivolous student, it seems that he is gradually moving towards maturity, in Zhan Shuzhi's eyes, he has spent the past few years of his youth with him.
18-year-old Zhan Shuzhi felt that love was a lifetime, but at the age of 28, she discovered that a lifetime is not necessarily love.
For Zhan Shuzhi, just one year with him may have been hers for a lifetime.
The next day, after leaving Luo Shan's house, Zhan Shuzhi returned home and took out the key to open the door.
"Babble".
Zhan Shuzhi had just stepped on the entrance and closed the door, Huo Ran, and the room was brightly lit.
The atmosphere froze in an instant.
Zhan's father stood in front of the windowsill, with his back to her, Zhan's mother blushed and walked up to Zhan Shuzhi without saying a word, and raised her hand to slap her hard......
"Smack!"
Zhan Shuzhi subconsciously covered her face, her ears were buzzing, since she could remember, she had almost never been beaten, and for a while, her brain was full of nightmares, and her face was so hot that it burned.
"How do you ...... How did you get this ugly thing? ”
Zhan Shuzhi didn't cry, but her mother, who has always been very arrogant, shed tears, hating that iron is not steel, "Your father and I came back yesterday and saw you at the station, if it weren't for what I thought, I called your father to go with me...... I saw you and that boy...... Why are you so ridiculous! ”
Zhan Shuzhi is just an ordinary ordinary person, with the selfishness and weakness that everyone has.
"Shuzhi, what the hell are you thinking! Who the hell is that boy? What can such a young man give you? Yes! Do you think you have a few more years to waste? ”
Zhan Shuzhi couldn't speak, she only covered her face and looked at the high heels on her feet that she hadn't had time to take off.
hit the child's body, and the pain was in the mother's heart.
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