Chapter 154 Secret Log

When Qi Shunmin heard Liu Yongmei say this, he was a little impatient, and immediately stood up and said, "Sister-in-law, you eat slowly first, and I'll go to the study first." ”

Liu Yongmei saw that she left half a bowl of leftover rice and went to the study, and wanted to persuade her, but she knew that she was born with an impatient, so she had to let her temperament.

After Juanzi finished eating in her room, she brought the tableware with leftovers to the restaurant, and found that her aunt was the only one eating, so she couldn't help asking, "Where is my mother?" ”

As soon as Liu Yongmei saw Juanzi, she thought that Chen Xuewu's departure was directly related to this girl, and she felt a little 'hostile' towards her in her heart, and immediately replied lightly: "She went to check her husband's computer." ”

"Oh, why did she do that?"

"Of course, it's to find out your stepfather's whereabouts. Don't you think it's a bit strange that he's missing? ”

As soon as Juanzi heard her aunt's tone, she knew that she was blaming herself, and she wanted to contradict and say, 'Since I have a father, I won't admit any stepfather', but after all, my heart is weak, so I didn't say such a thing in the end.

When she saw that her aunt was about to get up and clean up the table after eating, she quickly said, "You can rest, I will do this little work." ”

Liu Yongmei didn't argue with her, so she turned around and ran into the study silently.

Juanzi looked at her aunt's back, and couldn't help but think that she was not satisfied with herself, and it was entirely for Uncle Chen. Alas, less than a year after Uncle Chen came to his home, not only did he make his mother go mad, but even his grandmother's whole family was 'bought' by him. This man is amazing. However, she immediately thought that if it weren't for sympathy for her father, she would have almost been moved by him. In fact, I have always had a troubled conscience because I pretended to be sick last time and cooperated with my father to steal his computer. And this time, it is burdened with a heavy debt of conscience. She had no reason to complain about her aunt's attitude towards her.

At this time, Juanzi was buried in cleaning up, and she was sad.

Besides, when Liu Yongmei walked into the study, she found that the second sister-in-law was still sitting at the computer, searching for articles about Chen Xuewu on the computer.

"Xiaomin, did you find anything?" Liu Yongmei approached her and put a hand on her shoulder.

Qi Shunmin replied gloomily: "I just looked at his recently completed work "Love in the Distance" in his text, and I was already moved by the ending of the story. So haven't searched down yet. “

Liu Yongmei was surprised: "Really? I've never seen his work, and since you like it so much, maybe if I do, I'll become a fan of him. ”

Qi Shunmin said softly: "I know that my sister-in-law usually likes to read poetry and prose, and she almost disdains the script of a novel. In fact, beautiful writing is not necessarily only found in poetry and prose. In some stories, you can also appreciate the beautiful text. And, it has something that poetry and prose don't have. ”

Liu Yongmei nodded: "Well, you're right. I'll definitely find a chance to read his script in the future. Can you send the text to my mailbox? ”

Qi Shunmin also nodded: "No problem." I'm going to send "Love from Far Away" to your email right now. When you get home, you'll be able to see it from your computer. ”

"Great. Then you can send it quickly. ”

After Liu Yongmei waited for her to send the text to her email, she reminded: "Let's stop browsing his works yet, let's check other things." ”

Qi Shunmin nodded: "Well, I'll try to see if I can log in to his QQ." ”

When Liu Yongmei found that Qi Shunmintong Guò's QQ account and password saved on the computer of Chen Xuewu and automatically logged in successfully, don't be surprised: "Could it be that he set up an automatic login like this, and after leaving, he didn't change the password?" ”

Qi Shunmin glanced back at his sister-in-law, and said with a wry smile: "Maybe he didn't worry about leaving any traces inside, or didn't think that we would look for him, right?" ”

Liu Yongmei stared nervously at Chen Xuewu's QQ dynamics, and couldn't help frowning: "He doesn't seem to have been on QQ for a long time." So there's no talk of changing the password. ”

Qi Shunmin thought for a while, and then suddenly said: "His mobile phone function is very poor, and he usually uses the computer to log in to QQ." Could it be that he left this computer and didn't log in to QQ again? ”

Liu Yongmei was a little nervous and said: "I hope he just doesn't come up because he's busy with work, not for other reasons." ”

Qi Shunmin recalled: "In fact, when he usually writes, QQ is often hung up like this, and he doesn't chat with netizens. And I don't want to compete with him for the computer, if I usually want to go to QQ, I use my own mobile phone. Perhaps, he really doesn't play this thing anymore. ”

Liu Yongmei was a little uneasy in her heart, but pretended to be calm and said: "Then let's take a look at the things in his space, maybe there are clues we need." ”

Qi Shunmin pondered for a moment, and then said: "He usually has the habit of writing a log. Let's check his log now, shall we? ”

Liu Yongmei nodded: "Okay." The journal is the best reflection of his mental activity. ”

When Qi Shunmin opened Chen Xuewu's log list, he actually found that there were two forms: 'public' and 'only visible to himself'.

Liu Yongmei's heart moved, and she hurriedly reminded the second sister-in-law: "Xiaomin, I can't help but care about those public logs, I want to see his secret logs." ”

"Hmm." Qi Shunmin nodded in agreement, and opened the secret diary of Chen Xuewu's most awake chapter - "Life and Struggle" with some apprehension

They both barely held their breath as they read the contents – today was a day to celebrate for me, as my screenplay "Love from Far Away" was finally signed. However, I felt no joy at all, only a hint of desolation. However, for this work, which is the last swan song of my life, I am still full of emotion. This work has too many shadows of me and Xiaomin. I hope that its advent can move more audiences. When I signed the contract, I deliberately left her number as an emergency contact, hoping that this work, which has been the work of more than a year, can be passed on by her after I leave. When I think about this, I finally feel less mentally heavy, but a sense of relief. For anyone, it is difficult to get rid of the results of birth, old age, sickness and death. Even if someone's life is short, even fleeting, as long as he can leave something worth remembering, it will not be in vain. I hope that my works will continue to be remembered by future generations after I am gone. It is a spiritual treasure that I can leave in this world. I hope that Xiaomin will be proud of me in the future. When I wrote this, I suddenly realized that life needs to struggle, and the results of struggle and non-struggle are completely different. There is no rest in life, keep the attitude of struggle, make the world so brilliant, and make your life colorful. You must not be satisfied with the gentleness of the stream, otherwise you will be satisfied with your own mediocrity, and only by appreciating the steepness of the mountain peaks can you have the opportunity to appreciate your own excellence. I have done my best for my life, and I can say that I have no regrets in my death.

Qi Shunmin and Liu Yongmei were a little dumbfounded after reading this log, they looked at each other, and they both shook their heads blankly, they really couldn't understand why Chen Xuewu wrote such inexplicable words.

"What's wrong with him? Why did death come to mind? Why do you want to say that this script is the swan song of his life? Qi Shunmin finally threw a lot of incomprehensible questions to Liu Yongmei.

Liu Yongmei's heart suddenly jumped and she was a little uneasy: "I heard that some literati are very prone to depression because they use their brains excessively. Could it be that he wrote these things as a symptom of this symptom? ”

Qi Shunmin's pretty face was a little pale, and he couldn't help but say in horror: "Don't scare me." I've heard that people with this disease are prone to suicidal tendencies. Will he be like this? ”

Liu Yongmei said gloomily: "I read that his diary, in addition to containing his love and life insights, there is an obvious tendency to express a kind of dying words. This journal may shed light on his disappearance. ”

Qi Shunmin shook his head: "Except for the few days after he got you back, his spirit was a little abnormal, and he was very optimistic and cheerful at other times." He has always been an energetic and optimistic man, how could he suffer from depression? ”

Liu Yongmei shook her head: "Xiaomin, are you saying that after he brought me back from Lingu, he behaved a little abnormally?" ”

"Well, he became very lazy and tired at the time. I thought he was proud because he had found you and made such a great contribution to our family before. ”

Liu Yongmei pondered for a while, then shook her head and said, "He is not what you think, because he talked to me a lot in Lingu." I could sense from his conversation how much he cherished and loved his current family. Therefore, no matter what he does brilliantly, he will not be complacent. ”

Qi Shunmin was a little anxious: "But what the hell is going on?" He writes something that is heart-wrenching. It seems optimistic, but in fact it has a great sense of desolation and misery. ”

Liu Yongmei couldn't figure out any clue, so she had to pat her on the shoulder: "Don't worry, continue to read the next chapter of the secret log." Maybe it can give us more of his spiritual world. ”

Qi Shunmin then opened another chapter of Chen Xuewu's secret diary - "Mobile Phone"

Liu Yongmei was stunned when she saw the title of the log, did he have any unique understanding of daily mobile phones?

However, when Qi Shunmin opened the content and saw it, they were both surprised!

It turned out that the content was that Juanzi was about to celebrate her birthday, and yesterday she proposed to Xiaomin to change to an Apple mobile phone. But was rejected by Xiao Min. I know that Xiaomin is a woman who doesn't spend money indiscriminately, and she is also very strict with her daughter. However, when I saw Juanzi's disappointed appearance, I couldn't bear it, so I persuaded Xiao Min a few words, but Xiao Min was still very stubborn. I didn't want to upset her, so I stopped talking. However, I would like to buy this phone for Juanzi. It's not about pleasing her, it's about giving her a treat. Although she has always had a bad attitude towards me, I am her stepfather after all. I finally found the phone she said on the website and bought it right away, hoping that she would have a happy birthday when she received this unexpected surprise. In fact, I have lived most of my life without children and daughters, and I sincerely want to treat Juanzi as if she were my own daughter. I would like to express my fatherly love to her. Some people say that father's love is a ray of sunshine that makes people's hearts feel warm like spring even in the cold winter; Father's love is a clear spring, and people's emotions are still pure and clear even if they are covered with the dust of time. Although I know that she does not lack fatherly love, after all, she lives in a broken family. Therefore, I hope that my love can light a lamp for her in this home, so that her family life will shine with a different kind of brilliance. I hope that my love will touch her.

When Qi Shunmin saw this, he felt excited, and at the same time, his mind immediately flashed the exquisite mobile phone that his daughter had recently fiddled with. She always thought that the mobile phone was bought by her ex-husband for her daughter, but she didn't expect that Chen Xuewu bought it. But why did Juanzi accept it at that time?

She couldn't sit still anymore at this point, and immediately got up and walked out—

"Xiaomin, what are you going to do?" Liu Yongmei couldn't help but tug her arm.

Qi Shunmin immediately got rid of Liu Yongmei's hand, and spit out a few words in his mouth - "I want to ask Juanzi for clarification!" (To be continued.) )