47. Gu Ran
There is a saying that problems that can be solved with sex are not a problem...... So when Gu Ran woke up, he saw that he and Yang Zhai were hugging each other naked and barely leaving a gap, and he didn't know what attitude to use to face Yang Zhai.
Maybe she was overactive last night, Yang Zhai was still asleep, Gu Ran looked at her, and there was a feeling of being filled in her heart, to put it more hypocritically, if you have it, you will have the whole world, this is the state of mind that love should have. I've been in love so much before, not to mention going to bed, even kissing feels awkward, but now I think it's not because she's traditional and conservative, it's not because she has a habit of cleanliness, it's just that she doesn't have love for those boys. Maybe she was born with a curved gene in her bones, and maybe Yang Zhai's position in her heart was too special to make her fall in love with a woman so lightly. I still feel very awkward when I think of the word homosexuality, but when I see Yang Zhai, I feel very beautiful, but no one can guarantee that a relationship can last a lifetime, what if one day she and Yang Zhai break up for various reasons? So what will happen to her? Once a woman bends, it will probably be difficult to go straight back, Gu Ran feels that it is impossible for her to accept a man anymore and find another woman? Gu Ran didn't dare to imagine it.
In Gu Ran's opinion, there is no way back for her relationship with Yang Zhai, if one day Yang Zhai doesn't love her anymore, or she is tired of leaving her after being together for a long time, what should she do? Although Gu Ran has always been very independent, she is very insecure because she has not been with her parents for a long time, and this state of mind of suffering from gains and losses makes her a little breathless.
Yang Zhai opened his eyes and saw Gu Ran frowning, although his eyes fell on him, but his eyes were empty, thinking that she was still angry about yesterday's events, she felt so wronged, she worked so hard yesterday! If Ran Ran still refuses to forgive her, then she really has no choice.
"Ranran, are you still angry?" Yang Zhai asked cautiously.
Gu Ran was distracted, suddenly heard her voice, obviously startled, and then looked at Yang Zhai's pitiful expression begging for forgiveness, she knew how proud Yang Zhai was, but she was very accommodating to her, especially last night, that was simply flattering to her, what made Yang Zhai put his posture so low? "Why are you doing this to me?" In fact, what Gu Ran wanted to ask was why Yang Zhai was so good to her, even if she loved someone, she didn't need to be so humble.
Yang Zhai thought that she was still dissatisfied with that incident, everything that should have been explained had already been explained, if Gu Ran still couldn't understand, she could do whatever she wanted! I didn't want to quarrel with her early in the morning, so I just said, "I've said everything that should be said, whatever you want." Regardless of whether he was undressed, he got up straight and walked out like this.
Gu Ran was really stunned, she didn't understand where Yang Zhai's fire came from, Yang Zhai was too good to her, she was worried, Yang Zhai lost his temper with her, she was even more worried, this kind of mood of suffering from gains and losses was really uncomfortable.
Obviously, the afterglow of last night's passion is still in the body, but when a person doesn't want to speak, especially when Yang Zhai doesn't want to speak, the two people have almost zero communication, but Gu Ran has not reported to the new company after leaving the company, so he has been idle at home for the past few days, and Yang Zhai received a radio call, because of the catastrophic natural disaster in Linshi, the radio stopped all entertainment programs to mourn, and there is no need to go to the radio, even if two people are in the living room and one is in the room, the atmosphere is still depressing and embarrassing.
Yang Zhai knew in her heart that every time she had an awkward relationship with Gu Ran, she always bowed her head, but this time she really gave in a lot, including yesterday when Gu Ran went out for so long, not only did she turn off her mobile phone to make her worried, but she didn't even have a word of explanation after coming back, even so, she still tried her best to please her, but in exchange for Gu Ran's accusation, does it really mean to be humble to the dust when you love someone?
Gu Ran was also very depressed, she was still trapped in an infinite circle of what to do if she broke up with Yang Zhai in the future, she knew that Yang Zhai misunderstood her, she just didn't want to explain, and she was not in a hurry to reconcile with Yang Zhai, but to experience the atmosphere of discord between the two, in short, it was a bit like looking for abuse.
A mobile phone ringtone broke the dead silence, it was Yang Zhai's mobile phone.
"Hey." Listening to Yang Zhai's tone, it was obviously an unfamiliar number.
"It's you." It seems to be someone Yang Zhai knows.
"I don't have time...... Well, I have time, where will I meet? ”
"Okay, see you later."
The door is not soundproof, the sound of Yang Zhai answering the phone, Gu Ran heard it clearly, I don't know who Yang Zhai made an appointment with, in normal times Yang Zhai would definitely come in and say to her, but Gu Ran only heard the sound of cleaning things, and then the sound of the door being closed, Yang Zhai completely ignored her storage, and went out like this!
Gu Ran was already suffering from the chaos of gains and losses, and now the sense of loss was even heavier, and his mind was full of who Yang Zhai went to meet and what he would do, judging by a woman's intuition, the person Yang Zhai went to see was definitely not for work, nor was he a friend, Yang Zhai first refused and then agreed, a large part of the reason was because he was angry with himself to meet a person he didn't want to see, could this person be a woman?
Gu Ran stayed at home for a day, because he was in a bad mood, he didn't even eat lunch, especially when he saw the message sent by Yang Zhai when he was swiping the circle of friends, there was no text, only a photo of holding a coffee cup, the fingers were thin and long, very beautiful but not Yang Zhai's, Yang Zhai was really dating a woman, and this photo was clearly sent to her.
Last time it was Xu Xixian, and I don't know who this time, Yang Zhai always makes such a move over and over, just to make her jealous and angry, but she always gets tricked, and she can't do it without getting angry, but she doesn't know that she shuts down the phone when she makes a fuss and Yang Zhai messes around with the circle of friends.
Gu Ran wanted to ask who that person was, opened Yang Zhai's WeChat avatar, lost a few words and deleted them, repeated many times, and finally threw the phone aside, if he sent a message to question, wouldn't it be in Yang Zhai's arms? Love whoever you love, don't come back today if you have the ability!
When Yang Zhai hadn't come back after eleven o'clock, Gu Ran was a little panicked, it turned out that the taste of waiting for others was so tormenting, angry and worried, and it was only at this time that she realized that her mobile phone was turned off yesterday, and Yang Zhai called her every ten minutes, and the mood at that time was probably more anxious than she is now. And Yang Zhai's circle of friends has never updated the photo since it was sent in the afternoon, Gu Ran couldn't pull his face to call or text her, so he could only continue to suffer, and finally heard the sound of the key turning, Gu Ran almost bounced, the door opened, in addition to Yang Zhai, she also saw Xie Yayan, Yang Zhai's suitor, a rival in love who was almost forgotten by her.
Yang Zhai explained as if he was fine: "Oh, Yayan doesn't want to stay in a hotel, and wants to spend a night with us, is it okay?" ”
It seems that he is asking for Gu Ran's opinion, and everyone has brought it back, and it is clear that it is slaughtered first and then played.
Gu Ran didn't have the enthusiasm to see Xie Yayan for the first time, and he didn't even want to pretend, and said expressionlessly: "There is only one room, you sleep with her or with her, or sleep together, you decide." Then I went back to the master bedroom and locked the door.