0163 Please Look at Me!
"Woo...... I'm really ......
I was a little disappointed. Burning Novels.? r?a?n?? e?n?`o?r?g?”
After Chu Xian finished explaining the ambiguity between him and Su Su before, Lin Xiao was expressionless for a while, and then tilted his head with a strange expression.
"I ...... I thought I would be even more disappointed, after all, you didn't refuse other girls to approach while you were 'waiting' for me.
But when I really listened to your confession, I felt in my heart, 'Ah...... There's no way to do that.
I've gone a little too far in the past, and it's only natural that you've been getting desperate year after year.
But...... You're ...... I'm already going to give up, but why did I ...... after that?"
Speaking of this, Lin Xiao stopped his breath in time and did not tell Chu Xian about "another self".
After the disappearance of "another self", Chu Xian's memory "restored" became that he confessed to her after this year's junior high school reunion, and finally moved her, so in Chu Xian's memory, he was not ruthlessly rejected by her, thus creating this part of her phantom.
But according to Chu Xian, before the last confession, he was actually fully prepared for failure and giving up, right? Then why couldn't he think so much that he would create a phantom of her to be an "air girlfriend"?
"Hah...... Forget it, I'd better go and hear what Su Su plans to talk to me about first.
You...... Do you want to go too? ”
"Gotta go."
Although Lin Xiao had already doubted Chu Xian's abnormal change of attitude at this time, she couldn't call out the "other self" who had disappeared to ask about it again, so she decided to put this matter aside for the time being and wait until she finished talking to Su Su.
Chu Xian saw that Lin Xiao had already stood up and took his coat, so he naturally immediately turned off the computer and stood up, intending to accompany Lin Xiao to interview Su Su.
Of course, he didn't think that Su Su would be unfavorable to Lin Xiao, and he wasn't worried that Su Su would talk nonsense and exaggerate the ambiguity between her and himself, but Lin Xiao had already taken the initiative to tell him about it, which meant that this strong-willed girl actually subconsciously hoped to get his support and hoped that he could go together. Therefore, he can't abandon his responsibility, and he shouldn't watch Lin Xiao face Su Su by himself.
As a boyfriend, no matter how good and justified the reason is, as long as you can't stand on your girlfriend's side without hesitation, you have already chosen to give up for something...... even betrayed love.
"Teacher Zhang, Teacher Chu, our classmates suddenly sent a WeChat message to us to go to KTV to sing, and they shouldn't come back for dinner at noon.
I'm out with Chu Xian, goodbye, teacher! ”
"Ahh Good!
Luckily, I haven't started preparing lunch yet, so be safe yourself. Good bye. ”
When she said goodbye to Chu Xian's parents, Lin Xiao's tone and expression had completely returned to normal, as if she didn't realize that this might be the last time she said goodbye to her future parents-in-law.
However, as soon as he walked out of the door of Chu Xian's house, Lin Xiao re-revealed a heavy expression.
She turned around and waited for Chu Xian, whose glasses were reflective, and subconsciously grabbed his big hand, which was always warm and dry, but immediately retracted her hand, and explained with a somewhat reluctant dry smile:
"Hmm...... Forget it, it's not good to be seen by Su Su. ”
"There's nothing wrong with it, you're my girlfriend, it's your right."
Chu Xian grabbed Lin Xiao's hand and put it in his pocket as usual, and the two of them walked out of the corridor next to each other quite intimately.
Lin Xiao seemed to like walking like this, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with it. Although it is really not good for Su Su to see this, but in this sensitive period, he can't "break off" with his real girlfriend in order to take care of Su Su's mood!
It's a matter of ass, a matter of standing in line! Boyfriend has an obligation to stand on his girlfriend's side, if he can't bear this obligation, simply don't take this default obligation for the sake of his sister from the beginning!
"Thank you...... Thank you, Chu Xian.
I know you're defending me, but don't hold my hand or get too close to me when you get out of the car.
I've gotten enough courage from you, so I want to stand in front of Susu as fairly as possible.
She has been silently waiting for you, just as you have been silently waiting for me. You should know her mood best, and she should know your mood best.
And I ...... I didn't do anything, just simply shook my head, and let you wait for me for ten years; and simply nodded, and her ten years of waiting came to naught.
I hope you can be there, to be honest, I'm very afraid of this kind of scene, maybe from the first time I rejected you in junior high school, I was afraid that this kind of scene would appear - after all, you are so popular that I sometimes feel the root of my teeth itch, and I really want to pounce on you and bite you hard, I'm afraid Su Su and the deputy squad leader are the same.
But I didn't do it specifically to demonstrate to Susu...... At most, I have a little bit of this thought, but I still want to hear what she is going to say as fairly and equally as possible.
I didn't do anything myself, but I gained so much that I felt uneasy about myself, and sometimes I would think, 'Is it okay that I'm so happy and sweet now?' and 'Isn't this really a dream?......'
So let go for a moment and don't help me anymore. Whether it's Su Su or someone else, I'll face it bravely, otherwise I'm not qualified to be your girlfriend.
I...... I really like you, too.
I regret that I never had the courage to say yes, and now I regret it even more. If I had promised from the beginning that I hadn't given myself all sorts of high-sounding reasons to escape, then no one else would have had any chance in the first place.
It was my cowardice that made what could have been a perfect relationship ten years late, and it couldn't be perfect.
I've found that the more effort you put into what you pursue, the more likely you are that you won't be able to pursue anything. Whether it's your pursuit of me before, or my pursuit of illusory perfection, or Susu's pursuit of you......
Now I really want to keep the identity of 'girlfriend', no matter whether it is fair or not, whether I am qualified or not, I don't want to give it to anyone!
This is my fight, you just have to watch from the sidelines. But please look at me! Please be sure to look at me! Watch how I worked for you, suffered for you, cried for you, and struggled for you!
I want you to see for sure that I like you as much as you like me! I like you more than I like you! ”
When the taxi stopped in front of the KTV mentioned in Su Su's WeChat, Lin Xiao resolutely broke free of Chu Xian's hand, leaving Chu Xian, who was reflective in glasses, and the stunned driver's uncle behind him.
"Young people now, now...... I've watched too many romance movies......" (To be continued.) )