When Qin Shi arrived, it was already three days later, he was originally filming in the northwest, and after receiving the news, he almost immediately asked for leave and rushed back, and it was three days since he arrived at the hospital.

Qi Ye was guarding in the hospital.

Liang Jin was unconscious in the ICU, and Xu Qingfeng was strictly guarded in the ward. These two people have eaten and slept together since childhood, and they probably didn't expect that the good years of the scenery and bustle would be synchronized again - in this hospital full of the smell of disinfection, they live and die together.

Qi Ye sat alone on the bench, remembering that Liang Jin had discussed this issue with him a long time ago. He said, the fortune teller said that I was a Rick person, you see I lost my mother when I was a child, and now I have no father...... I'm so scared, I'm afraid it will affect Xu Qingfeng.

Qi Ye thought that he wanted to make the drama of "if you love him, you have to leave him", so he asked him, what do you say?

Liang Jin pursed his lips at the time, thought about it and said, "I don't know either." ”

Later, after a long time, once Qi Ye saw the popular "I'm going to die behind you" chicken soup text, took it to Liang Jin, and laughed while watching it and complained about those who swore by it. After complaining about his whim, he asked Liang Jin, "If you and Xu Qingfeng have a backward left, who do you choose?" ”

Liang Jin said: "I." ”

Qi Ye puffed out his cheeks with an expression of disbelief.

Liang Jin smiled embarrassedly, but said: "The two of us have grown up together, even if he doesn't love me as much as I love him, but he still has some feelings. But if there is affection, when one person leaves, the other will definitely be sad. So I want me to walk behind him, I want to take care of his affairs, and he is usually so proud of a person, and he should be equally proud in the end. If he can't let go of anything, then I will promise whatever he asks. ”

Qi Ye asked, "And then?" ”

Liang Jin said: "Then when his affairs are done, I will pick an auspicious day of the zodiac, fast and bathe, and go to him happily." ”

Qi Ye just thought that the two of them were chatting, scolding him for being a fool, and he couldn't think about anything.

Liang Jin shook his head and said seriously, it's not that I can't think about it, but Qi Ye, except for Xu Qingfeng, I don't have anyone else? What's more, I really can't live without him. Not even that kind of foul talk could get me to leave him.

When Liang Jin said it at the time, Qi Ye only felt that he was too stupid and naïve. However, at this time, he was sitting alone on the bench in the hospital, thinking about Liang Jin's recent cousin, only to realize that the words were actually sincere-

Qi Ye thought about these cluelessly, and turned Liang Jin's words over and over in his mouth twice, when Qin Shi hurriedly ran over, he was in a state of unprovoked sadness, looking at the tanned and swarthy person, suddenly a bright spot flashed in his mind, Qi Ye's eyes widened, and he ran over to the video room of the intensive care room.

Seeing this, Qin Shi was puzzled, and he also pulled out his legs and ran forward. It wasn't until the nurse opened the small door of the video room for them that Qin Shi understood that Qi Ye had come to talk to Liang Jin.

The nurse over there pushed the things in front of Liang Jin's window, Qi Ye looked at the motionless person on the hospital bed, sweating in his palms, and finally shouted: "Liang Jin!" Xu Qingfeng is not dead yet! How can you go first? ”

He shouted too anxiously, and his voice broke instantly, but fortunately, Qin Shi reacted very quickly, and almost did not hesitate to pick it up, and said loudly to the other end: "Liang Jin, Xu Qingfeng is next door to you now, and he has no one to take care of him now!" The caregiver didn't care about him at all! It's all a problem for him to poop and pee! I can't even eat hot! Liang Jin, you should be strong, you have to take care of Xu Qingfeng! If you don't get up, Xu Qingfeng will be thrown in the ward! Liang Jin, Xu Qingfeng has only one relative left, you have to hold on! ”

Qin Shi's "and peeing" and "can't eat hot" were weirdly connected, Qi Ye stared at him wide-eyed, and his original anxious mood stabilized.

Qi Ye is not a hypocritical person, in the past three days, when it was time to visit, he was worried about the unrecognizable "Liang Jin" in the video, and now that he found the topic, he made up for the strength of the past few days, yelled, and took turns with Qin Shi.

Two days later, Liang Jin really woke up.

He was transferred to a general ward, with an oxygen mask over his mouth, but he was sometimes unconscious and sometimes awake. Qi Ye and Qin Shi stretched out their heads and couldn't say two words a day, the only thing that was gratifying was to hear the sentence "The patient is out of danger".

Xu Qingfeng's condition has been unstable during this period, and the only remaining kidney function has declined in the past few days, and his kidneys have completely struck, and he can only start hemodialysis. However, his complications were dangerous and abnormal, and the doctors installed a monitor for him, and heard the alarm sound because his heart was beating too slowly five times.

Liang Jin woke up and Qin Shi went to tell Xu Qingfeng, Xu Qingfeng had just been injected with heparin before hemodialysis, and he was about to come over immediately when he heard the news, and was scolded back by the nurse. Who knew that he was in trouble again when he lay back, this time there was bleeding at the hemopuncture site, and after the nurse treated him, he immediately added another level of protection to his level.

By the time he was able to move around normally, the situation on Liang Jin's side had also improved. Qin Shi came to pick him up, Xu Qingfeng changed into his shirt early, and looked nervously left and right in the mirror, always feeling that it was still a little worse.

Liang Jin woke up late in the morning, and they all went to see it at noon, so Qin Shi was not in a hurry, and just watched silently.

Xu Qingfeng was happy and excited in his heart, and finally changed into the beige sweater that Liang Jin bought for him last year, pinched the corner of his clothes with one hand, and couldn't help but turn his head and ask Qin Shi: "What do you think of this dress?" Can Liang Jin like it? ”

Qin Shi glanced at him silently and did not answer.

Xu Qingfeng: "......"

Xu Qingfeng's expression was a little strange when he looked at Qin, so he just thought he was in a bad mood, smiled and tidied up his neckline, and said to himself: "I should like it." I bought it for me that I haven't worn yet, so I'm going to test him today. ”

The two of them finally set off after half an hour, Qin Shi walked silently in front, and Xu Qingfeng followed closely behind him. When he saw Liang Jin's ward, Qin Shi suddenly stopped.

The soles of the sneakers rubbed against the hospital floor with a high-pitched chirp.

Xu Qingfeng looked up at him in surprise, and wanted to reach out and push the door open, but was stopped by Qin Shi.

"Xu Qingfeng, there is something I may want to sue you." Qin Shi was silent for a moment, and suddenly said, "Liang Jin, he ...... Amnesia. ”――

Liang Jin's amnesia this time was caused by an external force in his brain, and the doctor said that he had blood congestion in his brain, which compressed the cranial nerves. Qi Ye and Qin Shi didn't have a few words with Liang Jin on the first day, but just said hello to him and saw Liang Jin blink. However, it soon became clear that something was wrong, Liang Jin only remembered what happened before he was six years old, and his IQ was only at the level of a six- or seven-year-old child.

This kind of thing is not uncommon in the hospital, and most patients can slowly recall it as long as their family members give patient and detailed explanations. However, Liang Jin only had one father named Liang Jianjun in his memory, but Qi Ye and Qin Shi couldn't get an old Liang who came back from the dead.

In the end, it was Qin Shi who was smart, saying that he was his former neighbor brother, and told several things about Liang Jin when he was a child. Fortunately, Liang Jin was kind by nature, and he noticed Qi Ye and Qin Shi's kindness to him, and after two days of distress, he began to listen carefully to Qi Ye and Qin Shi telling him stories like a child.

Qi Ye talked about it without a beginning or an end, but Qin Shi was quite organized, starting from when he was a child in Liang Jin, and guiding him little by little.

The only anomaly is that Qin Shi never mentions Xu Qingfeng's name.

He didn't mention it, and he didn't let Qi Ye mention it. Liang Jin really didn't have any impression at all.

"Liang Jin's body is fine, most of them are skin injuries. However, there is no sign of his memory being restored now, and no one can guarantee whether he will be able to recover his memory in the future, and what Cheng Dù will be able to recover. Qin Shi blocked Xu Qingfeng's way, paused, stared at him sideways and said, "Xu Qingfeng, I don't have the right to ask you or stop you from doing anything. But Qi Ye and I both think that you'd better not state your identity. ”

Xu Qingfeng was suddenly shocked, and raised his head and stared at him in disbelief.

Qin Shi's expression did not move, and his tone was calm to the point of almost cruelty: "Actually, according to what I mean, I don't want you to see him." But this is obviously too inhumane, not to mention that his relationship with you before was obviously much closer than that of me, and in all seriousness, I am half an outsider. However, I still want to remind you that you have to decide how to do it, but before you leave, please think about it. ”

After he finished speaking, he glanced at Xu Qingfeng lightly, and finally turned to the side and made way for him.

Xu Qingfeng took a full five minutes before he pushed the door open.

Qin Shi's meaning, he understood.

He had such a thought when he was healthy, when Liang Jin pretended to have amnesia, he intended to break up, so he pushed the boat down the river. However, he overestimated his reason and underestimated his feelings for Liang Jin, and under the entanglement of the two, the breakup ended in a farce-like ending.

Later, he was reluctant to break up, so he vowed to take care of Liang Jin for the rest of his life, and he even accused Qin Shi of "you didn't take care of him". He was high-spirited and wanted to make Liang Jin happier than before. But this time the result was even more ironic, he was seriously ill and he was in pain, and it was Liang Jin who silently shouldered all the burdens and greeted him with a smile.

Xu Qingfeng knows that he is not a superman, and he has not been able to become a hero. Reality shook off his hesitation and ambition with a big ear scraper, and he turned his face to see his cowardice, incompetence and decadence.

Xu Qingfeng's hand on the doorknob trembled slightly, he closed his eyes, and suddenly thought, "What if...... If Liang Jin recovers this time, he will really lose his memory like this. Do I still need to save zài? ”

The door was still open.

Xu Qingfeng squinted slightly from the sun, and finally saw the person who always greeted him with a smile.

Liang Jin was sitting on the hospital bed, the small cabinet at the head of the bed and the corner of the wall on one side were full of bouquets of gladiolus and carnations, and the ward was full of warm decorations, full of non-compliant gadgets and various ornamental toys.

Liang Jin was like a little prince, sitting in this room full of treasures, with his hands around his knees, listening carefully to Qi Ye's story. His eyes were focused and focused, his mouth opened slightly, and his eyes widened unconsciously when he heard the key point, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of happiness and pleasure that he had not seen for a long time.

Xu Qingfeng hadn't seen Liang Jin smile like this for a long time, so long that he couldn't even count his days. He stood at the door and was stunned for a moment, and then saw Liang Jin inadvertently turn his head and let out a sigh.

Liang Jin's face was slightly swollen, even so, wrapped warmly by the sun behind him, he still looked like a delicate and lovely big boy. He poked Qi Ye a little helplessly, and after Qi Ye also looked over, he greeted Xu Qingfeng with obvious rustiness and doubt: "Hello." ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng looked at him from afar, and said after a while: "Hello ......"

"Are you ......" Liang Jin looked at him curiously and embarrassedly, and then looked back at Qi Ye. Obviously, he hoped that Qi Ye could relieve himself.

Qi Ye didn't know what to do, so he could only turn his face and pretend not to know.

Xu Qingfeng's throat rolled, his eyes were a little painful against the light, but he still stared at Liang Jin stubbornly and motionlessly, and said, "I'm Xu Qingfeng." ”

Liang Jin didn't react, his eyes were full of confusion and curiosity.

Xu Qingfeng actually felt a little helpless under such eyes. He reached out and grabbed the corner of his woolen sweater, and his mind suddenly flashed Liang Jin raised his face and smiled when he chose a woolen sweater for him. It was also spring at the time, and he was not sick yet, but he was about to swipe his card after seeing Liang Jin choose his clothes, but he was blocked by the latter.

Liang Jin said anxiously: "Of course yours wants me to swipe the card!" Xu Qingfeng laughed at him: "What's the difference?" ”

"Of course it's different," Liang Jin said quietly and proudly: "You are my person, so I came to buy it!" ”

But now...... His Liang Jin didn't know him anymore.

Xu Qingfeng's silence made the atmosphere in the ward gradually become awkward, Qi Ye sighed, and just gently pulled Liang Jin when he heard someone cough lightly.

"He's a fellow patient in the next ward," Qin Shi walked in past Xu Qingfeng's position and explained in a loud voice, "I just met him in the corridor and asked him to come over to play." ”

He walked to Liang Jin's bed and blocked Xu Qingfeng's view.

Liang Jin's vision was also blocked, but he didn't feel anything wrong, seeing that Qin Shi was back, he breathed a big sigh of relief and said, "Brother Qin, you're finally back!" Qi Ye is telling me a story! ”

Qin Shi nodded with a smile, went over and knocked Liang Jin's chin and asked, "What's the story?" ”

Liang Jin tilted his head happily to look at him: "The story of the farmer and the snake!" As soon as he was happy, he was about to dance, but Qin Shi was helplessly suppressed and let him sit down safely.

Liang Jin continued to tell him with bright eyes: "It turns out that the name of the snake is so good, it is called Bai Suzhen!" The farmer also has a younger brother who also saved a snake named Xiaoqing! Bai Suzhen is good, Xiaoqing is bad, Xiaoqing bitten the farmer's brother to death! ”

Qin Shi: "......" He was not swallowed well by Lei's mouthful of water and almost choked to death.

Qi Ye was embarrassed to laugh on the side, Liang Jin also happily bent his eyes into a small crescent, Qin Shi could only knock it helplessly, and then asked them if it was okay to eat a secret porridge at noon.

Sunlight poured in through the windows, and the edges of light divided the wards into two worlds, one light and one dark.

After Liang Jin finished laughing, he remembered that the "patient" at the door came, and when he pulled away Qin Shi, who was blocking his view, he asked Xu Qingfeng a little embarrassedly: "Patient Xu, let's eat delicious food at noon, do you want to be together?" ”

Qin Shi also turned around with his gaze and glanced at Xu Qingfeng: "But Doctor Zhu has only prepared four people, plus Mr. Xu's words for five people, we will all be hungry!" He paused, and then asked Xu Qingfeng, "What's more, Mr. Xu still has to go back to the ward, right?" ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng pursed his lips and looked at Liang Jin, frozen in place.

Qin Shi also felt that the current scene was a little cruel, he hesitated for a moment, and just wanted to find another euphemistic explanation, he heard Xu Qingfeng say softly: "...... Yes. ”

Xu Qingfeng's expression was calm, and his dark eyes also turned away from Liang Jin's body, and fell at the junction where he got the separation of light and dark. One of his hands was still in his trouser pocket, but the other hand was loosened from the wrinkled corners of his clothes.

Xu Qingfeng opened his mouth and said for a while: "You are right. ”――

Xu Qingfeng's "you are right" pun, Qin Shi knew that he understood what he meant, and was surprised that he could make a decision so quickly, but also inevitably had some complicated feelings. He also felt that he was a little mean to this, but if he changed places, and now his lover had amnesia, Qin Shi thought that he would not be like Xu Qingfeng in any case, so quickly make the decision that he would never see him again.

He was a little glad and a little disappointed. This kind of tangled affection was not relieved until he and Qi Ye coaxed Liang Jin to eat - Xu Qingfeng never left, probably he had something to say to him.

During this period, Dr. Zhu from the hospital went in twice, once with a bad-looking but extraordinarily nutritious sick meal, using a limited edition thermos flask from the M family last year, with no more than 200 bottles available worldwide, with a skull painted on it and written for Liang Jin. The second time was when he went back to pick up takeaway from a restaurant with all the colors and flavors. Qin Shi coughed lightly when he saw him at the door, and then came in with his head held high and his tail swinging, knowing that Xu Qingfeng must not have left yet.

Dr. Zhu's intentions towards Liang Jin could not be more obvious, Qin Shi was friends with him, and seeing that his enthusiasm for Liang Jin was undiminished, he introduced him to Liang Jin almost without hesitation.

Qin Shi knew that Xu Qingfeng would be angry when he saw it, but he didn't expect Xu Qingfeng to be different from before.

He walked out of the ward and motioned for Xu Qingfeng to talk in another place, and Xu Qingfeng turned around and walked upstairs in silence. The two finally sat down in Xu Qingfeng's ward, and Qin Shi sat on the small sofa of the receptionist, raising his eyes to look at Xu Qingfeng. In the past, similar scenes between the two often had to be done, but later when they got older, they felt embarrassed to do it, which was a-for-tat confrontation.

Qin Shi took a deep breath and made preparations.

Who knew that Xu Qingfeng kept his head down, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "Qin Shi...... You can't ...... like that."

Qin Shi: "......"

Qin Shi thought about many scenes of defeating Xu Qingfeng, he suffered too much under the latter since he was a child, and he couldn't take advantage of it, so he had accumulated grievances for many years, and every time his fantasy ended, Xu Qingfeng cried bitterly and begged his subordinates to be merciful.

However, the day suddenly came, and he did not have the slightest excitement.

Qin Shi's breath couldn't be lifted and suppressed, and finally the astringency in his chest surged, and he asked rhetorically, "Do you think I want to do this?" ”

He paused and asked, "Xu Qingfeng, you are sick, but I want to ask you, does anyone owe you anything?" ”

Xu Qingfeng said, "No." ”

"Yes and no." Qin Shi took a deep breath and said, "But you don't think so. ”

"I've been filming since I was 17 years old, and I've seen a lot of people and heard a lot of things. Not to mention the people I have dealt with from afar, you are not the only one I have seen who is seriously ill. Qin Shi closed his eyes and said slowly: "The scene where I won the actor was filmed five years ago, and there is a little girl in it, the one who plays my little daughter, do you remember?" ”

“……”

"She's dead." Qin Shi said: "Died of leukemia. A very beautiful and simple little girl, it took two years from the time she was diagnosed with illness to her death. A few months before leaving, her mother secretly wiped away her tears, and she persuaded her mother in turn, saying that she wanted to grow a few vegetables, and if she couldn't eat them, her parents could eat them, and her grandparents could eat them. ”

"When I was traveling the year before last, I met an outdoor photographer, who had the same disease, and said that he was Ge You after chemotherapy until he had no hair...... There was also a worker, who was a fan of mine, I met on the way to the film and television city, and he was very shy to ask me for an autograph, and two months later, the agent suddenly told me that the person had passed away from pneumoconiosis. I heard that the disease is very tormenting, and you have to kneel to be comfortable when carrying an oxygen cylinder......"

"These people are men and women, old and young, but ......" Qin Shi took a deep breath and said, "They are all more bright than you, Xu Qingfeng." You may not have suffered more than them, they have not missed all the tortures you have suffered, and you may even have the money to live in the best wards and use the best medicine, but so what? You have to be face-saving, cautious, and vindictive, so when you learn that the kidney donor is your mother, you immediately refuse. But you are greedy for your business empire, and you are reluctant to accept Liang Jin's warmth and thoughtfulness, you can't bear it under the contradictions, you give up on yourself, and almost immediately lose your fighting spirit. But have you thought about it, how Liang Jin's life has been spent in the past two months! If you go on like this, you can't kick your legs one day, what should Liang Jin do?! ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng was happy to confront Qin Shi and argue about a topic that could be argued, but this time, every minute and second became torture. His throat was so uncomfortable that he had to clear his throat several times before he could speak.

Xu Qingfeng said: "I really can't do it, Liang Jin will take care of himself, this is our agreement." ”

Qin Shi sneered: "Promise? Do you believe it? ”

“……”

"If Liang Jin just wants to reassure you, can you still jump up from the ground and protest then?" Qin Shi sneered: "I didn't expect you Xu Qingfeng to be so happy to listen to fairy tales." ”

"......" Xu Qingfeng raised his head and glanced at Qin Shi in panic, and then seemed to have been splashed with a basin of ice water on his head, and his teeth couldn't help but chatter. He was silent for a while, but he couldn't help but say, "It's my fault, I'll change it." But Qin Shi, you can't erase me from Liang Jin...... We've been together for so many years......"

He spoke very slowly, and every sentence seemed to be extremely difficult.

Qin Shi didn't want to hear it, but at this time, he couldn't help but shake his head and retorted: "Yes, yes, you have been doing so much. At the beginning, Liang Jin first liked you, and then you went along with the boat but never confessed to him, so that he was not sure for so many years whether you were grateful and sympathetic to him, or if you really liked him. Why? Because you have been like Liang Jin for so many years, you have no fear.

Later, you found out that you were sick and wanted to break up with Liang Jin, and you forcibly pushed him to me without asking Liang Jin's thoughts and wishes during the whole process, why? Because you've been together for so many years. You've been in charge all these years, so you don't think you're wishful thinking or it's unfair.

Then you can't stand it, and then you get into more trouble. Liang Jin is also because of you for so many years, so you work hard and never greet you with a smile. But Xu Qingfeng, when you use your feelings over the years as a bargaining chip to negotiate with me, can you ask yourself first, Liang Jin likes you, is he wrong?

How many tears has he secretly shed in the past six months, and when you are angry and say not to transplant a kidney, do you know how broken he is? You have your bottom line and requirements, but you force him to keep changing, have you thought about 'all these years' at these times? You only know that Liang Jin took revenge on Sui Yulan, do you know that he is alone on Feng Ya's board of directors and is attacked everywhere? Did you know that if you died, he wouldn't live alone? ”

Qin Shi finished speaking in one breath and closed his eyes a little tiredly. There was a long silence in the room.

When Qi Ye came over, Qin Chang let out a long sigh, and the three of them were speechless. In the end, Qin Shi left, without even looking at Xu Qingfeng, until he was about to walk out of the door, he stopped slightly, turned his back to Xu Qingfeng and said slowly: "Qingfeng, I'm sorry...... I always have to think about the one who is alive. ”

The door of the ward was opened by Qin Shi, and he walked out without looking back, until he stopped suddenly at the end of the corridor.

Qi Ye chased after him.

The sun had turned to the west, and the boundary between heaven and earth was thick and faint, and the golden fragments of an unknown year had gone all the way over the mountains, paved from distant places, sprinkled over the streets, and finally fell into this corner of the corridor.

Qin Shi looked outside, heard the person behind him sigh in a low voice, and said, "Xu Qingfeng, he ...... Crying. ”