Chapter 202: Ukiyo-e Ballad (3)

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Recommend a song, Zhu Lanlan: "The Best Time", I've been listening to these two chapters, and then I abused myself......

Thank you, Demon, Mu Xuan, Xiaoyou, Mo Mo, love you, I will keep working hard

I was about to dream of the most critical place, but I was woken up by this stinky snake.

I was furious, and while greeting its ancestors for eighteen generations, I beat it into a thirteen plum button. During this period, it bit me and spit letters, and I unceremoniously slapped dozens of times on its flat and ugly head, bastard, who is not good to provoke me, it is really not long-sighted!

Rubbed his waist, got up from the ground, the sky was dark blue, with a faint lingering light, it should be just the time, the dream has been several years of spring and autumn, but I am only a few hours, it is really like a dream.

There are many dewdrops on the wild begonia flowers, I pick them piece by piece, gather them into a leaf and drink it into my mouth, which is slightly sweet.

After that, I began to sort out my thoughts, thinking about it and feeling sleepy again, when I was about to fall asleep, a gust of wind blew, my mind vaguely felt light, and subconsciously turned around, a looming shadow appeared beside me, I rubbed my eyes, and suddenly jumped high as if I had been struck by lightning: "Why are you!" ”

The female ghost who should have been scattered was standing in the cave, with a light smile on her lips, her face was like jade, but I was so frightened that I lost my blood: "Why didn't you die!" ”

A voice as clear as snow sounded faintly: "It's almost there." Then he smiled again, "I led you to this dream." ”

Glancing at the stone beside her, I stepped back and said, "Why?" ”

She was slightly stunned, looking at the air: "Just like those murals, I think I am high, my eyes are empty, but my heart is very eager to be seen and understood." But the memories of a long time ago are so vague that I can't even think of a complete picture of it myself. ”

I stared at her, didn't speak, and she smiled, "Are you afraid of me?" ”

"What do you say?"

She looked at her hand, which was slightly transparent, with a few hints of white light. chuckled: "My soul is gone, and this wisp of blood is left because of you, and it won't last long, and it won't hurt you." ”

I wanted to say that the devil knows what tricks you are playing again, but in a blink of an eye, I thought that the Seven Stars Heavenly Omen was pierced into her eyebrows with my own hands, and I should know her state at this time. So I sat back in my place with peace of mind, full of warm thoughts and lust, and my heart was full of compassion, I looked at her: "Then say what you want to say, I'll listen." ”

She smiled. Sit down against the cave wall. Half of his face was hidden in the darkness. Half of his face was as elegant as twilight: "The Constant Light Mantra is really mysterious, and even blood can make me linger for a few days, but unfortunately he has a shallow fate and did not succeed." ”

I tilted my head: "You mean." Qingyang Yu does not have a heavy light incessant curse? ”

She clasped her hands around her knees, looked at the depths of the cave, and said lightly: "Qiushui wanted to save him with the Constant Light Curse, but failed, she was counterattacked, and her whole body festered and pus, and she died miserably. I coerced several Xuanjia Taoist priests into digging up twenty flesh hearts and reviving him with life-for-life witchcraft. When he woke up, he thought that Qiushui was killed by me, and he hated me for more than 40 years. ”

"So. You're trapped here? ”

She loved to laugh very much, even the corners of her eyes were full of smiles, she shook her head and said slowly: "Actually, I know that he is not Yunzhou, and a qiΔ“ is just my obsession, but I don't want to trap him." I like him, even if I take him as a shadow, I like him, and he wants to kill me so he's always here. The slender finger pointed to the small hole in the cave wall, "The spirit ghost is most afraid of the sun, these are the ones he did, he has used all kinds of god-destroying arrays against me over the years, and he used to persuade me to die, but now he wants my soul to be scattered......"

"Didn't you explain it to him?"

She smiled and asked, "Why explain?" ”

I blinked: "It's still ...... to be misunderstood"

Speaking of this, I stopped, thinking that she was a pure and arrogant person, and she did not love xΓΉ exposed, and it was not surprising that this temperament was not explained.

Picking up a few stones to play with, I said, "You said you didn't trap him, so why did you say those words to me before you died?" Want me to let him go? ”

"Those words ......" She was stunned, lowered her head and lowered her eyebrows, she couldn't see the look in her eyes clearly, but her tone was sad: "I had another dispute with him in the morning of the day I met you, and I said cruel things in a fit of anger, if he doesn't commit suicide in four days and apologize, I will kill seventy or eighty people every day to show him......"

"You ......"

She smiled sadly: "I often say these words, every time I can stop him from committing suicide in time, but this time...... The world is unpredictable, really the world is unpredictable. ”

My heart tightened, I bit my lip, and she looked at me, "I don't hate you." ”

"I don't regret killing you either."

"I know I heard what you said to those lads when I was trapped here." She raised her head, looked at the top of the cave as if looking at an old city in the wind and rain, and said softly, "You said that ghosts are not tolerated by heaven, and if you want to survive, you have to eat cannibalistic flesh and heart, no matter how unfortunate and miserable a ghost is, it is not a reason to kill innocents indiscriminately, even if their ferocity is not their intention, but the result of anger." But if you are an enemy of the world and a good class, you must not be soft, and you will be subdued with the power of thunder. Sympathize with them, but not be merciful to them, that's the principle. After a pause, she looked back: "You said it so well." ”

I looked at her quietly, did not speak, and the atmosphere was quiet for a while, and there was a fresh breeze coming in, refreshing my heart.

After a long time, she spoke: "I have heard others, are those relatives of yours also those encounters in dreams?" ”

I nodded and whispered, "Hmm." ”

"I can't help you, the Qingyang clan on the riverside is just a branch, Qingyang is an orphan adopted for them, and he doesn't know these grievances. However, in the past forty or fifty years, he has searched everywhere, and the jade pendant was found from the Qingyang clan temple, and it is rumored that it is not shallow, so you can keep it. ”

Raising my eyes and looking into the distance, the river was colorful, the morning sky was quiet, and I felt so empty for a while, I put the stone back on the ground: "Thank you." ”

She didn't speak again, and the atmosphere was quiet again.

At this moment, the sunlight crawled out of the eastern sky, gradually shining down through the small holes in the hole, and fell on her, faintly white smoke. She raised her eyes to gaze at the sunrise in the sky, and said softly: "Love or hate, don't lose yourself, just like me, I didn't see myself clearly until now, but it's too late." ”

The long black silk hair was raised by the sweeping breeze, revealing her delicate and beautiful face, imagining that she was not born in the previous life, she was not the daughter of a famous family, or a talented woman from a scholarly family, in short, her background must not be bad, this kind of temperament is by no means something that I can emulate.

I said, "I know what I want, I can see myself." ”

She laughed, and looked into the cave with reluctance: "I have no friendship with you, and I am not a friend, but I still want to beg you to help me bury him." ”

"I will."

"I'm guessing you would, too."

She turned her eyes to look out of the cave, the sun was golden on the wild begonia flowers, the breeze blew, rolled a few petals, she stretched out her hand, but the crimson and light pink petals passed through her white and slender fingertips, leisurely floating into the hole.

"I almost forgot, I was a remnant of nothingness, disembodied." said, smiled at me: "My surname is Yan, my name is Qingqiong, I have never forgotten it, I don't want to say that I feel that the name is meaningless to me, I have countless opportunities to die, even if I am reincarnated pigs, cows, horses and sheep have names, but I am reluctant to remember this life." ”

I said lightly: "Actually, it's not the memory that holds you, but the obsession." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Obsession? Yes, the memory has been blurred, and it is indeed an obsession. She stretched out her hand, and the sun baked a lot of white smoke from her fingers, which should be very painful, but her face was indifferent: "I used to love to bask in the sun in the backyard of my home, and once I leaned on a rattan chair and squinted, and when I heard footsteps, I stood up and saw a man coming side by side with my father, he stood among the crape myrtles and looked at me in surprise, and then smiled at me, and that smile made me fall in love with him at a glance." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Well. ”

"I've wanted to bask in the sun for a long time, really long, but I haven't had the courage to ......"

There is a flute sound from the fishing boat on the river, melodious Qingyue, listen to the rhythm, it is the favorite floating ballad played by the master, compose the floating world into a ballad, and the song is full of sorrows and joys.

She laughed again, her eyebrows gradually becoming transparent, like the ink and blue of her brush.

When she took a step, I turned my head away, and the mountain wind suddenly became stronger, blowing my hair in my ears, and I could not hear her being extinguished by the sun, but there was no more her in heaven and earth.

Bitterness welled up in my heart, and tears rolled down.